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A Shadow Bright And Burning

A Shadow Bright And Burning

Im Henrietta Howel. The first female sorcerer. The prophesied one. Or am I?

Henrietta Howel can burst into flames. When she is brought to London to train with Her Majesty's sorcerers, she meets her fellow sorcerer trainees, young men eager to test her powers and her heart. One will challenge her. One will fight for her. One will betray her. As Henrietta discovers the secrets hiding behind the glamour of sorcerer life, she begins to doubt that she's the true prophesied one. With battle looming, how much will she risk to save the city--and the one she loves? 

✨The sorcerer arrived on a Saturday.

Sarah, barely six years old, squeezed my hand as we walked the school corridors toward the headmaster’s parlor. I’d allowed her to wear her gray cloak indoors because the morning fires hadn’t yet been laid. Fog pressed in against the high windows, darkening the stone hall. For Sarah’s sake, I kept a smile on my face. My fear could not win today.

“Will he beat me, Henrietta? I mean, Miss Howel?” She often forgot to use my last name, but I’d only become a teacher two months before. Sometimes when I stood at the head of the classroom to give a lesson, I’d look at the empty place on the student bench where I used to sit, and feel like a fraud.

“A sorcerer would never harm children,” I said, squeezing her hand in return. Granted, I’d never met a sorcerer, but Sarah didn’t need to know that.

She smiled and sighed. How simple to reassure her. How difficult to reassure myself, for why would a royal sorcerer travel to Yorkshire for an audience with a child? Was the war against the Ancients going so poorly that he needed young girls, armed with sewing needles and a little French, for the front lines?

No. He had heard about the fires.

We entered the parlor to find two men seated before the hearth, sipping their tea. This was the only heated room in the entire school, and I rubbed my numb fingers in appreciation. Sarah raced past the men to warm her hands and, embarrassingly, her backside before the fireplace.

“Miss Howel!” our headmaster snapped, leaping up from his chair. “Control that child at once.”

I motioned Sarah back to me, and we curtsied together.

“Good day, Mr. Colegrind,” I murmured. Colegrind was a pale, hook-nosed gentleman with gray whiskers and a gray personality. When I was five, he’d terrified me. Now that I was sixteen, I found him repulsive.

He frowned. “Why does Sarah wear her cloak?”

“The fires haven’t been lit, sir,” I said, stating what should have been bloody obvious. Dreadful man. “I didn’t want her shivering before our illustrious guest.” Colegrind sniffed. I gave him my least sincere smile.

The other man, who had been surveying our scene with a cup of tea, rose to his feet.

“It’s all right,” the sorcerer said. “Little girls must keep warm.” He knelt before Sarah. “How are you, my dear?”

This man couldn’t be a sorcerer. I’d always pictured the royal Order as being filled with humorless men who wore simple robes and smelled of cabbage water. This gentleman was more like a grandfather from a storybook, with a shock of curling salt-and-pepper hair, dimpled cheeks, and warm brown eyes. He swept off his cape, trimmed with sable fur, and wrapped it around Sarah. She hugged herself.

“There, now,” he said. “Just the right fit.” He nodded to me. “You’re very good to take such care of her.”

I lowered my eyes. “Thank you, sir,” I mumbled. As he stood, I noticed something hanging in a sheath by his side. It was the length of a sword, but it had to be his sorcerer’s stave, the great instrument of his power. I’d heard of such things but never glimpsed one. I gasped without thinking.

Agrippa patted the handle. “Would you like to see it?” he asked.

Bloody fool, I was supposed to be unnoticeable today. For once, I was grateful for Colegrind’s interruption.

“Master Agrippa,” Colegrind said, “shall we proceed?”

The sorcerer guided Sarah to a chair while I remained by the wall, invisible as always. Schoolteachers don’t stand out naturally, and I was far too thin and dark-haired to make much of an impact. Granted, I didn’t want to stand out to Agrippa today, not if he’d come about the fires. I exhaled, praying that my heartbeat would slow. Please say that he had come for some other reason. The scenery, the terrible April weather, anything.

