I can see the scenery within the light.

It’s like…the time when I was a child, submerged under the pool and

looking up toward the sky…I see the scenery with that kind of vague, yet

nostalgic feeling.

The scenery flows along and changes.

Like an old film, the blurry scenes continued to be replaced, one by

one.

A man holding 『my』 small hands….A woman, holding 『me』 in her

arms….Boys and girls that were even a little bigger than 『I』.

From the window of a bus, seeing large buildings and small stores

drifting away.

And from inside of a train, witnessing the never-ending railroad and

endless townscape.

The scenes continued to change, and then there was a 『me』that had

grown bigger and was attending school with other children wearing the same

uniform.

Chatting with friends, exchanging texts late into the night….Sitting

together with siblings on the sofa, watching a borrowed movie. Our parents

returning home, and everyone enjoying a meal together.

This scenery full of happiness abruptly began turning 『white』.

White walls, white floor, and lying on top of the white bed under the

same white-coloured sheets, what was reflected in 『my』eyes, was the pure white ceiling….

he shaking hands that I lifted, were as thin as the withered branches

of a tree.

The scene continuously s.h.i.+fted, but that white world remained….and

amidst the broken and hoa. r.s.e sound of someone crying….『My』world slowly

became dyed in black.

Was I…seeing a dream?

Somehow, the dream felt nostalgic…and distant.

I wonder…where is this place?　I can’t see a thing, it’s as if a dim…mist is

hanging over me. It feels just like staring into the sun and being dazzled…oh,

I should just open my eyes.

And when I tried lifting my eyelids, the scene of my surroundings jumped

into my field of vision much clearer than before.

What I saw, wasn’t a gra.s.s-covered plain, nor the interior of a room,

but instead, there was nothing but an emptiness that spread everywhere; cracked

earth as far as the eyes could see and a plain dark sky.

Simply put, there was nothing but rough grey earth, not even a weed in

sight. An empty world.「……………」

The atmosphere would have been completed if a cold wind was to blow

along with dead, withered leaves at this moment. I wonder if that describes what I'm

feeling right now.

Leaving that aside…I wonder, how am I seeing all of this…?

I don’t remember opening my eyes. When I concentrate, I’m able to see in

all directions at the same time. Of course, that includes me….

「………………！？」

I unintentionally let out a scream…or I thought, but my voice wouldn’t

come out.

After all…I have no mouth….Not to mention a mouth, I didn’t even have a

body.

R, right…I’m a little calmer now.

By the way, when I said I had nobody, that was just a bit incorrect. As

proof of that, even now the form of my body is responding to my fluctuating

emotions; scattering and undulating.

It’s something like a ga.s.sy, misty, light brown-ish aggregation…which

is the current me.

Haha…makes me laugh. Although it’s nothing funny.

Is this a dream I wonder……?

It could be, that the world of light I’d been seeing until just moments

ago was the real world, and this was just a bad dream.

But the reality is cruel, and the sensations I felt through this mist-like

body of mine was telling me that this was 『real』.

And then surprisingly, when I acknowledged this form to be my 『self』, I strangely

came to accept it without any discomfort and calmed down.

Could this be…that?

Thinking of it using the knowledge gained from that world of light, it

could be summed up as the mind affecting the body while at the same time, the

state of the body influencing the mind…something like that?

After all, the ups and downs of emotions don’t show such a big change in

the 『body』of the average human.

I don’t have a heart so I don’t feel my heart pumping, and I don’t feel

suffocated from the lack of breath. With this body, I doubt if I would feel

even pain or hunger.

I have nothing to look forward to….I have no eyes so I can’t even cry!

F, for the time being…I should, at the very least, hold on to my sense

of self. It’s a bit late in thinking this but, I wonder who I am?

My name…can’t remember it. Yes, I am nameless. I could simply pick a

name from my memories, but I have a certain feeling that it just wouldn’t

do.

Incidentally, I also can’t remember the names of family or friends. Even

worse, I’ve even forgotten their faces.

Okay…moving on.

I do have memories up of wearing a uniform, so I was probably a student.

Considering the number of my memories, probably a high schooler.

Although it’s all from a dream.

The gender is…a girl right…?　I was wearing a skirt uniform in my memories, and

personally, it feels much more acceptable.

Good good, my sense of 『self』is gradually coming together…oh?　The colour of

my body somewhat deepened? Besides, I feel like the density of the mist has

become thicker.

For the time being, I can’t feel anything gone wrong, so I’ll continue to

recall the memories in the dream to further secure my sense of self.

And so, doing this and that took quite a while…or so I felt.

I mean, the sun hasn’t even risen, and as expected I didn’t get hungry,

so there was no way for me to measure the time.

It’s good that my sense of self has become firmer due to recalling

various things, but a new problem appeared.

I have nothing to do.

