As the wind and sky bloom it felt as if time had stopped.I reached my hand up high covering the sun.As I stood still staring at the sky I heard someone call my name, I turned around to see, it was my mother remaining me to pack my clothes-mending. A tear dropped down my face as I knew it was time to leave. Leave to my new home far from here ,someplace I can call home and leave the past behind but I wasn't ready to make the change.

*****

Mom"I'm sorry this had to happen to you."I smirk knowing that she was happy to see me leave.

My stepdad helped me pack my thighs and dropped them at my new apartment. As I looked at the walls of the apartment, my eyes widened to see the walls had graffiti, I was amassed. Step-dad"Lily good luck."Lily"Thank you dad."Sometimes I wonder how my step-dad fall for my mom.

The night before I moved, I looked outside the window to see the stars one last time before I could lift my head up high again. I graced at the stars to see them brighten my day as the wind blow my hair making me feel at ease.

Suddenly I heard a knock, I wasn't expecting anyone. Lily"Who's there?"Sienna"Lily it's me Sienna."I walked towards the door and opened to see my best friend standing there with her suitcase. Lily"I'm confused... why do u have a suitcase with you and how did you find my apartment?"Sienna"Didn't your mother tell you that we are going to the same high school and we will be roommates."I graced at her for a moment and let her in.

Sienna"I can't believe we both got accepted to one of De best school in New York."We both laughed at each other. Me and Sienna went flow hell to get to this school, I had to beg my mother to let me in roll. It took some hardship and study which I manage to surpass.

Sienna"Are you planning to get a boyfriend."Lily"No... no."I suspected she was going to ask me that question. Even though if I wanted one I wouldn't be accepted.

Sienna's prospective view

I looked at Lily, she had a frown on her face, everytime I brought that question up she would stay silence and frown. Sienna"Nevermind that, let's do something before we sleep while we still have sometime."

Sienna"Why don't we watch some movies."Lily"Okay."I joined Sienna and a few hours past and I past out.

Sienna"Lily wake up we going to be late for school!"My eyes opened to see the time. Lily"But we still got time."Sienna"We can't be late on our first day!" Lily"You don't have to be that loud."I got ready but it was amusing to see Sienna frustrated. Lily"You told me to get ready earlier but why are you still busy?"Sienna"If you were a girl you would understand." Lily"What do you mean if I was." She laughed.

Sienna"I can't believe it we really made it." The school looked amazing. While we were walking there was a couple making out in front of the locker which is supposed to me mine. Sienna left to find her locker which was far from mine.

Girl"Are you new here?" Lily"Y.. yeah?" Girl" Oh my name is Evie Amati." Lily" Lily Allen Robinson." Evie"Wanna hangout?" Lily" Yeah you seem lovely." Evie seemed like Sienna, they would be best friends

they so alike, she never stopped talking which didn't bother me I was used to it.

Evie" What do you think of this school." Lily"I'm gonna admit it, this is one amazing school." Sienna was right after all, people do seem nice in this school.

*****

It's been hours of me listening to this teacher and yet the bell didn't ring. I'm dying from boredom. I know I'm supposed to keep low but this isn't working.

Evie"You fine?"Lily"I'm fine.''I wonder how Sienna is doing, she must be fine. Evie"Let's go grab some lunch!"

We sat at the far side and Sienna came to us. Sienna"You won't believe what I just saw!"Lily"What?!"Sienna"So there this guy right."Lily"Yeah!"Evie"I think I know who you guys are talking about."Me and Sienna looked at Evie hoping to tells us. Evie"His name is Lucas Hedges, he has blonde hair, blue ocean eyes, his jaw is shaped so perfect with his pale skin and he's also a bad boy."Sienna"He sounds like one hottie."He sounds like someone I should stay away from. Evie"And people say he only toys around with girls but actually never dates them."Sienna"Really?"Lily"He sounds like a total Playboy to me."Sienna"Don't mind Lily she was never a fan of good looking boys."Evie"But you won't say that once you see Lucas."

A few minutes later while I was trying to put back my books back into my locker. Someone pushed me against the lockers and walked passed. Lily"Hey watch where you going!"As I lifted my head up, the guy looked like the one Evie was talking about, what was his name again...Lucas. Lily"Aren't you going to apologies."Lucas"Who are you to tell me to apologise, you little rodent."I gave him a death gare and left. I will admit... he is good looking but I won't fall for him.

Lily"Dude!I think that boy has been staring at you for a while now."Evie"Oh him he seems to like me but... "Lily"You can't just leave me hanging like that."

*****

Sienna" I think I have fallen in love."It's probably Lucas. Lily"Is it Lucas.'Sienna"Yeah! I can't stop at looking at those ocean eyes of he's."What do girls see in boys like him. He seems like the type who would make you fall for him than brake your heart like you were nothing to him.Boy"Dude what happened to that girl your were with last time?"Lucas"I got bored."That voice sounds familiar. Liam"So are you looking for a new toy."Lucas looked at me and he had a smirk on his face. Lucas"Yeah, I already found one."Was he talking about me... nah probably I saw wrong. Sienna"Did you see that boy next to Lucas."Lily"Stop thinking about boys and think of how we going to find a way to get home because I forgot."Sienna"Don't worry, I have a GPS.''

