Today is the day the new mode in PUBGM gets released... and I will also- "LAYLAA! did you do your chores?" said my older brother from across the room

"Of course brother" i said

ah anyway- i should go online now..! Alex is probably dying out of boredom..haah...

IN GAME:

He sent me an invite which i of course gladly accepted..

i switched on the voice chat and starred to hear my friend ranting that i took pretty long

"Layla! your finally online! I played one classic match hehe" said my friend Alex

"heyy! how could youu i thought we were friendsss~" i said of course sarcastically and kinda teasing and making him feel guilty

"H-hey of course we are! i only played one match the of my 1895 matches were with you anyway, hmph!" said Alex "Ah...yeah they were huh...." i said In my stream of thoughts I honestly didn't know how to tell Alex that..that my-

"hey Layla! I'll start the match now alright?" said Alex "Sure haha took you long enough!" i said I just stared at my phone when it was laoding.. I- I didn't know how to tell Alex that I- I..I don't like him back.. maybe right now I don't but I, I don't know he must be expecting an answer from me..right?? looking back at how our friendship even started, it was mainly because of my brother and games.. my brother is gay and he likes Alex but was too shy too confront him.. and my brother found out Alex liked games too and since I liked games too well.. he pretty much thought that it would be great if I could approach Alex for him.. Ah- it finally loaded.. "hey..Layla? you're really quiet today.." said Alex "No..I ah never mind i've just been kind of distracted sorry.." i said "was..was it what i said.. im sorry that you- "NO! NO! it's all fine! truly...! it's just I think I still can't give you answer today.. i said "Ah...I see..well it's not your fault.." he said, we landed at the Farm in Erangel map and of course as usual we start getting stuff, Alex had told me he liked me a few months ago and honestly i'm still very conflicted... maybe, just maybe I do like him but.. even if I did my brother likes him... I love my brother very much... whenever our drunk father would scold me and try to do unspeakable things to me he would always protect me...I can't just steal his beloved.. or maybe I cou- warning that zombies are here appears "AH DAMN i don't got a dagger yet, Layla, saw a spare?" said Alex "Ah yeah I did... in that blue house over there.." i said "Thanks a bunch Layla!" said Alex. Alex is really nice..and it's no surprise to me that my brother liked him

Alex is more of a girly boy kinda guy he has clear skin, that soft hair, fashion that suits him and he uses face masks, has a hella long skincare routine, wakes up early, sleeps early even though he is a gamer he still sleeps early like damn- "Oh shit Alex the house I'm in is bombarded with zombies" i said "Jump out the window Layla hurry!" he said "I'm about to-"