First love is always special , isn't it?

Well mine was really special.

It was last year of college ,I was at classroom waiting for my new teacher ,all the other students were chatting.

THE TEACHER ENTERS...

TEACHER : hello guys my name is stuart frost and I'll be teaching you english.

He fancied me ,that was the softest voice I've ever heard. I was just lost until this voice came.

STUART: what's your name?

And I said Chiara.. uhhhh... Chiara forbes sirrr

STUART : why weren't you answering

I said sorry and sat down

But i just knew , I knew that the way I was looking at him he was also looking at me.

After school I ran and talked to him

We talked for hours and hours then I went home

6 MONTHS LATER

Me and stuart always talked and talked for hours I confessed to him that I love him and that I've never felt this way about anyone. he said I love you too but this can't happen. I understood why he said what he said he was my teacher and moreover he was 10 years older than me. but I also knew he was the love that I wanted.

It was the last day of college I said goodbye to stuart it was really hard to say goodbye to him.

6YEARS LATER....

I was a 27 year old painter. I was painting a building and I met stuart again!!! what a coincidence!

I said hii to stuart we were both akward while talking I still had feelings for him and somewhere in my heart I knew he did too .then when he was dropping me home at night I kissed him and he kissed me back. I immediately told him that I love him.

I didn't know if he would say that back to me but he did . I was so happy and we kissed it was the happiest moment of my life.

we dated for 2 months went on dates. people would always say me that can't you find someone your age but I always said age doesn't matter in love and we loved each other. His family also didn't liked me that much as I was 10 years younger than him.

After 2 months he asked me to marry him and I said yes. we didn't wanted to waste any time.

I knew he was the one he always had been

I've loved him for 6 years and didn't unlove him

I knew I will always love him. he was my first love and now he was going to be my last I was so happy I didn't have words to say to him. me and him we were destined.

I'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR 2 YEARS

I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND MY HUSBAND LOVES ME. THOUGH THE MARRIAGE LIFE IS DIFFICULT. I HAVE TO DO ALL THE WORK AT HOME AND TAKE CARE OF MY WORK LIFE. ME AND MY HUSBAND FIGHTS MOST OF THE TIME. AND I HAVE ADJUSTED WITH HIS FAMILY

TO BE CONTINUED.....

I was working at home and got a call that someone in my neighborhood needs a painter I reached at the adress and saw the boy he was my age and needed a painter for his studio.he was a furniture maker. When I was working and asked what his name was he said Noah and then nothing . he was really rude I started talking and he said shut up . That was so rude I left his place saying that I won't work for a guy like you. afterwards he apologized to me and we got into talking

at night I talked about work to my husband he was piggybacking me while walking on the road but he was getting older so his back was hurting and we were talking and I saw Noah looking at me. I just felt something but I knew it wasn't right so I let it go.

at morning after making breakfast for stuart I left for work. And after at work I realized Noah wasn't that bad. after work when I was walking home I realized that I left my phone at Noah's studio.

I went there and asked Noah for my phone he was just giving me my phone and suddenly these hiccups started and I had problem taking breath I knew what was happening I just didn't wanted that to happen in front of a stranger. but it was hurting so I took Noah's hand to cover my mouth. his hand was still on my mouth and he was just gazing into my eyes while tears were coming down my eyes I was so embarrassed and he was just looking. afterwords those hiccups stop my breathing got normal I wanted to leave but I was weak so I fell unconscious for some time. when I woke up I was on Noah's sofa he was looking at me he gave me some water. after drinking water I immediately walked away.

at night when stuart was sleeping and I was cleaning the bathroom this message came are you alright?

it was from Noah I didn't reply to it.

next day stuart was leaving I gave him a kiss and first I got to market stuart was at Noah's studio. I didn't knew why. when I asked him he said I'll tell you but not now.

when I was working in Noah's studio Noah was continuesly looking at me afterwards he asked what happened to you that day. and I said nothing.

Noah and I both were developing feelings for each other.

I hadn't been with any other man other than stuart I didn't know what was it like.

when I was leaving Noah stopped me

I said that this is wrong but then I just couldn't stop myself and we kissed.

I didn't know how to face stuart I didn't know why was I developing feelings for Noah. I didn't wanted to hurt stuart. I just couldn't stop myself.

I was leaving for work after having breakfast with stuart I couldn't say anything to him. I knew I was wrong. stuart was the nicest person I ever met. I decided it will be the last time I'll be meeting noah.

at work Noah and I were both looking at each other my heart was raising. today was the last day of work. so I thought it won't affect me anymore.

when the whole work was completed he said can I take you somewhere and I said no. I said I didn't want to hurt my husband. noah held my hand and said it's all your fault that day you shouldn't have held my hands you shouldn't have used my hand to cover your mouth you shouldn't have fell unconscious.

you shouldn't have make me develop feelings.

I said I'm married!!! I'm leaving. he stopped me by holding my hand and kissed me. I kissed him back which was the biggest mistake I ever made.

I immediately stopped and ran away. while I was leaving I saw stuart was coming towards the studio. but I thought maybe he'll tell me later.

at night, Noah messaged me he said your husband wants me to make a relaxing chair in which you could relax. that night I realized I could not hurt stuart. he was the one I love but I just couldn't understand why can't I stop myself from developing feelings for Noah. it was really weird.

next day while I was carrying 2 heavy bags noah saw me and ran towards me and took my bags . I said don't do it. he said can you meet me tonight. I said no. he said tonight 9 pm. I wanted to but it was wrong. I reached home he said he'll be going out of city for 3 days for some work and he have to leave after 1 hour.

after 1 hour stuart left for 3 days it was 8 pm. I thought about meeting noah I just couldn't stop myself so I got ready and told myself that this is the last time I'll ever meet him. I haven't dressed up after I got married until today. I left for Noah's home he then took me to a eating place. he and I were talking just like friends until I realized that we were holding hands and I did not unhold my hand.

And then I thought just for a few days I'm going to be happy even if it's wrong. because I couldn't stop myself and I didn't wanted to stop myself.

afterwards he said that tomorrow early morning I have to deliver some stuff somewhere can you help me. and I said yes.

I reached at his home early morning we got into his truck looking car. and I was looking out of my window happily. this was after a long time that I was this happy.