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It was Saturday evening and I was watching some Kdrama on TV. It is really hard to explain how lonely I feel right now. Jungkook is at the gym working out with his friends. I used to go with him but he doesn't want me to go anymore. It's been like that since the last week he keeps going to the gym everyday. I just don't understand why.

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the main door opening. I saw him enter the living room with his gym bag hanging on one of his shoulders. He was wearing a black short with a black armhole tank top. He looked so hot with his curly wet hair which was sticking on his forehead.

Can someone look this handsome after going to gym. It feels hot over here.

I stood up walking my way towards him to greet him. I siqiuzed his cheeks and said: " Is my baby tiered?"

Jk: "hmm" he replayed without even making an eye contact with me.

Y/N: " Are you hungry?" I asked still caressing his cheeks.

Jk: " Oh god why are you so clingy. Just let me go up stairs to take a shower. And no I am not hungry."

Y/N: " Cause I missed you babe! " I said in a high pitched voice ignoring whatever he said to me and placing a fake smile on my face.

Jk: " Why are you yelling!"

Y/N: "I am not"

Jk: "just stop it Y/N, I am really tired. The sweat is dripping of my face and in top of that you are clinging your self on me. I don't like it."

Y/N: " O-ok,I -I'm sorry."

Jk: " Whatever, just let go of me already. You know what? If Lisa was my girlfriend she wouldn't be like this at all she would have understood me"

Y/N: " W-who??" Am I hearing things wrong did he just say Lisa??

Jk:" Lisa, my friend did you become deaf now." He replayed with a harsh tone.

I didn't say anything else, I just let go of his cheeks, left the living room and went straight to our shared bedroom. I understand now he wasn't with the boys he was with her. It's been more than a week since Jungkook met Lisa. they first met in the gym when she was working out near us. And guess what?! she approached him and asked for his number as if I was invisible and he gave it to her without any hesitation. God I feel so disappointed. I guess this is why he changed. All because of her.

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It's been a month and Jungkook keeps telling me that I am clingy and comparing me to Lisa. If I eat he says that the way she eats is better than mine. If I wear something he would say that if Lisa wears that it would look better on her. I just don't understand how did they become this close. What did she do to him to make him interested in her this much. I am not the type of being jealous. I didn't even think of being jealous over him in my whole life. And if I become jealous I would convince myself that he is my boyfriend and that he is only mine. But this Lisa girl just gives me bad feelings about her relationship with Jungkook I am tired already I think if he compares me once more to her I will burst out.

I went straight to the shower after I took some of my clothes so I could wear them in the bathroom instead of coming out with a towel. I bet that Jungkook will call me a slut when I come out like that.

When I come out of the shower Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the bed. And as I moved away from the bathroom door I saw him enter quickly inside so that he could take a shower as well.

I laid down on the bed thinking about our relationship. I was thinking that it's not working out anymore, when Jungkook suddenly came out of the bathroom and laid down on the bed after drying his wet hair. I pretended to be asleep cause I didn't want to see him in front of me, I feel so hurt. My thoughts were cut of when I heard him say

Jk: "Y/N??" I didn't reply

Jk:" Y/N goodnight"

I still didn't respond to him. Believe me I want to but nothing is coming out of my mouth.

Jk:"Why aren't you talking to me like before?!"

Y/N: " What do you mean ? I am still the way I used to be with you" I said as I moved my body so that I am facing him.

Jk:" no you are not. You are not greeting me anymore and you are not talking to me you are not even being clingy to me like before."

Y/N:" I just got tired you know"

Jk:" WOW just like that"

Y/N:" Why do you even care? You were the one who told me to stop being clingy and all touchy touchy."

Jk: " I just-I just wanted some space."

Y/N: " that's good and I am giving you space right now." I said while going back to my previous position with my back facing him.

I felt his arms caressing my waist and then slowly moving to me belly. His face went deep into my neck sniffing my sent. I froze in my place. My mind blocked. I missed him. I missed his touches. I came back to reality when. He hovered over me sucking on my neck. I tried to push him but he was strong. He didn't even move an inch.

