hey buddy'

Gees, its cringe. Its been forever but I still feel uncomfortable calling u hey buddy. Dui bu qi!!!😪🙄😫

So new semester officially starts from today. I am quiet nervous idk why. Hope everythg goes "OK". I have checked the horoscope and i don't think there is anything to be nervous as everybdy there have same old/ boring face. Wish this semester to end as soon as possible.

lets fix the issue of me moving out with ma and papa today. Atme just finish it anyhow and no more excuse. So the things i need to go are:

1. Pack ur stuff after sch so don't come home late

2. After dinner talk with them about ur moving out

3. GET UP early and move back all ur stuff to ur new apartment

Don't get into the emotional drama of ma and pa. JAI YO😊 U CAN FO THAT. Bye i am going as SACH have already come to pick me up to sch.

note: dui bu qi= sorry

       : JAI YO= come on

29 APRIL

4:56

MORNING MIMI

I don't know my real emotion till all this.  Why does I always get emotional every time if is about my identity and parents. Mimi everything went just as we expected. They didn't stop me from moving out but made me promise to never come back again especially for money. Moving out means they are not going to accept me and my troubles from now onwards. Literary  what  I mean is I have always cover my own expenses. From small i was left alone with any care. From small i worked hard in Aunt Era flower shop and get into sch with my own effort and now they thing they were the one raising me. HUHHH WHAT A JOKE. But luckily I didn't breakdown this time when them say all this nonsense. Atme i am proud for u. U are getting strong day by day and that's a good news. Now u are finally free from all the relations. Now u are only ATME not ATME ROY.

Why am i am even spoiling my mood thinking all those trashed people. So basically what happen yesterday is i came back from sch, pack all my stuff that personally belongs to me from the first, talked with those trashed people and call Sach to help me up for sifting. AND FIANALLY I AM HERE IN MY MY NEW APPARTMENT LIVING BY MY OWNSELF.  Its going to be the new beginning of my life without any kind of trouble but only hardwork. Not to worry as sch is near from this place.

OHH about my new semester, its was not that specials. Everything was same but thankgod this yrs there is no new student. I am happy having Sach as my only friend and seatmate. I wanna make a lota of friends all Sach have but i don't have that strength and braveness to directly talk with them, u know thats kinda awkward.

My lord, I am going to be late for my work if I keep on writing now. Mimi see u tomorrow. BYE I need to go for doing my work.

1 May

Saturday

Mimi,OK everything was in order. Nothing was there like for mentioning As nothing special happened. But today’s day was kind of embarrassing. It is because a new boy transferred to our school. I don’t know what to say. I’m out of words to describe him Wait wait but that doesn’t mean that he have undescribable visual. It’s It’s maybe because of my lack of giving attention to everybody not me. Well I didn’t see him with that kind of EYE.

Well his name is I forgot. I really need to do something with my memory power. With this memory power how can I study properly. Aayies!!! never mind all this. Important thing is that we had a new boy in our class. He was good looking I guess. And his seat was Right behind me. I don’t know why people see that good in him but girls are going crazy over him. I mean he’s not that good, he is kind a like a normal and ordinary person. There was nothing like fan Girling but you know girls. The embarrassing thing that I’m talking about is I met him before he came to school. While I was doing my part time work in the morning, I was asked to replace the old flower pot with a new one in The flower shop. On the way to the shop with the new pot, I and he crashed so the pot I was caring broke down.

Thing was not just a pot. He is quite aggressive rich boy who think high of himself. I just can’t understand the rich people. I was thinking that he would say sorry and was thinking of forgiving him for what he did. But things didn’t turn as I though, he just threw money at me and asked to treat my wounds(bcaz I too fall when trying to save the pots) and to buy new pots.

He was rude totally. Are you saying sorry that hard for everyone. Where is the humanity??? I got up take, picked up his money. Slap him and have him those money and told him that I don’t need his money. Then went back to buy the pot again. Which is why I got late today. Look like things are going to get bad as he and I are in the same class.

It’ll be better if I stay away from him in coming day.

Ahh I am hungry....

what shall I have... ramens 🍜. So it’s fixed I am going to have ramen then...