To be honest, feeling anxious, irritated and going mad from

loneliness…such things seem likely to happen, but with my current body there

are no signs of such things happening?

When I recall the last moments from the memories of the dream, I wonder

if I’ve died and fallen into h.e.l.l….

Although speaking comparatively, it’s an h.e.l.l completely without the

agony.

Of course, there is also that rumour that this is all a dream. And of

course, the source of that wishful rumour is me.

「……？」

I noticed something. More specifically, something triggered my senses,

which was like a combination of sight, smell and sound.

That “something” leaped with a pyon kind of feeling.

When I surrendered myself to the sudden itchy tempting sensation that

arose, I reflexively launched myself forward to extend the mist surrounding my

body and slapped down on that something with a pechin(smack) sound.

「……………」

O, ohh…I’m quite suprised at how I reacted like a cat that’s discovered

an insect, if I may say so myself.

Leaving that aside…what is this….I did catch a glimpse of it just before

hitting it, and it did certainly look like an 『insect』, but I don’t know what it is. And

when I struck that 『insect』, it disappeared like mist.

Upon disappearing…there was the scent of something like sweet honey.

For some reason, that scent gave me a faint satisfaction, even though

the current me had no sense of taste nor hunger.

It was a somewhat nostalgic scent and flavor….It was like the time I was

a child in that dream world, sipping honey from a small flower…it had that kind

of nostalgic feeling.

s.h.i.+ver…s.h.i.+ver…s.h.i.+ver…(s.h.i.+vering in excitement)

My gaseous body trembled as if excited by something, and as if driven by

that sensation, I began wandering about my surroundings.

But really…how am I moving around?

From the previous feeling of striking down that insect, I’ve understood

that I do have a certain degree of physical strength, but without needing to

crawl, my body instead moves by floating towards the direction I want to go.

To a certain extent, I can bring out the same burst of speed as the

first time I moved. However, although I could move by barely skimming across

the surface of the ground, I couldn’t manage to fly…what a pity.

And while moving about….ah, found it.

The second mus.h.i.+-kun(insect) discovered.

I’m just a bit lonely, so I wonder if I could keep it as a pet…?

But…..

Pechin.

「………」

When I neared it, once again my body flew forward and smacked it…really

like a cat. My lack of self-control is rather shameful if I may say so myself.

There’s something irresistible about that sugary honey scent.

In the first place, it was in the wrong for provoking my cat-like

instincts, hopping up and down like that in front of me.

Then I suddenly realized something. The first insect had a flowery

honey-like scent, but the second one had…to give a description, it smelled a

bit fruity.

s.h.i.+ver…s.h.i.+ver…s.h.i.+ver…(excited s.h.i.+vering)

Should I keep on searching for a little longer….

From then on, my past time & daily routine came to consist of

searching for these mus.h.i.+-kuns(insects).

I, it’s not like I want a snack or anything, alright?

「……！」

Pechin, pechin(smack, smack)

「………！！」

Pechin, pechin pechin, pechin(smack, double smack, smack)

Mmmm, delish(デリシャス). Of course, when compared with the sweets I know from the dream world,

this is in every way a very modest taste, but it serves as a good compliment to

the cat-like hunting work involved.

I think it’s that; when you gather your own food, it feels much tastier,

probably.

And I’ve noticed something else too. The larger insects are better

tasting.

I’ll have you let me say this but, I don’t have a hobby of directly

eating insects. As of the present, rather than smacking them, just touching

them is enough to make them disappear, and since they leave no dead remains, it

doesn’t leave an unpleasant feeling afterwards.

I’ve noticed this while on the move, but there were some of these things

that were about the size of a mouse. When compared with the other “insects”, it

was much more cautious, and unless it approached me first, it was unexpectedly

quick in escaping.

This time for sure I’ll make it my pet~~…but even though I tried putting

some spirit into it, it vanished the moment I touched it.

Appearance-wise, it was mostly identical to those black furb.a.l.l.s

that appear in a certain movie from the dream world, chased around by a pair of

sisters that lived by the countryside in a remotely located house.(totoro)

I really wanted it…a pet.

Still, the flavor was good.I’d say that it tasted similar to cherry or

wild strawberry.

As I pa.s.sed away the days in that manner, a change appeared in my

body.

Eating too much snacks made me fat…is not what happened. Instead, it

appeared that my body which was light brown colored was turning into a deeper

shade resembling chocolate, but at the last moment it turned curry-like.

…Why, I wonder, did I use food as the standard for comparison.

I prefer to think that the color has become a hair dyed brown.

It might as well have turned into a milk tea color to look cuter, but

life just doesn’t go the way you want it to.

When the color changed, at the same time, the density of my gaseous body

further increased, becoming all syrupy.

Oh, will I evolve into a slime?　…Or so I thought, but I was wrong. My body didn’t

become sticky, but became like iron sand.

