The Last Chrysanthemum
Prologue + Character intro
Jeon Jeongguk
Let me tell you a story of a son, mother and a lover
Jeon Jeongguk
Dear Eomma
Why
Do I find myself torn between two lives?
My future self living alone in a dark house and my past self living in a dark prison with rodents and criminals.
My head pounds
As my heart
Is pulled two ways
Splitting down the middle
Like the poems I wrote in the beginning of high school for 'HIM'
They were ripped to shreds, trample
And tossed in the dustbin,
Those texts I left and he chuckled
My heart can't take the same fate
As my first love letter and
Those text messages
Laughed at and ignored,
Same fate like you, Eomma
Laughed at, ignored
And tossed aside, replaced by someone else.
Eomma, once you told me
" Don't ever grow up, don't grow up to be like me, don't fall in love with 'him' "
Well that was a sore mistake
Considering I grew up
Far too quickly
In order to protect ' him '
I forgot your warning.
Every night you used to cry clenching your broken heart
"Don't grow up to be like me"
You whispered it quietly
But
I ignored your warning
I fell in love with him and ended up in prison.
I became a criminal.
Eomma, I am crying for you. Your heart should not be breaking for me - I want to be with you always. I am with you always, but we are also too far apart.
Eomma, I am not a good child, right?
I shouldn't have loved him.
I should have listened to you.
Eomma, when you died alone, calling my name in this dark house, I was in prison
When you took last breath, I wasn't by your side.
But see, I have learned how to close my eyes and hide my tears. Don't worry, you don't have to see my tears from heaven.
Eomma
I am sorry
Jeon Jeongguk
Dear Elder Son.
You were only 6 pounds.
That nurse swaddled you tightly and gave me your little frame, for the first time.
Your amber eyes, tiny lips, light brown hair
Everything is exact copy of your father.
though you came out of me
you really came into me
and filled me up
with your innocent love
never did my emptiness
feel so full.
That day was in February
it snowed
Nectar and powdered sugar,
Dusting nature's lips.
I recall the kiss from him,
An innocent kiss.
How the night breeze
Grew wanton,
And he blessed me with you.
Though he forgot about me in the next morning.
But I was happy because
Your father was him.
But fate was against me.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep you by my side.
I had to leave you for my Eomma's sake.
I had to leave you because I committed a crime.
My spirit was low and heart heavy
I never loved myself and it was unfair
It was my selfish decision to bring you into a world of despair.
I was a criminal, an incomplete omega trying to find peace
In a miserable place where no where felt like home.
I didn't want people to call you a son of a murderer
I didn't want you to grow up without knowing what father's love is.
I didn't want you to hear that word
' illegitimate child '
Like my Eomma used to say
"Don't ever grow up to be like me " I am saying same thing.
I got the same fate like my Eomma, I didn't want you to have same fate as me.
I wish I could be happy and gave you a life worth living.
I have become a broken dream catcher which won't stop attracting nightmares.
But I am sure you are leading a happy life with your new parents.
I am sure they are giving you all the love you deserve.
And remember
Eomma will never stop loving you.
You are his child
You are his splitting image
How can I forget you two?
I am not a good mother, my son
Please forgive Eomma.
Jeon Jeongguk
Dear 'You'
Loving you is like walking on a path where exist pain, ache of separation and death. You are like cancer because
even though i still have a chimera in my mind about my eternity .
cancer is cancer
and with cancer, there is only one way this can end.
Death!
You are cancer, like all illnesses I used to think it can be treated, my faded soul longed for your love, even though I never felt it but your love was only dream, You are the reason of my pain, dear 'you' it has metastasized.
When I first saw you,
You were 6, holding 17 yellow chrysanthemums.
You were trying hard to sell those flowers
I wanted to have those flowers but someone bought them.
When I reached there with 800 wons, your Eomma's flower shop was almost empty.
Because people couldn't resist your charm.
They bought flowers from you just to pinch your plump cheeks.
You saw me
And
Gave me a
Yellow chrysanthemum.
Told me
" I saved this one, it's for you, hyung "
You know? I still have that flower.
The soil in my soul
is wet,
But time tries to crack the soil with the help of harsh summer sun that is like your hatred towards me
The seeds of unrequited love have been carefully placed between my veins
with every heart beat
I can feel the green
starting to make way
to the surface of my soul.
it will be a long autumn
And my soul will become a field of yellow
chrysanthemums.
