Prologue

Why did you do this? Why did you leave me, when I need you the most? Why couldn’t you stay just for a while more? I wanted to say so much to you. I wanted to tell you how much I loved you but now it doesn’t matter as only hatred is left in my heart for you. You shouldn’t have done this to me. I had loved you from the movement I saw you but you never even liked me nor did you make any attempt to like me. I just wanted you to like me but was it too much to ask for......

From this day forth, I will hate you with all my heart just the way I loved you with all my heart. You will regret leaving me and I will make sure your life become a hell as you have made mine. My sole purpose of life will be to make your life miserable no matter what it takes.

Chapter 1

5years later

I wake up from my nightmare and look at my phone to check the time. It’s still 4am and I have 3 more hours before my alarm goes off. I try to sleep again but this sleep just won’t come to me, after tossing and turning for half an hour I just gave up on my plan to sleep again. I make my way to the bathroom in my rented apartment which even though has two bedrooms, kitchen and Hall,it doesn’t has two bathrooms, not that it really matters to me as it’s just outside my bedroom. I find my way in the dark and after using the bathroom came back to my bed and look around my bedroom even though it doesn’t really has anything to look at just one cupboard which is filled mostly with my work uniform, a chair, bedside table and just my bed. But the most interesting thing is the photos which have put on the walls, photos of me and my best friend and my twin kids. Even though that night I lost the person I loved the most but in the end I gained.

That person whom I met in my college, I still remember the first day of college. The six feet tall boy who looked so handsome in his tightly fit formal blue shirt, black pants and black tie and black shoes. His black tie matched his black eyes which had long and thick eyelashes, his nose was perfect just like his perfectly cut hairs and his lips so pink and inviting that I couldn’t really look at him while talking to him without having thoughts of fucking him.

I shake my head to clear it as it doesn’t matters anymore, past should always stay in the past. But the hope for revenge has not yet vanished from my heart and today I will be taking the first step towards it. I’m coming to get my revenge from you my love

I came to other bedroom to wake my five years old babies or else we would be late for our flight. As I reach their bed I admire both of them sleeping so soundly without a care in the world and both look so much like him that I’m afraid that they might become a carbon copy of their dad. Even though they have their dads physical appearance but their personalities are quite opposite. I named the elder one Shiv who is always careful and responsible while the younger one Sumit is always smiling just so he could show off his cute dimples.

I wake Shiv up and tell him to wake his brother up and get ready. while I make breakfast for all of us. While I’m half way the door bell rings and I open the door to let my best friend Rahul in, who’s also my kids godfather who’s also six feet and average army looking guy with a good sense of humour. He joined army just like his father but still he has helped me so much in the past and even now, when I told him about my plan he was ready to support me saying that no matter what I will always be their for you.

Today he’s casually dressed in a black t shirt and jeans with black shoes, it’s like he only owns black colour clothes and has his shoulder travelling bag. In any other situation, I might have thought he again here to take me for camping but not today. He comes inside and after keeping his bag down makes his way straight to the kitchen.

Archie I told you to make something good. What’s this it won’t be enough for me.

And their goes my peaceful morning. This guy might be in army but he sure eats like a pig all the time. Upon hearing his voice the kids rush out with their toothbrushes to meet their godfather. Now I have to handle all of them.

Idiot just let me make the breakfast. And you guys go and finish brushing your teeth and I talk to him.

Yes, kiddos finish brushing fast as I have something for you both.

Upon hearing this, the kids run off and I again start preparing omelette while Rahul just sits on the kitchen chair. That pig always wanting to eat without doing any work. He just won’t give up on this conversation.

Archie are you really sure about this, like I know what you have been through and all but still is this really what you want, if I had known you would do this, I would have never told you about his engagement.

I know that you care about me but still I want to get my revenge on him, even though I’m happy with my current life I still can’t forget about the past. Last week when you told me about him getting engaged I just felt so angry that how can he have a marriage when I can never have it now.

You can get married if that’s what you want. I’m just afraid for you.

No one wants to get married to someone with two kids. And I have only hate left for him now and I’m determined to make his life miserable.

What about your kids?

Well it’s time that they meet their father and even if something happens I’m sure you will be their to protect them.

I just hope you don’t end up getting yourself hurt again.

Don’t worry ,I won’t . Now shut up and eat.

We all have a quick breakfast after which I leave the responsibility on Rahul to get the kids ready. I enter my bedroom to do last minute packing and then decide to take a quick shower as it’s going to be a long day with a tough battle to fight in the evening.

I look at my reflection in the full length mirror of the hotel room. We had arrived at my loves birth place late in the afternoon and to save our energy we all had taken nap in the flight. As I stare at my reflection, I have got my height of five feet from my mom which is mostly the average height but I have still have long legs and wide hips and full round breasts, a body which doesn’t gains weight no matter how much I eat and my face is also pretty much average with large black eyes which show hatred for the person I have loved the most.

I take out my black saree with a black sleeveless blouse which I had specially brought for this occasion and quickly dress up. I put on black bangles on my hands and then put my waist length long hairs in a bun. I quickly apply kajol on my eyes to make them look even sharper and then apply red lipstick and wear the black peacock earrings which where a gift from Rahul. To complete my outfit I wear black high heels, it might not be to everyone’s taste but then again I never really cared about others to begin with and today to was no exception I was on my way to get revenge. As I’m about to go over and see what the kids are up to , I hear a knock on my door and a few seconds later Rahul enters my room, he just stops in his tracks upon seeing me and opens his mouth two times before he can even speak.

Arrrchie...... That’s .... That’s,Just

Yeah I know , it’s not good to wear black on someone’s especial day but I’m going to breakoff the engagement, so I should put up a good appearance.

I was going to say ‘sexy’. You look stunning but just a small thing is missing.

What is it? You better tell me fast as I have to check on the kids too.

Just a minute and don’t worry the kids are ready to roll.

He secures my kajal and applies it on my forehead and then turns me around to face the mirror and says now you look perfect. I noticed that he has made a small circle just between my eyebrows which makes it look like a bindi. I must admit It makes me look even more womanly and not the girl which I was just five years ago.

Thanks Rahul. You really are amazing ,I just feel bad that you had to go through all that just for me and even now you neglect your family just to come with me.

It’s no big deal Archie. And about my family they are begging me to get married which I can’t do, not without getting your approval but all the blind dates which I attended are no good.

No good or you didn’t really pay attention to them. If you want someone like me then it’s not possible as I’m one and only piece.

Yeah, I know but still I can find someone similar to you. I’m really jealous and angry of that guy who would really value you.

Don’t worry about it because he’s going to pay for it tonight. Now let’s get the kids and take a few pics. I’m sure they look handsome just like you.

We go to the other room and I’m amazed to see my kids wearing suit matching to that of Rahul and they all look like true gentlemen. We all take family photos and then order a cab to take us to our final location where I must carry out my show.