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Heather Doesn't Want To Be Loved

Chapter 1 My new life after death

At a dark cold rainy night and a thunder full sky Ether just sat in the nearby tree tired while watching the enemy base at it exploded.She looked up and breath slowly holding the side of her stomach,

'My time is up huh?After all the work i have done since childhood it comes to pay off.'

She looked down and look at her bloody hand crying,

'If only i knew this will be my last day,i should have celebrated my birthday with the man who stand as my guardian and grandpa.Also with all my friends...'

She weakly reached to the pocket in the bag behind her and take out a book,she opened it and slowly read it while crying.

'If reincarnation is real,i would accept it even if i became a villainess or a supporting character.'

'I just felt pity for my fans to not manage to completely publish this story,they really want to know who's Fidel real mother.I also didn't know who is it...'

Laughing sadly she looked at the book again and give it a hug for the last time...

Darkness started to consume her and all she can hear is droplets of water,she felt a presence hug her but it felt light.

"Heather..."

The voice said gently.She slowly open her eyes and saw someone who has golden hair like a sun and red blood eyes that will scare you to death,

"Who are you?Why do you know my full name?"

She asked.The girl smiled happily with a sad expression and give her forehead a kiss as she slowly dissapear,

"Live for me will you?It's not your time yet"

Confused,she just looked at her.

"What do you mean?"

The girl just smiled and tears bit by bit fall down her rosy cheeks.Ether run toward her and give hug,she broked into pieces and finally dissapear.

"Take care,Heather..."

After hearing that she fainted and slowly opened her eyes again hearing someone crying beside her,

"Young miss.You died at a young age!"

She looked around her and notice she's inside a box,

'Huh?What's happening?'

"Hey let me out!"

She shouted,banging at the wood hoping someone will notice her.

The maid looked at coffin one last time and saw it moved,

"Huh?Madam t-the coffin."

She said at the crying woman beside her while trembling.Ether can't take it so she forcely open the coffin and stand up tired,she massage her shoulder tired.

"Phew!Finally i get out of there.I almost run out of air"

She put her hand in her waist and looked at them,

"Yo!"

She said cooly,the woman crying stoped and quickly hug her with relief.

"Heather your not dead!God really answered my wishes"

'D-died?'

She slowly looked below her and saw that she's standing on a coffin and jump from surpruse,

"Kyaah!"

From so much shocked she fainted and maids surtounded her worried,

"Young miss!"

"Oh no did she died again?"

"M'lady wake up!"

"Heather darling wake up"

They all worriedly said shaking her gently,until a priest arrive hurriedly to the scene.

"Tell me what's wrong?"

He said calmly.

"Royal Priest,why are you here?"

"I felt a soul coming back so i was right it was from here"

He answered calmly gently caressing Ether hair,he closed his eyes and pray.

'Did you send this little girl back to life for you know that it's not her time yet Father?Then the church shall protect this and so does this child.'

He gently kissed her forehead giving her his blessing,

"I now blessed this child to have god protection,the church shall now protect you"

The people around just looked at him shocked and started to whisper to each other,

"This is the first time the head Priest ever give his blessing to someone,Young miss is really special"

"Yeah,bit it's a pity that the Grand Duke didn't even worried about her"

They all just looked at Ether sleeping face smiling.The Priest stand up and smiled at the woman holding Ether,

"Duchess you can take Lady Heather home now.Don't worry the church will keep this a secret"

"Thank you"

She replied with a smile while hugging Ether tightly.

"Let's change first,we can't let Ingrid know what happen."

She flicked her finger and everybody clothes change,some already helped to stop some of them from crying.

After that they went out the church and said farewell to the Priest,

"We shall take our leave now Head Priest"

"You too Grand Duchess."

Waving at them with a smile in his face.

'Now then,to let the people forget what happen."

His expression change from a lovely face to cold one,all the nun closed their hands together and prayed.

The Head Priest looked at the citizens with a cold expression and started to chant a spell,

"Goddess of Grief,give me your power.Let their mind forgot what they weren't meant to saw,Erase!"

Meanwhile everyone all arive back at the Duke mansion,but at soon as they get out the carriage Ingrid saw them.

"Olivia?Where did you go?And what happen to Heather?"

He asked confused.Olivia smiled sweetly and let one maid carry Ether,

"We juat go to the church to pray,when we're done Heather felt sleepy so we went back.Jane please put the Young Lady back to her room"

Olivia said looking at her coldly,Jane retreat and return back with some of the sevant's peacefully.

"So anyway,Ingrid what did you do today?..."