I didn't get anything from you
Except that flower, your hatred and our children.
Do you know, what does yellow chrysanthemum represent?
It represents
Neglected love.
You have always neglected me and my love for you.
But someday I will leave you for good.
Will You call me by a new name? And stop calling me a murderer?
Will you miss me?
Will you love me, just for a few moments?
Will You encircle me with renewed ties?
And I will come and go as usual in the sky as a star.
I couldn't stay by your side in this lifetime but I will stay in sky and walk with you-- my eternal love will always protect you.
Remember me not then, beloved Call not for me from those distant stars.
I am sorry my love
I am not a good lover.
I am just a selfish incomplete omega
Who only knows how to love you, nothing else.
Auspicious Blue
Hi muffins this is my 6th Taekook chat story
I am a TOP TAEHYUNG ENTHUSIAST so TAEHYUNG will be the TOP/DOMINANT in this story and my upcoming stories as well
If you are not into TOP TAEHYUNG stories then please don't read
Auspicious Blue
Also this story contains Smut, Malepregnancy, angst, mention of self harm, bullying, bodyshaming. If you are uncomfortable with these points please don't read
Auspicious Blue
This story contains heavy angst, if you aren't an angst lover like me I suggest not to read this book. IT WILL HAVE HAPPY ENDING though.
Auspicious Blue
This story is PURELY FICTIONAL, HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ARTISTS. The names are given in the story are fictional. I don't have any intention to offend anyone or bring any damage to Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, or any other member; this story has nothing to do with them. This story belongs to fanfiction genre.
If anyone finds it offensive then please don't read it.
Auspicious Blue
Pictures used/will be used in this story aren't mine, credit goes to the rightful owners. But
THE COVER PICTURE AND BREAKER OF THIS STORY WERE MADE BY ME.
HAPPY READING
Jeon Jeongguk
Jeon Jeongguk
Secondary gender- Dominant Omega ( special )/ Beta
Current Age- 29
Occupation- Owner of udon noodles restaurant
Kim Taehyung
Kim Taehyung
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Current age- 28
Occupation - CEO of Kim Corporation
Kim Namjoon
Kim Namjoon
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Current Age- 33
Occupation- CEO of Song Corporation
Kim Seokjin
Kim Seokjin
Secondary gender- Recessive Omega
Current age- 30
Occupation- Actor
Park Jimin
Park Jimin
Secondary gender- Dominant Omega
Current Age- 28
Occupation- Chairman of Park law firm/ Lawyer
Min Yoongi
Min Yoongi
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Current age- 28
Occupation- CEO of Min Corporation
Choi Jae Hyun
Choi Jae Hyun
Secondary gender- Dominant Omega
Current age- X
Occupation- X
Kim Tae hoon
Kim Tae Yoon
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Age- 9
Parents- Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk
Kim Tae Han
Kim Tae Han
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Age-2
Parents- Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk
Jung Ho seok
Jung Ho seok
Secondary gender- Alpha
Current Age- 30
Occupation- currently working in Jeongguk's restaurant
Jung Hei Ryung
Jung Hei Ryung
Secondary gender- Beta
Current Age- 16
Occupation- High school student and helps Jeongguk and her brother Ho seok
Lee Yuri
Lee Yuri
Secondary gender- Alpha
Current age - 37
Occupation- Doctor
Choi U jin
Choi U jin
Secondary gender- Beta
Age- 56
Seo Kang Joon
Seo Kang Joon
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Age- 28
Occupation- Wild life photographer
Jeon Jae Hwa
Secondary gender- Dominant Omega
Age- X
Occupation- X
Jeongguk's mother
Song Mi Sun
Secondary gender- Recessive Alpha
Age- 60
Kim Namjoon's mother
Kim Hyeon
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Age- 62
Kim Taehyung and Kim Namjoon's father
Min Sang Woo
Secondary gender- Dominant Alpha
Age- 63
Min Yoongi's father
Hate and unrequited love
Auspicious Blue
Before I start writing this chapter let me tell you a few things about this baby ( story) of mine.
1. This story is quite long, it is not like my first chatstory Honeysuckle.
2. Don't curse my Deity ( Kim Taehyung ) because I am sure you all gonna hate his character here.
3. This story contains DRAMA, SELF HARM, BULLYING, BODYSHAMING, MALEPREGNANCY, TOP TAEHYUNG And many more if you are uncomfortable with any of these above mentioned points- Don't read. I mean it.