The sorcerer produced a toffee from his coat and handed it to Sarah. While she munched, Agrippa took a lit candle and held it before her. The flame flickered. Grabbing a fistful of my skirt, I squeezed to distract myself. I wouldn’t be afraid, because fear often summoned the…

I wouldn’t be afraid.

“Think of the flame,” Agrippa whispered. “Think of fire.”

No. As if responding to the sorcerer’s words, my body grew warm, desperately warm. I slipped my hands behind my back, knotted my fingers together, and prayed.

Sarah was clearly doing her best to be helpful, thinking so hard that her face turned bright red. The candle did nothing in response.

“Don’t lie,” Colegrind ordered Sarah. “If you hide anything, Master Agrippa will know. Do you want him to think you a bad girl?”

A bad girl. That was whom they hunted. Eleven years earlier, girls with magic would’ve been tolerated. Now, my God, only death awaited them. Awaited me. I curled my toes in my shoes, bit my tongue until my eyes watered. My fingers burned so badly….

“Look at the flame!” Colegrind said.

I pressed my palms against the cold stone wall. I thought of freezing things, like snow and ice. Hold on. Hold on….

Sarah burst into tears. Between Colegrind’s cruelty and my own physical pain, I snapped. “There’s no need to make her cry.”

The men turned. Agrippa raised his eyebrows in surprise. Colegrind looked as if he’d like to strike me down where I stood. With a sorcerer present, he’d have to contain himself, though after Agrippa left, I suspected I’d feel the headmaster’s birch cane. Beatings were his favorite form of exercise. But the burning eased somewhat, so my outburst had been worth it.

Agrippa said, “Miss Howel is right. There’s no need to fret, Sarah.” He shushed her crying and waved his hand above the candle. He collected the fire into his palm, where it hovered mere inches above his skin. He then took his stave—it was a plain wooden staff, quite ordinary-looking—and pointed it at the flame. Concentrating, he made the fire dance and swirl into different shapes before extinguishing it with one deft movement. Mouth open in astonishment, Sarah applauded wildly, her tears forgotten.

“You’re all done,” Agrippa said, giving her another toffee. Sarah took it and ran from the room as fast as she could. Fortunate child.

“I apologize for the inexcusable outbursts, Master Agrippa,” Colegrind said, glaring at me. “At the Brimthorn School for Girls, we try to curb female waywardness and insolence.”

He could try to curb me all he liked. But right now that was the least of my worries. My hands were beginning to burn again.

“I find a dash of insolence to be quite enjoyable from time to time.” Agrippa smiled at me. “Would you be so kind as to bring me the next girl, my dear? I will be testing every child at this school.”

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A Shadow Bright And Burning

If he was testing all thirty-five of them, he had to be searching for a witch. I groaned inwardly.

“Of course. I’ll return shortly.” I left the room, breaking into a run. I had to get outside. Pushing through the front door, I raced out the yard and up the hill. Just a few more steps and I’d be hidden from sight.

I collapsed to my knees as the fire spilled from my hands. Blue flames tickled my outstretched palms. I closed my eyes and sighed as I grabbed fistfuls of the damp grass.

Colegrind and Master Agrippa couldn’t know, not ever. Female magic—witchcraft—was criminal, and the sentence, death. As the flames slowed and sparks glinted off my fingertips, I felt someone sit behind me.

“There’s a sorcerer from the royal Order here to test the girls,” I told Rook, without turning around. Only my dearest friend would react with nonchalance when my hands were burning. Smoke hissed out from between my fingers. “He’s looking for the one starting the fires.”

“This is why you should only unleash it out on the moor. I’ve told you,” he said.

“I don’t always have that luxury, you know.” If my temper got the best of me, if something startled me, if Colegrind did something particularly loathsome, the fire would come upon me. I could never control it for long.

“The sorcerer won’t test you, will he?” Rook leaned his back to mine.

“As a teacher I’m spared, thank heavens. Can anyone down there see us?” I was fairly safe here, but not as far away as I’d have liked. If someone came up the hill unexpectedly, it wouldn’t end well.

