{Namjoon's p.o.v}

Jinnie was so close to me, hadn't I seen him slip ?! or maybe was just ignoring to see his happiness and smiles !......have no idea when it happened where it happened.

Tomorrow he may ask why the bags are packed and why didn't I inform him but for now even if it is for just a few more hours I still love him and will always do .....maybe these are the moments left for me to hold him close the last time but let me just enjoy them for the last time let me secure him in my arms .....

Me and jin have been friends even since our university days we got jobs in the same place and were seriously close more than anyone in our companionship...maybe I was arrogant I never wanted to confess to him and I was afraid of I ever did it would break our bond, so I let things be the way they are, I always had played special attention to him and maybe I was very open even some guys had guessed even though I never really said a yes, and that ungrateful day .....The day we had the wedding anniversary of an old friend and we reached a Florist shop.

Oh that florist shop I wish I never took him to, he looked at the flowers with heart eyes, and how much I would do to make him look at ms like that, but he look at her and a pang had hurt me, maybe eight straight years disnt have any fruit to borne, she gave us peonies as its meaning literally means happy marriage and with that we left in a hurry.That day I cried the first time since I ever met him.

While leaving I saw him flustered and so the female florist.....that was bad really bad, somewhere I was happy we won't be going there but as we all know love changes people .

For me it changed me to a top class student and for him it turned him to a lover to flowers ......

Soon he started visiting the flower shop at least once a week and soon it got more often, and who was I to stop ?! Then he came and spoke

" I'm in love with Lucy I want to ask her out how should I ?!" with the flustered pink ears of his and only I have know the how I had stopped my tears my voice from cracking.

" idk I never asked a girl out"

was all I said

" maybe ask hobi"

was what I had planned to answer before entering my apartment from which a block far was his place.

And he once asked me if I'd approve of it and what I did was pity full and said a damned yes.

My pink loving jinnie had turned into a black loving person with a manlier personality I couldn't see it.

And in a few more heartbreaking days all I came to know was they both are together, I began to see her often in our friends hang out and she would be where ever we were, only the office hours was us alone...we never again spent time together like we used to but all that mattered was his smile, all I knew was that it was breaking me on the inside and we started hanging out even lesser day by day .....he didnt notice that but I did...he was busy with work and her and had no time for me.

When he came to office and said

" me and Lucy are planning to get married by December "

and that was it, a tear left my eyes which was whipped by his soft fingers

" don't worry I have dating her long enough its been more than two years we will be fine" all he said, and we were in October, all our friends were working their *** off for his marriage preparations and so was I. A last gift I will give him ....

Days crossed as the wind and here we are for a last boys hang out three days before his marriage..

" Thanks jimin-ah for a last boys hang out"

said a drunken jin with his red face

" no problem hyung"

"joon take hyung to ur place "

"OK yoongi hyung"

And a cab was stopped and we got in going to my place with his head on my shoulder and paying him,he was taken like a bride to my room where we cuddled to sleep, in normal days I would have gotten us fresh clothes but now the clock ticks we won't be cuddling or I wouldn't see this angel this close ....

*H**e will ask tomorrow why didnt I tell him but of course I cannot see him getting married to someone not me and see him looking at her with sparking eyes when she walks down the aisle...so I will be gone never showing up again....that's all I can do to prevent anything bad from me* .........

{Namjoon's p.o.v}

From past few days me and my husband have been thinking of adoption, well he is my homemaker, and im the earner, well to be honest his temper is getting worse day by day. Well we even went to the adoption centre, with a neighbour, who are our good friends we nearly shifted together and also we have the nearly same ages and the biggest factor we all are gays. And jinnie loves it when jiminie comes around or he goes to their place, but since jiminie goes to work it isnt that often. Well jimin and his husband yoongi they also wanted to adopt and jimin is also has decided to leave his job and become a homie, well its more convenient since yoongi just got a promotion to the director of the company he works in. So as we went jinnie and me saw a kid named jeon jungkook, well he has a broken backbone and is kind of sickly and also we had seen a boy wang jackson a little protective over his friend kook, so the thing is I wanted to adopt kook and since jackson was so close, we could adopt both of them, but jinnie is fully against it, he says he dosent want a sickly child, but if we dont take that child then who will ? Everyone wants a happy and healthy child, no one wants him, and to be honest he has a brilliant brain and is strong pshycologically and the way he smiled was polite, he even sat up in the bed with his poor condition, he had answered all the asked question in a sensible way,and after all he is just a kid. And no adoption centres can give him proper care,so I have made up my mind to adopt that child no matter what jinnie says, and here im  standing in front of  the adoption centre with yoongi who came to do the paper works of the child name hoseok who has lost his voice, due to a trauma, and i  remember they had just brought home a kid though i dont kniw when but i remember seeing a boy with jimin.

