this story begun when a girl name aris wanted to get loved and attention from his father and brother, but she never recieved any of those 2 things she wants untill one day, in her father's birthday a girl came to attend the birthday party and told everyone that she is the daughter of the archduke (aris father) all the people were shocked by what she said but no one could ever deny it because of her appearance that looks similar to the archduke and aris brother. the girl explained that she really is the archduke's daughter and her mother was one of the archduke's past lover who was named Teresa. aris was left speechless that time. the archduke was remained silent, he remembered her lover terasa who refused to marry him because of her social status who cannot meet the archduke's standard. the archduke declared that she will keep the girl untill he finds out if she really is her daughter or not.that day after the girl who claimed to be the archduke's daughter who was named risa was staying in the archdukes state, aris was kind of jelous ever since risa came to their home because her father and brother paid good attention to her, both her father and brother were good to her, aris was mad at risa because she was jelous she was getting the love and attention by her father and brother when she yearned for that things ever since she was born, she even tried to hurt herself because she thought she might get her father and brother's attention but they never really cared she was frustrated, one day when she saw her brother with risa she tried to join because she thought might get in but her brother gave her a cold look and told her to go back because there are things that she still need to do, she look at her brother back and told him why cant i join in!? i just finished all my work already just as you like!! why cant you treat me like her?! i have been here longer than her, cant you atleast look at me? did i do something unforgivable for you to treat me like this? im also part of the family why are you guys treating me like im not?! she said. her brother was shock because aris never talk to her like that, risa tried to show sympathy for aris and told aris's brother, umm brother kite( name of the brother) i dont mind her joining in, it's nice to bond with my siblings, kite replied, aris has things to do,she needs to go back.then kite pulled risa and walk by aris. aris cried after hearing what his brother said, she looked at risa and kite walking away from her and then suddenly risa looked back at her and smirked, aris was left speechless for a second and then she realize that risa just tried to act kind infront of her brother when she showed sympathy at her a while ago

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after risa came to medvida family (aris family name) aris became more frustrated and depressed, there were times that risa approached aris with kindness but when there was no one around she tormented aris with hurtful words and aris couldn't stand her then she slapped risa in the face, she didnt know that risa trapped her and let the archduke saw how she slapped risa, the archduke didnt heard what they talk about but she punished aris because of what she did to risa, aris tried to explain to the archduke why she slap risa but the archduke only told her to stop making excuses and apologize, aris couldn't do anything because no matter what she do, no one ever listen and trusted her because everyone thought that she was so jelous at risa thats why she bullied risa and slap her, when she never did those things they were assuming. She was always treated as the bad person ever since risa came. the day of her coming of age has came and she fell sick and never told anyone because she knows even if she tells her brother or father or her maids no one would ever believe her because they would only assume she is faking it to get attention. during her birthday party a lot of people came but they didnt came for her, others came to form alliance to her family, other's came to see risa to propose to her because she was known as a smart and beautiful lady and a very generous and kind person,and the rest came to see his father and brother, she was sitting in center of the room but no one ever came to greet her and no one ever notice that she was so pale and was sweating, an hour later she excuse herself because she couldn't bare the pain she was feeling, while she was walking towards the exit she bump into a girl and she accidentally spilled the wine the girl was holding, the girl was so mad at her and started a fight, the girl said do you even know how precious this dress is? let me tell you its more precious than you.the people started looking at them and the girl who aris bump into continued to yell at her, the girl suddenly mentioned aris mother and told her, your only here because they are still not sure if your really are one of medvida's family since before your mother died she was known as a ***** and was cheating on the archduke. aris was shocked of what the girl said and aris slapped her oit of anger because she talk badly about her mom, aris said, how dare you bad mouth my mother!!, and then risa came to stop the fight and told aris that, how can you slap the princess?,aris didn't know that the girl she was the princess of the kingdom she is living because she have never joined to any tea party or socialize herself. after she heard what risa told her she was trembling that her brother and father will hate her more and then when she looked back to her father and brother, they were both giving her that cold look. risa told the princess to calm down and they are going to punish aris and the princess agreed to risa. after the party aris was scolded, and the archduke punished her, she was locked in her room for 2 months and is only allowed to eat once a day, after that day aris cried all day in her room, she was shocked of what had happen in her birthday, she was crying and said: why?! i just wanted two simple things!! she cried, why am i so miserable? she shouted: lord how can you be like this to me?!?! if i was only born to be this miserable then why did you ever think of letting me live!! you should've killed me from the very start, i only want a normal life! a friend that treasures me , a family that cared for me, nothing else!! was it that hard to grant my wishes?!?. aris was depressed ever since that day, the day after, she started coughing blood she was so ill she requested for a doctor but the maids were doubting her, it took her days to get a doctor, when the doctor arrived and check her , the doctor was so shocked, then aris ask with a blank face, am i going to die? she asked, and then the doctor nodded, and said but you still have a chance to live but the problem is the chance is too low, then aris said you dont need to, i just called a doctor to make sure if i was dying, then the doctor came into a realization that she wanted to die and she was treated badly, the doctor thought, if only she was treated earlier she might get healed. and then aris told the doctor to stay silent about her condition, if anyone asked why you came, just tell them i was having a headache, please dont tell anyone, im asking you a favor. then the doctor felt pity for her and just nodded and left

