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Secrets Within.. The Depths Of My Heart

Chapter 1. Here We go Again!!

*Darkness*

Sam : *screaming with fear* Stop!! Stop!! *starts shivering with fear*

*A hand approaches her*

?? : Baby I want you..I want to... *with a creepy smile*

Sam : Leave Me!!! *Wakes up with a sudden Jerk*

*Sam turned the lights on*

[She checked her phone.. It was 2 a.m.]

*Sam couldn't take it anymore.. She broke down in tears*

Sam : Why does this always happen to me... Why Me?

Forget it Sam... Please Forget it!

[Sam tried to sleep again..]

*Finally after an hour she went into deep slumber...*

[These nightmares were not new to her... Every night... Every day.. She Lives in fear all the time.]

Sam's POV

*Here We go Again Another day starts in my Monotonous life.. There's nothing that's motivating me to do something. Everyday is just overbearing.. I feel nothing except fear. All other emotions are nearly non existent. I wish to be normal again.. I'm trying my best... *

Sam : Here I go again. Nothing except for disappointment for EVERYONE.

OTP (On the Phone)

...Text : School - Announcement class 3 grade 9. EXTRA MATH LECTURE ************************************************...

Sam : Ughhh! Can this day get any worse?

Mom : Get up! You are late again. Stop Being Lazy. You ***!!

[It's her Everyday schedule! And Yes Sam's not late. She still has 1 hour to get ready.]

[Told yaa Monotonous Life.]

*After, At The Pick up point for School Bus*

Sam : [First seat! Here I come!!] She takes the first window Seat.. [ughh!! Not again.. Why me?]

*That Asshole Bus driver was again starring Sam's Upper thorax*

*Sam turns back *

Sam : Hey!! Can we exchange Seats please??

The guy (Palmer Robb) sitting behind Sam: Okay..

Sam : *smiles* Thanks Robb.

[goes and sits next to her cousin Dave Paston and starts Ranting.]

Dave : [Here We go Again. Miss Rodriguez ranting about the worldwide Asshole *drumrolls*The Driver] Can you save it for another day bro? It's enough for today my poor ears! They are bleeding.. Aghh!

Sam : Fine!! Ughh!

Silvester Silas : Hey! Sam! I need to tell you something.

Sam : Bro later I'm pissed RN.

[Sil was Dave's Best Friend and Sam's Soul Brother.. PS. She considered him as her best Brother.]

Sil : please! Only 2 minutes! *pleading eyes*

Dave : I'm going inside. Bye guys!

Sam : ugh! Fine speak up, 2 minutes Max.

[they were standing 5 mins away from the entrance after getting off and everyone left them alone. Leaving her confused because no one ever went inside and left their spot near the entrance.]

Sil : Umm... I..i *standing still for 5 mins straight* r-reall-

Sam : *Cuts him off* Fine, Bye. I'm getting late. *She was about to get down but suddenly Sil got close to Sam's ear and whispered*

Sil : I really love you Baby. Please Be my girlfriend. *hugs her and gave a peck on her cheek*

[Sam after hearing Baby lost her calm and got a panic attack. Sil didn't realise that Sam was shivering. She trusted Sil the most and she never thought he would say something like that he was her soul brother, who fought with his classmates they were having a discussion on Sam's features in the homeroom period and it cased a lot of trouble to him. She was dumbfounded.]

Sam : *How do I politely refuse him without making him angry?*

Sil : Sam? *while tightening his grip he was starring straight in her eyes*

Sam : *pushed him away and ran away without uttering a word.*

*Same Day - Afternoon*

- the Lunch break Bell rings -

*Sam sitting alone at her regular corner spot at canteen*

Sam : *shit! Why is he here? This isn't their section*Hey Dave! What are you guys doing here? *with a fake smile* [trying not to make eye contact with Sil]

Dave : Sil wanted to get chocolate milk and our canteen didn't have that so we came here.

Sil : Dave! Can you get it for me? Here *gives him his canteen card*

Dave : do you want anything Sam.. It's on Sil today!

*When they turned to ask Sam they couldn't find her*

Dave : Maybe she was in hurry. *showing a confused expression*I'll get something for us. You wait here!

Sil : Yeah! Oh now I know why you're pretending to be an obedient butler. I saw your dream girl there..

*Dave went away leaving Sil alone without arguing*

Sil : *Sil went to Sam because He knew where Sam was* [chuckles] *goes to Sam's hiding spot*

[hiding spot : The old washroom where there's no one]

Sam : Finally! * takes a deep breathe *[closes her eyes for a moment]

Sil : *hugs her from the back* Sam... My Answer? [In a Soft Tone in her Ear]

Sam : [her cheeks and ears burning red with confused look in her dark Hazel eyes.]

Sil : Answer me please! *moves a little back* I know what your answer will be but I'm trying to be answer but baby here I'm trying to be somewhat optimistic.. You can love that so called Park Jimin of yours but not me? *gets closer to Sam again*

[Sam was shivering in fear and didn't know what to do.]

Chapter 2. Sam's Narrow Escape

Sam : *finally realised what was happening*Sil, I think of you as my brother. Nothing Else!!! [in a stern voice] *tries pushing Sil away from her*

Sil : But why can't you give it a go?

Sam : Dave?? [Sam nearly screamed with a shocked face.]

Sil : *flinches a little and takes a few steps back*

Sam : [Runs for her life towards the corridor.]

Sil : *Turns around to face Dave but there's no-one*

*Meanwhile in the corridor*

[Sam bumps into Daisy and Nevaeh - Sam's dad 's college's daughter and her best friend.]

Sam : Hey Daisy! Hey Nevaeh! *with a fake smile*

Daisy : Hi Sam!

