There I was at home, tweeting away and bored out of my mind. It was the middle of the summer, I was home alone, my apartrment had no electricity because of power outage and to top it off, it was freaking hot. Having enough of it, I got up, took some clothes and went to shower. I hated showering in the summer because I didn't know what type of water to use. Cold water was a no-no since I was such a chicken, hot water was just a plain stupid and lukewarm water was mission impossible with our deranged shower.
So I finished showering and was still enjoying the feeling of being refreshed. I got my phone and noticed a message. 'Could it be? Could I have someone texting me? Oh dear!' I think to myself using a fake as hell ladylike British accent.
"Do you want to go the beach?" My bff Alice texted me.
"I can't. I'm not properly 'groomed' for the occasion if you catch my drift." I texted back.
"You don't have to drive! Lazy ***" I could practically see her rolling her eyes. She knew I hated driving and saw right through my lie. 'Cmon it was summer and it was hot; grooming was a must. Driving on the other hand was Satan.
"Is Jake driving? I don't want to be a third wheel." I inquired.
Jake is her boyfriend. He is a pretty awesome guy and they aren't the kind of couple that have the need to feel up each other all the time, but still I don't want to intervene. Beside, their Lovey-dovey vibe totally messed up with my forever alone vibe I got going on.
"Stop being dumb plz we're coming. Get ready and wear something cute :-)" She texted.
"Alice, What are you planning???"
No reply. That little...
Nevertheless, I got ready. I wore my swimsuit and prepared a bag with things I would need: cream, towel, will to live..... Goddammit. Why am l feeling I'm missing something?
The bell rang and I opened the door fully expecting to see Alice. Standing in my door was this specimen that had me at a loss for words.... And I'm never at a loss for words.
He is absolutely gorgeous, casually standing there, in his black jeans and white t-shirt, towering above me and sporting a devilish smirk. Me being 5 feet and 2 inches tall meant it was very hard to have someone towering over me and that alone would have impressed me. But adding into the equation his overwhelming perfection and aura.... This is so unfair.
The best part? He knew he was irresistible and that I was fawning over him. God, his confidence is attractive and annoying at same time.
"Can I help you?" I asked him, raising my eyebrow and throwing him some attitude. He furrowed his eyebrows. One moment I was drooling, the next I was totally nonchalant. Yup, I'm a good actress.
"I'm Tae, are you Y/N? He gave me his flirtatious smile. Curse him, he is delicious.
I kept my mask up.
"Park Y/N for strangers, Y/N for friends" I replied with an edge to my voice.
"How do you know my name and address?" if he is a creep, I will kick his *** no matter how fine it is.
He smirked, his gaze unflattering, "Alice asked me to come and pick you up. But she never told me that you were this..." At this time he clenched his jaw. "....beautiful."
I freaking blushed.
Oh, he had game, I admit it. But nonetheless I don't believe him. Everything about him screams player.
"Let me ask her." I whipped out my phone.
"They are downstairs, Don't you trust me?" We start making our way downstairs. My apartment was on the second floor so it wasn't necessary to take the elevator.
"I just met you. Of course I don't trust you." I answered back. I mean the world is full of weirdo's. And yes I was one of them, But That adds to my cuteness duh. Yeah, I have issues.
" Well that hurt's Y/N-ah." He puts his hands over the left side of his chest, where his heart is supposedly broken, Cheesy.
"My God did you really do that?" I shook my head, a smile grazing my lips.
"Huh?" He looked confused as he turned to look at me. He is too handsome as a devil, isn't he?
"That things everyone does in movies and novels and all that..." I clarify. "Does that really works with girls?"
He was surprised and for the first time he smiled normally. No smirk, no flirting, just a genuine smile that made him that much more attractive.
"Honesty it does. Girls love sappy things. That combined with my irresistible good looks...."
".... And enormous amount of modesty." I helped him out.
He stopped, looked at me then we started laughing.
"Smart-*** Y/N-ah" He said half smiling.
"Don't call me that.... kid!" I lamely counter.
He looked amused, "What kind of insult is 'kid'?"
"Not really an insult, you are really a kid." I raised an eyebrow.
"You..."
"Oh, there they are!" I said cutting him off.
