Rozita can you hear me? I’ll always find you. You can’t shut me out. I’m part of you. It doesn’t matter how far you run I’m always going to be in you....there’s no escape I’ll find a way to take you over somehow then you’ll die a quick painless death…. Unless of course, you fight against me...

Rozita wakes with a start in a cold sweat. What was that? She thinks to herself. Her roommate still asleep across the room whimpers in her sleep. It's so cold in this place.

Next month is the start of a new school year at the same school. Next month we could both be auctioned off to be lab rats. That's the tradition at our school after all. I shiver at the thought of that. I swore to protect Lily. If she becomes a lab rat what will I do, how can I protect her then? I’d rather die than see that happen.

I get up and make breakfast for the two of us like I promised her I would. The scarred past she has is not as bad as mine but still bad. I hate that she’s five years older than me but I’m still more mature than her. I’m the one that has to go get her from parties when she's drunk. I’m the one that has to watch money and stuff. I don’t know how she would be without me.

The room we are in is small. Big enough for two beds a TV and a desk the kitchen is one of the biggest rooms in the house with a stove and fridge and sink and an island with chairs and a counter it's very modern. It has a cute window over the sink. The living room just has a couch and TV and a couple of paintings. it's simple, all the rooms in this house are.

I’ve been having dreams about her lately. Not Lily. The thing my dad gave me when I was young, not that I know him, The demon in mind, my body, my soul, the one that makes me thirsty for blood when she’s awake. The one I CANNOT CONTROL. It’s in my head all night. Makes me feel pain and shiver and hide in a corner from everything around me, including the stairs, the air I breathe every day, and all humanity.

At night all I hear is her, the demon that controls me at night. She won’t let me wake till she has fallen. The things I see in my mind are terrible things, not even the strongest mind could withstand the fear that comes and goes, the nightmares are endless. She just won’t stop. I can’t even control my own mind when she has awakened.

All night I battle with her in a never-ending cycle till we both fall from exhaustion. It will never end unless she is killed, but there’s no way that can happen without killing MY soul. aswell I hope none who read this will have to go through what I have because IT WILL NEVER END it's still happening to my friends and family.

My own twin has to be in a mental hospital because of what she’s done to herself because the voice inside her head she almost killed her. She is now getting treated from it, but what none of them know is that the medicine is making it worse, for not unless the demon is destroyed will the voice stop. For not until she dies will her pain stop.

Will the pain ever stop for me? Will I ever be free from the devil in the mind? Hmmmm, maybe.

Back home for that’s where I am most needed. I stay here every now and then to help around the house. It’s where I was born. Today I wake in my sister's room only to see the devil in the mirror, the black long holed cloak she wears, hiding her face beyond the scars some glowing eyes. Have they glow brighter and brighter I close my eyes. After a few minutes with the hopes of being safe, I start to open my eyelids only to find that she has been coming closer and closer ever time my eyes are closed. I must have fallen asleep from all the teaser for when I awakened she wasn’t there and I was in the hospital.

I have now awakened after seeing the devil itself in the mirror of my bedroom. Now covered in mine and my sister's blood I see her…

My sister body lies on the bed next to mine for she has died. As I think to myself, trying to figure out how my sister died I hear the voice in my head say” you. How could you not figure out? I did it. She died in my hands. I told if you tried to fight me you would suffer a death.”

I scream in terror “ why her? Why? I hate you! Why wasn’t it me?”

Everybody looks at me, for I have now gone crazy. After I was done being cleaned and after the doctor sewed my cuts, I ordered them to release me and to let me out of the hospital.

By the time I return home it is 10:32 pm. I was really, really tired, so i went to bed. That night, for when I went to bed I saw a man. The man told me to find him at the park at 3:27 am.

He was very scary to look at. He had big blue eyes, that the eye could see from miles and miles way. Bright green skin, holed cloths, and blood dripping down his face. All though he didn’t speak very clearly,he said to me “ I can help you for in my realm I am called the mind keeper. I’ve helped people in your family specifically before. That voice in your head is very dangerous to have especially if you can’t control it well anof. It will tear you apart in the inside first, then it will tear you apart quite literally. This voice you have controlling your mind is called Ronja. Ronja is the devil herself. Now I can’t hold her off much longer for she grows stronger feeding off the mind the she controls for if you don't stop her now she will over power you and she will control another mind. After she puts you in her army you won’t be able to escape.”

As the voice of the man in my head went away, she was back and once more I was trapped in my own mind. I scream in tear. As she grows stronger than ever before.

It was as if I wasn’t my own person, it was like if I was her dummy doll. Imagen if your not in control of your own mind and you were being taken over by Ronja, would you dis oner everything that you family stands for? Would you go meet the man that might not even exist in this world? What would you do if you were me? Can you even imagine what I’m going through?

“What would happen if Ronja takes over?...” I think to myself “ wait a minute he said something about ARMY… but why? Whose army? What army? He said something like “After she put puts you in her army you won’t be able to escape.” I need to find him and fast…

I wake at midnight trying to remember what the man had said. As I awakened the sister I love most dear was dead...as she lies on her bed with her eyes wide open. I look everywhere, nothing not the slightest sign of Ronja. As I look in the mirror…

“It was me”... I saw my self. Blood dripping onto the floor from the knife I held in my hands. she‘s taking over. What will I do?..

I mustn't let her take over. There has to be a way to stop her, just then I remembered the man in my dream that said to me” I can help you for in my realm I am called the mind keeper...This voice ...is called Ronja.” Ya, ya, I know, I know the voice is called Ronja, but what I don’t understand is why would he come now?

I freeze in my tracks. Suddenly everything goes black, that’s when I see her. “Mother” I shouted out to her as she stood next to the man, but when I look harder something about her has now changed.

Was it her hair? Was it her clothes? Was it her feet? Was it her face? Or was it her skin?

After 12 hours of trying to figure out what was wrong with her I still haven’t figured out what’s wrong with my mother.

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Was her face always covered in a red substance? Is that it? Is that blood? Or is it just juice? Her face? Blue eyes just the way I remembered them to be, her lips, same old color. What could it be? I mean her clothes were a bit torn, but that might be because she’s dead. Her skin is green, like the usual. I freeze in my tracks once more. She’s a ZOMBIE. The man and my mom are both ZOMBIES.

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After 38 hours of trying to figure out what was wrong with mom, I wake in the hospital to find Professor Hamot next to me sleeping. Why was Professor Hamot sleeping next to me. As my boyfriend Jackson rushed through the door The doctor shut the curtains. Now me, the professor, and the doctor alone. Jackson wanted in but the doctor wouldn't allow him. Professor Hamot Began to talk about Mom and him and their first born child. He started to tell me that I was his, he Claimed me like I was a toy.

Not believing in him, I rush out the door. Hopping into Jackson’s car we drive away. As I began to tell him about what the professor told me, that he was my dad, and how I say my mom in my head.

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After I return to the graveyard, where I lived by myself, alone. Growing up alone no mom, no dad all I had was my cat, Lilly…

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Today I find a new friend named Zoey. Now I’m not that lonely. We’re even going to a mall to day to go shoe shopping!