Nevaeh :[didn't say anything else except Hi.]

Time skips : Evening, at the Bus.

*Sam keeps taking to the kids from primary section to avoid Sil*

Dave : Sam, Sil! I got to go somewhere so I'm getting down before my stop. Bye!

Sam, Sil : Bye!

Sil : *approaches Sam* Hey??

Sam : *gets her earplugs out*

[Obvio, it's BlackPink's let's kill this Love] *royally ignores Sil*

Sil : *takes Sam's earplugs and disconnects it*

Sam...

Sam : [What the Fudge!! What did he just do? I'll kill him today! Ughh! Wait a sec. I'll let you know my answer again.]

*starts playing Fake Love by BTS * I'm SO SICK of this FAKE LOVE....

*in full volume*

[leaving Sil shooked she snatches her earplugs back and keeps it inside.]

*continues playing Fake Love in FULL VOLUME on Loop till the bus reaches her stop.*

P.S.... she's A Savage Kiddo when she's pissed at something or someone.

Time skips : Evening Sam's House

Sam : Why The Fudge this happens to me all the time!!! Why me? *couldn't stop herself and starts crying*

*40th missed call from Sil*

Sam : *Enough!! I'm blocking him!!! I just can't take it anymore!*

[Later Sam successfully ignores him for a week by all means.]

*Sil sends her e-mails after getting ignored for a week and getting blocked from all her social media accounts.*

**the mail contents**

" Sam!! Please Listen to me baby... Just give me a chance... Just once.. I have been loving you from past two years and I can't stay like this forever.. You calling me your brother is something I just can't bear... Not anymore... I tried controlling myself for so long but I don't think I can...Now..You always make me smile"

**and similar 25 mails with similar CRINGY notes.*

[During this entire Ignore Sil Campaign.. Dave got confused because of Sam's sudden change of Behaviour.. Sam never ignored anything Sil said during their every conversation and now she only heard things Dave said..]

Next morning at Sam's pick up point [Dave and Sil were already there.]

Dave : Hey! Sam! Bro! What happened to you why are you acting so strange is everything alright? I'm here if there's something wrong you can tell me.

Sam : Nothing happened. And what made you think that I'm acting strange?

[ Sam saw the bus arriving from a little distance.]

Sam : I'll get in first because I don't wanna lose my window seat you continue your blabbering with this tree *points at the tree on the left side*

*In the bus*

Sam : [she gets her window seat] Finally!!

[Sil gets on the bus before Dave and sits next to Sam.]

Sil : *in a low voice* Sam Baby.. What's stopping you from accepting me and my love? Are you into girls?

Chapter 3. Have Had Enough of It..

Sam : Shut the fudge Up! Sil! You are just being too much! Stop pestering me! Now I have had enough of your shit! * in a low but stern voice*

Sil : But-

*Sam cuts him off *

Sam : I said Stop! And leave right now.im done with you and your crap.

[Sam didn't want to do that to Sil.. But she couldn't take it anymore! It was her first outbreak after 5 years where she stud up and make a clear statement.... All she could imagine Sam was as her brother other than that nothing else.... And now she lost her beloved Soul Brother too.]

[Two months passed by! And Sam was still ignoring Sil.. Plus she couldn't talk to Dave as he was with Sil all the time.. Also they were the only people Sam actually had a conversation with in the entire school.. So now she was friendless again! Again!!]

LUNCH BREAK

Sam : *sitting alone at her regular corner spot at the canteen*

Sil and Dave : *in unison* We have a news!

Sam : [In her own world] *didn't realise someone was talking to her.*

Dave : *starts tapping her head* Sam!! Sammy!! Brooo!Sam!

Sam : Oh! Hey!

Sil : I'm shifting to a new apartment!

Sam : Oh! *As if I care anymore.. Just leave already!!* Great *with a smile*

Sil : So it's my treat today. Here's your chocolate milkshake and your favourite sandwich.

Sam : Um.. Guys! Actually I'm full.. You can have it. also my assignment is pending and tomorrow's the deadline.. So I'll get back to class! BYEEEE! *Sweet Fake Smile*

-And the rest of the year went in the same way-

Sam : *New Grade! New Year! New people! Annoying Humans! Arghh!! Again!*

[Sam sitting alone as Dave's with Robb and Sil was not gonna come anyways as he already shifted.]

Dave : Broo! Can you help me with the English assignment?

Sam : Everything in this world has a COST.. And here the price depends on numbers of pages.. It's—

Dave : leave it! I'm broke!

Sam : Yaah! You didn't let me finish my sentence! Let me complete the rest for you.

Dave : OK! Shoot!

Sam : Ice-cream!!!!

Dave : Fine! You'll get it on the day my assignment will be graded.

Sam : Fine! VA—

Dave : Vanilla! I know don't speak anything your voice is annoying!

Sam : Deal! Send me the outline and details in the evening! 3 days!

?? : Excuse me! Can you take your bag from the seat?

Sam : *Ughh! Noo!!* Sure! *with a fake smile*

Dave : Hi! I'm Dave. David Paston. Grade 11. What about you kiddo?

?? : Oh Hi! I'm Dave Pacth grade 10.

Dave (Big Bro) : Heyy Sammy! He's in your Grade!

Sam : *polite fake smile* Nice to meet you. It's Sam. Grade 10 Class 2.

Dave(New) : OMG!! I'm in the same class.. Lol! What a coincidence!!

Sam : *why can't these people stay silent * hmm.. *Arghh! Annoying!* great *with a fake yet polite smile*

Dave (New) : I skipped Lower kindergarten.. So Can I call you Elder Sister Sam?

Sam : Sure [now can you just shut up and let me live in peace] *smiles politely*

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