Y/N: "Jungkook"

Jk: " Hmmm" he hummed in respond.

Y/N: " please s-stop"

Jk: "Why?"

Y/N: " I am not in the mood" I lied to him I was in the mood but thinking of how he is been acting towards me makes me feel that he is doing this just for fun and for his horny ***. Not because he missed me and not because he wants me.

Jk: " No I am not going to move" he said

Y/N: "Just move. I don't want it" I said pushing him with both of my hands.

Jk: " Ok, ok - fine. I am gonna move." He said laying down on the bed. The silence took over us, but not for too long because he broke it with his words. Not only the silence he broke my heart with them as well.

Jk: "If Lisa was my girlfriend she would of have let me do her right now." My head turned towards him so fast that it felt like it broke. My eyes widened. I was on the verge of crying but I don't want him to see me all broken.

Jk: "I bet she would feel better in my arms. she is experienced a lot more than you." He said with a smirk on his face

Y/N: "That's it!!! I am done with this bullshit. If you want her that much why do you keep coming home everyday. Just break up with me. I am not forcing you to stay with me. You want someone experienced?! Fine go to her and I will go do that thing with every single guy I meet so that I will be more 'experienced' Mr. Jeon. And I am going to do it right now. I am gonna go to clubs and **** whomever I meet." I fired back at him. I am not gonna stay calm this time I am not an idiot that he can play with.

I stood up quickly making my way to my closet to collect my clothes and search for something to wear tonight because I am really serious this time.

I was about to grab the door handle when I heard him say: "What did you just say?" He get of the bed, walking strait towards me.

Y/N: "I said I will sleep with other guys so that I will become experienced in those thin-" my words were cut by him grabbing my wrist. He slammed my body hard to the wall and punched the area beside my head.

Jk: "If you ever talk about these stuff again I am gonna make you regret the day you were born. You can't sleep with anyone other than me. You are mine. Every inch of you is mine. Do you hear that?" He said in a high pitched voice. He seemed so mad. But why?? he doesn't have the right to be mad. He is the one who said that I am not experienced and yet he doesn't want me to sleep with anyone.

Y/N: "I am not yours anymore. And I will never be. If you keep comparing me to other girls and keep telling me that they might feel even better, that means that I will find someone better than you. Someone who will make me feel every single feeling of pleasure. I can do that as well."

I yelled as tears streamed down my face from my eyes to my flushed cheeks. Jk: " No fucking way I will let somebody touch you. Even lay a finger on you." Jungkook said as he closed the gap between us even more. Our foreheads were touching. His breath was gaming on my lips. I didn't look at him. My gaze was on the ground. Jk: " I will break their hands if they touch you. I will take of their eye balls if they even look at you. I am gonna cut their noses if they even try to smell your sent. Everything in you is mine. It is not even yours to decide what to do with it. If it's about making you feel pleasure I am gonna make sure that you won't leave your bed for ages just to show you how good I can make you feel." He said caressing my cheeks with his hand.

Jk: " Don't say that ever again. You don't know how terrible it makes me feel."

Y/N: "Will I am sure it wouldn't feel the same as I have been feeling for the whole month. I feel like I want to end everything with you. I don't want anything to do with you anymore." I said harshly moving his hand off my face.

Jk: " In your dreams I will never leave."

Y/N: " Like hell you will." I said as I moved away from him almost running towards my closet. He grabbed my wrist and slammed my body to the wall once more but this time even harsher.

Jk: "You see those lips "

he said as he caressed his thumb on my lower lip.

Jk: "These are mine to kiss mine to taste mine to tear."

My breath hitches. It felt like there is something blocking my throat.

Jk: " Those eyes are mine to look at. mine to be lost in. Mine to admire."

He said looking at my eyes. It felt like he was looking into my soul not my eyes. He nuzzled his face deep into my neck.

Jk: "This scent is mine to sniff. Your skin is Mine to suck. Mine to lick. Mine to mark. No ones mark can be on it other than mine."

