In the world, we don't always get what we wish for. We only get what we work for. Just like that, luck can't be seen in everyone. Sometimes, there are difficulties we have to go through to make us stronger. Life can be cruel sometiems too. So, we must understand that only through what we fight for, we can have what we want.

Most people are more passionate in doing something that they love. But most of the people give up cuz of life struggles, family matters or maybe because they can't bear the goosip that people will tell. Afarid that people will call them that they are different from others.

And that's my new awareness...

What I aware is, what happen even if they call you different?

Who you are is only depend on you.

There's a saying:

"Don't take things so personal

What people say about you,

it's a reflection of them. Not You!"

Do what you think is right for you.

The results will come. If the results are good then you win.

If not, then try to find your mistakes in there instead of giving up.

Life will throw dozens of difficulties to you. Not to drow in sorrows and give up.

The difficulties come to you to make you stronger and braver.

Sometimes the difficulties you have to face in life might make you wanna give up.

But think about it...

Even in the darkest nights, the moon always shines.

Those stars you see at nights can't shine without darkness.

Just like that, to get to your dreams and goals,

there's always something we have to face.

We can't allow the hurt, the pain and struggles hold us back to the postion

where we can't move forward.

All we need is a time. In that time, we need to work harder.

Think for a sec. What is your dream?

For example: *You want to be an artist,

but you just pratice the easy drawings and push away all the hard things. Cuz you think it's too hard for you. But trust me...

Learn all the things and do everything, even it's hard.

Cuz After the hard times, you can get to the goal or dream you set.

[Focus on your goal and do the right thing at the right time to move the right step to get to the right path which you dream of*]

Now, let me tell you some parts about this story.

This story is about a successful artist's painful past. Through thousands of troubles and difficulties she face in life... How she learnt from them and can still move on from her painful past...

I hope this novel will help you to understand about life a bit more.

Intro

**Main lead: Avile Joel

Personality: Kind, warm hearted, passionate for what she love

Hobby: Listening to music, gardening and drawing

Ambition: artist

< Avile Joel's bestie >

Name: Melia Kerson

Personality: Seems cold but a care person, loves pets more than people

Hobby: Listening to music, Doing sports, Eating

Ambition: Gym Trainer**

{So, that's all for intro}

Thanks for reading

~See you on my next chapter~

It's 4.30 p.m.

In a hall...

Melia walks into the hall and shouted at Avile.

"Avile! It's about to 5 p.m. Are you still drawing? Let's go for dinner!"

Avile turns around to Melia and nods her head. Avile packs up her things and walks towards Melia. They two go to the cafe where they usually eat.

Melia order foods for the two of them while Avile is finding a seat for them to sit.

They two sit at the corner of the cafe where they can see the view of the town.

While their orders are not ready yet,

They two talk a lot. Then suddently, what Melia says at the moment freezes Avile.

Melia said "I really miss my childhood a lot. I wish I still have a chance to go back there"

Melia looks at Avile and saw that Avile lost thinking in her own thoughts. Sitting there like a rock. No movement.

Melia still don't know what happend to her that could make her freeze and couldn't say a word even.

*While in Avile's head*

It's been a while since I've last give a thought about my past. Cuz back when I was young, there's no fun nor happiness. Only feel lonely and empty just feel like there's no hopes or dreams for me to keep anymore.

At that moment, Avile looks up at Melia and saw she's smiling to her.

And say:

"I'm glad that I've found such a good friend like you. Even tho you're a little dumb one." Avile laughs and say. Melia smiles for the first sentence she said. But after that Melia says back. "Wait! Hold on! Who's a little dumb??? Avile!" She gives Avile a pout face and trun the opposite side of Avile.

Avile smiles and says: "See! You're pouting. That's mean your are a little dumb."

She laugh while saying that to Melia.

Melia truns back and gives her a pout face again.

That's the time when Avile stops teasing her.

Avile says: "Ok. You are not a little dumb. You are the best friend of mine."

Melia smiles.

Their lovely friendship moment is interrupt by a cafe maid.

"Excuse me! Your orders are ready."

