I still remember our first meet. We were both deskmate in our high school. I fall in love with him in my first sight. He really is handsome. I think there was no girl in our class who didn’t fall for him. As I was his deskmate, many girls were jealous of my luck. Well,I enjoyed that very much when they gritted their teeth. He was astonishingly good in study too. I think that's why I fall for him even more.

He didn’t like to talk with girls then much often. Everyday countless love letters were found in his drawer. I never saw him to read a single one. Poor girls!!! Well I was quite happy for this. He didn’t show any interest to any girl. If he had shown,I would've made that girl feel regret for her birth in this world. Everyone in the school were scared of me. Why wouldn’t they? Afterall, my father is a well known gang leader.

Ever since my birth,I've seen everyone terrify when they hear the name of my father. Nobody dares to speak with me loudly for this reason. Not my teachers also. But I don’t live with my father anymore. My mother & I both left my father's house when I was only 3. But everyone still feels scared around me. They don’t usually talk with me unless needed. I have no friends in school. Everyone look at me like I'm some kind of big bully. But I never bullied anyone. They hesitate to sit beside me. So the desk beside me were always empty. Unless he came....)

"Hello everyone!! My name is Jason Li. I just transferred in this school. Hope to get along with everyone.", he said with a smiling face. I kept staring at his face for the whole time. I don’t know why,I felt warm while he smiled. He is worthy of staring. I know many people noticed me staring at him. Maybe he too. He is like prince charming who came riding his white horse to rescue me,the abandoned princess from frustration.

He didn’t talk with me at first. So, I also didn’t introduce myself before him. Days went like this. We first talk after a month during our sports festival. "Can I sit here?", he said. "Sure,If you don’t mind sitting beside me.", I replied. He then sat beside me & for the first time introduced himself to me. " Hi!! I'm Jason Li. I am your deskmate. Nice to meet you.", he said showing his heartthrobing smile again. "Hi!! I'm Suzy. Suzy Stevenson. Nice to meet you too."

He talked with me as if he didn’t know anything about me. But I knew,he heard about me as soon as he came to this school. He didn’t talk with me for the whole month for this reason. This is normal for me. Nothing new. But I was happy as he atlast came to talk with me. Atlast he sat beside me. "I observed you for the whole month.", he said. I looked at his face. " What did you observe?", I asked. "You're not as bad as they say.", he replied. I kept staring at him. "Just a little bit unsocial", he said again with that smile.

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As time goes by, my feelings for him kept growing up. He was like ideal boyfriend material. Handsome face with a heartthrobing smile, hot & tall body structure, a pleasing voice, such silky hair & more importantly a meritorious student. I admire those who have great brain don't know why..... Perhaps because we share the same type of thinking. My academic result is not bad. Everytime I stay in top 5. That's why teachers don't bother me very much.

After Jason transferred to our school, there was a huge change in our result. The top student who never lost his position in any circumstances before have demoted to second. Jason became the top student. He maintained his result till the end of high school. Teachers kept praising him like he came back with victory from a bloodthristry war. I think many of our teachers were his admirer. Why wouldn’t they...after all his character was this awesome.

He talked with me like a normal class mate. Sometimes helped me in my work like he helped others. But many of our classmates didn’t like that. They kept telling him bad things behind me. Well, I guess,he didn’t listen to them. Because,he kept saying me "Good Morning" like before. I was a little bit happy deep in my mind as he choose to ignore them for me. Nobody dared to bully me but they outcasted me almost from everything. So I always had to rely on myself for every information. But ever since Jason kept talking with me, some people will occasionally come to me & help me in whatever way they can. I guess their main aim is not me but Jason.

"Why do you always launch alone??", Jason asked. Suzy replied, "Cause nobody sits beside me." "Then can I sit beside you?", Jason again asked. Suzy nodded her head. Jason sat beside her & started eating. He noticed Suzy separated coriander in one corner of her launch box. " Don't you like coriander?", Jason asked. "No", Suzy replied quickly. "It's good for health. But if you don’t want,you can give me that.", Jason said with smile. Suzy thought for a minute & then gave all the coriander to Jason. Jason thanked her.

After that Jason kept sitting beside Suzy. Sometimes he would eat her launch items. Suzy were happy infact. She would talk about studies sometimes with him. Jason was like that. He could mix with people so easily. That's why everybody liked him. " Want to go to the Library after class?", Jason asked. "Ok", Suzy replied. In the library, they spend two hours in reading. "Finally finished!!!", Jason said while relaxing his body. Suzy then said,"Ok.Then let's go home" "You also finished your study? I thought you would take more time", Jason said. Suzy nodded her head. Actually Suzy couldn't concentrate in her studies at all. All this time she was just peeping at Jason while he didn’t notice.

"Want to hang out together this weekend?I was hoping of going to a Gallery. Interested??", Jason asked. Suzy nodded her head. "Ok, then I'll meet you near the bus station at 8 am tomorrow. Bye",Jason said & headed for home. Suzy doesn’t understand art that much. But she was too greedy to refuse such a good opportunity.

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I didn’t know how we started to get that much closer. We would often hang out together, watch movies, play games, group study & even went for trips. Around him, I could sense a feeling of security. Slowly I get to know him better. And he too. I came out of my comfort zone with the help of him. I started being a social being. People around me started to become normal with my presence. They would also hang out with me sometimes. I am not a loner anymore. Jason often told me that I'm his one of those good friends whom he couldn’t but help anytime. But I was greedy. I wanted to be more than friends....

As our friendship deepened, my love for him kept increasing. Whenever he was in front of me, my heart would beat so fast that I feel it'll explode. If he came near to me somehow, I would blush & keep trying to not face him. My mother used to make launch for me. But I told her not to make. Because I wanted to make launch for both me & Jason. Though Jason had his home made launch that his mother packed for him, he never refused my launch box. He even praised me twice for my cooking. This little compliments made my day.

"You always give me foods...I've become a foodie because of you.", Jason said. I laughted when he said FOODIE. Because I've never seen such a handsome foodie with such a great body. "My mom wants to meet with you, today", Jason said. " What? Today? Why?". "She wants to meet the person who daily cooks for her son.", Jason said with a smile. I immediately blushed. I don't know if Jason had seen me blushing.

I went to meet Jason's mother,Mrs.Li. As I assumed, Jason inherited almost everything from his mother. His mother first observed me head to toe. I was feeling nervous. But she gave me the feeling of relief when she smiled at me & said, "And I thought you would be more chubby. You're too skinny. I think Jason eats all your food & leaves you nothing to eat." She is really awesome. She is very friendly. I call her Aunt Anne. She is such a sweet person. Another person is more sweet than her. Jason's little sister, Alice. She is 5 years younger than Jason. She became fond of me within an hour.

"Sis Suzy,you’re better than my brother. I wish I had an elder sister." , Alice said while pouting. "Why?Is Jason not good to you?", I asked. "Well he is good. He adores me very much but I wanted a big sister who would play with me. Brother only studies all time.", Alice said. Well like this Alice complain about Jason to me. She even revealed some of Jason's secrets to me. She is so sweet that I can't say no to her in anything. Jason is blessed to get such a good & sweet family like this. At that moment, I felt jealous of him. I wanted a family like this. But I wasn’t this much fortuned. My family is....

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