Its been a year since i got back from the war . Which has only brought me internal conflicts , my doctor says i should stop fighting my emotions , i should accept what happened in the past and the past cannot be changed.

I know i should foccus more on my future but i just cant help it . I judge a lot , people get insecured once their trust has been broken by some one they hold dear ,

Ooh! I signed before flicking my cigar butt, i went for my pocket to get another, the office door banged close i turned to see Kir .

The only being who knows me better than myself, “ are you gonna lec me again, because am not in for it “.

I blurted before he could even say a thing . He laughed and smirked at me .

“ i know you are a bitch but, now you are just being a p***y .”

“ shut the fuckup dwarf!” I shouted at him .

“ you are only an inch taller than me bozo”

We burst into laughter. This never gets old we always say our greetings with a bunch of insults .

“ Hey what do you say we go and steam of abit “ , Kir gestures me out ,

“ what about Cindy wont she be mad “.

“ what Cindy?”

We marched out of the office ,

“Dont tell me she dumped you already ?“

“ Com’n man , she was so clingy she went to luna everyday to keep tabs on me , she was strangling my space “.

I giggled , Kir has never had any successful relationship , they never last he wants a girl but he wants his freedom . Who will let his boyfriend work as a bartender, alot could happen in one night, I bet he is like this because he hasnt got any girl he loves , as if am in any place to judge .

I’ve been in a no relationship situation since the war. I just cann’t seem to put my heart into loving anyone not after it still has ripe cracks from its previous heart break and she isnt here to see how much she broke me , how much she meant to me ,

Still what she did to me is unforgivable . I know it isnt my first heart break i’ve been in a coupleaf relationships but i gave my allin this i just knew she is the one .

But it turns out she isn’t . I don’t want to experience the same pain again , and i dont care if its selfish but i wont let my guard down .

We arrive at luna. Kir’s place, his brain and personalities are totaly different . Kir is a party person he loves women , its just unbeliving to know he is the best strategizer i’ever known, he is inteligent . He thinks about the outcome before deciding on something , More to why he is my right hand man but he just seems to make the wrong choice of women he goes for the looks , And waits for their personalities to be incompatible to dump or get dumped. He’ s such a heart breaker.

I really love this place , its my comfort zone there is probably anything a man would want games ,drinks, music most of all sexy chicks everywhere ready for devouring .

I know because eyes have been on us since we entered , yeah am a regular here, its my buddy’s fuckin place . Its this kind of a safe haven you’ld wanna hang around after a boring long office day .

I walked to the bar better get a drink to turn the mood on , “ a gin martin please .make it strong “ i gave my order and turned to check with whom i’ll start off . Kir didnt get into his work attire i gues he wont be serving drinks tonight well not after getting dump for the nth time whoever knows .

Kir already has his hand full with a blondy and red head, he should atleast get a room he’s the fuckin owner and he is openly making out ,

I just remembered the same happened to me last week i met this girl i didn’t get to catch her name but she sure got me going , she had a beautiful figure she was just as good in kissing and in bed, our makeout began in a booth,

“Your drink sir”.

I look at that particular booth and there is a couple there already making out it reminds of that night. Just the thought of it makes me hard i can’t belive i get this horny just thinking of a one nightstand, i adjust my now bulging manhood .

“A drink for the handsome guy”, i was startled thinking someone saw me adjusting my hardness, i turn to see a tipsy porcelain girl grining at me .

My life hasn’t always been , this gun shot , work , bar, home . I once had a life full of happy people in it , but now am just leaving a lifeless life ,

Atleast thats what my psychologist thinks, she just sits and listens but i’ve not been talking much , i just dont know what to tell and what not to , I’ld just enjoy whatching her struggle between her professionalism and trying to avoid taking in my every inch .

I’ve been thinking about changing a psychologist but what good will it do , i still got my walls high up for anyone to cross .

Only Kir knows what i went through , we’ve always been together for as far i can recall , And he knows better not to talk about it , He’s always there pushing me away from my booth to see whats really happening out there .

But am acting like a girl playing hard to get .

A drink at the bar and a nice girl to kill the day always works well for me .

“ hello handsome “ says the porcelain girl again , why do i even think she is porcelain ****** she just looks delicate , well thats probably the first impression of her that i grasped . “ hey you in there”, she waved her hand over my face , was i just daze staring at her , “ hi“

“ a drink for you “ she slid the whiskey tumbler to wards me , whats wrong with this chick buying drinks for random guys is she trying to lure me. I would definetly not reject a girls drink .she could be my tonight score but she’s abit straight forward.

I took the tumbler which was filled quater left to the rim.

She pulled a stool and sat next to me , i thought she was passing drinks down the counter , looks like she just got her destination.

She moved too close radiating an intiguing fragance , she spoke something of which i couldn’t hear ,

I just stared at hear hopping it wasn’t a glare to scare my road gig away , she move close “What do they call you” . She spoke through the loud music , thats a rude way to ask for ones name, “Adam” i replied glancing at her through my tumber’s rim before taking a sip .

“What?” ,

She suddenly cocked her head to me, giving me a view of her cleavege and uplifted chest, shinny enhanced by the luminating blue lights tempting to squeeze, God! Whats wrong with me .

“ Adam” i replied she pulled back “ Am eve “ she chuckled seeing me gazing at her “ They call me Lia “

“ so what’s Adam doing in a club alone “

“ hunting “,

“ okay tiger, what you hunting “,

“You, indeed” i smirked hopping to totally ensnare her.