{Third person's p.o.v.}

Namjoon and yoongi got the paper work done and took their respective sons home, yoongi held hoseok's hand and namjoon had to carry jungkook and jackson followed them, to their respective cars.and went home, as they reached, he could see jimin was waiting for yoongi outside the apartment building both with a young boy who looked like was nearly the age of jungkook, well jackson was three years older to jungkook and jungkook is 6 years old , well hoseok is eight and knows both namjoon's now sons, he was just shy. And jimin invited the young boy by picking him up and giving him a soft kiss on his forehead, they bid namjoon a goodbye and went back to their apartment while namjoon was getting prepared for picking up jungkook and walking inside.

{Jin's point of view}

So i was sitting in the room after completing the household work, waiting for joon to return after work and its nust afternoon, he is a professor in a prestigious university of the country and he is well know, and then i hear a bell ring, just to find namjoon with the sick brat in his arms with a proper child following him, I told him not to bring him but he had to , Im so done, i glare at him when i hear him say "Let me enter atleast" and i move aside and close the gate as they enter the house, and again he has the audacity to speak "be gentle he has poor health which i guess u know"

"but joonie we had a talk about him"

"and what the conclusion ? an argument that never ended"

"but joonie for real, u had to go against me for this"

"u can leave me if u dont adjust with my wishes for this time"

and that's when i was left speechless, well i had no idea i have started to loose my temper this often, he just took the child in his arms to a guest room, and leaves the house saying he still has a class to attend. Leaving me in an awkward situation, so all i do is go inside the room with both the children, i cant leave joonie just for something stupid, so im gonna talk to both of the.........

"umm... sorry about what u both had to see back there"

"no actually we are sorry for intruding, sir" said the younger boy, and i gave a soft flick on his forehead,and anyone could the red tinit on my face and the glare of the older boy...."im not sir, for you, i-i-im u-i mean im ur mom" and both the boys exchanged looks and i spoke,,

"now call me, mom"

I could see both of them flustering, and making me giggle , its so cute.

Then i moved out of the room, get two of my shirts, joon's would be too big for so small kids, i guess a bath wouldnt be a bad idea so giving them two shorts and undergarments, the older one took a quick shower while the younger one needed to picked up and helped, well he was all shy as i helped him, but still adjusted making me giggle more. Later joon was back.

{Namjoon's p.o.v}

I came came back,just to find the kids were smiling with jin, now thats a relief he didnt leave, i was scared af, but looks like our strings are stronger, therefore let me find a doctor for jungkookie, i will ask yoongi he knows some good docters, and i will get them into school in the new session, they can take three months off for now.I walk inside and give jin a peck on his lips, and was smiling like he hasnt for ages, maybe it was a good option to adopt these two. So we had dinner and went to bed and jackson wanted to share the bed with jungkook .

The next day, jinnie and jackie went to shopping for clothes and I took jungkook with me and yoongi, we took the apointment, of mr.Park jay, he said jungkook needed an operation and thne would be hospitalized for a month for better recovery and would get nearly three surgeries during the time span, well do we have a choice, so we had decided to admit jungkook by next week, Jinnie was literally worried as hell when he heard this and hugged jungkook.

During this month, jimin along with his sons taehyung, whom i came to know had brought home from a street near the seoul park, well they had seen him many times and would give him food, when one day he followed them back and he is just five, so this is how tae was adopted. Hoseok even tho cannot speak but surely loves talking and the four kids became very close to each other, Tae and kook particularly close. And soon they were into school, still taking out time daily for a group time of four.

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.So today i was sitting when jinnie asked me "will you love me the same if i was fat?" so naturally i said yes when jungkook had to speak "but you are already fat" making me spit all my coffee on jackie sitting in front of me and he himslef got a smack "brat respect me im your mom"

"old man respect me im ur son" he said mimicking jin, and both of them running around and jackie glared at me, now this house is so happy and warm.....

BUBYE

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{Namjoon's p.o.v}

Well, isnt it just great to be able to breathe, now its suffocating me every time i think,how mom committed suicide. Its my fault, only if i hadnt been a burden on her, she was my only family. Dad i never had one, i dont even know how I was born. Im just sixteen, i have no idea how i will survive. I dont know where mom worked all i know is i am left alone. Maybe i should also die, i hold a knife near my wrists, before someone pulled it away, slapping me.

