Beyond Love : Jikook
Psyco-jeon !
Psychologist
Your name please...
Jungkook
Jeon Jungkook (Fidgetting with his fingers nervously)
Psychologist
Alright..Now let's begin our session..
Psychologist
I've heard you beat last week someone severly at University , Is it right ?
Jungkook
(Clenches at his fist firmly)
Psychologist
So , can you please explain_
Jungkook took a wharncliffe from the pocket of his black jumper and puts it in front of the psychologist who is afraid as hell with widen eyes.
Psychologist
W...What are..are you doing ?...(Sweat all over his face)
Jungkook
I want to leave and NOW...(Clenched jaw and serious tone)
Psychologist
Y...Yes , yes of course , j..just leave...(Gulps while sttutering)
Jungkook
Good job , now you will omit everything you see just now , Am I clear or should I repeat ?...(Says it with clenched teeth)
Psychologist
N..No , no it's all clear...(Shaking)
Jungkook
So Jeon Jungkook and the psychological session was all fine or not ?...(Raised eyebrow)
Psychologist
It..It was the best session in the whole universe everything was f..fine.
Jungkook
Good doctor...(Taps at the scared psychologist's shoulder)
Jungkook puts back the wharncliffe on his pocket , puts his hood in head , and with a blank expression walks out of the psychological desk.
In a top of a bitter , dark and sad cliff , there was Jungkook standing there while crying silently. He didn't any exact emotion on his face , he has a blank one but tears streamed down his eyes without any permission or expression. The heartbroken sounds of black and white waves was so peaceful that everyone would love to spend time there , but no , only depressed people will enjoy it the most. Jungkook and so slowly , puts his earphone , plays a record and start listenning to it with poured salty tears who prevails his milky face.
It's 12:00 o'clock , the night sky was marrying many shiny stars and was given a very beautiful alluring shades of moon.
It's Kim Mansion , the biggest Mansion in Seoul exactly , the guards were standing in a whole line perfectly , Jungkook was walking to the front gate and once arrived , the assistants bow and open the iron beautiful artistic huge front gate.
Stepmother
This peace of shit , I don't know where is him !!
Stepmother
It's 12:00 o'clock and our respectful so-called son is still in the streets , our prestige and respectfulness vanished from the day we decided to adapt him , WHAT A SHAME !! I really want to know why did I _
The front door of the mansion opened , Jungkook and without even glarring at a stupid bee , walks upstairs with hands in his pocket but soon , the stepmother turns him by his left arm harshly.
Stepmother
Where have you been all this time ?...Ha ?...
Stepmother
Are you trying to make me CRAZY or what ?!
Stepmother
Listen to me Jeon Jungkook , if we adopted you and make you one of our family member , it doesn't mean that you will surpass your bonderies , You're holding a very grave and merit nickname which is KIM , as lots of respectful other persons wish to even take a simple glance at us from far , while you , Mr.Jungkook , stay in the street like a tramp instead of focusing in our prestige and dignity !! (Says it with Gritted angry teeth)
A moment of silence prevails between the two until Jungkook talks with a calm , blann tone.
Jungkook
I'm really bored you know what ?
Jungkook
Because , I keep listenning to this speech for almost 14 years...
Jungkook
It really sounds boring right now ?...Is it ?
Stepmother
(Fuming in anger)
Jungkook
If you don't like me as a son , common , just give me the signal and I will run away from this mansion...
Jungkook
Do you thing that your nickname is something important to me ?
Jungkook
No my dear , it's a very normal cherry in top of cake..
Jungkook
I don't care about anything and please , try to update your speeches , it breaks my ear...
Jungkook
I'm going for a proper sleep , Have a good night..( Scroll his eyes and walks upstairs by)
Stepmother
(Increased angry breathing)
Stepmother
You will regret it soon as usually...(Clenches at her fist angirly)
Crying habit ..
Jungkook and after the very hatred discussion between him and the stepmother that he hates the most , he walks to his quarters , closes the door and went directly to the bathroom located in his room.
He prepares for himself a very cold and chilly bath , he removes his clothes and slides on the bath.
Jungkook's eyes are bloodshot , his face is a crying mess but no emotion is detected . Sometimes tears can be silent as some times tears can be loud , that was the same case for Jungkook.
The cold and icy bath , for Jungkook is a normal one , because his heart is even more icy than any kind of water.....Jungkook keeps starring at one point in the air with swollen eyes and silent tears , looks like some memories were streaming down his spirit but this time , bitter and sad ones.
After lots of starring moments , something snapped inside him like a flash , he slides his feets more larger and drown himself in the cold water.
Jungkook inside the water was crying loudly then ever , instead of crying outside , he only prefers to cry inside , and that makes him in relief more. He keeps shouting and shouting as there's no voice inside , tears and water were fulfilling him , but he just doesn't care , he prefers to cry inside that water and no one can change his mind.
Jennie
Kookie !!...Kookie !! (Searching in Jungkook's room)
Jennie
(Glancing left and right with a little frown)....Oh , Where's him ?
