delighted army
Namjoon loved flowers and to his luck their was a flower shop just opposite his house adjacent to a coffee shop,, he would go there and sat by the table outside the coffee shop so that he could see all those flowers including the florist..
"how can a man be this beautiful" he would say to himself from time to time,, he didn't care about his sexuality, he was busy being alone,, nobody really liked a clumsy man who would literally break everything he touched ...
He used to imagine himself being a florist, learning how to make a special bouquet from the beautiful florist, but never tried,, he didn't trust himself,,one thing he could do well was writing,,
He started writing a novel of two blind boys being each other's strength and fighting against the world... Everyday he would visit the flower shop, buy a flower the florist would suggest and sat on the table getting a cup of coffee,, and writting on his diary...
This was his everyday routine almost,, rest of the day he would be in his house,,, crying, fighting with loneliness,, trying to cook food breaking things,, crying, falling asleep,,