{Yoongi's p.o.v}

I was on my way to namjoon's apartment, well he is my neighbor, and also has attended the underground rap battles with me, secretly, we all know parents wont allow. I just enter as the his apartment as it is unlocked, suddenly what i see makes me fall the food mom had sent for him. All i did wall pull the knife in his hands and slap him tight, maybe a little to tight its gonna leave a mark. I could see he was in various emotions all together like anger, sadness, tension, depression and frustration. He looked at me with big eyes, he looked miserable, and pathetic, way worse than the nerd he is.

"Hyung, let me just do this and it will all end no more, no one will suffer, no one needs me anyways, no one loves me, please hyung" he said half crying, sniffing and sobbing. If I dont help him he will get worse, so after showing him a glare i hugged him, tight and let him cry as we both slowly sat there, he cried the whole day, sitting there, and comforting him is all i can do.

Now comes the main question, how on hell is he gonna pay his school fee, well i cant say my parents will help, we are not that rich, though providing him two meals a day is what is gonna do, and the apartment he is using also needs rents, so we need minimum of twelve thousand bucks only for school and apartment and more five thousand bucks for other payments and also three thousand bucks for daily items. And since its not possible for him to earn this much money, we ended up in a solution of school fees, he will ask for scholarship, the next the rest of stuff still means nine thousand bucks, we will earn by going in underground rap tournaments not only for competition but for high price money and namjoon will be taking all the money till he gets a proper job after school.

Well this what we do till our school years, and end up in a university, and now namjoon is eighteen, and we decide to officially work for some company as interns before they give us jobs permanently. And yea for this we leave going to the underground battles, we were doing fine in our university until i met this cute boy jimin, i dont know what he did but i had to ask him out and well, now he is in my arms and namjoon approved, im still worried for him, he has been in depression since years now, even though he dosent shows much, but i know that fake smile better than anyone.

{Namjoon's p.o.v}

I like sitting outside in the university playground near the trees, and many times, i slip to the park near by, and tody was the same, when i was sitting in the park, while some small children played, when a good looking guy, with plum lips and cute smile, his eyes were just like the ocean deep, and he played with kids and even offered them chocolates.He was just so attractive playing with the children and laughing,I just couldnt help but stare at him and glare at anyone who approached him. I dont know why i had the urge to go and see him again, so i used to go daily, and many times i used to see him, he was an angel, he always came by 1:00 p.m and leaves running by 1:30 p.m. , he was a sweet man always smiled at the kids, maybe someday i want him to smile at me the same way.

His hairs swayed with the whistling wind, they were perfectly cut according to his face and made him look cute, and his black along with brown highlight at patches on his hairs were just so beautiful, he was so cute, even tho he is older for sure, he looks so much younger to me, he is unlike me , he was well dressed with a proper fashion sense which looked so perfect on him, and when he smiled, there was this weird tingling sound in my ears and my body felt giddy, somehow i liked this feeling.

somehow me and yoongi had uncut hairs, and even wore big black spectacles, we looked like some shit *** nerds and we had bad sense of fashion, we looked untidy, so people usually didnt hang out with us, but even tho jimin was the popular rich *** kid, he just accepted yoongi because he loved how yoongi played the piano and had secretly followed yoongi  and seen how yoongi played other instruments and loved music, and jimin loved this about yoongi, jimin was to be honest very handsome and cute, he ad a bright personality and many friends, still he has a pure heart so i accept him as my friend. But i never felt like that giddy after seeing jimin as i do looking at this man .

And here im sitting with yoongi and jimin who is sipping some drink, well i wanted to talk to the man but im way to shy or introverted, and he came, i looked over to jimin sitting between me and yoongi so we dont end up in a fight like always, he looked back at me, I nodded, he shook his head, and this continued irritating that old grandpa .

"Its already 1:15 pm"

I signed and shook my head, and just accepting a defeat, when jimin got up and walked to the man, they were close enough for us to hear their conversation.

"umm... hello im jimin, park jimin"

"hello, im seokjin, kim seokjin, how can i help you" and he smiled slightly embarressed.

"No, actually, you are cute and kind,and my friend there wanted to talk to you, he is just too shy to talk to you so he asked me talk instead"

He giggled, jin giggled and i was also blushing thanks to jimin embaressing me in front of my only crush, like wow.

He waved at me and bowed, he checked him time and said he would talk tomorrow, and left i could see redness growing onto his ears and neck. And jimin returned , yoongi complimented on how cool his shawty boyfriend was, making me scoff and we returned back to uni to  complete our classes.

 Well the next day we trio were back on the spot waiting for the man, he came towards us and smiled as jimin greeted him with a hug and a bright smile. Well i wanted to do that but im bad at physical contact and will only make it awkward..