Ahhhh dammit, I can't stop thinking of what Lucas said. Did he mean by me when he said"Yeah, I already found one."Why can't I stop thinking about him. I signed knowing that if I continue thinking of him it won't get me any were.

Sienna"Lily you still up."Lily"Yeah... why?"Sienna"Why don't you like dating?"As I heard that I frown and thought of what my mother told me. She told me to stay away from guys because, my dad broke her heart when she found out he was sleeping with another woman. Love is so confusing. Sienna"...?"Lily"I'm waiting for my mister right."I smiled at her giving the signal that I'm not lying.Sienna"Let me hook you up with one of the guys I know."Lily"I.. I don't need."Sienna"Y... yeah it's fine I'm just gonna go and sleep."Sometimes I don't know what do with this friend of mine.

The next day me and Sienna were walking to my locker but than someone had a strong grip on me and pulled me. Lily"W... what are you doing?!"Liam"So you the girl."Lily"I don't know what you talking about? So can you please let go of my arm."

Liam's prospective view

I remember her ,she the one Lucas was staring at. Does he like her... if he does I'm gonna have to steal her from him. She doesn't look bad at all maybe I can use her.

Why the hell is he smiling, is he a pervert. I tried to push him away but it didn't work but I stepped on this foot. Than I ran when I had the opportunity. I ran all the way to class, than I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned around and saw Lucas teasing a girl. I wonder why girls like him.

I grazed at him without knowing he was staring back at me. I suddenly brushed and turned around in embarrassment. I looked up at him and our eyes met. I don't know why but I couldn't stop staring back at him.

Evie's prospective view

It's been 5minutes since me and Lily came and now I see her and Lucas staring at each other like there was some love connection. Than I see Liam pulling Lily towards him. Liam"Why you rejecting me."Lily"Leave me alone I don't know you and I'm already dating some."Lily smirked at me but I couldn't let that slide.

I only lied to Liam so he can leave me alone because I promise myself that I won't have anything to do with boys and I know I sound like a 5 year old promising her mother to stay away from boys. The thing is I'm scared of getting rejected just like how I used to in junior high but I can make a change and this chance I can make the change with a choice I have. No one knows me here accept Sienna.

Lucas"I thought rodents aren't human beings."Evie"Lily what is he talking about?"Lily"Just leave."I ignored Lucas and went to lunch with my friends. Sienna"Are you guys coming to tonight's party?"Lily"Nah."Evie"Lily you should came, this parties aren't like normally ones you should definitely came ,you won't regret this so please Lily."They both pouted at me then I agreed with them, maybe I should let loose.

Evie brought us at her house but dam her house is huge. Sienna"How do I look."Lily"why is it so short."Evie"That's the point."Sienna"Now it's your turn Lily."Lily"D... do I have to."They both pulled me into her dresser room. I wore a short white dress and my hair tied down. Sienna"Who's this person?"Lily"Stop messing around it's me."Evie"Who knew if you just put a dress you would look this fabulous."

At the party Evie and Sienna ditched me to dance with some boys. I walked up to the counter and drunk some shorts till I got drunk.

Lucas's prospective view

I walked up to the counter but to see Lily drinking non stop.She stood up and almost fall but I graded her. My arms went around her waist and she looked up. Her lips were so red like cherry,I wonder how it would feel to have her lips on mine. She looked so dam sexy I wanted to ruin her. So I brought her up to my room. I locked the door and pushed her down on my bed. Lily"W... what are you planing to do?"Lucas"I will make you feel good baby."I smashed my lips against hers .I unzipped her dress, unclipped her bra and massaged her boobs making her moan so I could kiss her with my tongue. I went down her neck leaving kiss marks. Lily"Ah"I rubbed my fingers in her panties. Lily"Ah ah ah."Lucas"You so wet baby."Lily"Ah... stop I'm about to cum."She took of her dress and panties so did I undress myself. Lucas"Don't get mad at me I'm not gonna be good with you."I placed my member in her opening and start thrusting fast. Lily"Ah ah ah... it hurts."Lucas"What a surprise it's your first."I went deeper causing us to come to our limits and felt a warm liquid. I stopped and lied beside her. Lucas"I never felt this feeling for awhile."Lucas"Lily?"She fell asleep, I covered her with my blanket and hugged her. Her body felt so warm. I whispered in her ears. Lucas"I think I have fallen for you."I kissed her forehead and hugged her to sleep.

Next day I woke up to see a room I haven't seen before. I looked down, I was naked, my body had bite marks all over. I stood up and wore my clothes then I felt someone's arms around my waist. Lucas"How was last night."My eyes widen as I heard him say that. Lily"D... did we."I panicked hopping for him to say no. Lucas"We did."He smirk.Lily"You jerk, you took advantage of me when I was drunk!"

I tried to hold my tears but I couldn't. Lily"I'm not like through girl who would love to sleep with you! So why would you!"I slapped him and left crying.