He said every single word as he does the action of it afterwords. My legs felt so numb that I couldn't stand anymore. His hands were touching all around my body I couldn't push him a way.

Y/N: "Jungkook sto- Ah" a whimper escape my mouth when he suddenly grabbed my lower part.

Jk: " This is mine too...... Do you think I will let anybody see this expression of your after I touched you. Do you think I will let a bastard touch you here." He said as he tightened his grip on my region

Jk: "Never. No one is allowed to hear those moans of yours. Literally no one can touch you. You are mine."

I don't know why but I felt the urge to cry. My tears slowly fall off my eyes. Why am I this pathetic why can't I say something? Why am I letting him touch me?

Y/N: "I can't stay with somebody who always thinks about other girls while he is with me. That doesn't makes things equal. You keep talking about Lisa so please just leave. Go to her" I said as I looked at his eyes. He moved his hand away from my lower part. A small smile was placed on his face. He is not taking me serious.

Jk: " I am sorry, I did wrong. I really didn't mean anything of it. It was just a test." He said dropping his head on my shoulders.

Y/N: "W-what test?"I asked confused.

Jk: " I wanted to make sure that you really love me. You are not the type of becoming jealous. Whenever a girl talks to me, whenever they touch me. You won't even bother. I thought that you don't really love me that's why. When I first met with Lisa I saw that look on your face for the first time. I wanted you to be jealous over me. All of my hyungs keep telling me stories about there wife's being jealous. They told that women are very jealous, so I wanted to see if you will be jealous. I know you are thinking that I am weird and all of that. But I really wanted to make you jealous I really wanted to feel how much do you consider me as yours. I did all of this just to make you jealous for once. I really wanted to see if you could become as crazy as me when I am jealous. I am sorry. I really am. She really doesn't mean anything to me. I haven't even met her since then." He was crying his heart out. I felt his tears wetting my shirt and seeking down through it. Hitting my shoulders. It really itched my heart. I don't like seeing him cry.

Jk: "Please don't leave me. I will never do something like that again." He said lifting his head of my shoulders and looking straight to my eyes.

Y/N: "....... Stupid. You are really stupid. If I don't do anything it doesn't mean that I am happy with it or that I am not jealous. It is just that I know you are mine and no one can take you from me." I said as I hold both of his cheeks between my palms.

Y/N: " I love you, I really do. But please don't do that ever again. You really broke my heart. I will leave you for real the next time." I continue hugging him tightly. He was shaking. I knew that he is honest. I just believed him. He is my everything.

Jk: "That means that you won't leave me. Wait! You will not even think of leaving. I won't let you go. You're mine. Forever and ever."

Y/N: "Hmmmm" I hummed in respond

Jk: "Then that means that I can do what ever I want to you. I am forgiven " He said as he carried me on his shoulders and dropped me on the bed.

Jk: "I am gonna make you regret even thinking about sleeping with other guys. It turned out that I am not making you feel pleasure." He hovered over me and brought his face near mine as he whispered.

Jk: "I am gonna make you mine once more." And he devoured my lips in a kiss as if there is no tomorrow.

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Y/N: "Wait!! No!! I changed my mind." I said as I pushed Jungkook of off me. Thinking of it, I think that I am not going to leave this idiot without a punishment. I am going to have a revenge on him.

Jk: "You changed your mind about what??" Jungkook asked in confusion. He was still on top of me, his hands placed on the pillow on each side of my head.

Y/N: "You will sleep on the couch for tonight..... and tomorrow as well." I said moving my head to the side acting all cold.

Jk: "W-what?? Weren't I forgiven. You just said you forgave me. How can you say this if you forgave me. This is not how people forgive each other. Forgiving someone doesn't mean to make him sleep on the couch. You are really not good at forgiving!"

He blurted every thing out so quick, to the point that I almost missed everything he said. Well of course except the word forgive. It actually kept ringing in my ears.

Y/N: "I forgave you, but still you need a punishment." I said as I looked in his eyes.