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(two months later)aris was able to go outside of her room, her father and brother and risa, all the maids and knights expect her to cause trouble again but aris never left her room not even once, aris never joined their family dinner or do anything she just kept sitting and laid in her bed the whole time, she didnt eat that much because she was suffering from depression and was too sick to do anything but no one really notice, the people around her was happy since she was just staying still, days past by she still didnt do anything, but then one night risa came to aris's room, she just barged in, she didnt even knock on the door before coming inside. aris was sitting on a the chair and watching the window when risa came in, risa laughed at her and told aris, are you planning to stay here thinking father and brother might get worried since you're not coming out in your room?, let me tell you, they dont care a single thing about you even if you stay here forever, risa said. aris stayed silent and ignored risa, then risa walk towards her and slapped aris, how dare you ignore me!, risa said. then aris suddenly stands up and grabbed a scissors and tried to stab risa. risa was able to dodge aris's attack then risa started calling for help and then a knight came and also maids, risa run unto them and said, aris tried to kill me, i was just worried about her thats why i visited her but then she suddenly attacked me. the maids comforted risa and the knight grab aris to stop her, the maids called the archduke and kite, then when the two of them arrived in aris room, risa runs towards the archduke and hugged him and she explained what happened. the archduke slapped aris, have you gone crazy aris?!? , he said. aris laughed, hahahah you're really good at acting are you risa! aris said. then kite grabbed aris clothes and said you've gone crazy aris. aris replied, maybe i have. that night the archduke imprisoned aris and was sentenced to die for attempt murder of noble woman. aris was then called an evil witch for trying to murder her own sister. on the day of her execution, people from all over the kingdom attended, while aris was kneeling down and was waiting her head to get cut off she looked at the people happily watched her die and her father and brother not even batting an eye, she smiled amd laughed, how funny looking at you guys calling me a witch when most of you here were greedy enough to kill an innocent person just for power and wealth and its so strange to think you guys were able to achieve what you wanted, but for me i dont even need to sacrifice a persons life for me to get what i want, all i need to do was please them, thats how simple my wish are, but i couldn't even get it, but who cares, i was able to achieve one of my wish easily, thanks to risa who came to see me that night. dying is such a good thing, aris said. those were aris's last words.

huh im still alive? why is it so dark? risa said. while risa was thinking where she was and why is she still conscious, she saw a group of people looking at her, who are they? why are they staring at me, risa said. then one person stepped in and said "WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU, YOUR MAJESTY,ARE QUEEN". then aris suddenly woke up in her bed, huh why am i still alive, why am i here, aris said, then a maid walks in, your already awake my lady, you need to choose a dress since it will be the archduke's birthday the day after tomorrow,the maid said. risa was shocked, huh didn't i just died?, risa said, what are talking about my lady?, you must have a bad dream, now lets get you ready my lady, will accompany you to your shopping ,the maid said. then aris told the maid to get out for a while. was it all a dream? but it felt real, it must be real,she said. aris called the maid back and ask her, what day is today? she said, and the maid replied its 3XX and the archduke is turning 43 my lady. aris told the maid to leave her for a while again. if father is turning 43 then, did i travelled back in time?

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