i was 17 ..... when this first started ...this might be due to my family's worst scene since i was a child ...

on 26 March ... i woke up with a thought that i would have a great day and walked out of my bed to wash up on the way my lil- brother was crying and in his eyes there was more fear then tears when he saw me ... i said what happened jimmy he looked really scared and said to me what did you do to our father ...... i was unable to remember. anything so said what did i do ? you almost killed my father he said ...

i was in shocked i thought how could i have done a cruel thing like that. i was not even drunk last night ......

I thought he was joking so i ignored him and said come lets have breakfast lil bro...

he was scared but he came to the kitchen with me ...

He said in a small voice mom and dad are at the hospital as you broke dads one leg... last night you were like a gangstar drove out dad car and went out in a rush after you went out mom called ambulance and took dad to hospital .....

what are you talking about i broke your dads leg... haha in my dreams ..... pinched my self and found that i was not dreaming!

mom and dad were really at the hospital....

i called mom she picked the phone and started shouted at me. ..... "you are getting really spoiled 😜 and we need to talk about this when i come back home👺..and hanged up the phone . she sounded really pissed off. i was worried about it so i went to hospital ....... i took my lil brother with me also..... when i reached hospital i saw that dads leg was really broken.

i was worried about mom

when i entered the room the room became very silent dad also looked a little scared of me .... i went near him and said that i m sorry but what happened....but within seconds i got a slap on my cheeks i turn and saw it was mom. she said how dare you raise hand on him .she was really frustrated she said Jonathan and i are married so he is your father who taught you that you can raise hands on your father....

i was like mom .. what are you talking about I don't even remember what happened....

she sat down and cried beside dads bed 🛌....

i went out of the room ... (I heard my step dad was telling to my mom what kind of monster did you marry to that you have a son like that it is all your ex husbands doing and bla bla ......

on the other hand i was really confused .... so i attended a doctor but the stupid doctor said you need to control your alcohol and he didn't even check what's going on with me... it might be because i gave the scent of Alcohol 😜 i didn't know why that scent came from me also ..... so i was really confused and i couldn't remember what happened the night before.... its like waking up and finding my self as the culprit of my dads broken leg........ my life became like

solving the Pandora's box...

soon++++

At first. i didn't believe i checked the date and it was 30th March not April first 🤯 so i got a lil scared also i went to my cousin brothers house he was a psychiatrist i told him that . i said that i 'm loosing my mind i can't remember what really happened last night (i came from school i had a little fight with my friend and when i came back home dad was scolding mom and they were arguing i ignored them and i went to my room and I slept i heard noise from moms room mom saying if you want to kill me..kill me ... and more ... i fell a sleep again and after that i was the culprit for my dads broken leg in the morning please help me ..

He checked all of me

it took 4 hours to analyze, and with a worried face he came like all the doctors in movie. i guessed that sth was really fishy. he told me to take a sit .....

At that moment my brain got numbed and i felt like he was going to say you don't have much days left to live.... i started imagined thousands of things..

..

(cousin brother)

He broke the silence and said this is lil- mind destrubing but don't worry you will heal with time ....

you have (MMDO) mental dis-order ... i was shocked so i said what!!!! you mean i have mental problem...

You can say that but its not really mental problem its mental issue.. only 5% of the people in the world has this issue its like you turn into another person according to situation ...and it could develop due to many reasons your family might be the reason for you..

The surprising thing is ,you cannot withstand someone weak being bullied by others .... and beats up the person who is bullying .. you might be thinking that you are weak but you become strong when you change ( for example you beat your step father who is a gym trainner and broke his leg) you become really strong when you change ...

and about this cure it will heal with time ... i need to find out about your other character also .

so after school you need to attend my clinic at 4:00 .. ..but at school she would look after you she is also a student and works as parttime nurse .At school she will record your behivour

i said hi didn't even look at her looked down on her feet..

lots were going though my mond about my sickness.. and in my ans a beautiful voice came and said hi ... with that voice she got my attention i looked up immediately and i saw her ... she was the transfer student who came in my class for whom i fell for .... looking at her felt like ... i have seen so many girls before this one but took no one seriously but she was the first one that i fell for...

(lisa)hey 👋 are you lost i m saying nice to meet you i m lisa what about you.

i was like i...i..

He is Sam he is my brother ... said (CB)

i m sam i said .... nice to meet you i said i took my paste to hold my face up... i hope you would be a nice person to look after me... sure she said you are my patient i will do my duty best to take care of you and keep your records you should also co

operate with me

yeah sure i wanna get well thank you for your support ..

i left the the room because i felt really hot 🔥 inside because i had a crush on this girl from the first day she came in my class....

i went back home 🏡 with a smile just like a stupid person... my soul was dancing inside me. i felt like i was going to brust with happiness.. i forget about my sickness totally ...i felt that now is my time to get attention from my crush...🥰🥰🥰 i was really happy i reached home about thinking about her 😊.. when i reached home .. (mom hugged. me and said i m so sorry my son ... i m really sorry its all my fault i shouldn't have married again i caused you all this pain) .... i said mom don't worry i be fine nothing to worry i m totally fine .... i will heal with time don't worry .. i went back to my room with a smile.....

(After that day it was like father and mother Never created problem when i m home because they New the monster inside me is waiting for them to make problem 🏡 my step father treated me like his own son...)

The school day ..

The night before school i couldn't fall asleep as well because my adrenaline kicked in and i was so excited to meet lisa i was starting to get ticklish feeling all over my body thinking about her ...

i fell asleep around 1 in the morning ..... but bec of excitement i woke at 4:30 early .

sleeping only about 3/5 hours. i waked up early first thing i did was i took my toothbrush and went inside my bathroom i took an hour there dont get me wrong i was practicing how to say hi to lisa ....(you guys know right how it feels when we speak to our crush some cheeks becomes red,someones feet gets numb and some gets heated up.)

now it was about 6:30 when i finished washing up i went out and had my breakfast 🥐😊 and again brushed my teeth so bad smell 🙈 wont come out of my mouth i never used perfume before but today i picked my dads perfume and used it i was smelling better than usual ...i moved out of there with a good feeling that i will make her fall for me......

i was in my imagination with her i was imagining lisa purposing me and i ignoring her but accepting her after sometime 😅 really high thought right but i was really imagining

sam(main character or me)

i came out of imagenation only when bus driver called me sam are coming or planning to go late for school...

i said i m sorry i went to school on the bus with a strange smile i was smiling strangely..(i was totally lost that day just imagine you traveling on a bus and seeing a man 🤠 smiling by him self you guys would think he is a freak ....)i guess i was really acting like a freak that day...

with a brake the bus broke my imagination into pieces i was on the floor everyone 😸 laughing at me and some got my pics i become famous on first day.....