“Not with me sitting around and ignoring my work.” I could tell from his tone that he was smiling. “Whoever looks up here will only find me.”

“Thank you,” I whispered, nudging his arm. “I should get back. They’ve more girls to test.”

“Think of the cold,” Rook said as he rose and helped me to my feet. His left hand gripped mine tightly, and he winced.

“Do your scars hurt?” I asked, pressing a hand to his chest. I could imagine the older teachers clucking at my “forward” behavior, but we’d known each other since we were children. Granted, Rook was attractive, with sharp, elegant features and blue eyes. His hair was still the same flaxen down it had been when we were eight. He looked like a poet or a gentleman, I’d always thought, even if he was only a stable boy. But most people would turn away from Rook, for all his beauty, if they knew what he kept hidden beneath his shirt.

The scars were terrible. They weren’t visible, as he took care to button himself up, but they were there. Most who suffer an Ancient’s attack die. Rook had been one of the lucky few to survive, but he’d paid dearly for his life.

“Bit more painful than usual. You know how bad it gets in damp weather,” he said. As if in response, thunder rumbled in the distance.

“Meet me after the girls are tested,” I said. “I’ll bring the paste.”

“You know how to make a fellow happy, Nettie.” He nodded, his eyes serious. “Be careful.”

“Always,” I said, and returned to the school.

TWO HOURS LATER I KNELT IN the empty parlor. Tears filled my eyes as the cane landed across the back of my neck. Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, I counted. Three to go. I pictured banks of snow in winter. Thankfully, I’d gotten through the rest of the students’ tests with only an occasional flush of heat. Twenty. A warm trickle of blood ran down my neck and into my collar. I tried to rise to my feet, but Colegrind gripped my shoulder and kept me in place. Damn him.

“You were a wayward child, Henrietta. Do not allow your passions to lead you astray as a young woman.” I stifled a shudder as Colegrind’s hand trailed across my back. He’d taken to “noticing” me in such ways these past three years. Disgusting man.

“Yes, sir,” I said automatically. It was the single acceptable answer to Colegrind’s tirades. A slow heat prickled my palms. If only I could loose my anger and show him the response he deserved, but that was an insane thought. As I got to my feet, Agrippa entered the room.

“Beg pardon,” he said, and stopped. His eyes flicked to Colegrind’s cane, to me. I put a hand to the back of my neck to hide the marks, but I could tell he understood. His next words were cold and clipped. “Mr. Colegrind, there seems to be confusion with my carriage.”

“The servants are useless,” Colegrind said, as though we should pity him.

“Perhaps you might see to it yourself, then.” That was an order dressed as a request. Colegrind tightened his jaw, on the verge of talking back, and then thought better of it. He left, grumbling to himself. Agrippa came toward me, concern written on his face.

“Are you all right?”

He spoke so kindly that I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes. I nodded and began neatening the room.

“Mr. Colegrind’s angry that we didn’t find the one starting the fires,” I said, placing a chair against the wall. “It’s been a hard three years for him. He was certain the culprit would be discovered.” I felt a twinge of pride; the old fool was disappointed again.

“Has it really been going on for three years?”

“Oh yes. Mostly it’s been patches of fire around the stables, but several of the headmaster’s favorite coats have met ‘accidental’ deaths.” I worked to keep glee out of my voice. “I would give you a list of those who dislike Mr. Colegrind, but I fear that wouldn’t narrow your search.” I knew it was bold to speak this way, but Agrippa laughed. “How did you hear of us, sir?”

“My Order keeps its collective ear to the ground for cases like these,” he said. I turned to look at him. He seemed to be choosing his words with care.

“Cases of witchcraft?” I nearly stumbled over the word.

“In a sense.”

“What you did with the fire was brilliant,” I said, straightening a corner of the rug. “I mean, putting on that show for Sarah.”

Agrippa laughed. “I appreciate a good audience.” The rain became a dim roar on the roof. I winced as I listened to it. “Really, are you all right?” Agrippa asked, noticing my reaction.

“They say that rain usually brings Familiars with it. Or, heaven forbid, one of the Ancients.”

