It's was a usual day for all

As everyone sees me, the most beautiful girl with dimples as a diamond with an IQ of 145,

The most popular girl in school. Everyone wants to befriend me not because I am beautiful but because I always treat everyone nicely. Still, I know very few are genuinely interested in me. Others are just bees who go flower to flower.

BUT it's not the real me I don't have reasons to smile although I create myself the life others know I have is not my real life.

 I am a single child of my parents I always envy other who have siblings and tell stories about there life with them, on the other hand, me who most of the time live alone at home due to the hectic work of my parents and when they are at home they always feel like having there mind and soul at there work I use to do every single effort to draw their attention but they just never want to know me.

 It's not like they don't give me enough money but the thing I always want is their time and love which I lack like hell the love which world called heaven I don't even myself know how much time I cried for them

It's just my routine cry at night smile at the day

I often compare myself to a middle-class child who may not have household money or luxury but can still spend time with their family, can see and talk to their parent about whatever

And realize how poor and unlucky I am to have this rich but in reality this poor life

Ohhh... let's count no leave I even stopped counting how long I haven't seen my parents and how many times they forget my birthday or even my existence

so here I am crying again like I normally do

 OH I FORGET TO TELL I been dating since last 4 years we ain't in the same school nor we have the same friend circle I believe it was just fate God created to give me happiness which I lack we meet on social site and started falling for each other he is the most handsome and genuine person I ever met he pamper me to his life I am always on cloud nine with him

Tomorrow is his birthday and I am going to give him the most precious thing of my life.

LOVE YOU DEAR DIARY

so I finally start writing a diary from today on and I will be writing it every day

I don't want to be alone and die alone

so I will make this diary my friend my secret keeper or more like my tear holder

AUTHOR'S NOTE :

Hey GUYS!!! So I am gonna publish this story on daily basis. hope you guys will enjoy it.

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY !!!

Boyfriend's Name- JINJIN

So it's finally the day... The birthday of my love and my only hope to survive in this world

I am planning to give him all I have today. He is trying to remind me all day about his birthday but I am  trying hard to avoid him since morning just to make his happiness double

Text

Me

Hey! I am sorry I was in class I wasn't able to pick the call

JINJIN

It's OK love. I guess you are really busy today. So are you coming tonight to my place?

Me

Oops! Sorry I forgot to tell you I have an extra class today and after that, my parents have plans for dinner together

Sorry for today... I will be with you all day tomorrow

JINJIN

But today is the day love please don't play with me I know you remember

Me

Remember what?

Okay bye, have to go.....

Love you to the moon and back

JINJIN

Wait

No don't go

Girl you are too much don't know why I love you

But love you too baby tc

Thoughts

He is really pissed off but I know how to light his mood and after all, I am going to surprise him so he should be a little bit teased or maybe jealous

After school

I want to a nearby bakery to get the cake I ordered yesterday after that I want to flower shop to get the best fragrances of this world and buy some fragrance candle

I have been knowing his password so I enter his house and decorate the room with all flowers and adjust the candle but didn't light them I was waiting to light them up after hearing his car be parked.

Now it's time for me to wait... Well I deserve that he was desperate all day so I deserve a little bit waiting by my side

Didn't know when the time pass and I fall asleep

I wake up by hearing the sound of some giggling and loud morning I was half sleeping so I was thinking the voice is his then I wake myself up and realize it's his voice only. I run to see what's happening down I am assuming all possible thoughts I could to not face what is actually going

I am trying to make the best excuse to not facing the truth before seeing it

And then I see a half-***** girl and a boy on the couch in the hall...

No it's can't be I must be dreaming he can never do that I am his love I am his future he can't even see his future without me he can't ever leave me alone for more than a minute we are perfect together we are the ideal couple NO NO I HAVE TO WAKE MY SELF UP

I pinch myself up but the scene is still the same

I gather all my courage to go in front of them

Hey what going own I shout my lungs out

They both looked stunned and try to cover themselves

He

What are you doing here? I thought you can't make it today

Me

I lied I was planning a surprise but can you explain this?

He

Ohhh!! Sorry girl I thought you will not be there to the house will be empty so I lend his house for so fun

Me

Mmm... Okay but where is he why isn't he at home

He

Ya. He was a bit sad that you forgot his birthday so he went to the pub and didn't want to celebrate his birthday at all

Me

Care to tell the address of pug I want to surprise my poor baby

He

Yea... THE NIGHT LIGHT pub

Me

Oh... Thank you and sorry to ruin your night.

ENJOY sorry again

And yaa don't tell him I am going to see him

Sorry! Sorry!

