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Kill Me Once Ok, Kill Me Twice Not Going To Happen

Ch. 1

Hospital.

Berlin, Germany

Every single person in a certain Hospital in berlin is so busy doing their own things. Doctors are doing their usual rounds. Nurses will come here and there, some nurses and doctors are taking their breaks and gathered into a group discussing fashion, latest happenings in the country, economy, celebrity gossips. And some are discussing the changes of the weather everyday.

In a certain room from a private ward number '3055'. The girl that has been unconscious for almost a month that was declared "good as dead" and hopeless case by the doctors has slowly opening her eyes. she felt a bit pain in opening them. blurry. too bright. she automatically close her eyes again because she cannot take the brightness and after a while she try to open them again. white ceiling, walls that's painted white. a smell of medicine everywhere. beeping sound..

'this is familiar' she thought

too familiar actually because she's always been in the same situation almost every once or twice a year. blacking out and waking up in the hospital its not new to her.

She quitely observe her surroundings trying to remember the last event that has happen to her.

'thats weird'. She cannot remember a thing, she frowned trying to recall her last mission when suddenly she feel like her head will split into two ,a terrible headace what she hates most. while holding her head, a strange memories and an unfamiliar scenes and events keep coming and rushing through her like a flashback..

"Ungrateful daughter your worthless !"

" What a useless granddaughter of Fings. your not good at anything !! "

"Well you may be born as a Fing but your as stupid as your mother thats why you dont deserve to be in this family"

"You dont deserve this, since im here now i will take everything that belongs to you hahaha"

.....

"We need to send her abroad to get rid of her and to stop her from shaming the whole Fing Family"

" How can you do this, this is our own granddaughter !"

"Mom if we dont do this im afraid that she will keep causing troubles. This is for her own good."

After like forever it suddenly stop. She held her head trying to figure out what just happen. She suddenly open her eyes and quitely get up from the hospital bed and slowly approach the brown bathroom door from the right side of the room. she absentmindidly held the door knob when she reached it and open the bathroom door. inside the bathroom she slowly walk and stop in front of the mirror wants to confirm something.

Staring back at her is a beautiful but skinny pale looking girl. Curly brown long hair that seems natural. Pinkish white skin.Oval face, thick eyelashes, curly eyebrows. Round brown eyes thats quite chinky at the end. Natural full red lips thats pouty.

A perfect example of a good looking asian woman. With all the curves in the right places, even if looks malnourished its still visible. She's actually as tall as her. like those models on runways. wait Tall as her? what? She look closely on the mirror. Slowly touching her face, her hair , lips and every inch of her body. And what shocks her the most is the reflection on the mirror is doing the same thing. 'What the foxtrot is goin on here!??' her eyes god bigger at the strange situation that she is currently experiencing. she cannot believe it. No. its impossible.

'There's only one way to find out'

she thought. Her solemn eyes sudenly turned fierce and she slowly raise her right fist and punch the mirror. She felt a slight pain from her right hand. 'oh.?' looking at her injured hand thats bleeding 'so this is....' she look back at the mirror again staring at it absentmindidly for some time and a sudden realization came to her. this is not a hallucination nor a dream. She cannot explain it. But its seems like its really happening now. she and the person that she's seeing on the the mirror are the same. This is crazy that even science cannot explain. Even if someone undergo a plastic surgery you cannot change the body proportion.

She keeping tapping her lips using her left thumb, thats her mannerism whenever shes thinking deeply or trying to solve something. So seems like the memories earlier are from this young girl. So this girl have met an accident and a victim of -hit&run- and it took time for her injured body to be taken to the hospital. Theyve thought that she's in coma but actually shes dead on arrival before theyve even taken her to the hospital.

But what she cannot understand is why shes occupying this body now? this is so "dramalike" "novelstories" and impossible to happen in real life. She is not a believer of miracles and magical things, like in rumors that a man who's already in his dying breath suddenly came back to life because her 6years old daughter keep calling him and bla bla bla..Thats a pure rubbish. Shes ending someone's life like nobody's business, when she feels like doing so or when she feels like they deserve it , depends on her mood actually. so if she slash someone else throat she did not feel any slight guilt because if they die they die thats their fate. which means that its a god's well, because God did not stop her. So her being here there must be a reason behind it. Well? she shrugged it off. why not go with the flow instead 'its a waste of my braincells if i think about it more, nevermind' too lazy..

"Well forget it. ill cross the bridge when i get there"

she calmly went back to her bed and lie there quietly closing her eyes again planning to sleep. Sleep is more important than anything, second to food. after some time she open her eyes again remembing the memories of the young girl with same name as hers and mumble

"This girl is so unfortunate allowing her self to be trampled just like that, youve just waste your life and died just like that. Well may be thats your fate to die miserably but the good thing is you can rest in peace finally and no need to fight, to survive in this cruel world. well me, been doing that for life and im used to it.."

