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*February 2019*

*4 days before the concert*

Y/N'S POV:

\=Passport ✔

\=Personal Belongings ✔

\=Legal Documents ✔

\=Lightstick and some army stuff ✔

'All Done! Now..what time is it..'

*look at the clock on the wall*

Me:11:00 pm?!

'I spent all day packing??Better get to sleep for tommorow..It's gonna be a long day'

I went to my bathroom and got a quick warm shower. After a shower I dried myself with a towel and change into my pajamas

I went to my bed and set an alarm on my phone. I layed down and cover myself with my fluffy blanket then driffted to dreamland.

'See you tommorow South Korea <3'

[NEXT DAY]

-ALARM-

*Groan*

Knock! Knock!

??:Y/n? Sweetie~ wake up.. youre gonna miss your flight

She said while shaking me gently.

Me:hmm? *rub my eyes*

oh..Good Morning mom *smile sleepily*

Mom:Good Morning too sweetie. Now go get ready before you missed your flight

Mom said before leaning to kiss my forehead then went outside my room.

Me: *smile*

I got up and went to my bathroom and do my business there.

My flight time is 9:30 am and the time now is 7:00 am I still have time but not that much cause it takes so long to get to the airport.

I got out from my bathroom with a towel wrapped my body. I change to my clothes I picked yesterday;

cked yesterday:

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(A/N: plz ignore the background..she haven't arrive at the airport yet hehe✌)

[Time Check 7:40 am]

I went downstairs with my luggage (mom helped me). I went to our dinning area to eat my breakfast. After eating, I brushed my teeth and went to our car. Mom is driving me to the airport.

[In the Car]

Mom:You got everything?

Mom asked while driving and looking at the road.

Me:mhm

I replied with a nod

Mom:You sure didn't forgot anything?

Mom asked again and I simply nod

Mom:where's your phone?

My mom asked

Me:Right her--

I cut off myself while patting my backpack's pocket. Then it hit me..I placed it on the table while I was eating.

Me:Mom! I forgot!!

Mom just giggle while I look at her confusedly.

Mom:Here you go..

She said while handing me a phone from her pocket.

Its my phone!

Mom:*giggle* What will you do without me..

Me:*hug mom* I wish you could come with me *pout*

Mom:Honey I wish too, but we both know I can't..I have work.

She said while smiled slightly and glance at me then back to the road.

Mom:But be happy you're going to your Idol's concert!

Me:*smile slightly*

Mom:Don't worry sweetie next time I'll come with you.

She said then pat my head with her right hand. I just smile then nod to her leaning to my seat, I closed my eyes didn't notice I fell asleep.

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Mom:Y/n~ we're here sweetie..

Me:Hmm?

I stretch while yawning at my seat. Rubbing my left eye while looking outside the window.

We're already at the airport. I looked at my phone for the time..8:50am.

I went out of the car then goes to the car trunk to get my two luggage with mom helping me.

Me:Thanks mom..

Mom:*smile* Youre welcome..Let's go..

We went inside the airport~

Mom:Y/n..Take care of yourself there..Don't do anything stupid okay? *teary* Don't get lost!Don't talk to strangers..you know what I mean..

Me:*smile* Mom don't cry..*wipe mom's tears* I'll be okay..I'll be back soon, okay?..Aww come here *Hug mom* I love you..

Speaker:Passangers of Flight K1295 your plane is leaving in 20 mins. Please go to your plane now..

Me:I gotta go...I'll be back *smile*

Mom:*wiping her tears* Bye *waving*

Me:*waving back*

[In the Plane]

I sighed remmembering mom's face earlier. This is the my first flight without her. And this is the first time I'm travelling alone.

'I wish atleast something bad is not going to happen'

I leaned my back and put on my headphones to listen on my Idol's songs. I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep...

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Y/N'S PROFILE

\=JANUARY 26,1999

\=20 y/o

\=Parents died on a car accident when she was 16

\=She used to have a Best friend..Sarah.

\=Sarah have to leave when y/n was 18 because Sarah's father got a job from another country. She (y/n) got so sad when her Best friend left..