Thoughts

How can I think about my love will do something like this to me I should never think this way again in my life

Sorry love I will never doubt you in my entire life but still thank God he was his best friend, not him, or else I don't know what could have I done although I never liked his "BFF",  but today I just loved seeing him in front of me sorry love sorry I will never ever doubt you

Here I come love to make you feel the best man of this world I start my car to go to the pub

AUTHOR

HEY GUYS I KNOW I AM REUPLODING BUT I DONT HAVE CHOICE PLEASE BEAR WITH ME  ❤️❤️❤️

I 💜 YOU ALLL MY LOVE

So here I am as fast as I can the whole drive was a mess... I almost get an accident twice... OfFffff...... I am in front of the NIGHT LIGHT PUB

THOUGHTS

Be bold girl he is your love he will not be as mad as his BFF was sounding have faith in yourself. He is the knight of your life. But still, if he is angry. he deserves to be mad. DONT WORRY LET'S DO IT

IN PUB

I was searching for my Jinjin there are many people in this pub... Some are drinking and crying some are making out some are dancing but I wasn't able to see my man after searching for 10-20 mins I decided to text him

TEXT

ME

Heyyyy... Love where are you

WAITING... WAITING... WAITING... BUT DIDN'T GET ANY REPLY

I decided to ask the bartender if they saw him through the photo on my phone

"By any chance have you saw this man here," I asked a bartender who was smiling and making some kind of drink

"Ohhhh..... For God sake I don't know how many girls will I ever answer that... this boy is not good for you girls I don't know what that kind of fuckboys has the charm to get the eye of such pretty and innocent girls" the bartender said with frowning and making me angry

"watch what you are talking man he is my boyfriend just look clearly you must be confusing him with someone else," I said as calmingly as I can

"Yeah... Yeah... Yeah... He is a loyal and caring boyfriend of God knows how many girls" he fake pout

"SHUT THE HELL UP!!! YOU ARE JUST A MERE BARTENDER, JUST TELL ME IF YOU SAW HIM TODAY" I said angrily

" Yeah as you say missy just got upstairs in knock the room no. 705 your lovely boyfriend is dying to see you" He said half-heartedly and faked a smile

I didn't waste a second and start going to that room

Once when I reached in front of that room I heard laughing and giggling and other strange noise I caught my loves laugh I decided to knock but realize the door is not locked

When I open the door I feel like the soul is drained out of my body my knees become so weak that I can't stand or walk and the rivers start flowing from my eyes God knows from where it was like I am waiting for my death but the death decide to play hide and seek with me

JINJIN (POV)

I was making out with one of my girlfriends in my usual place I always spend a fun time in this pub... No no, I am not a fuckboy but what can I do if girls want to give all of themselves to me. I mean it's not my fault that I'm sexy and handsome... But I also have a permanent girl in my life I do love her but she never let me do anything to her so why deny when others let me do it not like I'm cheating I'm only committed to her others are just stressed relief I guess it's not bad to do this like I'm not forcing anyone and still have every kind of love I want for one or other.

I was about to start thingy with a girl God knows her name but she just throws herself on me when I entered the pub

And I heard the sound of the door!!

HOLY SHIT!! my mind starts getting numb my whole body start feeling so heavy like someone just rapidly throw 20kgs of stone on me

She was standing there Yeah she the one I am committed to. The one who is my permanent. The one I am in love with

"Baby uh- y-you" that's the only thing I manage to speak with all the strength I have inside me

She was standing like a statue. I start moving towards her. I put my hand on her shoulder

SLAP... SLAP... SLAP...

GOD DID THIS GIRL JUST SLAP ME!

"HOW DARE YOU TO SLAP ME I AM YOUR BOYFRIEND... ALTHOUGH YOU NEVER LET ME FEEL LIKE I'M... WHY ARE YOU ANGRY WAS YOU EXCEPTING ME TO BE A MONK OR SOMETHING... IF YOU AIN'T INTERESTING IN ME OTHERS ARE AND I DON'T FIND ANY WRONG IN IT" I said FURIOUSLY.

Riya(POV)

(OPPSSSSS...I FORGOT TO TELL YOU THE GIRL'S NAME IS RIYA 🙈)I slapped him instantly when he touched my shoulder my blood started rushing like hell and despite saying sorry or explaining anything he started blaming me for all this happening I slapped him again this time as hard as I can and start going straight out of this hell

While recalling everything and wishing that the accidents I got early would be really and deadly

I wasn't caring who was looking at me or where I am going or who is in front of me I just wanted to get out of this hell as fast as I can

I was about to exit the pub but a hand get on my wrist and pinch me right on the sidewall of the pub

I closed my eyes still hoping that that hands are of Jinjin and he wants to save our relationship for sake of our that long love

I decided to open my eyes and my blood rush to my veins again

He was that bartender how was laughing at me a few minutes ago

He must be enjoying the sight of me being all broken and all teary with this hell-like pain

"W-W-WHY... WH-WHAT YOU WANT ARE Y-YOU ENJOYING SEEING ME LIKE THIS" I said crying

And he just hugged ME and I felt more broken and start crying as hard as I can

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING.

... WHY IS THIS MAN HUGGING ME........... WHY THE HELL HE NOT LAUGHING

.... WHAT THE HELL THE WANT...

AUTHOR

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