So from that day onwards i started to be one of his friends, we used to talk and laugh together even tho it was just half an hour, it was fun and sometimes yoonmin would leave us alone, to be honest he was a fine man, a lovable man someone who could even make the most depressed atmosphere just a cheerful onw, when many months later when we were close to our graduation, just after our final exam i sat with him and asked him,

"UMMM......jinnie there is this person i wanted to ask out to be my lover, but idk how to" he had an unreadable expression idk what he was thinking but giving a genuine smile he continued

"firstly, change your hairstyle and sense of fashion, then go with bergenia plant, but remember take the flowers not the whole damn plant, and ask in a soft tone, maybe try talking to me like how u will ask"

"umm.. ok so jinnie will u be my lover?" i said in my normal tone, which is cold according to people, he looked at me and shook his head

"jimin will help you, i have to go, btw i wont come for two days"

"ok but why?"

He looked at me in the eye with a peircing look,"dont have to know" and he left, and suddenly yoonmin jumped in front of me from the bushes near by "looks like i have to help again huh?" jimin looks at me sipping on his drink "tomorrow at 8'o clock am. be prepared i will get my car and no need to carry any cash or card, you too mah lovely baby, be prepared at joon's place" He said and left.

Next day in the morning we did as were told and soon jimin drives in front of my apartment in his BMWC and he drove us to a clothes store and two men helped us try many clothes on, while he got himself a wallet, well not like we did not try to stop him, its just we were forced into it, and he literally judged our clothes and apid for us, we got like so many clothes, I never even got in my 25 years of life. Now ik why jimin always has the best clothes, its cuz he comes to these expensive showrooms and gets the best of the best thing. He then drove us to an expensive saloon i have inly heard of and we had some serious glow up after a hair cut and coloring of hairs, mine was in purple and properly styled with my newly bought silver rimmed glasses, i looked like some proffesor, i dont believe im so handsome, and yoongi got a black color haired than his natural brown growth, now he looked so damn hotter, WOW!!!! i cant thank jimin enough.... And finally we reached home, just to find his dad had appointed yoongi and jimin's personal secretary and me as the director, well our marks could have got us that job, after all straight 99.9% is some hard work, well i have to thank jimin for all he has done with whatever help he asks me for and anything. And what's the best is jimin taking over his company as soon as we join that is a week laterI swear jimin is the purest soul alive and his afmily too, they gave us jobs just based on our marks previous year and  we will get our m arks in next three days.

So finally i topped the uni, and yoongi is second, everyone looks at us as if we were the best thing they saw as we walk behind jimin, who was third because of his english marks, he literally led us to a flower shop, got the told flower by seokjin as the flower to be taken and pushed me inside the park, with people starring at us trio, i heard them compliment 'those three are so beautiful' and i walked inside with a nervous look and the flower in hand ans seokjin sat there looking at the fall seasons beauty as i walked to him and he looked at me with widened eyes and walked towards me "u-u look s good joonie"

"Thanks"

"are u going to confess?"

"umm...yea"

"go the person must be waiting, u shouldnt make the person wait, dont waste ur time with me" he had this bitter smile, he looked sad even with the smile

"so...Kim seokjin will u be my lover? and stay by my side till the very end, idk how exactly i fell in love with u, but since the day i laid my eyes on you, i have loved u"

he looked shook and his ears red, and slowly the tint spread across his face and neck, he nodded literally crying,and finally for the first time i hugged him, he cried on my cheeks, when two others join our hug, we all hug together, from that day onwards i worked hard got a bigger apartment, alongside yoongi and jimin, well jimin could afford a bigger one, but he wanted to be near us, damn that boy, now jinnie's parents didnt agree their son being gay and that also a younger male, so it was alot of hardwork when they finally agreed, and cancelled his, so fixed marriage with lily, because he was gonna suicide, that was worst time in our lives....somehow they agreed.

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.So now i had the reason to live,well so i work hard, to get a job and within a few years i get a much bigger apartment and now my house is where we hang out, and yoongi and jimin right next door, like they bicker so much and many times jimin comes over, in anger, and jin is so used to this like me, we too bicker, but seriously not this often. And i just hug my angel in arms, well isnt this a beautiful fairy tail? Well the biggest problem was his dad, he even had grounded jin for sometimes, they sent men to beat me up and even woo me with money, and then somehow they allowed.......atleast someone loves me, i hope he dosent leaves me like mom did.....

***"Baby I love\, i will never leave\, im not someone else\, im urs and only urs\, take good care of me and i will be ur perfect wife\,do not leave me\, no matter what we will sit and atlk it out\, dont leave me please" *** I say to him\, well yea im bottom\, he hugs me and presses our lips together\, he says it with the kiss\, we dont need words\, we just need to drown in each others eyes.....