As we reached outside, I saw Alice making out with Jake near his bike. I turned to look at taehyung and he looked just as uncomfortable as I was feeling. He shrugged at me but thankfully they stopped suffocating each other and turned to us.
"Y/N!" Alice exclaimed and came to hug me.
"Hey, Ally!" I hugged her back.
"We are going to have so much fun." She exclaimed looking excited.
"Hey Jake!"
"Hey Y/N!" Jake returned my greeting.
"So where are we going?" I inquired.
"We are going to 'XYZ beach'. They say it's awesome and you can rent umbrellas, surf boards, small boaty thingies."
We all laughed at that.
"Sounds awesome, Where is the car?" I started looking around the almost empty parking lot.
"We are taking motorcycles." Ally said.
My eyes bulged out. "But I don't know how to drive a bike."
"You won't drive it Y/N. Jake will drive me and Taehyung will drive you." She explained.
"Who is taehyung?" I asked confused.
"I am." taehyung was shaking his head in amusement.
That one was so obvious I am kicking myself mentally. What the hell is wrong with me?
"But I'm..."
"You will be fine Y/N! Taehyung is an amazing driver." Ally assured me.
"No I...."
"You can walk if you don't want to come with me." Taehyung scoffed.
"Very funny Taehyung!" I glared at him.
He rolled his eyes and head to his bike.
I heard revving voice and Jake and Alice were on there way. These traitors, I turned back at taehyung, taking a deep breath and making my decision quickly.
"Only because you are my only choice." I told him as I got behind him in the bike, being careful not to touch him.
"Hold on, you are acting like a princess" He scoffed.
That little... So I'm behaving like a princess, huh?
"Just drive!" I said while holding on to bike.
"Don't blame me if you break your pretty face princess."
He revved the bike and my hands flew to his shoulders instinctively, probably hurting him with my nails. That's 'not touching him' situation just flew out of a window.
"Wrap your arms around my waist and retract your nails please." he scoffs.
"Well if you would've driven like a normal person,I wouldn't have hurt you with my nails." I spat back.
"Do you wanna try driving us there?" He retorted.
"I probably would do a better job." I scoffed angrily.
"Jeez, you're such a delight to be around."
I gasped. "And you are such a ray of sunshine!"
He was tensed the whole time. I could feel him, his muscles underneath his thin t-shirt. I was regretting the way I was dressed. My shorts were very revealing and my bare legs and kind of cold because the speed we were travelling with.
He was annoying though. And breathtaking. I was kind of a jerk before. This situation is pathetic. Why do i alienate any guy who shows interest in me, especially him, I'm self-sabotaging here people!
"We're here." He sliced through my thoughts.
I was so lost in my thoughts that I notice we were there and I'm still sitting in the bike, my arms still around his waist, and my face too close to him that I was overwhelmed with his amazing scent. Busted!
Reluctantly, I move my arms from him and get off the bike. I can practically see smirk on his face.
"You were pretty comfy back there. All pressed against me.I gotta say, you work fast" He approached me leisurely, Confidence oozing out of him, with that damned smirk on his lips.
"The things a girl has to do in order to survive" I spat back. He looked amused while I tried not to smile. God his mood swings were contagious. We were making the way to the beach, towards that traitor friends of mine that I have.
"It's not like you were doing a very good job at seducing me really. I was expecting more from you honestly." he continues teasing me.
"Oh trust me bad boy wannabe. If I wanted to have you-"
"You really came." Ally interrupted us. Good thing because we were bordering on flirting for a bit there. We frowned at each other and turned to face her.
"Yep, I'm going to swim." I said, leaving my bag near Ally's things, removing my clothes quickly, leaving them with my bags, and made my way towards the water.
It was almost four o'clock, the place wasn't very crowded and the water was just perfect. I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath and straight towards ocean.
When I was waist deep, I plunged into the water and started swimming and letting go of my pestering thoughts and a strange feelings.
Suddenly, I feel something on my foot, my heart jumps on my throat and I stop. Looking around I couldn't see anything. God don't be a jelly fish, please don't be a jelly fish.
Then, a head emerges from the water infront of me. I screamed until I saw it was just taehyung. He starts laughing out loud may I add while I frown at him.
"My God, your face." He said mid-laughter. "So funny."