But…have I evolved with this?　It’s harder to move now that my body is heavier.

Ahh~~…I let a nezumi-chan(mouse) run away again.

Is it possible that I really did get fatter…?　Nee nee(hey hey), did I really get

fatter……?

But while in the midst of being torn between the desire to diet and the

seduction of snacks, for the first time, in a way, I came across another

existence other than me.

「……！？」

Even I understood why my body twitched in shock.

I didn’t become aware of it until it had approached closeby. The moment

I did, I felt that my iron sand body would break and collapse from the

overwhelming, enormous sense of intimidation that washed over me.

It was a huge black panther.

If I was the size of the average cat, then that black panther was even

larger than a horse.

And…it was beautiful.

It didn’t give off the impression of being short and stout, which was

common among wild cats, but instead appeared to be supple and slim.

Fur that gave off a deep…dark, and beautiful l.u.s.tre of a brilliant

jet black.

You would think that brilliant and black wouldn’t go together, but I

couldn’t describe it any other way.

A whip-like pair of tails, split into two parts, that were even longer

than it’s body.

Silver claws and fangs. It was my first time in this world, seeing such

a pair of silver eyes that also carried 『purpose』.

「…………」

It was scary. For the first time in this world, I felt fear…a danger to

my life.

But…even more than that, I was mesmerized. I couldn’t take my eyes off

of this black panther.

s.h.i.+ver…s.h.i.+ver….(excited)

I, I want to pet it.

It would definitely feel all silky and good. There might even be a

fluffy part somewhere.

『……？』

After a while, the indications of wanting to eat me faded away, and the

black panther appeared to be curious as it tilted its head to the side.

『……Why aren’t you afraid?』

That was a 『voice』. What I heard was the faint growl of a beast. But its growl resounded

inside of me and turned into words.

「…！…！？…！」　…！？　…！」

I was surprised by the first intelligent voice I got to hear in this

world. An unexpectedly good voice….

The black panther’s tone was deep and masculine, a lovely voice that

seemed to belong to an oji-sama(uncle/old man)…scratch that, a lovely voice

belonging to a man in the first half of his thirties, on the brink of becoming

an oji-sama.

It’s very much my type of voice. Before I noticed, I was shaking in

excitement and made a sound…but it didn’t become words.

The black panther was surprisingly making a similar fl.u.s.tered

expression to my panicking self.

『Can you…understand words?』

In response to its question, I tried to nod my head…but no matter what I

tried I couldn’t nod, so I hopped up and down where I stood. Thereupon,

『……Oh?(ほぉ) so you’re able to comprehend my words.』

It approached me as it spoke, and when I instinctively tried moving

back, it swiftly used its forefoot to pin me down.

『……As I thought, you don’t disappear. You must have a significant amount

of will and intelligence.』

「………」

……Eh? By any chance, is it that if you don’t have any will or

intelligence, you’ll be eaten just by being touched?

Aside from that, although I do have a will, but as for

intelligence….When I was in school, I scored magnificently average in my

subjects.

I was trembling like pudding while having such thoughts when the black

panther said,

『Don’t be so afraid…no, are you angry?　You’re an interesting one.』

And then it showed signs of laughing.

No no, although I’m not angry but how should I say, I just can’t

understand….

My confused thoughts might have gotten across, because the black panther

then released me from its forefoot and brought its face close enough to peer at

me.

『Relax.I won’t have any more thoughts of eating you…but leaving that

aside.Why are you staying in that kind of body?』』

「…？」

Why, you ask….It’s not like I look like this because I want to~.

For a while, I attempted to communicate through iron sand fluid body

language, when the black panther began showing signs of being astounded.

To put it simply, it seems that individuals with a body like mine

usually transform the body for easier movement.

It seems that, normally, it’s something known by 『instinct』, and unless

you alter your body like that, if you happen to run into strong individuals,

you’d be eaten without being able to fight nor run.

Oh boy….I’m glad that the first strong individual with intelligence I

met was this black panther….

And for that reason, I’m being taught on how to transform my body from

the black panther.

『……Are you messing with me?』』

「……！？…！」

I got all teary eyed from the black panther’s sudden threat. Although I

got no tears.

What kind of figure I would transform into. Of course I decided to take

the form of a 『human』. I’m used to it after all.

Moreover after transforming, apparently, your body does show growth to a

certain extent, but further changing your form becomes difficult, which was all

the more so a reason I wanted to take a human shape…

『Trying to take on such a from right from the beginning, is something a

fool would do.』

A human form right from the start is weak. It’s only a given that if a

human and beast were to be pitted against each other, in most cases the beast

would win.

That’s why at the start, it’s better to choose a beast form. Or perhaps,

something with a gorilla-like image. Although the black panther doesn’t have

them, horns and jagged scales are apparently the norm.