4. This book has smut, yes! But not from the very beginning. Tae will develop feelings for Koo eventually ( slow burn ) so be patience.
5. Finally this book has
HAPPY ENDING. 😊
2010
September, 3rd
Jungsan high school
" life is like fireworks brilliant, yet ephemeral. I chase after you as I drift off,
waking up with my hand reaching towards empty space.
The only heaven worth wanting is your smile and
I see your face in my dreams every night.
And if I get to see your smiling face in my dreams only, then I will fall asleep forever.
I'll close my eyes and stay right where I am,
waiting for you. "
Min Yoongi
oh ho, what a poem! See Taehyungie, he is saying he will commit suicide if you don't accept his feelings
A slender boy just completed reading the poem and walks closer to the boy called Taehyung to show him the love confession letter.
Jeon Jeongguk
* The owner of the letter speaks with rheumy eyes *
Min Yoongi, please give me back my letter
Min Yoongi
Why? You can shamelessly write a love letter to someone else's boyfriend and I can't read that? Who are you? Huh? A thief.
* Boy called Min Yoongi raises his hand higher so that the owner of the letter can't snatch the letter from him. *
Jeon Jeongguk
Min Yoongi, please give me back my letter
* The owner of the letter stands on tiptoe to take his letter from Min Yoongi.*
Min Yoongi
no, what will you do fatso? Have you seen him? Have you seen yourself in mirror? You are over 195 lbs ( approximately 88 kgs ). Tell me honestly in your dreams you see him smiling right? Did you see him doing naughty things with you?
* Slender boy says with a smirk on his face. *
Jeon Jeongguk
* The owner of the letter has a quick glance at the boy called Taehyung, as he tries to take his letter from Min Yoongi *
Please give me my letter
A svelte frame is sitting beside the window, his elfin face is resting in palm of his right hand.
He is like an aurora, beautiful and sunkissed with a pinch of misty rose; warm and enchanting; delicate and glossed, mystically enticing.
The owner of that letter called Jeongguk could never thank him enough for splintering his sorrows away, Jeongguk knows him too well, he has seen him rise up, he has even seen him fell
This person called Taehyung, is beauty full of sorrows, he is healing
He is like an Aurora; liberating.
As he flies across the sky announcing a new sun, a gleam appears to Jeongguk as a swift burn
It reminds him, he is always apart from Taehyung
But Taehyung will always be a part of him
Min Yoongi
what are you looking at fatso?
* Min Yoongi inquires again. *
Jeon Jeongguk
I have a nam--
Class mate 1
Yes, thief
* One of Min Yoongi's friends snigger at him after completing his words. *
Min Yoongi
*Yoongi walks towards the window, where Taehyung is seated-- reading attentively. *
Taehyungie, have you seen this love letter? Will you date him?
Taehyung glances at his best friend Min Yoongi, extends his slender fingers and holds the letter in between his thumb and index.
He inquires his friend in low voice something while Jeongguk's amygdaloid eyes are fixed on them.
He diverts his amber gaze and holds Jeongguk's obsidian eyes
A wry smile appears on his face before shredding the letter in a thousand pieces.
How deep can be the word empty?
Jeongguk is feeling a hole inside his heart , a hollow space, as he sees Taehyung shredding his letter.
He is feeling shattered , broken
Forever broken. if he hadn't met Taehyung his wings wouldn't be broken.
But today everything is broken, shredded like his letter.
Entire classroom is silent, watching the great daily show but today's special episode
Fatso; actual name Jeon Jeongguk has stolen Taehyung's wrist watch.
Min Yoongi and his friends have found it in Jeongguk's locker.
Hence today's torture will be 10 times severe.
The entire school knows Jeongguk, the fatso
Why?
Because he is the single servant who has gotten chance to study this elite school because of his Young master-- Park Jimin.
There is a rumour circulating in the entire school that Fatso and Park Jimin the twig has an affair--- An omega Young master and his Beta servant boy.
Students from other classes have gathered to watch the show, school life is too boring, they need entertainment
Right?
Homeroom teacher Lee comes, every one lets him enter the room.
His beady eyes dart around the room after entering.