\=Y/n started to address her Aunt 'mom' as her Aunt cared her like her own daughter. Her Aunt stand now as her 2nd mother.

\=Y/n studied korean language when she was 19

3RD PERSON'S POV:

Y/n's grandparents (on her mother's side) are both from diffent countries..

Her Grandmother was a canadian and her Grandfather was a korean.

After they got married they decided to live in Korea then a year after her grandmother got pregnant..

Then after a few months they went to the hospital to knew the baby's gender and it's a girl..

It's y/n's mother..

Then another 2 years came.. Her grandmother got pregnant again..

To y/n's aunt..

Her mother and her aunt grew up there in Korea..

Before their college y/n's grandparents decided to move in Canada but their daughters stayed in Korea.

During college y/n's mother got problems, insecurities, anxiety and more that led her to depression. 

Her sister told this to their parents even if her sister (y/n's mother) doesn't want it..

Their parents got worried and decided that y/n's mother will live there with them in Canada and continue her study there so that they can watch and guide her..

After graduation y/n's mom decided to go to America for a vacation alone to enjoy her life before she got herself a job.

When she's in America she met a guy that guy was so exhausted from work. She accidentally bump the guy and got angry to her. He yelled at her but she's not just going to held back so she fight back by yelling back at him..

After that fight she decided to go back in Canada..

Y/n's mom took her exam to her desired course but she didn't passed.

She took it again and again but always failed then her parents told her to stop and just find another course.

One day a friend of her parents come to them... She told them that her son in America is hiring a manager of the company and y/n's mother is suitable for that position since she saw how good her skills before.

Y/n's mother accepted the offer and flew to America after arranging some documents..

The day after she arrived at the country, she went to the company..

She went to the front desk and said to the staff that she have an appointment with the CEO. The staff  guide her to a room and said that she have to wait for a few mins. because the CEO has a meeting and it's almost done.

Few minutes after the room door opened revealing a tall guy in his suit which made him more attractive.

Y/n's mother ignore the thoughts running in her mind.

She greet the CEO and got shock when she saw his face..

"YOU!"

They both shouted while pointing at each other..

The CEO smirk and immediately hire y/n's mother thinking that he can punish her for shouting at him by giving her lots of work.

Also he had no choice but to hire her as the company needs a manager immediately..

Few days had passed working with each other, the CEO slowly got an interest on y/n's mother and can't help but to fall in love with her..

Same to y/n's mother..

They didn't tell it to each other as they think that either of them didn't feel the same..

Starting from that day..  there's always a rose on her desk every morning..

She got confuse to who's placing roses on her desk  so one day she decided to go to work super early..and with that..morning comes by, she enter the company then head to her desk..she saw a man placing a rose on her desk...

She saw the man's face and it was the....

CEO.

She didn't waste any time and when the CEO is about to left, she grabbed his arm.

The CEO turned to face her with a shock expression on his face..

They stared at each other then the CEO decided to explain but he got cut off by her laugh..

"I know it was you.."

She knew it was him.. but she had to make it sure before she acts something embarrassing.

She asked him why he's giving her roses and that's when he confessed his love to her..and y/n's mom also did the same.

They were about to kiss when they heard some employee are coming in and they immediately pulled away..

After that day they started dating and time passed by the CEO promote her position and make her his secretary.

On the other hand, after graduation y/n's Aunt got pregnant by her boyfriend.

She was so scared to tell him as she thinks he might left her..

She told it to her friends as they're the only one she can lean on by the time like this..

One day her parents came to visit her and found out her condition and decided to take her with them in Canada..

A month after..

She was heading out for a walk when she saw her boyfriend..standing there..outside their house.

At first she thought she was just hallucinating but when she approach him and pinch his cheeks..she was sure she's not.

Her boyfriend found out because her friends told him as they knew he has rights to know..

He decided to live with her and took the responsibility he had on her wife and their baby.

Another month have passed they got married and had their own house.

They went to the hospital to found out the baby's gender..

It's a boy..

She gave birth to the baby and it was a healthy good looking boy.

They named him...Yoon Jin. Lee Yoon Jin.