At this, Agrippa sobered and nodded. “There’s nothing to fear. The only Ancient who favors this weather is Korozoth, and he’s near London at present.”

Korozoth, the great Shadow and Fog. They called him the fiercest warrior of all the Seven Ancients. “Have you ever fought him?” Thoughts of Agrippa rising into the air against a giant black cloud flashed through my mind, as thrilling a picture as I could create.

“On several occasions. This doesn’t frighten you?” He said it with a laugh. I’d sat down in a chair, entranced.

“No. I always want news of how the war’s progressing.” I knew I should wish him a speedy departure, but my curiosity got the better of me. I’d spent countless childhood evenings awake in my bed, watching shadows and moonlight form images on the ceiling. I’d imagined them as monsters, pictured myself meeting them in battle. Miss Morris, the head teacher, had sniffed and informed me how unfeminine those dreams were.

“How old were you when the Ancients arrived?” Agrippa said as he took a seat opposite me.

“Five.” I remembered hiding under the bed when the news first came, listening as my aunt shrieked orders to our maid. We had to pack only what we needed, she said, because we must travel by nightfall. Clutching my doll to my chest, I whispered that I would protect us. Now I nearly laughed to think of it. My doll, my aunt, my old life in Devon—all had vanished.

“You’ve never seen one of the Ancients, have you?” Agrippa asked, returning me to the present.

“No. I’m grateful, mind, but I’ve always wondered if it was normal. Perhaps the beasts have no interest in Yorkshire’s natural splendor.” I rolled my eyes. Outside, it sounded as if the rain were drowning the countryside. We’d have such delightful mud. Agrippa laughed.

“It’s true, the Ancients focus their attention on cities. It costs them more effort, but the reward is greater. And, of course, Brimthorn falls under the protection of Sorrow-Fell lands, which makes it difficult for our enemies to access.”

“Yes, indeed.” Sorrow-Fell was a great magical estate and the seat of the Blackwood family, a line of powerful sorcerers. We kept Lord Blackwood in our daily prayers, though we’d never seen him. “Do you know the family?”

“The earl boards at my house, for his studies. He’s about your age, actually.” I started, surprised that a young man of sixteen could be so distinguished. Agrippa smiled. “Shall I tell you of London society? The balls and parties, the fashion and intrigue?”

“No, thank you. I’d rather hear more about the Ancients.” Agrippa made an incredulous noise. I blushed. “Knowledge of them is useful. I want to be useful.”

“You’re a teacher. What’s more useful than educating young minds?”

“I’m no good at a charity school. My strengths are history and mathematics.” I sighed to recall my teachers’ displeasure at my obvious gifts in those more practical areas. I was practical, indeed, but like a man, not a woman. My thoughts were orderly, but I was unyielding. I wanted to argue my opinions, not conciliate others. “Most of the girls here require only reading and sewing, while the more promising ones study French so they may become governesses. And when they’re governesses, they teach girls to play other people’s music and copy other people’s sketches. It sometimes feels as though young women are trained from birth never to contribute anything original to a conversation.”

I flushed with embarrassment. My tongue had got the better of me, and Agrippa was regarding me with a look of some interest. “I shouldn’t have bored you with my thoughts.”

“They’re not boring. You remind me of a young lady I used to know.” He gave a sad smile.

Colegrind returned, soaked to the skin. “Your carriage is ready,” he said with somber dignity, then turned and walked from the room, his shoes leaking with every step. Agrippa chuckled and shook his head.

I liked this man. I wished I didn’t have to fear him.

THE RAIN HAD STOPPED BY THE time we walked outside. Agrippa and I waited by the doorway while the men brought the carriage forward, careful not to get its wheels trapped in the mud. As we stood there, I found myself humming a soft singsong tune.

“What is that?” Agrippa asked.

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A Shadow Bright And Burning

“What is that?” Agrippa asked.

