hi this is my first story it is a triggering story so if you are easily triggered plzz take care of youself. There are 3 point of views in this story so the first one is Sam the oldest of the family and 16 he is gay. Next is Nicky she is 13 turning 14 in March 23rd, doesn't know yet what she is. Last but not least is Max the femboy of the the family and is Nicky's twin this is there story called Suicide Note I hope you will like it. I started out writing on paper and soon decide to do it digitally. I hope you have fun reading the first chapters, like I said before plzz if you triggered easily don't read, again please and thank you read at your one risk 😃😃 and trigger warning. okay I'm going to tell you about the characters now,

Sam male age 16 blue shoulder length hair green eyes, his height is 5'9, and his sexuality is gay.

Nicky female age 13 almost 14 black short hair blue eyes, Nicky's height is 5'7.

Max male age 13 almost 14 black hair green eyes freckles on cheeks, his height is 5'3, femboy

Epilogue

Nicky hurrily, diled 911 because her brother hung himself. she is panicking and crying a lot

Nicky: He's dead

Operator: who's dead

Nicky: my brother he killed himself

operator: okay calm down. Sweety what is your name

Nicky: Nicky

Operator: okay Nicky are you alone

Nicky: no I'm with my brother

Operator: okay I need you to stay on the phone.

person in the back round: why did you do this...Why?

Operator: hello Nicky hello

Nicky: please hurry

Operator: okay Nicky I need you to calm down can you count to ten for me

Nicky: 1 hic 2 3 hic 4....

silence

Operator: Nicky hey Nicky stay on the phone

Max: H-hello

Operator: Hello who is this

Max: I'm Nicky's younger brother Max

Operator: okay, Max we have people coming

silence

Operator: Max please keep talking. Did you love your brother?

Max: Yes I love my brother.

Max: Do you know why he did this?

Operator: No I do not do you?

Max: No.....

*sirens in the background*

Max: There here

Operator: Okay, that's good

Max: Are you going to be there?

Operator: Yes Max I will be there

Nicky and Max: okay bye Sr.

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AN: okay That's the intro and my epilogue we will find out why this happened. I will only up date once a week. so agen plzz only read at your own risk. have a good day or night when ever you read this. I'm going to school now so update agen next week. thank you for reading. I will be thinking of my next thing so yeah okay bey now love you all and come back next week for the first real chapter bye peoples

Sam March 15 friday

Today was hell I had to go to school and like any other day I got bullied by people in my grade. This is because I like boys and I am one. Go ahead laff at me spit on me push me into the locker I don't care. Well if I'm going to leave this for my sister and brother I'll tell them about my day today. It whet like this I woke up at 4:30 because I can't sleep for that long. I had to go wake up my siblings my favorite Max who is a cute femboy (and my favorite) and the tomboy who takes no shit Nicky. Nicky and Max are twins there birthday is March 23 so in a couple days. I'm 16 the twins are 13. That's it that is all in our family our parents are "very busy and travel for work" like I was saying I got my siblings to school. Then I want to hell I mean school and was welcomed by the asshole comitty.

Nicky March 15 friday

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Today Sam seemed down I want to know what is rong but he won't talk about school in front of Max. I have to make sure no one and I mean NO ONE hurts Max I will kill any one who hurts her shit I meen him. I know he is a femboy but to be honest he looks like a girl I have now idea how. since this is my journel I will tell you something I slit my wrists because it feels good. oh and I'm pretty sure that Sam is drinking again. If you are wondering where my parents are I don't give a flying **** about them. oh shit I have to go to school I'll wright latter okay bye my good friend that I will burn if some how a book turns on me. okay that's all for now I'm pretty sure that I'm going to go cute before school. I also have to go start a fight with a bitch named Zach. okay so this is the end good bye.

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Max March 15 Friday

Hi!!!!! Today was great even tough some of the boys bullied my for where ing a skirt even thought I rocked it it was pink and was knee high. I love school!!!!! I am a femboy and I'm proud of that. my sister Nicky is so nice and she takes care of meeeeee!! I'm going to tell you a secret my dear diary I do drugs. Yes I'm 13 but hey you can't blame me I picked it up from my dad. Oh the girls at my school are soooo nice they don't know how to be mean. There's this one boy that is supper hot and I have a crush on his name is ZACH. HE IS SO HOT AND I WISH HE WHERE GAY.

AN okay that's it that was chapter one the next chapter is going to be about sam's day okay bye.

Okay so I got my younger siblings up and Max (my favorite) was last up as always. I tried to look brave but I don't know if I did a good job. "Good morning Sammy" Max said in a sweet high pitched voice that I have gotten used to but still surprises me. "Good morning Max. " before Max could answer Nicky the family tomboy just waved it off like she was saying something that I didn't here. "Okay Max let's go we don't want to be late for school. " that bitch took my joy to school. (le time skip) I got to school and was welcomed by the assholes of the school "Hey homo how was another date with your girlfriend friend oh yeah you don't have one. " the ring leader Tj side in a snarky tone. I just replied "At least I'm not a pig. " and I walked in to the school. wall going to my first hour some kid came up behind me and shaved me into a locker. Finely I got I to my class and went to my seat in the back. Class was normal until the teacher announced that we got a new student and his name is 'Conner' and his seat is right next to mine. Do you know what the problem is he is hot like really hot. "H-hi I'm Conner what's your name?" "I'm S-Sam" I replied god why am I stuttering. "O-Okay Sam I saw that you got shoved into a locker earlier are you okay?" "Yeah I-Im o-Okay" stop stuttering shit. "why would they do that if you don't mind me asking?" "Ummm...No not at all its just that I'm.... (switch to a small whisper) I'm gay. shit please don't go. I closed my eyes and in sted of being asked to be moved Conner grabbed my hand under the table and Whispered " I'm gay too" "you you are?" "Yeah" Conner said and with that I looked up and saw that he was blushing. "Do you wanna be friends then?" "shure but if we feel like we like each other than can we many try to be more than friends?" I just nodded my head. (let time skip to lunch) Conner went to eat out for lunch so I'm sitting alone again. Suddenly a paper air plain came flying at my head wall I was leaving for lunch "owwww" what the hell where did that come from? To just smerked and said "homo come here and sit with the pigs for a min" "ummm no I'm just leaving so no good bye" I walked out but they fallowed me. (le time skip to after school.) I was about to leave damn I'm sore that hurt. "HEY SAM CAN I WALK HOME WITH YOU?" I turned around to see Conner running over to me "shure if you want" "hey I was wondering where were you after lunch are you okay" "umm yeah" plzz don't see though my lie plzz "your lieing what happened please tell me. " " I just like I said before I get bullied." " who did it okay never mind let's just go to your house and I'll help take care of your winds. " "okay"

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AN okay that's all for now next is Nicky. please don't get mad at my writing so um bey people.