Y/n's mother and the CEO's relationship got stronger than before and their company didn't got any problems..

A year after..He proposed to y/n's mother.

Then another year passed..they got married.

And another year she got pregnant..

Months passed by as they found out the gender of their baby..

It's a...boy.

They were so happy as another boy will come to their family.

One month before giving birth they had a family dinner on the restaurant..

The CEO's parents or shall I say y/n's grandparents are also in the dinner.

They were talking about the baby's future name and more when she felt extreme pain in her stomach..

At first she ignored it but the pain got worse, that's when they notice something is wrong.. Then y/n's father looked down only to see blood flowing on his wife's leg.

He immediately stood up and carry her in a bridal style then brings her to the hospital..

They got into the hospital and that's when y/n's mom fainted..

She woke up and saw her husband with a worried and at the same time sad and tired expression, sitting on her side while holding her hand. He slightly lit up when his wife woke up.

She looked around and saw her sister sitting on her other side with her husband holding their baby..She also saw her parents and parents in law on the couch in the room sleeping probably tired..

Then she remembered her baby..she was panicking when she ask them that cause to wake the others up..

He's...gone. Our baby..

Her husband said.. After she heard what he said her mind went blank for a few seconds trying to process each word he said to her, then she burst into tears..

Their baby is gone..their son..their first child.

Y/n's mom got into a depression.. She didn't eat nor eat blaming herself why their baby died.

But with the help of her family and her husband specially by her nephew, she finally got better.

2 years after.. They got blessed and had another child again..

The whole family was so happy..

This time they become more careful and y/n's mom rarely go outside to keep the baby's safety, afraid to loose another child again.

When they got into a check up..the doctor noticed that there's something wrong on the baby's breathing..it's not normal..

They got worried and afraid that they might loose another child but the doctor recommend y/n's mom to take a check up twice a week to do some treatment and to maintain the baby's health..

The time has come where they can know the baby's gender..

It's a girl..

They become more happy 'cause a princess will come to their family..

Months passed by where y/n's mother is giving birth.

..

When the baby comes out they got alarmed as they saw that it's...

Not breathing...

They did some CPR and didn't stop as they are not loosing hope the other nurse with y/n's mom just prayed while watching the other nurse and doctor saving the baby...

After an hour they were about to stop when the baby cough then cry.

They sighed in relief as the others clap their hands while the baby continued to cry.

They wrapped a cloth to the baby and give it to her mom..

The whole room was filled with happiness as the doctor ask her what's the baby's name..

Y/n..

She said with a bright smile while watching her daughter slowly stopped from crying.

Years passed by as they found out that they can't have a baby anymore so they pour all their love and attention to y/n.

They gives all what she wants and spoiled her.

They also found out that y/n has difficulties on breathing or shortness of breath, also called dyspnea, can sometimes be harmless as the result of exercise or nasal congestion.

In other situations, it may be a sign of a more serious heart or lung disease.

Conditions that can make her feel short of breath:

:Lung conditions such as asthma, emphysema, or pneumonia.

:Problems with her trachea or bronchi, which are part of her airway system.

:Anxiety and panic attacks

:Allergies

She grew up with her cousin who's 5 year older than her.

They treat each other like real brother and sister since they don't have any siblings..

Yoojin knows about y/n's illness and that led him to get more over protective to her..

Y/n was the one who always go to yoonjin's house by her dad dropping her off, Sometimes its Yoonjin who will visit her specially when she's sick.

Yoonjin and y/n made a promise that they will not leave Each Other..

But..

As they say..

Promises are meant to be broken..

Y/n was just a 10 year old girl that day and Yoonjin was only 14 years old..

They were heading to Yoonjin's house from school..

When they arrived they saw some luggage in front of the house..

As they got closer, they saw Yoonjin's dad coming out from the house's front door with more bags with him.

"Dad?"

Yoonjin called out to his dad and ran into him leaving y/n behind.

Y/n only watches them talking as she can't hear them.

Then y/n saw Yoonjin wiping his tears and approach to her..

She asked him what's happening and why is he crying while Yoonjin just hug her and said that he will take y/n home..