"since im in your body now ill take over from now on and i will do what ever i want and you. you may have your peace Fing Lian..

nonetheless ..dont worry ill take care of your unfinish business" she mumble as she slowly closing her eyes and slowly drifting to dreamland. a cold gust of wind slowly leaving her room..with a bright light

.....

Ch. 2

According to the memories of her body. her name is Fing Lian 19years old, a graduating student of Business Management in an infamous university in Berlin Germany. a sole daughter of Fing Tao and Ming Fie. Fing family is a wealthy and famous family in Country S. Her father is the eldest son of Fing family which means that they have a higher expectation from him to chose a wife from a wealthy family too but unfortunately he chose her mother which is a College Professor that came from an average family. Her father fought for her mother untill they finally got the approval from the Fing family especially the eldest member and the head of the family Fing Lao her grandfather.

Everything is going well theyve had her, and although her mother loves to teach, she resigned from her job to take care of her and her father. Her mother is a beauty and has a blood of a spanish mexican thats why even if shes from an average family countless suitors from a good family are lining up to her. But she chose her father because she saw his dedication and passion while countinously pursuing her, so eventually she fell inlove with him too.

Although theyve got the approval, and her mother became the Second Madam of Fing Family some members of Fing Family still treating her mother as an outsider and without respect. her mother managed everything in the Fing housholds like the menu for the breakfast,lunch and dinner. if there is an event shes the one who will orginize it. If there is an important Visitor she serves them, almost like a slave to the fings. Even if shes tired from allday work. she never failed to serve her father , arranging everything before he sleeps,listen to his story, massaging him untill he fell asleep

Untill oneday her Grandfather from her mother side died, so her mother has to go back to her hometown to take care of the burial of her grandfather and has to take care of her grandmother as well who is ill due to the emotional break down caused the sudden death of her grandfather. Her mother went with her father but because her father is the current CEO of the Fing Company he has to go back first.

Eventually after a month her grandmother follows so her mother has to extend her stay in their hometown, but unlike when her grandfather died, her father did not go.

After her mother settled everything she went back to Country S witnessing the most shocking event in her life that changed everything. When she opened the Masters Bedroom, the Masters bedroom where her father and mother stays, In their own bed where his father whispers his sweet nothings to her mother, where she listen to his plan for their future where she build her dreams with him lies her father and Wang Mie the head servant whom her mother basically pick up from the street with her daughter full of bruises. The same woman that her mother helped and give a shelter out of pity. Her mother held back her emotion and tears that time and slowly closed the door.

In dinner time his father was actually so shock that her mother already came back and feel panicky afraid that his wife already found out his affair with their head servant. He love his wife so much you cannot question that but sometimes she dont have a time for him, her wife is always busy doing this and that and so on. he have needs too. He need her attention Althought he understand why shes always busy. He needs her affection too, someone to talk to when he has a problem in the office, to share his stress, someone to lift up of his mood when his down to assure him, tell him that it will be alright, her attention ,the way she takes care of him, only him before. It may sound selfish but he miss it so much longing for it but they've barely talk this past few months. so when someonelse show it to him he did not stop his self or hold back even if he feels guilty. He felt that his alive again.

The past Fing Lian is truly affected of what happen to her parents before because even if she is occupying her body. She's also feeling a little pain like some ants are crawling to her heart just recalling what happen years ago.

7 YEARS AGO

* Dining Area *

The family of Three Fing Tao, Ming Fei and Fing lian are quitely eating at the dining table. and at the right side of the dining area is Wang Mei the headservant who's standing , attending to them like she usually do, filling their cups when its empty. waiting if any of them needed something. Everyone can feel the unusual awkwardness unlike before that it used to be lively when they are in the dining table . Fing Tao was wondering as well. usually his wife will be the one who'll start up the conversation asking what happen to his day if he likes the food, putting dishes on his plate, refilling his cup when its half empty but untill the dinner finishes she did not say nor ask anything and just quitely sitting in front of him. So he took the initiative to start a conversation.

"Honey i'm sorry that i was not able to pick you up, how was the trip? are you tired?" he nervously ask but still no response from her wife

Ming Fie still silent as before. After some time she slowly lift her head looking at him directly. Fing Tao feels like something is amiss and he does not like the way she look at him... too calm, and her eyes seems like not shining anymore

"Fing Tao.." dropping the indearment and she coldy gave a side glance to Wang Mei

"Do you remember the things that we've promised to each other?" She smile at him, a sad smile like reminiscing a good memories

"Honey.." his shaking, he feels like something bad will happen

" I've promise that i will stay with you for riches or poorest, and in sickness and health, ive fulfilled all of that , aint i?" She smile at him indifferently without waiting for his answer she continue

"And ive made you promised one thing right? to not ever lie to me, or if your not happy anymore you will talk it out with me. even if its a small thing..." she directly look at him in the eyes as her tears slowly dropping one by one. She look at him like he disappointed her

"Honey what are you talking about?"