She then wore this serious face, God!, there goes my package .

I was stupefied when she suddenly caressed the scar on my left brow to my temple.

“ it tells a story” .

She sounded so serious one would think she wasn’t drunk, Our gaze met, i didn’t avert my eyes so did she , she stare back at me , I noticed she had gray eyes, i couldnt tell if its pearl gray or misty ,it’s dim in here. But i could clearly fathom the despair in them .

“ so do you go around buying random guys drinks “

I asked my gaze still interlocking with hers , she withdrew her hand from caressing , i wanted to put her tips right back on my face .

“Am just loosening my pressure points”

Her eyes flutter, what the hell she’s holding back tears . She looked down .

“And my friend Jeen thinks am getting rusty “

She looked at me and smiled.

“Ooh God!”she exclaimed “ i just wanna have fun”

For a second there i almost thought i’ld be baby sitting some emotional broken bitch , but she said she wants to have fun.

I better get started it won’t be night for ever .

“ are you always this honest when drunk ?“ .

“Honest!”she spurted.

Damn she spit on my face. All this for you buddie !

She drank a mouthful sip of her whiskey .

“Am just tired of everyone treating me like i ceased someones life “ . Did you kill someone i almost spoke out loud but her gloomy sad face read not guilty . I know to tell bad from good , i was in the army after all , we killed the bad guys , and not in the slightest has it ever bothered me .

“Did i just say that out loud “ she looked at me with eyes wide open , i stared back .

The more faces she makes , the more am eager to know what face she’ld make when i pin her down , thrusting senselessly into her.

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I didn’t expect i’ld meet a muder suspect as innocent as she is, then again never judge a book by its cover all i want is to bang a girl and thats it , but here i am,my fifth drink still reasoning with the first lady i met after arriving .

My night just can’t get any better.

I look over to where Kir sat , its like he was waiting for our eyes to meet , he gestured me he’ll be up stairs holding the two girls from earlier

I see he couldn’t decide which to pick, he’s such a ladies man

Well most of the girls find me menacing , i cant’t blame them after all what would you think of a guy walking with a stitch scar on their face leaking danger .

Some think its a badboy thing , though its not like i go around seeking trouble .

what good is it anyway telling someone whom you’ll only see once .

I was drawn out of my flooding thoughts . When what was her name again , oh lia , landed her lips on mine , she held still for while,

I kissed her back she responded , i looked at her , her eyes were closed . So did i , i grabed her shorthair almost like mine craned her neck she gasped for air, there came my chance . I ****** my toungue in her mouth brushed hers , still nibbling and sucking her lips .

Her hand grabbed my thigh for support, i couldn’t tell which i just felt it , and it made me hot,it was more like a caress, less of a grab, Lia groaned , i could feel my pants tightening, while i savoured her lips , scrutinizing every inch of her mouth with my toungue .

When we broke the kiss we were all panting. Eyes on each other , she smiled and i thought it was beatiful but i didn’t complement it . I placed my hand on hers that was still on my thigh .

“ why don’t we go somewhere less public “,

She stared at me , is she backing out now ,

“ mmgh” she nodded with a hum .

Thanks heaven !

I reached for my wallet and tipped the bartender , took Lia’s hand and we walked out .

I really don’t know why but i brought her to my penthouse , i never bring any of my night stands here , i don’t like it when one takes a fancy of my wealth and starts clinging on me.

She didn’t seem alarmed with how lavished my house is she just stumbled and asked for the bathroom.

I tossed my coat and tie on the chair , walked in my wardrobe unbuttoning my shirt , got my shoes off and my accessories, she sure is taking her time.

I moved back to my bed room, i rummaged in my coat’s pockets for my phone , i checked it

I had a message from Kir.

‘ if you don’t get that girl , i’ll date her’

I sniggered at his text

‘**** off’

Lia came out of the bathroom half ***** holding her blouse ,her face was splashed with water, she’s giving me that look, the puppy eyes girl you better have not thrown up on my bathroom floor , as much as i want to go check , i still want to stand here and take in the view her body is offering ,

“ i wanted to freshen up...it’s hot” she smiled faning herself with her blouse.

I should have paid more attention on her body, its just beautiful and she isn’t fully ***** , i wanted to go right straight to her and unhook her bra . Its standing in between my desires .

I strode towards her, i halted a few inches apart, she looked at me such beautiful eyes

“ can... can i get something to wrap ...”.

“Ooh! No no sweetheart you are perfect “ ,

I cut her short took her blouse from her,tossed it down .

I went for her lip, devouring them thoroughly, i only paused to catch our breath, i caressed her back slowly down her *** cheek and squeezed one she moaned, i lift her up and she wraps her legs around my waist and hands on my shouders , without breaking the kiss i manoeuvred us to the bed .

Just kissing her am hard as a rock , i feel my pants ripping apart , my bulge hurts its at its peak , i should get over with this already .

I place Lia on bed. Her hands still on my shoulder, i break the kiss and stare down at her we were puffing.

She gives me that smile of hers ,

I take her hand, and direct it down my loin and place her palm on my erection.

She gasped with a half smile,

“I ‘want’ you so badly sweetheart “ .

I spoke down my throat.

I felt Lia slightly squeeze my erection.

Mmmhhh! I groanned deep , may this night last forever, when she release my throbbing bulge i kissed her again then traced kisses down her neck to her collar bone .

She moaned and murmured something , i don’t know what but she seems to enjoy my nibs and kisses .