He glances at Jeongguk, holding his mouth-- trying hard to conceal his pain
Teacher Lee
Jeon, did you steal Kim Taehyung's watch and hide it in your locker? How many times do I have to get complaints against you? This time stealing? Where is your omega owner * cough * I mean where is Park Jimin?
He inquires 1.75 m tall boy, weigh 195 lbs, a boy with spects, he hides an entire universe of Unrequited love behind the spects, there is a brightest shine and a deep calm sea,
the pearls are present originally under a transparent sea.
Jeon Jeongguk
He has fever sir
Teacher Lee
get it, come with me for your punishment
Kim, just forget about today's incident. He is poor so he st---
Jeon Jeongguk
I didn't steal Sir
* Clenching his pants with both palms he protests *
Teacher Lee
I am not talking to you, I am talking to the class president Kim Taehyung
Say sorry to him
* Homerome teacher's thunderous voice resonates the room, while other students cover their ears.*
student 1
Aish, he is so loud
Student 2
Shut up, or else we will be punished like hippo
A murmuring sound engulfs the classroom.
Teacher Lee
Kim Taehyung, I was saying th---
Kim Taehyung
Sir, it's ok. Please don't punish him harshly. I have several watches, so it doesn't matter
* Gazing into obsidian orbs hidden behind the spects he continues in his famous raspy voice.*
Kim Taehyung
Jeon Jeongguk, if you like something just ask me, I will immediately give you that thing, don't steal. Isn't your mommy-- I mean Eomma a servant in Park mansion? If you want I can talk to uncle Park to increase her salary.
Teacher Lee
See, how cultivated he is. That's why I was so against of your admission in this academy. Filthy low born. Now come with me
Jeongguk has a quick glance at the class president Kim Taehyung as he follows his homeroom teacher.
Quiet student follows his homeroom teacher to the ground behind their school.
Teacher Lee
Now, run 30 laps, I am letting you go this time but if you dare steal again I will make sure to kick you from the school
Teacher Lee leaves him alone. After 10 minutes they will have lunch break and then physical Education class.
He can't walk properly due to his heavy weight, running 30 laps is beyond his imagination.
Plus he can sense those changes in his body.
His stomach starts hurting him, he can't possibly describe it any other way.
But he starts running, that isn't running actually-- you can say walking.
His knees are giving up, he can feel the pain creep in just like a bright light.
It shines it's darkness all around him.
It makes his head and stomach ache.
A throbbing pain, a moment in which he hears nothing.
A bullet to the head.
A scream to leave him alone. He screams in his brain.
Jeon Jeongguk
My, heat is coming
Jeon Jeongguk
Ha! I can't run.
* He tries to catch his breath *
His headache is not screaming for someone's help,
His headache comes over at the worst of times banging on his door refusing to leave.
Stomach ache and headache come together whenever he goes into heat.
His heat which doesn't come easily! He is a special omega, who goes into heat after 3 to 4 months, his heat lasts only for 2 and half days.
But during those two days, stomachache and headache kill him, as if they squeeze out his soul from his body.
But he has to complete his task.
After 3 laps, he completely lost it.
Clenching his heart which is pounding as if it will jump out from his cage at anytime, he gasps.
His knees and ankles are hurting as his vision gets blurred, due to excessive sweat
He can't!
He can't run. He can't walk properly.
His stomach is screaming for food as well that unbearable pain is killing him in every moment.
What can he do?
He eats a lot that's why he gained weight! NO.
It is because he was born this way, an incomplete omega! Whose glands do not work properly. He is unable to produce pheromones, conceiving a child is very difficult for him.
Yes he is a flawed omega!
His rapid weight gain is one of those reasons too.
Jeon Jeongguk
I can't run anymore. I am dying
Jeon Jeongguk
I didn't stea--l
* He can't suppress his tears anymore, he blinks his bambi eyes to suppress salty water *
Student
hey, lunch break is over. Teacher Lee has assigned you to clean the male toilet in first floor. Go there quickly
* One student informs him *
Dragging his big cage, he reaches his destination.
Soon he will have his heat after 4 months. Suppressants are too expensive to buy, plus he has to take medicine every day for his regular heat cycle.
So basically, he is roaming among alpha hyenas without suppressants during his heat.
Every one is attending physical Education class and he is cleaning the toilet seats.
