Why.. Why me?! of all people why me? I can't accept this! please Mr Ye help me to cure my disease

I'm sorry Miss Lin you have a none cured disease. I can't help you

But Mr Ye how can I leave this world. All people surrounded by me will be heartbroken. Please just add my life a little more I'm begging you Mr Ye. Why I'm ended like this? my heart breaking into pieces thinking that I will leave behind all my love ones and leaving this world in a very young age of 20. I'm more afraid of living him behind how will I tell him that I am dying.

I always fell dizziness I can't eat well, I always vomiting and my hairs not normal its falling slowly. What happened to me is this because I'm dying. I'm not working right now how will I face my friends and specially him. his calling me every minutes. But I can't accept his call I don't want him to know that I'm dying I don't want him to suffer like what I'm doing right now. this is my day 2 and I have 48 days left what should I do. "ring ring ring"

Miss Lin what can I do for you?

Mr Ye Why I fell pain all over my body?

I'm afraid Miss Lin that's the symptoms of your disease and I can't help you to eased the pain.

how will it last Mr Ye?

I don't know either Miss Lin all we can do right now is to wait until the pain you fell disappear.

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Miss Lin?! Miss Lin?! what happened. Are you okay? Miss Lin! are you still in the line?

Yes I'm still her Mr Ye My Head just suddenly hurt like hell.

Miss Lin you need to rest and I suggest you tell your family your situation now.

OK, Mr Ye I rest now, But I don't know how I tell them what my situation now bye Mr Ye.

I can't sleep thinking how will I tell them that I'm dying. what will I do I'm afraid that they can't accept my fate of life. there heart well be broken for sure and I can't help seeing them broke there hearts because of me please help me lord to tell them what well happened to me in 47 days pass and help me to be brave to endure this pain I feel right now. all they thought I was Just In vacation to relax but I'm right her fighting my life to survive in 47 days. How will I rest If my mind was like to explode in any minute, and all of me is in pain physical and emotional. I am slowly dying my phone rings every minute I know Its him who calling but I can't answer his call right now. How can I talk to him In this situation I can't stand just lying in the bed and my voice. I don't want him to worry about me, I'm happy to know that he always care of me.