Is that so? I reached to him, taking a deep breath and pressed down on his shoulders, submerging him and me completely. He was surprised, so he drank a lot of water. Serves him right.
I let him up, gasping for air and absolutely mad.
"What the hell was that for?" He yells.
"Sucks to be the one getting pranked doesn't it?" I laughed and quickly turned my back and tried to escape him. He laughed behind me and started swimming too. Oh shoot!
He reached out, enveloping me in his arms, flush against his chest and then turned me to face him. The boy with the face of angel and the body of greek God is looking straight into my eyes and let's say I'm practically drooling at the moment.
I looked up to his eyes, and he knew I was checking him out. He didn't let me go, still holding me tight. What even is personal space? Nothing, absolutely not necessary at all around him.
"Let me go." I tried to be decisive but it came out to be a whisper. The feel of his skin against mine was mind-numbing. What is wrong with me? I just met him today. I never do this. And again I have never met someone like him.
I don't think you really want that Y/N." He said slowly his face mere inches from mine. How did his voice gets so deeper?
"Don't...." I begged. I really wanting him to, but I felt like I was just another one of his conquests.
"I'm sorry." He let go of me. "I just thought..... Never mind."
I started making my way out of the water.
"Coward." He muttered to himself, but I was close enough to hear it.
"What?" I turned to him.
"Nothing." He responded and turned away.
"I'm not a coward taehyung."
"But you are! Whenever you're close to live in a moment, you turn away. Why do you do that?" He asked, curiously looking into my eyes. "What are you so afraid of?"
"I don't know what are you talking about?" I avoided his gaze, I did know. I did it every time. I pushed people away, I shy away from every situation and as much as I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't.
"You do, Right now, You are so scared to live a little and follow your instincts. I don't want to push you into anything, trust me. But if you continue to live your life like this, everything will turn into a 'What if?'. And there is nothing more regretful than that." He turned away.
He was right. As much as I hated to admit it.... I like him so much and like always I was always I was not doing anything about it.
I quickly made my way towards him. He was too distracted to notice me. I touched his shoulders turning him my way.
"What do you...."
I put my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. His eyes were confused so I did the only thing I could..... I kissed him. He wasn't responding so I pulled away.
"I'm sorry!" I exclaimed. Shit! this is what I get for putting myself out there. Goddammit!
"You should be. What the hell was that?" He Was puzzled.
"I thought you wanted kiss.....you know.... a kiss?" I responded in jumbled mess. I avoided his gaze and turned my head. Can the earth... in the case sea just open up and swallow me whole?
"That was a kiss?" he asked.
"Sorry! You don't have to be jer..."
He shut me up by brushing his lips to mine, barely touching.
"This is a kiss."
And with that he pressed his lips against mine, the cold in them slowly disappearing while we got more into it. His lips tasted like heaven, so sweet and demanding and molded against mine. One of his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to his chest.
He bit my bottom lips and I let out a little moan. He was encouraged enough to take this to a next new level. I could feel his tongue joining in the mix and for once I wasn't going to get scared. I wanted this and I would like to follow my instincts.
I let him in, the taste of him is so addictive. I joined him and he made this sexy sound that just felt so enticing. I wrapped my legs around his waist while he let his hands rest on my thighs.
I absolutely couldn't get enough of him, his taste, his touch.
We pulled away, our breath erratic and my heart - scratch that - our hearts beating like crazy. His breath fanned my face as he looked at me.
"That was...." I honestly was at a loss for words.
He smiled at me so genuinely, it warmed my heart.
"I know." He said.
"I knew you were hot but a great kisser too? That was just a surprise."
He looked amused. "You think I'm hot?" he asked, narrowing his eyes while his grip on my thighs tightened. My oh my.
"You're totally kissable." I winked at him. He laughed out loud, sound of it so joyful.
"You're too cute for your own good." He gave me a devilish smirk saying that. Could he be any more irresistible?
"Well, well, well. Look who we have here?" I turned my head to Ally and let go of Taehyung. They meant this to happen, didn't they?
This is so awkward.
"We look like prunes so we'll head out." taehyung told Alice and Jake while putting his arms around my waist and dragging me away. I wouldn't hear the end of this from Ally.