Jennie 's eyes laid suddenly in the water who was pourring down the bathroom door ,this is when her alert tuns on .
Jennie
(Knocking with a scared face )....Jungkook...JUNGKOOK !!
Jennie didn't care if Jungkook was having a bath or was n@ked , she immediately opens the door and to her surprise , she finds a drowling Jungkook deep inside the bath.
She immediately runs and took Jungkook's head from outside the water.
Jennie
(Clearing some hair from Jungkook's forehead)....BROTHER , WHY DO YOU DO THAT TO ME !!...JUNGKOOK !!
Jungkook
(Coughing with closed wet eyes and a tired smirk)....I'm better now Jennie...No need to..to be scared...
Jennie
What are you saying Jungkook-shii !!...And you're smiling with your action ?...Imagine if I wasn't here ?!
Jungkook
Then I will be in heaven with my parents...(Coughing)
Jennie
Aigyeoo !!...Stops saying this , (Pouts)...That makes me sad..
Jungkook
Hehe..You're not cute with your pout..
Jennie
(Hits Jungkook's chest lightly)...Aish , just get up and wear your clothes , let's hang for some moment..
Bitter memory
In the mentionned beautiful and sharp cliff , there was Jennie and Jungkook who are sitting in a stiff rock , Jennie was time time inhales a deep breathe and smiles while Jungkook id remaining calm and blank.
There was a killing silence between the both until Jennir utters with a cute soft voice.
Jennie
Brother..(Soft smiley)
Jennie
I know I'm not your very factual and real sister...But ,I really would like to hear you , to hear you story , I'm really curious to know about your parents ,I'm eager to know how you used to live before the exictense of my mom , but..yeah , Tell me..
Jungkook
(Deep sigh)...It's a very long story , If I stays days and night , night and days , I won't know how to describe them..
Jennie
But just tell me...(Pouts sadly)
Jungkook
Ya !! , I told you not to pout , it doesn't suit you..
Jennie
Aigyeo Aigyeo , just just tell me okey ?...Hm ?..I'm so curious...(Yawns adorably)
Jungkook
Well...Before 14 years...I was 6 years old and as you know , my father was a mafia leader , he used to hide us from his enemis after abondonning his work , he really exit from his work only for me and mom , to live with us more memories and spent with us most of his time and one day ,when we were all together in house..
A very happy family were sitting in the couch together happily , a very cute little boy was sitting between his both parents gaily while smiles overwhelmed the parents and were nothing only shades of light for that lil boy.
Jungkook 6-years
Appa !!...Appa !!
Jk's father
My big hero...(Takes Jungkook and puts him in his lap)
Jk's father
Why are you running happily like that ?
Jungkook 6-years
(Laughing his heart out cutely)
Jk's father
(Smiles)...Aigyeo , my little kookie is happy ?...Wae ?..Wae ?
Jungkook 6-years
Appaa !!!...heheehe , My mother is coming to catch meee !!
Jk's father
Huh ?...Really ?
Jungkook 6-years
hhhh yaaa !!
Jk's father
Come come , let's hide under the table , fast ,fast !!
Jungkook and his father run cutely under table while time to time say to each other to stay silent.
Jk's mom
Kookie !!...Kookie !!
Jk's mom
Where..are youuu ?...I will catch you and give you the best giggle in the world !!
Jungkook was chuckling whike putting his soft milky hand on his lips.
Jk's mom
Kooki-ya !! (Glances in the under table)
Jungkook 6-years
(Laughing babily out loud)
Jk's father
(Laughing)...Hhh , Our eomma catch us !!
The happy family sit in the couch after a whole session of a cute hide and seek.
Jk's father
Oh ,my lil boy , how are you with studies ?
Jungkook 6-years
I'm very smart appa in Maths !!...My teacher always tell me that's I'm the best one in the class..
Jk's father
Aigyeoo !!...My hero is intelligent like his father right ?!
Jk's mom
Aish...And me ? (Pout)
Jungkook 6-years
Hehe...You also eomma , we Jeon are all smart !!!
Jk's father
(Chuckles at Jungkook's cuteness)
Jk's mom
(Uwus at her cutie lil son)
Jungkook's mom joined in the hug of the father and son's embrace.
Jk's father
Hm...How about we go to a trip next Friday ? ( Says it while massaging his kook and his wife's hair)
Jungkook 6-years
Oh !!...Yes appa , let's go !!
Jk's mom
Ooh !!...A trip on Friday !!
Jk's mom
Let's go , it's a good idea !!
Jk's father
That's it , Deal done_
BANG BANG BANG , All the windows start breaking one by one , guns shooting powerful sounds were prevalling the place .
The little family gets up with widen eyes , the father immediately knpws that his enemis came to revenge.
Jk's mom
(Gets up)...JEOON !!..WHAT HAPPENNING !!
Jk's father
Ae-ra , took Kook to a safe place please..
Jungkook 6-years
Appa...I'm scared !! (Crying)
Jk's mom
No , I..I cannot let you alone...Jeon let's hide together..Huh ?..Please...
Jk's father
PLEASE AE-RA THE GUNS ARE NEARING !!...GO PLEASE !!