Suddenly he hears a bang sound, he turns and finds himself locked inside the small toilet cubicle. Engrossed in cleaning he fails to notice those bullies.
Jeon Jeongguk
* He starts banging on the door, shouting for help.*
open the door, please. Open the door
student 1
why hippo, aren't you a superhero? Kick the door and open it. If you don't open the door you will be punished
Jeongguk hears two male students voices, but he is unable to recognize them.
Every day he gets new bullies, he is tired of their torture.
He tries to open the door but he fails.
After a few moments he finds himself drenched in dirty water.
The bucket he was using to clean the toilet; lands on his head.
This is the 17 th time of this month!
Jeon Jeongguk
Complaining teachers? They will not do anything.
Shall I tell young master?
They will target him too
I can't afford that!
He sits on the toilet seat, clenching his stomach.
It's too painful to endure.
The lingering musty smell is reminding him, he shouldn't be here.
A silent tear slides down his eyes, removing his glasses he wipes it, but they become unstoppable.
One after another making their way.
Rolling down his face, he sits on the toilet seat for a life tarnished, tears falling fast; tears falling out of control
Just like his life
Tears upon tears
He cannot stop crying.
Jeon Jeongguk
* Suddenly he notices a raspy voice, it's him! Yes it's Kim Taehyung, the person he is in love with from his childhood ( may be ) *
But wait he is with someone else
Kim Taehyung
I missed you babe
Choi Jae Hyun
Who is your babe? our class president is using cheesy lines
Jeon Jeongguk
* He knows this voice too.
Ignoring his painful stomach and head he concentrates on their conversation. *
It's him with Taehyungie, they are in toilet! They can't see me as I am locked inside a toilet cubicle
Choi Jae Hyun
hmmm, hmmm don't bite me Taetae, it will leave a mark
Kim Taehyung
who cares, every one knows you are my fiance
* He whispers *
Jeon Jeongguk
I still can hear your voice Taehyungie, even if I go 6 feet under I will remember your voice
Choi Jae Hyun
I heard Jeonggukie has stolen your watch, plea--
* A lewd moan escapes his throat *
Kim Taehyung
don't ruin the mood or you will be punished by me
Jeon Jeongguk
* Covering his mouth Jeongguk tries to control his tears but violet jolts( hiccups )due to crying previously could reveal his eavesdropping anytime. *
Why do I have to hear them?
Choi Jae Hyun
please don't do anything to him
* He says in his meek voice. *
Kim Taehyung
no, because of you I let him go. Only asked teacher Lee to make him run 30 laps. Trust me I hate him to the core. That rotten jerk, shameless fat pig
* Elegant alpha grits his teeth.*
Choi Jae Hyun
hmm, don't say like that. I heard that he proposed you today
Kim Taehyung
no, his letter was found inside his locker. I just made sure to punish him in my own way.
* Taehyung whispers again.
Well he doesn't whisper intentionally, his voice is too low to hear. *
Taehyung never raises his voice, he never gets angry.
He just eliminates his enemies in his own way.
And if he hates someone to the core after his brother and his mother then that is Jeon Jeongguk.
Choi Jae Hyun
what did you do to him this time?
Kim Taehyung
didn't do much, but soon he will receive his punishment
Jeon Jeongguk
* He shivers as he hears those words. *
That means something big is waiting for me.
Inhaling toxic love
He endeavours to open the toilet door one more time, after Taehyung and his fiance leave the toilet.
But someone unlatches the gate, it's Kang Joon, his classmate.
Jeon Jeongguk
* Kang Joon's deep voice rings in his ear as he opens the door.*
Hmm, thank you.
* As he proceeds to pass Kang Joon, his ears catch a few words *
Seo Kang Joon
do you want to use my uniform, I have an extra.
Jeon Jeongguk
* Quiet omega's eyes become cloudy, could it be the pouring rain or the tears he can't contain that make him feel so drained and numb like dead again?
Gulping the lump in his throat, he replies *
thank you young master Kang Joon, but your uniform won't fit 88 kgs beast like me
Seo Kang Joon
don't you have extra uniform in your locker? "
* Kang Joon inquires again, he seems perturbed about Jeongguk's situation. *
Jeon Jeongguk
hmm, one uniform costed my Eomma 22500 wons, her 15days salary. Where will I get another one? This school doesn't permit part time jobs so I don't earn a single penny, anyway thank you for your concern young master Kang Joon.