“An old schoolyard chant about the Ancients. I suppose our conversation brought it back to me.” It took a moment to recall the words, and then I sang,

“Seven are the Ancients, seven are the days,

Monday for R’hlem, the Skinless Man,

On-Tez on Tuesday, the old Vulture Lady,

Callax is Wednesday, the Child Eater,

Zem the Great Serpent crisps Thursday with his breath,

On Friday fear Korozoth, the Shadow and Fog,

Never sail on Saturday says Nemneris the Water Spider,

And rain on Sunday brings Molochoron the Pale Destroyer.”

When I’d finished, Agrippa applauded.

“Very nice,” he said. “Not much of a rhyme, though.”

“It was less about the song and more about chasing each other,” I said. Agrippa laughed and was summoned to his coach. He kissed my hand.

“Farewell, Miss Howel. It was a pleasure.”

Though I should’ve been glad to see him depart, a queer sort of sadness descended on me. I watched until his carriage vanished up the road into a bank of fog. Only then did I go down to the kitchen to prepare Rook’s paste.

As I struggled to remember ingredients and mash herbs, I cursed my subpar potion making. Most witches were skilled herbalists. If I must live in fear for my life, why couldn’t I have helpful magical powers? I wished I’d had a mother to teach me. Bother that, I wished I’d had a mother for anything. Finished, I ran outside and down the lane toward the moor.

Even weighted by my stays and heavy skirts, I loved racing through the pale purple-and-white heather. The hills rolled and crested around me, and I soon arrived at the meeting place, an outcropping of dark gray stone on the heath. Rook and I had discovered it years ago, during a failed attempt to run away.

Rook sat beneath an overhang of rock, rubbing his eyes. His left arm hung limp in his lap. Damn. His suffering must’ve been worse than he’d let on.

“I have the paste. How bad is it?” I knelt beside him.

“Oh, I’d call it bad,” he said. His voice didn’t break, but I could tell by the tense line of his jaw that he was in terrible pain. He attempted to slide off his jacket without upsetting his left arm.

“Let me help.” After removing the jacket, shirt, and cotton vest beneath, I inspected a body that was lean and hardened from work.

A body covered in scars.

Rook was Unclean, wounded by one of the Ancients. Great circular scars like suction marks, still an angry and swollen red these many years later, covered the left side of his chest. They decorated his collarbone like some obscene necklace and ran down his back and left arm. Sometimes, when the pain was extreme, his hand would go rigid and his fingers would curl into his palm. Korozoth himself had mutilated my friend during an attack on a camp of brick makers. The soldiers who’d rescued Rook brought him to shelter at Brimthorn, thinking he’d be dead by morning. Eight years later, and that morning hadn’t come.

I rubbed the paste into his palm, kneading the skin until his fingers loosened. I straightened them out, ignoring his hissed intakes of breath at the pain. Within a few minutes, his hand relaxed. Rook closed his eyes in relief.

“Thank you,” he murmured, clasping my hand in his. Slowly, I twined our fingers together.

“Your grip is still strong,” I said, smiling. When I reached to touch his chest, he flinched.

“You needn’t help me more than necessary. I’m in your debt enough as it is.” He often shied from my touch these days. It made me feel clumsy and perverse, as if I should be repulsed by his scars when I wasn’t at all.

“Let’s look at your back,” I grumbled. Dabbing at the paste, I sat behind him and gasped.

Besides the scars, long red welts blazed on his skin. Someone had struck him with a birch cane.

“Bastard,” I hissed as I tried to soothe the wounds.

“It was my own fault,” Rook said. “I wasn’t able to help with the horses. Colegrind had to come out and see to it himself.”

“Of course you’re slow when the scars flare up. He should know that by now.”

“I don’t want special treatment,” Rook said, his voice firm. I held my tongue and worked quickly. Finished, I laid my hand on his back.

“Movement should be easier now,” I said.

“Oh yes.” He sighed, shifting beneath my hand. “God knows what I would do in this world without you, Nettie.”

“Stop calling me Nettie, Rook.” I smiled. This was an age-old battle. A terrible childhood nickname, Nettie made me sound like an old lady or a hen.

“Have to call you Nettie, Nettie.” I felt him laugh. “You can’t break with tradition, as Colegrind tells us.” Rook leaned away from me and took up his vest. With a grunt, he began to pull it over his head. I held back, knowing he’d be cross if I tried to help now. “The sorcerer’s gone?”