「……？」

It’s certainly much prettier and cooler to be like the black panther

without scales and the like, however….

Perhaps catching on to my thoughts, the black panther broadly grinned.

『Only the weak put up those appearances. For me, these claws and fangs

are enough.』

Ohhh~~~~, how cool!

Anyhow, although normally impossible, the only individuals capable of

changing once more from the initial transformed state into a 『human』, are the

ones with exceedingly great strength, and moreover, doing so is the equivalent

of naming oneself to be the boss of that area…apparently.

But…if that’s the case, I wonder why the black panther doesn’t turn into

one itself?　Although he appears to be considerably strong, I suppose it’s that

there’s always someone above you…probably.

Now that that’s all out of the way, what should I do. I feel like it

should be possible to go for a half-beast kind of look, but the closer the

shape is to a human, the more my fighting strength would decline, and in the

first place seeing as how I’m already only the size of the average cat, I may

turn out becoming the size of an infant.

「………」

I guess it should be a type of beast after all….

Taking my size into account, as expected, a 『cat』?　It’s because somehow, being a

matching pair with the black panther might be good.

『Have you decided?　Then get on with it. What’s important is what you

want. Project the image of how you want to fight.』

「……！」

Right after that I jumped up in acknowledgement, and began to focus on

my image.

What I’m imagining is a pretty, slender and well proportioned cat.

Fluffy long fur is good too, but personally I prefer fur that’s shorter in

length. That way, there’s less worry of shedding too.

Oops(おっと), image image….I want both beauty and cuteness. I like dogs as well,

but if I had to say, I’m a cat person.

Although I like playing with wan-chans(doggies), their aura of playing

all day every day gets tiring.

Oops(おっと), I’ve gone and digressed again. Image image….

Nimbly das.h.i.+ng past and swiftly attacking with fang and claws is

cool right.

High agility…running as if soaring…mm?　To fly…a bird is good too huh. A

falcon might be lovely as well. But if I remember correctly, the fastest ones

are called Peregrine falcons was it?　But they’re not that nimble nee(ねぇ). I feel

like I’m on to something. Agile and capable of evading enemy attacks….

No no no no, it’s gotta be a cat, a cat!　How did it turn into a bird!? Cat cat

cat cat, I am a cat cat, a cute kitten….

『…………』

『………What’s the meaning of this?』(panther)

I had turned into a cat.

I had become a pretty and lovable cat with short fur, exactly as I

imagined. I feel like praising myself.

『……How should I explain……』

My voice, after finally becoming capable of speech, sounded indistinct.

Although my current form was without a doubt, a cat, but I had turned

into a 『kitten』that looked like a snugly furball.

The tiny pair of bat wings, sprouting from my back, were awfully

pretty~(ぷりちー).

Perhaps as a result of transforming, my once curry colored body had

turned into a pretty golden color, my rotund eyes were a bright ruby red, while

my small claws and fangs, that had yet to grow, were like translucent bright

red jewels.

Using the sense of vision I’ve had up till now(sight/hearing/smell

combined), I was able to get a good look at myself.

Frankly speaking, I’m criminally cute. If it was the 『me』from the

dream world, I would probably have picked me up with no hesitation to hug me

all day long.

『………Umm』

『……So how do you intend to fight like this……？』

This is bad. The black panther sounds angry….

How did it turn out this way?　No no, I know the cause of this. It’s all because

I’m an idiot.

Even an idiot like me can understand.This body isn’t fit for fighting.

『……Eh, ehe』(img)

『…………』

The black panther’s gaze was cold as I involuntarily put on a forced

smile.

It can’t be helped that it’s run out of patience with me, but if

possible I would like to remain friends with this rare conversational

partner…not to mention, it had a voice that was particularly my type.

Other than that, I also want to pet it. It’s a different matter with my

own fur.

I tried, with tottering steps, to approach the black panther on my short

legs…only to flop over on the way.

Suddenly remembering I had them, I flapped my bat wings, causing me to

lightly rise into the air…then I fell to the ground flat on my face.

『『………』』

The two people…no, two cats that fell into silence…Oh?(あれ?)　Were you

supposed to count large animals by the head count?

And while I sunk myself into such thoughts to escape from reality, the

black panther let out a small sigh…how skillful, even though it doesn’t

breathe…anyhow, after sighing it came closer to chomp down on me with its

fangs.

『Hiiyaa！？』(fearful scream)

I, I’ll be eaten!

『…Settle down.』

When I became silent after being told so, the black panther held me in

its mouth like a parent cat and began to walk.

『……Erm』

『……I told you before that I have no intention of eating you. To begin

with, I wanted to have a conversation for the first time in a while. It’s

bothersome, but I’ll keep you until I get tired of talking.』

『………Okay.』

And so, although I had wanted a pet out of loneliness, it was in this

way that I became the pet of the black panther.