Feeling confused,Ingrid just looked at Olivia.

'What's going on with everyone today?'

Chapter 2 I'm actually in my own Novel

The next day she woke up in a unfamilliar room,she looked around for a minute and quickly looked across the window.

'It's not a dream.'

'I really did...reincarnate!'

Feeling happy she hold her cheek,

'Kyaah!I knew it reincarnation existed,i'm such a lucky person.'

She sighed and then laid down her bed thinking of something,

'But it's weird,doesn't most people who reincarnated got hit by a truck or her house bruned down.Then what about me?I only hoped for it and it came true,looks like i'm not like does FL.'

She said to herself bragging.A few minutes of silent the the door creak luke someone came in,she hurriedly sit up and only see a maid.

The maid run toward her and give her a tight hug while crying,

"Young miss,i'm happy you didn't die."

"Yeah,b-but i'll die out of air."

She said struggling.Jane quickly break the hug and quickly apologize,

"I'm sorry.I was just so happy,please forgive me M'lady."

Ether sighed and forgive her,

"Alright fine i forgive you,what happen to me excactly?"

The room suddenly got cold and Jane answered her seriously,

"A few weeks ago we thought it was just a normal cold,but day by day you got worse and worse until you cough out blood.Your Mother Duchess Olivia already talk about this to your father Duke Ingrid,but he's so busy that he forgot..."

Ether looked down and smiled bitterly clenching the blanket,

'Forgot?He sure did forget cause he doesn't care,he even wasn't there on Heather funeral.'

Jane notice her sad,she quickly hug her and gently patting her back.

"I won't say anymore if you don't want to M'lady"

Ether quickly shake her head looking at her,

"No,i want to know everything that happen while i'm asleep.Jane,please tell me"?

Jane smiled at her and gently rub her rosy cheek,

"Then i'll continue telling everything M'lady..."

Half a day later Ether just kept on staring at the ceiling,

"So the cause is the original owner fell into the lake and got sick,becuase everyone is so busy at the mansion she didn't dare to tell anyone.Only three days later Jane knew and they immediately called the physician,but the bigger problem is...Who pushed her into the lake?"

She quickly get up and go through the book in her room reading every thing,

'No this can't be.I know i have read this scene before,why can't i get my foot into it?'

She opened an empty book and starts to write something,

'I'll Save The Grand Duke.This is the story i ever last read before i die,infact i made that one.The FL Sophie Talia the Count daughter also came from another world where it's an advance civilization like my old world.Sophie original self is originally a villainess who just got posses by the other world Sophie,but since the soul is different and the other Sophie is kind then the story will change.The only person she should becareful of is that witch,the one who loved the Tyrant Emperor.So shortly the ML is no other than my twin brother Zen Marigold.And the one who will get between their love is the Tyrant Allendis Theseus,the current Crown Prince of the Empire!

She cried inside her heart feeling sad for Sophie,

'Good luck my Fav FL,i think i cannot help you.As an author i can't interupt with the flow of the story,i'm really sorry.But your quite lucky to be surrounded by those pretty boys,i will just give you my best wishes.'

She just kept on writing at the book about what will happen in the future so that she will not forget,

'But if i remember correctly the first chapter is not yet to happen,so Sophie is still a little girl at my age.Also my twin brother is cold so they will have a hard time getting to know each other.After the story ended another one has been created,cause that's my style.But this time Allendis will have a child an illegitimate child actually,also another FL will appear that will love them.But who is Fidel mother?I can't seem to remember who was his first night even tho i'm the Author,mmm....If i remember correctly the only thing Allendis said about Fidel mother is that,she has long golden hair that shine like a sun and a soft body that so fragile.Kyaaah!I get so excited everytime he said that,from all the ML i knew Allendis is my no.1 choice.'

While screaming in her mind she hold her cheeks excited.She stopped for a while and looked at the air thinking of something,

'Beside i'm not like any weebs who ship themselves with every handsome character they saw,the only husbando i really recognize is Allendis alone.Even tho i never play a role in his life,oh my poor life.Why did i even created such a perfect character?A handsome face,a terrifying aura,a ****** until he gets on a one night stand with an unknown woman.Most importantly he's powerful like he can master all elements easily,my fans should thank me'

Followed by a tired laughed she scratch her head,

'Aaahh!What do i do?It's so complicated,should i help her or not?What if that woman appear earlier if i interrupt?What if i get killed?What if?Gaah!I can't make up my mind.'

Chapter 3 The Royal Bird

She bang the table and quickly stand up,

"No i can't do this!I don't want to be a worthless Author."