“Yes. That was far too close.” Unladylike as it was, I flopped onto my back and stared up at the sky.

“Even if you are a witch, it’s not as though you’re Mary Willoughby herself.” Rook sighed, lying down beside me. “She’s dead and gone.”

“Her legacy isn’t, though.” For thousands of years, witches had existed on the fringe of society. They were known as strange women, a bit dangerous if you weren’t careful, but they’d mostly lived in peace. That all changed when a witch named Mary Willoughby opened up a portal between worlds and summoned the Ancients, starting this long, bloody war. I remembered a book I’d had when I was ten, A Child’s History of the Ancients. In it, there was a picture of a lady with wild black hair and insane eyes, her hands raised to a stormy sky. Mary Willoughby, the worst woman in the kingdom, the caption read.

“She was burned,” I said. “All witches are burned.” If Agrippa had found me out…well, I actually couldn’t be burned, could I? He would have to be creative with my death. Lord, what an unsettling thought.

“Seems un-Christian, don’t it? Burning people alive.”

“Especially when you consider she had help,” I said.

“Yes, from the magician.” Rook smiled as I sat up in surprise. “You taught me to read with that old Ancients book, remember? Howard Mickelmas. He helped open the gate. Never caught him, did they?”

“No, magicians are tricky by nature.” Magicians were filthy beasts, full of deception. Everyone knew that. At least witches had an air of tragic nobility about them.

“Why d’you think they burn one kind and not the other?” Rook said. “Why aren’t magicians killed, too?”

This conversation was doing nothing for my nerves. Brushing the whole topic aside, I stood and walked around the rock, clutching my shawl. Rook joined me.

“I don’t want to worry about magic any longer,” I said, standing in the road. All around us was silence, except the wind sighing through the heather. Awful as Brimthorn was, one could never match Yorkshire for moments of grand solitude. Rook and I were alone, save for a traveler on horseback in the distance. “I want to think about the shop we’re going to open.”

“It’ll be in Manchester, or maybe Canterbury,” Rook said, going along with the old game. “We should open a bookshop, with all the books bound in old leather.”

“I think that’s the most glorious smell, a library of old books,” I said. Apart from Rook, my only good memories of Brimthorn consisted of hours reading in a favored window seat. Colegrind, bad as he was, had at least been generous with his personal library. One summer, I’d gone through Le Morte d’Arthur three times. My favorite moment had to be when Arthur pulled the sword from the stone, transforming from commoner to king in one instant.

Rook shook his head. “Granted, we can’t move to Canterbury. The Vulture Lady lives on the cathedral.” He was right. On-Tez, one of the Ancients, had ruled the city for the past three years. She was a large, hideous beast with the body of a filthy carrion bird and the head of an insane old woman. The name Vulture Lady suited her rather well.

“One day she’ll be gone, and we’ll sell books and anything else we want. Now, what shall we call our shop?” I asked. Rook didn’t respond. I nudged him. “Don’t say you can’t think of anything.” Rook moved away from me down the road, hands in his pockets. Surprised, I walked beside him. “What’s wrong?”

“The shop is a story we told ourselves when we were younger,” he said, looking at me. “You could have been a governess in a good house by now, with better food and pay. Why haven’t you tried for a position yet?”

Lord, not this argument again. “I’ll apply when I want to, but I don’t want to right now.”

“Why not?”

“Because I might set fire to the master’s drapes,” I said, rolling my eyes. “Besides, I can’t just…” I bit my tongue, but Rook caught on.

“Can’t what?” His jaw was set, his eyes hard.

“Leave you,” I said, wincing as I waited for his reaction.

He stopped us in the road. “Nettie, I don’t want you to ever keep yourself low because of me.”

“You’re being silly,” I snapped, wrapping my shawl tight around my shoulders. “I’m going home.” With that, I turned and walked off the road at a brisk pace, tramping across the moor. I waited to hear Rook’s footsteps, but he didn’t follow me. I stopped, exasperated. “Are you planning to live out here?”

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