Y/n just nod and follow him..

They arrived at her house and stand on the front door..

She asked again the same question she asked to him earlier..

He just simply said that they are going to visit someone and he'll be back before she knows it..

But it confused y/n..

They are going somewhere without his mom?

Y/n knows that.. that time is still working hours for Yoonjin's mom..

Then y/n thought they will just fetch his (Yoonjin) mom where she was working..

Y/n believed him and went inside their house..

Then why is he crying?

Y/n just ignored her thoughts and went to her room..

That night she was having a dinner with her parents when suddenly they heard a knock on the front door..

Y/n's mom got up from her sit and open the door revealing her Aunty crying in mess..

Her mom hugged her an asked what happened..That's when she heard that her uncle left her aunt with their son.

She knew something was wrong..

She just ignored it..

She knew they just didn't leave to visit someone..

They left..

That's when she remembered their promise to each other..

2 days after y/n's aunt decided to go to Korea to find at least her son.

2 months came by and she went back to America..

She came back with no one with her and that means she didn't found them..

They keep comforting her, as days went by she was getting more and more depressed.. 

Y/n's parents can't be always there to comfort her aunt as they have lots of work to do...

Y/n's grandparents (on mother's side) also can't visit from Canada 'cause her grandmother is sick and her grandfather has to take care of her..

So every time after school y/n went to her aunt's house to visit her, sometimes y/n are having a sleep over every weekends for her aunt to not feel alone..

Years passed by Y/n's aunt got better with y/n's help...

Her Aunt started working again and of course she didn't stop looking for her husband and son..

She always checked her social media for some news...

She also asked her friends there in Korea for help that if they saw her husband she pleaded to them to call her immediately..

Until now.. She haven't got any news about them.

Back to y/n..

Her life is completely beautiful right?

She had parents that support and loved her with all of their hearts..

Grandparents that every grandchild wanted to have..

Her Aunt who still cares about her even if she had big problems on her own family..

A friend who is not a fake or has two faces.. That cares about her a lot and protected her..

Sarah..

She had a family she can lean on and tell every problems she had..

She had a life that every child wants..

She was so lucky..

And for that..she was so happy..

But..

Everything change..

On her 16th birthday..

Her parents decided to surprise her by leaving work early and bringing her to any place she wants..

But on their way home..

Something unexpected happened..

Y/n's father was driving and y/n's mother is on the passenger's seat..

They were passing on the bridge when a truck hit their car so hard due to the high speed until their car fall off the bridge..

On the other hand y/n is waiting for her parents to come until night came by..

She fall asleep waiting for her parents when a knock was heard from their front door..

She immediately open her eyes and ran to the door that is not too far from the living room..

She opened the door with a big smile on her face but immediately dropped as she didn't see her parents but her one and only Aunt with puffy eyes and tears started to form again on her eyes..

She asked if something's wrong but her aunt immediately hug her and again Bursted into tears..

A tear rolled down on her cheeks seeing her love ones cry in front of her makes her heart broke into pieces..

They broke the hug and her aunt finally decided to speak..

"Y-your parents..." 

Her aunt started, she felt her heart beats so fast as it make her difficult to breath but she didn't show it as she wants her Aunt to continue what she was saying..

"They got into an accident...*sob* and..D-DIED.."

Y/n was shocked..super shocked..

After processing what her aunt said..

She felt her legs became weak and let herself fall on the floor and cry her eyes out..

"Please..P-please tell me..if this is just a joke..it's not funny"

Y/n pleaded, her aunt sat beside her and hug her caressing her hair while crying with her..

"I wish this is just a joke..I'm sorry y/n..It's okay..I'm here..I won't leave you"

Her aunt said..

"No..I want them. I want my mom, my dad..MY PARENTS"

Y/n's breathing condition got worse as it led her to faint..

Her grand parents on her father's side arrange the funeral..

Her grandmother's condition got worse when she found out that their oldest daughter died..

The death of her parents led her to a severe stage of depression..

Y/n rarely went to school causing her to have low grades..

She didn't sleep nor eat..

That led her Best friend Sarah to get worried for her..