Jk: " Well..... Can you give me another type of punishment. One that will make you feel good. Or pleasure in other words." He said wiggling his eyebrows as he moved his right hand towards my belly. He grabbed the hem of my shirt as he slowly lifted it up. His fingers touching my skin. I shivered at his touch. But no, I am not gonna step back from my decision.

Y/N: "NO!!" I yelled making Jungkook quickly take his hands off of my shirt hiding it behind his back. I pushed him taking advantage of his hand. He fall on the bed sheet, his body bouncing for a bit and then finally stabilizing on it. He kept locking up the ceiling for a bit, then he quickly looked back at me

Jk: "Ok, anything for you babe." He said winking at me and then standing up walking towards the closet. WTF?! What was that just now??!! I looked at his broad back as he looks for a blanket in the closet.

Y/N: " One more thing!" I said making him turn around to look at me. "You are not allowed to call me by my name. Not only my name but also other names that couples use to call each other. Like babe, sweetie, honey and etc. You are not allowed to." I said moving the blanket that was placed on my bed and slipping under it, letting it warm my body.

Jk: "You're cruel! Then what am I supposed to call you." Jungkook yelled and then a pout appeared on his face.

Y/N: "This is what you deserve and you can call me 'My friend' " I said turning off the lamp that was placed on the nightstand beside the bed. hehehe he will definitely get angry.

Jk: "Wtf? We are not friends we are couples, and turn the light back on. I still need to choose a blanket to cover myself with it at night. AND that is Because some cruel people forbid me from sleeping with them which means that no natural warmth will be provided tonight." Jungkook said as he kept glaring at me while his hands were searching for a blanket.

Y/N: "First of all, just take a blanket already I don't have enough energy to turn the light back on. Second of all, I didn't ask you Why so no need to explain. Third, is that I am only cruel with cruel people and thank you." I said closing my eyes, not caring what he is doing and what will his respond be.

Jk: "Fine!! But when will this punishment end. Please don't say for too long. I can't handle it!" He whined throwing the blanket on the couch. I didn't see him doing it, I just felt it.

Y/N: "I don't know yet.... it might be two days. It might be three days. It might also be one week or even one month. I don't really know." I said my eyes still closed.

Jk: "uhhh. You know that I can't do that. I can't stay away from you for to long." He said laying down on the couch and then wrapping himself with the blanket. I also didn't see that, I just felt it.

Y/N: "Come on! You stayed away from me for a month you liar. So please stop acting innocent."

Jk: "u-ummm that was a different thing. I actually used to wait for you to sleep and then try to steal few kisses." Jungkook said giggling afterwards at hi actions.

Y/N: "I don't care! for me it is the same thing." I said a small smile on my face. Even though I said "I don't care" but somehow his words made me happy.

Jk: "Aye, Aye Captain. " Jungkook said in a fake sad tone, acting all hurt.

Y/N: "Now stop talki-" I suddenly got interrupted by the bell ring. I looked towards Jungkook. Wondering if he invited someone at this time, but he looked surprised as well.

I stood up from the bed walking downstairs and straight towards the main door of our house. But Jungkook suddenly grabbed my arm telling me to stay there and that he will check who's at the door.

I stood there not moving, my eyes glued on the front door wanting to know who was behind it.

As soon as it opened I saw my parents coming in, greeting Jungkook and then walking towards the living room.

Y/N: "Mom, Dad! Hi!" I said making them look at me. They didn't look that happy.

Mom: "Y/N dear. We have to talk. Your father has something to tell you." My mom said making me turn towards my dad.

Dad: "Y/n sit down!" My dad said motioning for me to sit down on the couch opposite him. "you too Jungkook" my dad further stated as he looked towards Jungkook.

Jungkook nodded as he sat beside me on the couch.

Dad: "There is something important I want to tell the both of you. That's why we are here today and at this time. I know that it's 11:30 and it's almost mid night but this is really important." My dad said looking to the both of us.

Dad: "A couple of hours ago we were attending a dinner party at our friends house. We were talking about business and other stuff when Mr.Park suddenly started talking about his son's marriage plans. And ..." my dad stopped for a second moving his gaze from us towards my mom and then to the floor.