The End
Omfg, He is soo annoying ! ! ! Serves me right for idolising his stupid *** to the point of no return... Oh yeah you don't know who he is, Well let me enlighten you.
Give or take a month ago, I participated in a small one day conference about some program that I had no idea about until that day. However I thought I'll participate because I have nothing better to do. I mean don't get me wrong; I have friends but school was about to finish and I really wanted something different to do with my summer. And this program that allowed us to travel, visit different places for free and payed us for organising event's for teens seemed amazing. Why? The activities were so fun and the people were so cool and embracing. Can anyone say best job ever?
The first day we were divided into groups to work and put together some activities as well as put them into action. My group however had only two people: Me and Jimin. I was hoping Jimin would not be in my group....Why? Because he is just too cute that it's distracting and pretty much everyone had a crush on him, including me truly.
"Hi, I'm Jimin! you're Min Y/N right?" He said with a cute smile. I didn't even see him get here. Wait, did he know my name?
"Hey Jimin! everyone calls me Y/N." At this point we were smiling at each other until someone said "Excuse me!" with the most annoying shrill voice I have ever heard. Or maybe I thought that because she interrupted the moment.
"Am I interrupting something here?" The voice said again. I wanted to say 'yes and get lost' but I decided against it.
I turned to her and with the fake smile said, "No not at all....Hi I'm Y/N, And you are?" I kindly said extending an arm.
"His girlfriend, isn't that right babe?" She clinged to him. My mood just did an 180. He looked at me like he was sorry. But again that might be my imagination.
"Yes." He said and awkwardly patted her shoulder. I inwardly chuckled while looked furious. "This is Lina."
"Are you in the program too?" I asked her, while chanting 'please no, please no...." repeatedly in my head. At the moment, I had totally forgotten that Jimin was dating Lina even though I have been at the same as them for about 3 years. Way to let go Y/N. Now say bye-bye to Jimin and stop daydreaming about him because he is already taken.
"No I'm not! but that doesn't mean my boyfriend isn't off limits." She bit back 'B*tch!'
"Lina, what did we talk about?" He let out a puff of breath. Clearly this was a common occurrence.
"I'm not gonna stand here and watch her flirting with you shamelessly." She screeched.
"She isn't!" he calmly replied.
"Whatever!" And with that she left.
"I'm sorry for her behaviour." he frowned while rubbing the back of his neck.
"It's okay." I smiled back reassuringly.
"See you tomorrow!"
"Yeah see us!" And with that he left to go after her. Tomorrow we would leave for our first stop and officially starts the project.
Two months of working with him.... two freaking months, travelling and spending most of time with him. Oh God!
*************
I got up early in the morning, my bags already prepared the previous night. Mom drove me to the bus station and gave me long bone-crashing hug. Well, I really love how comforting this was for me.
"Be safe and call me as often as you can, Okay?"
"Yes, I will. Love you Mom!"
"Love you too kiddo." She replied. "Now go before the bus leaves."
Taking my suitcase, I hugged mom for the last time and left towards the bus. There were only 4 people out 20 that we were supposed to be. I sat near the end of the bus and takes out my earpiece.
Not more than 5 minutes after, I felt someone sitting beside me. I looked at my left to see a cute face smiling at me. so I smiled back.
"Morning my partner in crime!" He gave me childish grin, like he really mean it and he was so proud of what he said, that made me feel like pinching his cheeks.
I just smiled and said, "Aren't we are happy today?"
"More like free." He mumbled to himself. But before I could ask him what he said? He asked me, "What are you listening to?"
"Imagine dragon, I mean 'birds' is just amazing!" I really do love that song.
"Hey I like them too. Lend me an earpiece."
And that was we did for the rest of ride. Listen to music - he has very good taste - and just talk about random stuff. He is pretty nice guy and smart too. I'd think that good looking guys didn't really have a personality, but he was pretty well rounded. After quite time I felt very tired and excused myself to rest for a bit.
"Y/N! Wake up." a gruff voice said to me.
"Five more minutes." I said back and lifted my hands to stop that weird alarm clock that oddly felt so soft. Someone chuckled, and the vibration of it made me shake a little. Wait a minute!
I open my eyes, finding my head on a shoulder and my hands on his kissable lips. Wait what? Snap out of it! He has a girlfriend.