She got thinner and thinner..

Her skin became pale and skinny..

Sarah visit her at her house to cheer her up every day after school 'cause she stopped attending it..

Her aunt decided to live with her so that she can take care of her and watch her incase she will do something wrong..

One day y/n couldn't take it anymore..

Her depression got worse and worse..

She felt empty..

So sad that she thinks there's no use on living anymore..

So she decided to suicide..

But always fail..

She also started cutting..

She was always bringed on the hospital because of what she was doing to herself..

There are times that y/n was about to hang her head with a rope in her room but her aunt always stopped her..

Her aunt also broke the locks on her door so that she can easily get in..

One day her aunt call Sarah to take a look on y/n as she was going for groceries..

After 30 mins. Sarah came late because of the traffic, Sarah came in the house and notice that y/n's aunt isn't there probably went out already..

She went straight to y/n's bedroom only to be shock what she saw..

There's y/n laying on the floor with her lifeless body and blood coming out from her wrist as it make a pool of blood.

Sarah ran to her ignoring the fact that her body was trembling from fear..

She checked her friend's pulse on the neck only to feel..

Nothing..

Y/n got no pulse..

She immediately pulled out her phone and called for an ambulance then y/n's Aunt..

On the hospital, the doctors immediately bring y/n to the Emergency room then y/n's Aunt came..

After a few hours the doctor come out from the room to announce that y/n luckily survive even if there's so much blood lost.

They transfered her to a room and Sarah went in only to see her Bestfriend sitting on its bed while looking on the window.

The doctor think its the best if y/n stayed to the hospital because of her condition.

Every day Sarah is visiting her friend to tell what's happening to her day..

Then one day Sarah visit y/n with a wide smile on her face.

She told y/n about BTS, one of the biggest boy band in Korea. She told that she's a super fan of that group.

Starting that day when Sarah is visiting y/n she will tell to her every fact she knows about Bangtan and how crazy their fandom are, called *A**rmy*. She even showed videos of them to y/n.

Just then, Y/n got slowly interest on the information that Sarah is telling to her about Bangtan.

It helps her recover.

Sarah and her Aunt also noticed it.

One day she was watching on Sarah's phone of Bangtan's funny vids while Sarah and her Aunt are just watching her...

She smiled that gives her Aunt and Sarah a shock expression.

Not just that..

After a minute..

She laughed until the video finished.

They were so happy to see her smile again.

After almost a year since her parents died, she didn't even smile a bit. She got inspired by Bangtan's quotes, about life that she shouldn't let the world take her down and more..

She got out from depression because of her Bestfriend, her Aunt and also her..

"SEVEN ANPANMAN."   

Y/n came back from the hospital entering the house with a small smile on her face..

Starting the day she got recovered from her depression she made herself a member of BTS's Fandom, ARMY..

Her Idols helped her a lot and with that..

She promised..

She will support them..

Protect them..

And stay with them untill the end..

Y/n spend lots of time with her aunt and decided to address her..

'mom'

Y/n also got back to school..

Another year came and they got a news that her grandmother died..

Of course she felt sad but y/n's aunt are just keep telling her to be strong.

A year passed by y/n was already 18 years old..

She had a grand birthday party and she celebrate it with happiness even if her parents are not with her..

Then few days after where Sarah went to y/n's house not to visit her but to say Goodbye to her

Sarah and her parents are moving to another country because her dad found a job there..

At first y/n didn't let Sarah..she didn't want her to leave her.

But she has to..

They promise to call each other every day but as months passed by.. Y/n lost her contacts to Sarah.. And that made her really sad.

When y/n turned 19 years old she got an interest on Korea as she watch its dramas and her idols' videos..thats also the country they were born at, then she decided to learn their languages..

At first it was hard for her but since being a korean is in her blood because her grandmother was once a korean and also her Aunt teaches her.. She somehow manage to learned it.

Y/n's life came back to normal although she loose some of he love ones in her life..

She learned to be strong with the help of her family, friends and..IDOLS.

