29th December 1998.Dear diary

This is my new life, my new friends, new family and of

course a new school.  After whatever

happened to my past I was deliberately waiting for new life and with new people

around me. Thanks to my grandmother who agrees to took me in when the whole world turned away from me

even my mother and father. Although I am

naughtiest girl in the world but that was not my fault nobody believed me not

even my parents and my best friend Eva. I guess she was never my best friend. I

am sick of those fake friends who was around me just for the sake of money.

Thankfully no one knows me  here at my new house. My grandmother keeps her

lifestyle down and you know what I like here a small cozy apartment with lots

of love and care and I can do whatever I want unlike my previous golden cage

where I was prisoner for several years. This place is heaven on earth on the

top of this my dear grandmother always cook cookies with me and later we enjoy

them at the sunset  point. My grandmother is lovely lady. She is tall,

beautiful, loving, caring woman. I love her more than my parents and anything

else. She is very understanding she is the one who handed you to me saying I

can write my secrets here on you everything hatred, anger, love and even about

boyfriends. Can you believe my grandmother talking about my boyfriends and  yes she

is that cool?

So, diary let me give you a name I cannot call you

diary. As you are given by my grandmother so you will be called piggy my secret

keeper. I know this sounds a bit old fashioned but I like it this way. So, piggy yeah,

my new best friend I hope we can continue our journey till the end. So welcome on board

Oh, I forgot to introduce myself I am Emma second year college student a use to

be bad girl who was kicked out of her own house by her own parents without her

fault. My life was a tragedy never got any luck with love, nor my parents’

brother, sisters or any boyfriend. I am trash as said by my parents anyway the

things about my new college is quite well everyone seems to be welcoming and

helpful. You know piggy I never thought people can be so nice to strangers I guess

I have to learn a lot how to live in this beautiful world.  So, piggy let’s get along well. Wish me luck

and I will see you tomorrow bye good night.

Emma come down for dinner child said grandmother while

opening her room door. Sure, said Emma. What you doing dear asked grandmother, nothing

grandmother writing my first diary entry. O that’s good now hurry up dinner is

getting cold and I am too hungry. Sure grandmother just a sec. Emma closed her

dairy and went with her grandmother to eat.

30 December 1998

Dear piggy

Today my day was awful. For the first time in my life I

woke up at 6 am without the alarm clock my grandmother was shocked she even

thought I was ill and I was not comfortable last night in my new house. I

assured her everything was fine.   She

felt relieved. Since I woke up early today my grandmother asked me to join her

morning work which I happily agreed. We got dressed up at went outside. The

morning view of this place is even more beautiful. When we reached park, my

grandmother meets her friend her name is  Mila and yes Mila aunty was

not alone in the park she was with her grandson and damn he was so hot I almost

sweat in December. I was lost in thought when grandmother wake me up. Mila aunty

introduced me to her grandson. His name is Richard and my joy double itself when

I learned that he is enrolling in my college. I was overjoyed but I tried to

cover my excitement and act like I don’t care you know girl’s thing. After our grandmothers

left, we were left alone. There was awkward silence for at least ten minutes. I

don’t want to start the conversation because I don’t want o be seen as

desperate girl but damn that silence was killing me. So, killing my all the self-respect

I started the conversation. You know he is a quite boy. By our small talk I can

tell that he is a boy living in itself and I find it so attractive. I can’t

tell in words how attractive he is. About one hour of small talk I feel bored

and thankfully our grandmothers came. We were living for our home when Mila

aunty interrupted us and ask me to accompany Richard to college on the way. Oh,

damn I don’t want that small boring talk for two hours but still I agreed because

I was obsessed with his looks. So, we got home I got ready for college ate

breakfast and was ready to leave when there was suddenly knock on the door. I

opened the door and saw Richard in front of me. He was dressed in red jacket and

yes, he was expertly hot again. I kissed goodbye to my grandmother and left

with Richard. On the way to the bus stop I was trying to talk to him but there

he was again with one-word answer. I was boiling with anger but seeing his

looks I decided to give him a chance. After the we got on the bus I was again

trying to talk as I don’t want to get bored because my college was two hours

away and boy I failed again. If you don’t want to talk then you can tell me

directly why giving one word answers I hate them the most. I took out my

earphones and started listening to music. He looked at me and smiled a little.

I don’t care now I hate him so rude and arrogant. This is it piggy I am sleep

now I will talk to you tomorrow good night my best friend.