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Insanity Of Looking For Love

Chapter 1

*Warning This is the authors first time writing a romance novel so don't feel offended if I make a mistake and if you are looking for R-18 Get out of here this is not a place for you this if you are a monster go to a place of holy light and you will worship me the god of Chickens so say hail Chicken\, god\, 3 times so we can get started\, You did it yay now doggies lets get into this*

I have always been smart I liked to study more than the average joe this was a curse inside of a blessing this brought me nothing but trouble all my life I tried to fix stuff but the only thing that fixed the hatred that was towards me was my love but it all went hell she cheated on me with father I couldn't believe it the people I tried to help betrayed me I went three years without a girlfriend I graduated college with a degree in computer science degree I was happy after that I got another girlfriend this time I gave her everything she asked for after 2years she got pregnant but then I was happier than the sky. But it came crashing down when I took a DNA test 15 years later it turned out I was not the father I was in a fit of rage I kicked them out of the house. I was heartbroken that I was cheated on by my wife that I loved for so long I didn't hate the son of the man I still loved him even though he was not my real son. So I went to pick him up from where I thought he would be and he was under the bridge with his mother I go grab him by his arm and put him in the car and say "I still love you even though you may not be my real son" But at that time my head was broken I was 20 when I had my first kid. I should have stayed in college longer I laugh.

3 years later I am 38 and living a life I hate I have dated 3 more women but they all betrayed me in the end my heart is now as cold as steel the only sun in my life is my son he has gained a bit of weight and stays in his room all day watching these things they call anime **** I can't believe I am getting more useless it is already 2018. I have published so many games over the years my studio is called BattleGoat Studios but after a day of work, I sit down on the couch take off my shoes and go into my son's room I see the forbidden him beating his meat he yells at me for going into his room without knocking I go for a walk after that when I am about to be done I see a robbery going on I am still in my prime right 38 is still young I think. I then rush up behind the bank and go through there entering through the back and take a guy out by using my belt like a mad lad I then go through the rest of the bank beating them with my belt until there is one guy left which he grabs out an RPG out of nowhere and shoots it at me I die. I start to scream from being still alive and it hurts getting shot I cough up blood and say " Is this the real life?

Is this just fantasy?

Caught in a landside,

No escape from reality

Open your eyes,

Look up to the skies and see,

I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,

Because I'm easy come, easy go,

Little high, little low,

Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to

Me, to me

Mamaaa,

Just killed a man,

Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger,

Now he's dead

Mamaaa, life had just begun,

But now I've gone and thrown it all away

Mama, oooh,

Didn't mean to make you cry,

If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,

Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come,

Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all

The time

Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go,

Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Mama, oooh

I don't want to die,

I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.

I see a little silhouetto of a man,

Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango!

Thunderbolts and lightning, very, very frightening me

Galileo, Galileo

Galileo, Galileo

Galileo, Figaro - magnificoo

I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me

He's just a poor boy from a poor family,

Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go

Bismillah! No, we will not let you go

(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go

(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go

(Let me go) Will not let you go

(Let me go)(Never) Never let you go

(Let me go) (Never) let you go (Let me go) Ah

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia, let me go

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me,

For meee

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye

So you think you can love me and leave me to die

Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,

Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,

Nothing really matters,

Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows..." I am coughing up blood while singing it my vision then starts to turn black

Chapter 2

A what a poor soul I will give you another chance I will make you hmm what shall I make you look like how about no that isn't good I have read some novels during my free time but every single one of the male mc has black hair I got it so people on earth like black hair I will give him black hair and Azura blue eyes. Yaya that's perfect now what universe shall I send him to let me think how about planet [Code: 716890] He can have a perfect life there in novels on earth when people reincarnate they always talk about cheats don't know why. How about the most overpowered every time he kills something he gets 10% of its power that's op right op is a weird word yay now we are done.

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where am I why is it so dark in here well it's not completely dark sometimes light gets in here that means I am not dead right maybe I a fish in the ocean no I can't feel anything like flippers or my own feet or Finns so what am I exactly. Then I felt something pull me and I am hungry now but then I got filled up with food I don't know how it is weird to me.

9 Month later

I think I am going crazy I have not spoken to anyone it is always dark but I cant believe I am seeing light for the first time in forever. But then it started sucking me in and as I get closer I see something blocked the way so I just waited I was starting to get drowsy until the thing that blocked the light moved then it started to suck me in again then it did when I came out I try to open my eyes but I couldn't no matter how I tried than I heard "Its a boy" it was a feminine voice I thought I would be delivered by a male because in all the tv shows you see mainly men do it. Wait that means I am a baby I was reborn no no no god please no. As I opened my eyes the next day I am next to another baby it was a girl I think its pajamas were pink so I thought of it as a girl. But then I see a woman walk in with a man sitting on the couch but then I hear a knock and then 5 ladies barged in and started hitting the lady on the couch sitting next to the man and then they picked up the man then went near me and picked me up leaving the woman and the baby girl. They then left the house and put the man in the car and handed him to me he had brown hair and blood-red eyes that are like a vampire. After that, I slowly fall asleep my body could not handle all the pressure from moving around like a doll it was quite weird. When I woke up I was in an all-white room that had a bed with a lamp kitchens in it and everything including a tv. I was with the man that was with me in the car he had bruises all over his body from head to toe.

A woman comes in with what looks like steak and a bottle of milk she said "Be glad you guy if you were a woman you ould eat mush"

Chapter 3

[5 Years Later]

[Pov unknown]

That kid's father is good looking I wonder what the kid would look like when he grows up do you think he will look as good as his father. She said with a smile on her face looking sadistically at the boy's cell. waiting for the day to come where she can try to find out what her mother told her the holy feeling.

[Pov Mc]

It's been 5 years it has been a good life in hear but I finally figured it out that this is a prep facility for boys it all makes sense I may have been born in a world where women rule. I don't know the channels on the tv are like rip-offs like who wants to watch Elmo on crack semse street is fucking weird it's not called that but it is only girls on the tv shows you won't see a single man. Women play man parts you can tell they are girls by how their voice is a higher pitch imagine Jon wick with a girl's voice. But the weird thing about this world is not that it's ruled by girls it is that men made all the inventions in the world. they started leaving me alone at 3 after I think my dad I don't know who he was.

The weird thing today I am getting out of my room yay they told me to sit in this chair made out of metal but when I sat down the chair locked me down. A lady came in with a soldering iron that was heated up and said "what is your name"

I don't know my name what should I say um how about a cool name like Jack I always thought of Jack as a cool name whenever I used it on online games I played like Battle for Wesnoth and civ. But who cares she didn't bring that soldering iron in to play with I said "jack"

she said back "OK jack your new name will be Zero because you are the first test subject" She then put the soldering iron on my hand and I started to scream in pain from the heat touching my hand I was about to cry in pain but I didn't after the pain settled he had a massive headache he forgot about a lot of things from his last life.

*A/N hello tell me if you guys like this I am new to things on manga toon i don't usually use this site while writing I use different sites but I wanted to see if this will get good reviews so I published it on here so tell me if you like it see you*

*E/N i don't have an editor so I am just saying bye to you guys one last time see you have a great time dun dun dun*

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