* Bowing his head he trudges toward the door, his legs are numb now due to excessive pain from earlier. *
Seo Kang Joon
umm, then can't you go home? I will ask teacher Lee
* Kang Joon's voice shows solicitude again for misfortunate omega *
Jeon Jeongguk
it's fine Young master Kang joo--
Seo Kang Joon
why do you call me young master Kang Joon? In fact every student as young miss or young master? We are all students here, can't you see?
Jeon Jeongguk
but do you guys really see me as a student here? If I don't call you young master or young miss, you will make my life more miserable, I just want to graduate my high school; could you please stop torturing me?
* Warm tears fall from gloomy eyes, but never it reduces the fire inside of him
If the heavy falling rain could fight the forest fire, why couldnt his tears do just the same? *
He departs for his next class. His actual young master couldn't come to school today so he has to take notes for him as well.
Ring.....
Next class starts after the bell, tall omega ambles toward his seat but he is welcomed by a few words written on his desk
' thief ' ' third wheel ' ' go die ' ' ugly pig ' ' nullius filius '
Nobody notices that along with Jeongguk's tears there is something else dripping from his body.
Blood.
As he enters the classroom before gazing at his desk, he fishes out paper cutter from his drawer. He bleeds as he clenches his fists.
But Taehyung's's gaze never leaves Jeongguk's movements, after a few moments he averts his gaze from the broad silhouette.
As Jeongguk drags his chair and perches on the wooden chair, suddenly he hears his classmates conversation
student 1
Ewww dude, why do I feel like we are sitting near toilet?
Class mate 1
no bro, we are sitting near pigsty
* They jeer at him. *
His doe eyes get a glimpse of that svelte frame sitting in front row, that frame turns his head and his amber eyes gaze into obsidian orbs.
1sec...
2sec...
Taehyung averts his honeyed eyes again, and concentrates on his charming fiance.
Jeon Jeongguk
The rejection won't go away, there Taehyung is in the back of my mind every single day
it's been 12 years, everything has changed now, still there is pain
in my stomach, it aches
It's more painful than the pain I am having now. It's not the butterflies
or the simple bug
it's the pain of loosing my Taehyungie
loosing what I love
We are both in the same classroom but apart million miles, Taehyungie will never be mine, only a boy who makes a tortured soul out of my
only a boy who makes me cry.
Mathematics class ends well, but those words have been ringing in my head
" soon, he will receive his punishment "
Now what will Taehyungie do again? Plus that Min Yoongi, he will definitely make my life hell
Before another class starts someone comes and informs Jeongguk that homeroom teacher is calling him. Pulling his sleeves toward his palm he saunters toward the door, his palm has still the trace of blood. His heart is bleeding, his palm is bleeding. No one can see that he is damaged, broken, ruined to pieces
One can never fully recover as his cuts turn to scars, as the same for his heart.
The teacher's room is at the end of the long corridor, but every step is getting heavier.
Suddenly he clenches his chest and he genuflects. That pain again! Along with his stomach ache and head ache it has come again.
He scurries toward his classroom, there is that thing which can help him.
His breath is coming in gasps.
His chest feels like if it caved in on itself. The sheer overwhelming feeling of falling, stomach lifting into his ribcage, lungs into his mouth; blood in his veins rushes to his ears as he runs his hands through his scalp and have them land on his throat
He can't breathe, right now his body is experiencing death.
Do you ever feel asthmatic?
Yes he has been suffering from asthma as well.
Jeon Jeongguk
* Clenching his beating heart in one hand and with another he starts searching his inhaler. He and the inhaler, go hand in hand, neither he nor his inhaler can exist without another.*
But where did it go? It's not here.
It's Min Yoongi! Yes it's him!
Definitely Min Yoongi has hidden my inhaler.
give m-- my inhaler
* He asks Min Yoongi to give him back his inhaler.
It is a mystery to Jeongguk, how every one breathe with such consistency here, he cannot hold a breath; he gasps in symphonies, he grasps at air running out his lungs *
Kim Taehyung
Yoongi-ah, doesn't have it, I have it
Jeon Jeongguk
* Jeongguk's amygdaloid eyes widen as he hears that raspy voice, it's him! *
Please gi-ve me bac-k
185cm tall frame ambles toward 175cm tall-- Jeongguk, honeyed gaze holds Jeongguk's entire frame.