"I'm so sorry!" I said while straightening. His arm fell from my shoulder. Why was his arm even on my shoulder?
"No problem!" he smiled and got up. My cheeks were so red by now. I hate how much I quickly blush, I swear they are traitors.
************
Checking in our rooms, we found out that teams would be roommates in order to increase understanding and help them to connect to each other. That almost gave me a heart attack. But they won't put a girl and boy in a room together. Right? I mean we were the only ones with that problem since other teams have four or more peoples.
But again this isn't high school, so we did have to share room....
"No, worries Y/N! I'm already used to being your human body pillow." He winked at me and then laughed at my red face.
"You're such an assho*le!" I said laughing.
"You love it!" He bit back and I just shook my head in amusement.
Entering the room I frown, When I only see one bed.
"Wait, are we in right room?" I frowned.
"Let me get the manager." And with that Jimin left the room and returned after 5 minutes later with an old man.
"Thank you for coming sir. So this room has only one bed." I stated waiting for him to pick it up, but clearly he didn't. "And we're two people..." I said to him.
"I don't see where the problem is. You and your boyfriend can share." My eyes were as wide as soccer. Jimin laughed and pitched in.
"Well sir we're not romantically involved so we don't think sharing a bed is appropriate." then the cheeky b*stard added "At least she doesn't."
That made them both laugh while I was red as tomato and glaring at in his direction.
"Sadly, there are no other rooms available." The manager said. "This is a very busy time for us."
"I understand." I nodded. The manager left and I was left alone with Jimin in our room, in front of bed that we would share, me internally freaking out while he seemed very amused.
This ought to be an interesting trip.
************
"Okay, so you need to learn the new dance for tomorrow." we had finished unpacking bags and putting most of clothes in their rightful place, considering we will be staying here for about one week.
"I wanna rest." He groaned and fell backwards on bed, his feets still touching floor. His body covered three quarters of bed.... How we are supposed to sleep there together?..... "and the trip is longer than I expected." He finished his rant, while I was preoccupied with my own thoughts and the fact that his revealed his defined midsection, Have mercy, he is so toned.... Don't drool.
"Yeah, I know right." I looked away, doing this weird mix between a chuckle and a grimace for my prolonged contact. He didn't seem to notice thankfully.
"I'm just gonna rest for one hour and then we can start. Is that okay?" He asks, propping himself up with an elbow.
"Yeah that's fine." I smile. "I'm just gonna walk around for now and check out the place, I slept on the way here."
"You sure you don't want to rest with me? I don't bite.... much." he gave me a loop-sided devilish smile.
"No l-I'm good." I stuttered. "I'll just walk and explore the place a bit."
And with that I left the room while he plopped on the bed again laughing to himself. Making my way downstairs, my overactive imagination started working. Am I crazy or he is flirting with me? I mean he has a girlfriend, so what was his deal? I mean sure she is annoying but nonetheless, a relationship is a commitment that he should respect, Or maybe I'm just daydreaming here. Yeah, he is pro-
"I'm Sorry!" I said as I stumbled into someone.
"No problem!" A cute guy answered back. "I wasn't really paying attention where I was going either." He added, his dimpled smile showing. Wow he was so cute.
"I'm Y/N!"
"Hey Y/N I'm Namjoon! I work as a guide here at the hotel."
"Do you guys have a lot landmarks here?" I asked curiously since I have never been here.
"Yeah we do, Landmarks but most importantly breathtaking natural beaches." He smiled down at me. " Do you want check out closest beach?"
"Yes of course. I haven't been to the beach in ages!"
The next hour I spend with him, talking and telling him about about his job, and surrounding areas, stories etc. It was very entertaining to be truthful. Afterwards we decided to go back to hotel, considering Jimin must be up by now.
As we entered into the main hall of hotel, I can see Jimin looking around until he see me. He smiled at me and then frowns when Namjoon came beside me, making his way towards us.
"I had really good time Y/N." Namjoon smiles at me. "Hope we can hang out again."
"Yes, I'd--"
"Where were you?" Jimin interrupts, looking a bit mad.
" We just..." Namjoon started but quickly interrupted by Jimin.
"I asked her." Jimin bit back, surprising Namjoon and me.