Dad: "He said that he wants my daughter y/n to get married to his son Chanyeol." My dad said finally moving his gaze towards us.

Jk: "W-what?! Y/n's ex-boy-boyfriend? D-did you tell him tha-that she already has a boyfriend?" Jungkook asked his voice cracking. He wasn't on the urge of crying. His voice was cracking from the sudden anger and shock that rose in him.

Dad: " I told him that and he said 'Let them break up, this marriage will be good for our kids and for our companies'. He actually told me about everything he will do if my company becomes partner with his. And they were amazing ideas. So I-I"

Jk: "You agreed?!" Jungkook suddenly cut my dad of with his deep harsh voice. He is trying his best to not end up attacking my father. He is controlling his anger.

Dad: " Yes, so you better break up with her as soon as possible. I will leave you to decide until tomorrow."

Y/N: "Dad please you can't do that you know how much I love jungkook. Please don't force me into this marriage." I finally blurted something and all of them turned towards me.

Dad: " I don't care! I said what I wanted to say so end everything as soon as possible."

Jk: "What do you mean? you know that I can't leave y/n. You clearly know that I can't live without her by my side. And especially if she is in another mans arm!!" Jungkook yelled standing up the couch and walking towards my dad quickly.

Y/N: "Jungkook?!" I yelled his name indicating that what he is doing is wrong. What ever happens this man is still my dad.

Jk: "What?! Can't you see what he is saying!" Jungkook yelled looking straight to my eyes "he will take you away from me. You will no longer be mine." he moved his gaze a way from me as he further stated. He walked away from my father standing in front of the kitchen door. His back towards us.

Dad: "I am waiting for your breakup news tomorrow. We are leaving." My dad said as he and my mom walked out of the house slamming the door shut behind them.

Y/N: "Jungkook look we-"

Jk: "We what?! Work things out?! Of course we can! I am not giving you to that fucker." Jungkook stated as he walked in heavy steps towards me.

Jk: "I have told you that you are mine before. I have told you that you are fucking mine. No one can take you away from me. Literally no one. I told you all of this when you were talking about sleeping with other basters. You are mine." Jungkook said looking deep into my eyes. He was breathing heavily he looked as if he was running a marathon.

Jk: " How am I supposed to give up on you. How am I supposed to feel when everything is done between us. How am I supposed to fucking feel when I will see him holding your hand again instead of me." Jungkook said as he held my hands between his owns.

Jk: " How am I supposed to feel when I see you between his arms as he holds you. He is going to **** around once more. He took you from me once, and I am not going to let him take you one more time." He said grabbing the hem of my shirt and taking it of. He looked at my eyes then my waist. He grabbed me from my waist with both of his hands, and pulled me towards him. Our faces where inches apart.

Y/N: "J-Jungko-"

Jk: "You know your first time was supposed to be mine not his. I wanted to be the first man that will make you feel loved. I wanted to be the first man that will **** **** to you, not him. I was supposed to be your first kiss. he took all of that from me. and now after I finally got you between my arms I cant let you go. I can't!" Jungkook said his hand touching my waist as his face nuzzled into my chest. Shit I didn't know he felt like that all of this time. MY breath quickened as I felt small kisses on my chest.

Jk: "Each time I trace my fingers on your skin my heart would start beating really fast and my whole body would shiver. I can't even imagine another guy doing this to you. you know every time I imagine that he used to do all of this to you. I feel like there is someone choking me. As if someone is grabbing me from my neck." He said his eyes wondering on my face, searching for my eyes.

Jk: " You know that reaction of yours when you're submissive to me. When you look all innocent and weak between my arms. You know that expression of yours when I whisper in your ears how good you are for me." He said making me lower my gaze to the ground so that he couldn't see my red cheeks.

Jk: " Yes! This fucking expression. This makes my whole brain stop functioning. You know what's the best? When you keep your eyes open looking into my eyes while letting euphoria take over you. Your lips parted, moans escaping from them." He said as his fingers touched my jaw lifting my head up to look at him.