Kim Taehyung
* Taehyung walks closer to Jeongguk, so close that his warm breath, stings Jeongguk's eyes--it bites at Jeongguk's words as soon as they leap from Taehyung's tongue. *
I have your inhaler, do you want it? Then grab it
* Showing the inhaler, he smirks *
Jeon Jeongguk
please give i-- it to me. I ca-- can't breathe
Kim Taehyung
yes, take it
* Taehyung holds the inhaler near Jeongguk but as soon as Jeongguk extends his fingers to hold it, Taehyung raises his hand. *
Kim Taehyung
take it, why don't you take it?
* Taehyung inquires Jeongguk wearing his enticing smile *
Jeongguk can hear his classmates are laughing but his hearing ability is getting worse, with every moment.
Min Yoongi
Taehyungie, give it back to him
Kim Taehyung
Can't you see? I am giving it to him but he isn't taking it. What can I do?
* As Jeongguk stands on his tiptoe to grab his inhaler, Taehyung also stands on his tiptoe in order to become taller. *
Jeon Jeongguk
* While trying to get the inhaler he breathe through his mouth, he feels like the lungs of his heart are bursting with air but he still can't breathe. *
pl--please
Clenching his heart he gets down on his knees. He is inhaling toxic love, love for his Taehyungie, he is trapped for eternity, he is exhaling broken dreams,
No escaping this disease, his life is truly tainted, every breath is just a tease.
He can't endure the pain anymore, as soon as he closes his eyes; his frame hits the ground.
Flashback
1997, 14th December
Two little sunshine have built a snowman. They shimmer in the sun along with their snowman. The snow man sits around, always smiling, always having fun with these two babies.
One day most of the snow will be melted, but this snow man is going to last. Because these two little men have made it with utmost love and care.
The younger one's honeyed eyes are glinting under the winter sun. He is helping the older one to make this snowman, the frigid little snowman with finger holes for eyes
5 years old Taehyung
* While giving two twigs to the older one he says *
Hyungie, mama said my papa would come and take me with him. I don't want to go there
* He makes a moue.*
6 years old Jeongguk
* The older one takes those twig and makes snow man's disfigured arms, and puts a tatterd stoll for keeping the snow man "warm". *
didn't you cry 7 days ago for your papa? you always wanted to see him. Then why are you crying now?
5 years old Taehyung
* Covering the snow man's head with his mama's( omega father ) old beret the younger one says *
but mama said my papa has a big castle, many servants live there but there lives another mama and a big brother
6 years old Jeongguk
* Older boy's doe eyes widen as he hears it *
what? Another mama? That's mean step mama?
* He puts a stalky little carrot nose on the snow man. *
5 years old Taehyung
yes! I don't want to go there, Cinderella, snowwhite every one has step mother.
* His honeyed eyes become instantly weepy.*
6 years old Jeongguk
* The older boy gets closer to him and pulls him in his embrace *
Don't cry Taehyungie, hyungie is your prince. He will save you from your evil step mama
5 years old Taehyung
hyungie, is my princess not prince. I am the prince
* Little one starts wailing, while hitting his hyungie's back with his little palm.*
6 years old Jeongguk
* His hyungie is asthmatic, still he is making a snowman with his prince *
o-- ok, yo--
5 years old Taehyung
Hyungie, that invisible monster( asthma )who steals your breathe has come again
* He immediately starts blowing air on his hyungie's chest *
5 years old Taehyung
I am doing hu hu, your pain will go away
* This little boy is really a prince, his hyungie's brave little snowman.
Who grew as he further froze; his heart has become frozen. *
Jeon Jeongguk
Taehyungie
* A lone tear slithers down Jeongguk's eye, he opens his eyes and finds himself in school infirmary.
He feels a palm on his forehead, he glances up and finds his Young master Park Jimin *
Park Jimin
I have done hu hu, your pain will go away
Jeon Jeongguk
you---ng mas--ter
* He can't completely utter the sentence as a lump has formed in his throat, tears silently sliding from his eyes. *
Park Jimin
ssshhhh, I know, I know. Don't cry, don't cry. I know you are in so much pain. Aren't you his brave princess?
* He starts caressing Jeongguk's hairline.*
Choi Jae Hyun
* But there is someone else standing at the door observing them.
He clenches his fists and says *
game has just started Jeonggukie
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