They two eat their dinner and go back to their own homes.

Avile's house

At midnight

The moon is shining lightly. Th wind is blowing clamly. Everyone is sleeping expect one. In the night, only one house is awake. The study table in that hoise is messy with papers, files, pencils and ruler. It's Avile. She's drawing for her next painting to put on the show online.

"OMG! I finally finish my work. I'm tired now. I'll go to sleep for tommorow's show."

Avile says with excitement. She go to wash herself before going to bed.

Suddenly a thought come across her mind.

*In Avile's mind*

I can make the dream I wish when I was a child. I wish my parents could see me now."

"Wish?" She talk to herself. "My parents don't care even I die or not. They left me alone." Her eyes are fill with tears while saying that. She try to clam down herself.

Then, she go straight to the bed.

She sleeps while listening to the music.

Music tune~~

"I'd rather be a lover than a fighter cuz all my life I've been fighting.

I'd never felt a feeling of comfort. All this time, I've been hiding.

And I never hae someone to call my own~~ Oh, no~~

I'm so used to sharing~Love only left me alone~~~"

...-Silence-...

At 5.30 a.m. in the morning

The brids are singing happily after they wake up freshly in the early morning.

Avile is sleeping greatfully. A phone call disturbs her sleeping time.

The phone call is from "Joe Kanvis"...

Name: Joe Kanvis

Personality: cold, dilligent, passionate

Gender: Male

Hobby: Playing the guitar, writing songs, listening to music

Ambition: A Vocalist

*Main lead's cousin

{Have a girlfriend}

*Joe is going overseas because of his work as a vocalist

< He's the only one who cares for her since young >

The phone call wake Avile up in the early morning.

"Avile, let's have a talk. It's been so long since we last met. I have soe good news to tell you. Meet me at the corner of the street at 6 p.m."

Avile cares for her cousin too. So,She says "Sure. I'll be there after work."

Avile gets up and dress up to go to her work.

At her office:

She is doing her works with passions.

After half an hour later:

She finish her works and gets out of her office to have some coffee.

There's no one else around her when she goes to have a coffee.

In the time that she's drinking coffee,

She can't help but think about the sudden phone call of her cousin.

*In mind*(Cousin's back from overseas I guess. It's been sometimes since we last met. I hope I can see my parents again even... if they abandoned me.)

"Ugh...Whatever. I'll go meet him with Melia. After all she can support me what to say." Avile picks up her phone and calls Melia.

*Phone rings* Melia answers: "Hey, Avile. What's up?"

"My cousin called me in the morning to meet him. Can you come with me to there at 5 p.m?"Avile said.

"Sure, Avile. I'll be there to support you." Avile thanks to Melia and end the phone call. Then, she goes to her office to finish her draft drawings.

At 4.30 p.m.

"I should go now. All my works are finish. At least, I can have some foods if I go out early." Avile thought. She clean her desk and closed her office and go out to have some food. She goes to a store near her office to have some foods. She bought a cupcake and iced juice to fresh herself. While eating, she calls Melia.

*On phone*"Melia, where are you now? At home? Shall I come and call you?"

Melia reply;"No, I'm on my way to your office now. I'll see you when I arrive, Avile"

"Ok, see you" Avile said that and end the phone call.

After a few moments later, Melia arrives to Avile's office. She looks for Avile around. Avile saw her and waved at her. "Melia! Over here!" She shouted.

Melia goes towards her and sits on the left seat.

Avile asked her, "Are you hungry? Order some foods!"

Melia nods at her question and order some foods.

Melia said"So, your cousin finally come back from overseas?" Avile nods.

"What about your parents? Are they also coming back with him?"

Avile stops talking for a moment and think about that question back. And said "They won't come back if it's just for me. After all I'm just a daughter for them in name." Melia wanna say something to comfort her but no words come out.

Avile says again "Those bad days are gone. Now, I should just focus on my works and to the ones I care for, right?" Melia smiles and nods at her.

*In Melia's mind* "I'm glad that now she can break free from her past and focus on herself. She's now who she should be."