"This is the last time that im going to make a dinner for you..ive already arranged the things that you need tomorrow in the office, anyway someone else will do that from now on right?" she look at Wang Mei "Am i right Wang Mie?"

"Second Madam.." Wang Mei look at Ming Fie nervously

"Honey whats wrong?"

She ignored all of them and she call the youngest servant. When the servant came she's dragging along with her a two large suitcase and a two small bags..while the youngest servant approaching Ming Fie..Shes slowly getting up from her seat like she's not in a hurry and urged her daughter Lian to get up from her seat too..she look at Fing Tao again

"I will not stop you from being a father to Lian aftreall you are still her father"

"Honey whats the mea-"

"And Ill ask someone to send you the divorce papers " as she turns her back elegantly walking to the entrance of the main door. But Fing Tao followed her and walk with her side

"Honey whats the meaning of this? Do you not love me anymore? Why are you leaving me?" And when theve reached the main door his already holding her hand like his dear life depends on it. he cannot afford to lose her, this cant be...

without facing him Ming Fei says

"You know how much i love you Fing Tao but you still chose to betray me, Let me ask you too do you really love me? Im afraid not. you dont know how to love. you only love your self."

She use her other hand to get rid of his hand holding on to her

"Goodbye Fing Tao...if there is a next life i hope that our paths will never cross again.."

Ch. 3

After Lian and her mother left the Fing Household theyve rent a small apartment near her school. And her mother came back to her passion and that is teaching. Her father continue coaxing her mother, begging for forgiveness and asking for a second chance, though she can feel that her mother still loves her father, her mother still file a divorce. But her father refused to sign the divorce papers and continue his affair with Wang Mei.

Because of the conflict on her family. And her cousins constant bullying from the school. Lian's grades drop very low, thats why her grandfather hates her more.

Although her mother is still married, there's a lot of man admiring her in her workplace which frustrates Fing Tao more, since her father can't take the jealousy anymore. He vent all of his frustrations to Lian. he start to ignore her and divert his cares and affection to Wang Meilin the daughter of Wang Mei to make Ming Fei regret her decision.

He even adopted Wang Meilin legally to be his daughter so Wang Meilin became Fing Meilin. He gave everything to Meilin that he supposed to give to Lian Which added to Lian's depression.

Fing Meilin transfer to Kennim University the same School of Lian. She besfriend lian and Lian trusted her with all her heart and treated her as her own sister but Lian is not aware that Fing Meilin keep slandering her behind her back and she's the mastermind of her ruined reputation. Lian been accused of sleeping with her professor to get a higher grade, got drunk allnight and slept with two boys, cheating on exams and so on. Lian realize it too late and she keep lashing out and reacting violently when Fing Meilin acting like she cares for her, so people around her keep misunderstanding her and they are thinking that Lian is the one bullying Fing Meilin. Since Fing Meilin is quite popular at the school. Lian gained a lot of haters.

One day Lian has been called out at the Fing Residence. She's so happy that finally her father noticed her and she's also excited to see her grandma Wei which she loves so much. But for the firstime in her life her father hit her and that is because of Meilin.

Fing Meilin keeps on provoking her so when she cannot take it anymore she push her but unfortunately Meilin fell to the pool and was almost drowned. She keep explaining that its not intentional and Meilin started it but her father did not believe her. and accused her of being spoiled brat and attention seeker.

When her father cannot take it anymore because Lian has been constantly visitor of the desciplinary office heve decided to send Lian abroad to avoid another scandal to tarnish Fing Families reputation, which turned Ming Fie furious. Sheve threaten Fing Tao that he has to sign the divorce paper if he will do that. Due to the pressure of Fing Family and constant fuelling of Wang Mei, Fing Tao decided to sign the divorce paper.

Lian and her mother left Country S and went to germany. Her mother try so hard to support her education because she believe that, thats the only legacy that she can leave to lian when she gets old.

And a months later when theyve arrived in germany. theyve stop receiving a financial support from Fing Family.

Lian try so hard to do well in her studies so she cannot disappoint her mother and for her father to be proud of her again. Sheve took up Business Management. Everything is doing well for years, she's actually a graduating student but some unfortunate things happen. when her mother is on a business trip with her boss. Lian met an accident which lead her to comatose for almost a month..

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