<3 <3 <3 <3

BORAHE~

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🔰CHAPTER 2:

-ARRIVED

-DANGER

Y/N'S POV:

Speaker:Dear passangers please fasten your seat belt we're arriving in South Korea, Seoul in 10 mins.

An attendant woke me up by gently shaking me saying that we're arriving in 10 mins.

I stretch a bit cause boy I'm sitting for 13 hrs. and 35 mins! I sat straight while fastening my seatbelt and fixing my self. I opened my phone and gladly it still has battery left! Oh its already 10 pm..

[Incheon Airport]

I got out of the airport waiting for a taxi to drive me to the hotel that I've booked in. While waiting I decided to call mom

Calling...

Finally she picked up...

Me:Mom?

Mom:Oh Y/n? What's wrong?

Me:Nothing I just wanted to inform you that I'm already at the airport..

Mom:Have you eaten?

Me:I ate already on the plane..what about you?

Mom:Don't worry about me here..Take of yourself there, your things! Don't turn off your phone, okay? Call me if something happened!

Me:Mhm..you too take care mom..

*A taxi arrived*

Me:Oh mom gotta go! I love you!

Mom:Love you too!Take care!

Hang up..

I went in the taxi and gave the driver the address of my hotel.

(A/N:Starting from here imagine they are speaking korean)

[Hotel Room]

I got inside my hotel room and dragged my luggage in while locking the door, I throw my backpack on my bed and flop beside it. My eyes was scanning the whole room..it was nice.

I decided to take a quick shower so I went to the bathroom...

After a shower I dried myself with a towel and hair dryer for my hair. I change to my sleep wear and comb my hair.

I opened the tv and sat on the edge of my bed. It was a news about BTS's upcoming concert on the valentines day. I arrived 3 days before the concert..I already bought a ticket for the concert and lucky me cause the tickets are immediately sold out in just 25 mins!

I turned off the tv and get ready to sleep. I charged my phone and put it on the night stand. I yawned and close my eyes immediately fall asleep.

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[NEXT DAY]

-8:00 am-

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-Alarm-

*Yawn*

'Ah its morning..Time to wake up'

I got up from my bed and do some stretching..I rub my eyes and headed to the window..

It has a nice view. It gives you a calm feeling in the morning..

I was busy enjoying the view when my stomach made a sound...

'I'm hungry'

I grab my phone from the night stand and order a food they have here in the hotel..

[TIME SKIP]

-4:30 pm-

I was just chilling on my bed watching videos of my idols..They also got live on vlive 20mins. ago..Looks like they're on their studio in..BigHit Building.

I got bored and decided to go out for a walk. I change my clothes and make my hair into a high ponytail ..

I put my hotel room card key, phone and wallet on my sling bag and went out the room..

I was walking on the hallway heading to the elevator..

I stopped when I saw a room slightly open..

'Is the owner inside?'

'Maybe he/she just forget to close it'

'Should I close it?'

'Maybe the person had an emergency and went out, forgot to close the door'

'Should I just close it??'

'Ugh!'

'What if there's someone inside and come out while I was closing the door'

'Maybe I should just get going and mind my own business..'

'Right?--'

??:Bangtan Sonyeondan..

I got cut off in my thoughts by a guy's voice..it was coming from inside the room..

'Bangtan?'

'Maybe he's an Army?'

'Fanboy? Yeah..'

But why does my heart beats so fast?

I was going to continue to walk when a guy talked that made me froze on my spot..The voice was also coming from inside the room but it was deeper than the first guy's voice.

I clearly heared what he said 'cause he said it in English and what I heard shocked me..

GUY:THE STAGE WILL HAVE THEIR POOL OF BLOOD ONCE WE SHOOT THEM ONE BY ONE AND THAT'LL BE THEIR...BLOODY CONCERT!

This time I can see their faces because the door is slightly open..There were 4 man sitting while talking about their plan, I was so shock and couldn't move while looking on the other guy who's holding a GUN.

'Y/n what are you doing?!'

'Stupid!'

'Run!'

'Now!'

'Ya!'

Then it hit me..I gathered myself and was about to run when....

"LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE'S LISTENING~" The guy with a gun said while smirking..