"Just walking around, We went to the beach and it was so beautiful." I smiled.
Jimin narrowed his eyes at me, What is wrong with him?
"Well stop playing around, We have to prepared for tomorrow." he scoffed. I frowned at him.
"Let me say goodbye to Namjoon and I will meet you in room." I bit back frustrated.
"I'll wait so we can go back together." he narrowed his eyes.
I said goodbye to Namjoon and apologised for awkward situation with Jimin, and went to my room leaving Jimin . That was too embarrassing. He was behaving like a kid.
"Y/N wait!" Jimin called after me. I said nothing because I was sure I would blow up in his stupid face.
"What was that about?" I raised my voice at him.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"That weird passive aggressive behaviour towards me and Namjoon?" I clarified his stupid hot ***.
"I don't know what are you talking about." he scoffed, "let's start the preparation for tomorrow dance."
"Fine!" I scoffed back. "I already have a choreo ready, so you can see it, then we can work on that."
"Okay, start." he said nonchalantly as he sat down on the bed. While I stood in front of him after starting the song.
The song was Latino, had a very nice beat, and was pretty well known. So the choreography was somewhat sensual. I could see his face through mirror. looking at my every move and gulping when spicy moves were performed. It was very entertaining to watch him like that, but he should be used to it by now since he must have done/seen similar choreography in dance classes.
"What do you think?" I asked him when I finished my dance. I was breathing hard by now. Serves me right for not stretching before.
"I have few reviews," he stated.
"Firstly, that dance is way too sensual. Secondly, maybe we can make it into pair choreography." he said while walking leisurely towards me. I went to restart the song.
"Firstly, it's not that sensual, secondly we can make it into duet, it's actually a good idea." I agreed with him on second part When I turned back he was right in front of me, half smiling and his eyes were dark, I gulped....
"Okay let's start." he gave me a smile. as if to let me know he knew he made me flustered ,Stupid Jer-k.
For the next hour we danced and fought over the moves, normal stuff until it was midnight and decided to call it in. The moment I was terrified of....
*****
So I went to change in bathroom while he got to change in bedroom. Finishing up with my before bed routine. I went back to the bedroom. Only to be surprised by ***** back. He will be the end of me, I swear.
So I did what I considered as right and awkwardly coughed to let him know my presence in the room, so he can put something on. But I had no reaction from him as he continued to put away the clothes in small cabinet.
I honestly wanted wanted to yell 'Freaking put one of those shirts on!' but I didn't because it would be even more awkward.
" You can take the bed, and I will sleep on floor." By this time I was practically already drooling over him, so this took me by surprise.
"What?" I snapped out of it.
"I said if you're done ogling at me, you can take the bed and I can sleep on the floor." I could not see his face, but I bet my life saving that he was smug right now.
"Pretentious much!" I scoffed, "I'm not ogling at you, as you so nicely put it."
And then he turned around. If I had let it, my jaws would hit the floor.... Yes he was that breathtaking. But I acted unaffected which made him frown.
Usually in this moment I should have been wearing some skimpy sleepwear, just like in movies and books, but I wasn't. I had my baggy polka dotted pyjamas, and my hairs was all over place, I guess that made him smile.
"You look adorable." He laughed and ruffled my hairs, while I frowned at him.
"I know!" I said and turned around stalking towards the bed, realising I was acting like a kid, his wholeheartedly laugh in a background, Makes me smile. Why I'm I like this?
I got in the bed, he was trying to find extra blankets to put on a floor. Assuming his quest was to no avail, he frowned and scratched his head.
"You can stop with carton-like quirks and sleep with me." I said as I immediately realising how I sounded, He laughed out loud.
"I would never realise how easy it was to get into your bed." He wiggled his eyebrows.
"You know what? Maybe you should sleep on hard floor. it knock some sense into you." I bit back.
"Please, don't act like you are innocent in what you said." he teased me some more.
"For your information, saying innuendo is something I do all the time but I swear I don't mean them! I only realised them after I have said them...." I sulked.
He laughed some more, "I think this will be a fun."
"Shut up, and get this over with!" I said as I realised my dumbness when he burst out laughing and I don't red as tomato.
"Yes dear!" he said as he got into the bed.