Y/N: "I-I think we have to talk about what we have to do about Chanyeol and the marriage." I said moving away from him.

Jk: "Don't fucking say his name! Don't fucking mention his name!" Jungkook said gritting his teeth. he looked so angry. He suddenly grabbed me from the arm and slammed my body against the wall.

Y/N: "J-Jungkook. Please c-calm down. We can solve this. I am not going to leave you alone. I can talk to Chanyeol." **** I wasn't supposed to say his name.

Jk: "It looks like you want me to teach you how to fucking stop saying his name. Or you know what? I am gonna make you forget his name and forget that he have ever existed in this world." Jungkook said as he lifted me off the ground and throw me on his shoulder.

Y/N: "Y-yah! Jungkook stop it! You cant do that." I said wiggling my body to get off of his shoulder. But Jungkook's grip on my waist tightened letting me know that I can't move.

Jungkook throw me on the bed as soon as he entered the bedroom. He grabbed my legs as he pulled me towards him. He hovered on top of me. His hands grabbed my pants as he tried to push them down.

Y/N: "Y-y-Yah! Y-yah! S-stop! No I don't want this! I don't want it." I said pushing his hands with my right hand and pulling my pants with the other one.

Jk: " You are mine!! I am gonna teach you who you belong to. I am not going to let you go. I am not going to let him take you away from me." Jungkook said pushing my pants down. My hands didn't have that much of power to pull my pants back on. He was stronger. This was the first time Jungkook acted this way. He looked scary.

Y/N: "Jungkook please! P-please stop!! It's a test. I won't leave you. Nothing is true I swear. The marriage thing was not real!" I yelled tears streaming from my eyes, and down my cheeks.

My pants were down my knees when Jungkook stopped. I looked at him and that was when my heart shattered into small pieces. He was sobbing hard. Tears streaming like waterfalls. His nose red as his hair was stuck on his forehead. His eyes were red as well. His hands shaking as he took them off of my pants.

Y/N: "Jungkook" I called his name as I sit up pulling my pants up quickly.

Jk: "Aaaaahhhhh" Jungkook yelled and suddenly hugged my body. "What have I done. What was I about to do to you?! I am so fucking messed up. I messed up everything. I am sorry. I do t want you to go. Please stay. Don't go to him." His head was on my shoulder as he shut his eyes tightly. Tears still visible on his cheeks. His lips were trembling.

Y/N: "Shhhh calm down. I am sorry! It's my fault. Don't worry I won't leave you. I won't let go of you. I am sorry!" I said caressing his hair. He was breathing heavily as well as me. Our sobs were mixed with each other.

After few minutes we calmed down. Jungkook's face was now on my chest. His hands were between his thighs as his breath was coming out steadily. He looked like a small baby.

Aish!! I really feel sorry about what I have done to him. I wasn't supposed to go this hard on him.

Jk: "You aren't lying right? You are not going to marry That dude. This was all a plan right?."

Y/N: "Yes I planed all of this. I texted my parents when you were searching for a blanket and told them to come and tell you those things. I just wanted you to feel what I have felt. I am sorry I went to hard."

Jk: "No, I deserve this. You know if you didn't stop me what would of happened. I would of raped you. You would of have left me after that. You would of have gone back to him once again." Jungkook said looking to my eyes. Tears willed up in his eyes as he remembered what he was about to do to me.

Y/N: "It's ok! Nothing happened! I am still yours. I will always will be." I said placing a peck on his dry lips.

I just understood how crazy can he become when he is jealous. I don't deny that I was really scared when he through me on the bed. But I know that I over did it. I wasn't supposed to gather every bit of his weaknesses and throw them on his face. I really did over doesn't. I think calling me 'my friend' was a fair punishment.

Jk: "I love you!" Jungkook said taking me out of my thoughts. His hands hugged my waist as he nuzzled his face into my neck.

Y/N: "Love you too" I said closing my eyes afterwards.

I love him and he loves me that's all it matter.

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