Confident,she suddey heard something hit her window in the balcony.She carefuly walk toward her window and take a little glimpse to see what is it,

'I can't see it,should i open the window?What if it's an assassin?'

Even tho she's a little scared she quickly put out all her courage to see it,so she hurriedly open the window and saw an injured red bird.She goes to it and gently carry the bird,at first it tries to resist not after she gently pat it's head.

"There,there.Don't worry i won't hurt you,now letvs get that wound treated.'

She put it down her bed and slowly back away going to the door,she peeked out and signal Jane to go inside.

"Jane quick."

Whispering,Jane hurrriedly get in confused.

"What is it M'lady?"

Ether pointed at the bird sad,

"I saw an injured bird,can you help get some medicine for me?"

Jane slowly breath out of relief and smile at her,

"You don't have to M'lady,i'm specialize at healing magic i can help to cure it."

Ether happily smile at hug her,

"Thank you!"

Jane slowly approached the bird and it got it's guard up ready to kill her,

"It's ok,i'm not gonna hurt you"

She said calmly slowly reaching her hand at it,after sometime she finally put her hand at it head and starts to cast speel.

"Goddess of healing Titane,help me heal this poor soul.Healing."

The birds wings slowly regenerate and it quickly spread it's wings flying toward Ether with it's claw.She quickly closed her eyes but it unexpectedly gently land on her arm,

"Thank you little human girl,also you beautiful maid"

The bird said bowing down giving it's respect.Ether just looked at it confused,

'Eh?A bird can speak?'

"J-jane,is it natural that a bird can speak?"

She asked flustered,Jane chuckles realising something.

'I forgot that Young Miss didn't have permission to learn magic cause she doesn't have magic power'

"That's a spirit animal Young miss,it seems that it's lost accidentally hit your balcony window."

Jane answered calmly.Ether just looked at it amazed,

'So it's a beast?This is the first time i saw one,back in my world scientist is just about to discover other world species.'

She sat down the chair and happily pat the bird head,

"What's your name?"

She asked.The birth flys up and she thought it will leave so she felt a little sadness,but little did she know it will just sit in the table.

"I'm Ormerod,your Royal bird"

Ether rest her head at the table and look at it's tag reading the title,

"Royal bird,you mean your one of the Royal guards spirit animal?"

"No-"

He was about to say no until he remember one scene.

"Remember Ormerod if your outside you will not say who you really are,if you do your gonna be a delicious chicken soup."

Just by remembering the words his owner said he shivered,

'I don't wanna be that man dinner,sorry cute little girl but i have to lie.'

"Y-yes,your obsolutely right."

His words got followed by a laugh.Ether looked at him not believing him,she then smiled sweetly like she's clueless.

"I see,so you don't wanna say it.It's ok,it's not like it's an important thing so i can return you to your owner."

Ormerod felt a sudden chills in his spine like the chills he felt when he's with his owner.

'What's this?Why are they so identical?'

"Ah,i see"

She quickly stand up and head straight to bed,

"Then go on,i think you can go home alone now."

She said coldly waving her hand pushing him away,he got shocked and his jaw dropped.

'She's the same as owner!'

He quickly looked at Jane and whispered,

"Hey Miss Maid,help."

Jane just laughed and quickly goes to the door opening it,

"Then have a good rest M'lady!"

A sudden bang in the door and Jane is already gone,while Ormerod just stand there wasted.

'Is everyone who lived here is heartless?'

"Hey missy i wan't to stay some more time.You'll let me right?Right?"

Ormerod said while closing his face at Ether face with his eyes widen.Ether got pissed so she hit him with a pillow and glare at him,

"Fine you can stay,but shut up!I'm trying to think about something."

"Oh,ok,ok.If that's what you want."

He obediently whispered quietly nodding.Ether put down the pillow and burried her face on it silently,

'Aaah!He said he will stay quiet but why is he so loud?What kind of chicken soup is he?'

Sad,she turned her face toward Ormerod and watch what he was doing.Not only did he accidentaly spill the glass of water,the chair also fell which make her more pissed.

Another crash happen and Ormerod broked the mirror,

"Oops!Sorry about that,i will surely try to not damage anything."

Ether just smile but inside of her she's broken,

"It's ok."

'I already broke lots of things in my past life,but since the original owner of this body precious everything in her room i kinda felt that.'

She clenched the pillow and angrily throw it at Ormerod headshot and it pulls him out the room,

'Head,shot.'

"Gaah!"

Ormerod shouted outside.

"Ormerod go back to your owner now,he must be worried."

She shouted with relief and she can finally sleep peacefully.

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