Jk's father
THEY WILL KILL OUR SON !! PLEASE GO WITH JUNGKOOK TO THE HIDEOUT , HIDE THERE AND DON'T MAKE ANY SOUND , PLEASE DON'T LEAVE OUR SON ALONE AE-RA , PLEASE !!! (Teary eyes)
Jk's mom
J..Jeon (Crying with poured salty tears )
Jk's mom
I..I can't.. (Shaking chin)
Jungkook 6-years
Eomma..Appa (Crying)
Jk's father
(Bends and puts his one knee and the floor and caresses Jungkook's both arms )...Jungkookie ..
Jk's father
Your father love you sooo much , be strong and be a man of manners , always head up and straight shoulders ...Protect your love and yourself no matter what and believe in love , it's the only thing that will make you happy for the rest of your life , the sun loved the moon , and he always die at nights to let her raise , keep believing in this sentence okey ?
Jungkook 6-years
(Nods as yes with a crying sad pout)
The guns sounds start to be more near and awestriking.
Jk's father
You should , please , do this for me , for our son ,I promise that I will come to you...
Jk's mom
(Nods as yes with tears)
Jk's father
(Mouths that everything will be okey)
Jk's mom
(Mouths I love you to him)
The mom took Jungkook's hand and races directly to the hideout with fast steps and tears...They both goes to that hideout who is in a bottom floor ...The mom caged a crying mess Jungkook in her embrace ,and start kissing all over his face while saying to him to calm down and that everything will be alright but..the toodler can't stop crying and hiccuping because of his big fear who is penetring his body in each shooting bullet.
Jk's mom
Everything will be okey my son ..(Kisses Jungkook's face ) we will all together go to the promised trip at Friday , and we will have very great and beautiful memories...hm ?
Jungkook 6-years
E..Eoma ,I'm scared.. (Soft baby hiccups)
Jk's mom
Don't be my son , everything will be okey..(Kisses Jungkook's forehead)
A very loud bullet echoied in the sudden silent house , yes..it was the father ,he dropped in the floor like feather in a pool of blood , his eyes are teary and wide ...he died..
The mom knows that her husband is killed when she heard that strong bullet sound ,she immediately caged Jungkook more while crying her heart out silently...Everything went loose when , some persons tread start approching from the hideout...The mom in fear immediately closes her son's mouth with wide serious eyes.
Jk's mom
(Low voice )...Jungkook-ah , do you remeber the game we play it with your appa ?
Jungkook 6-years
Is..is it hide and seek ?...(Cutie hiccups)
Jk's mom
That one ! Good job...Now if you want to be a very very browny and strong hero , go and hide under that bed without making any kind of sounds alright my dear ?!
Jungkook 6-years
b..But , you..What if they_
Jk's mom
Don't worry my son , they're vilains they won't do anything ...Your eomma cherish so so so so much , I love you to the moon and back , if I had the chance to see you growing in front of me , then I would be the happiest person in the world , but unfortunetly , (Teard)...Our destiny didn't gave us a chance...
Jungkook 6-years
(He doesn't understand , he just cries innocently)
Jk's mom
(Sniffs wity a smile)...Now my dear , do as I told you , common ,Go !!
Jungkook kisses his mom's forehead , the latter immediately closed her eyes on her son's kiss and gave a very warm hug...After the kisses and the warm hugs , Jungkook runs and slides himself under a bed that was located a little bit far away from the mom's location and to Kook's surprise , that under bed was very scary and dark , but for his parents , he can do anything , he clenches at his fist so strongly and start looking at his smiling mom few inches far.
Suddenly the hideout door opened with a bang , a strong man held a gun and points it at the mom without much talking , he shoots the gun on the mom's heart ,and goes out without any care.
Jungkook was putting his cutie small hands on his mouth watching the whole killing scene of his mom , tears were streaming down his eyes like a waterfall , he and after the man's exit ,goes running to his mom.
Jungkook 6-years
MOM !!...(Crying while shaking his mom's body)
Jungkook , the innocent , goes running to the house's living room ,he thought that his father will help his mother to wake up , normal , he was still young , pure and innocent....However and when he reaches , he finds a dead father laying in a pool of blood with widens eyes ,he then run to his father with tears.
Jungkook 6-years
A...Appa , my..my mom , she is sleeping suddenly , come on get up and help her , would you ? Huh ?
Jungkook 6-years
Come on father , come o..on..
Jungkook 6-years
MOOM !!...DAAAD !! (Crying his lungs out)
Jungkook
You see...(Smiling sadly)
Jennie
You..don't deserve all..this..(Crying)
Jungkook
Aigyeo , a crying baby !!
Jennie
I..I can't hold my tears anymore..I...
Jungkook
(Exhales deeply and pats at Jennie's back while remebering his both beautiful parents grin)
A very painful hot tear cascaded down Jungkook's eyes while remembering that incident , it was the most sad and worst day of his whole life , his psyco-illness start from that day , he have a double personality to be brief , he can't handle and be happy sometime but can change to a angry , agressive person within a flash.
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