Yep this won't be awkward at all.... Note the sarcasm, even though it's hard to miss.
To Be Continued.
I am pulled back into consciousness after a night of delightfully satisfying sleep, by a goddamn annoying ray of sunshine that just so happened to fall directly into my closed eyelids. Why dear Lord, do you choose me as the butt of you jokes...? And yes I am overreacting, but what do you expect when I am woken up in an ungodly hour of the day in the most annoying way possible?
I try to shift a bit failing miserably in my attempt. Wait what? Why is moving an inch suddenly a task I am unable to perform? Am I paralyzed? Oh no finally all my complaining and taking the Lord's name in vain have caught up with me. Goodbye oh cruel world! I don't even know why I'm so overdramatic today.
During my mental rambling I feel hands wrapping tighter around my waist. Wow that feels so nice! Wait! what? Hands? Coming to my senses I feel a warm body on my back, snuggling me to death. The person's even breaths are very calming while they inhale and exhale in equal intervals of time. Duh you imbecile they are sleeping! Their soft breaths tickle my shoulder making me giggle a little bit.
What the hell is wrong with me? I am being snuggled by a stranger, maybe a rapis- oh wait... The logical side of me makes the connection that I am in a hotel room and that I am sharing said hotel room and bed with a most definitely annoying and hot Jimin. The same Jimin that I have an infatuation with and the same guy who has a bitchy girlfriend who weirdly enough resembles a villain queen bee in a movie. (wink-wink).
I let myself relax just a tiny bit into his comforting embrace until i realized three important things:
One: He is dreamy, adorable and completely swoon-worthy.
Two: His girlfriend is a real b-witch.
Three: But he is in a relationship with said girlfriend and I am not the kind of girl that would steal someone else's significant other.
Realizing those three important truths, I let myself enjoy one last second of his hugging skills and detached myself from him. At least that was what I was trying to do, but it proved to be easier said than done. No, it was not because I couldn't make myself let go, it was because he was hanging on to my waist in a vice-like grip, which just became tighter as I fought with him.
After some time trying to escape his embrace, my big polka dotted shirt, just started riding up even more, until my midriff was exposed. Thank God I had opted to wear my pants or else this would have been extremely weird. Feeling his arms wrapped around my bare midsection was giving me feelings that I should most definitely not have for another girl's boyfriend, and feeling him all pressed up against my back wasn't helping my case either.
"Jimin-ah." I whispered lowly, fearing I would scare him or annoy other people in other rooms. Turning my head over my shoulder, his face was closer than I had anticipated. No I didn't accidentally kiss him but he was no more than five inches away from my face. And let me tell you that he was unbelievably yummy from this proximity and angle. His eyelashes were shadowing over his cheekbones, followed by his dimpled cheeks and pouty lips and a jawline that can have a nun drool.Add to that his unbelievably lithe bare upper body and you have a drooling Y/N on your hands.
"Jimin-ah." I tried again a bit louder. He heard me this time, as indicated by the little cute furrowing of his eyebrows and snuggled his face in my shoulder coming unbelievably close to my face. I gulped... just a little bit more and... I turned my head right back and breathed heavily. Feeling his bare arms moving to hug me tighter against my bare torso didn't really help me in the hyperventilating department. "He is not yours, he has a girlfriend" was my heartbreaking mantra by now.
"Jimin wake up please." I pleaded with him.
"Just five more minutes babe." He answered sleepily and snuggled closer. I tried not to melt at the nickname that was unfortunately not meant for me. He probably thought I was Lina. My heart broke a little bit at my realization. "Jimin you need to let me go." I pleaded with him.
"No just... please let me sleep." Was his gruff sleepy response. My god his morning voice... shut up Y/N. "Jimin it's Y/N..." Not Lina I added in my head.
"I know babe just two more minutes." At that my blood ran cold. He had heard me right? Knew it was me... and still called me 'babe'? What the bloody hell was that?
"What the hell is wrong with you?" I yell-whispered at him, using his surprise to make my escape, getting off the bed and facing his sleepy form sprawled on the bed. That dumbo had practically stolen my entire side of the bed. I tried not to 'aww' at his adorable sleep and confusion filled expression or at his disheveled head of hair and kept my pissed off expression.
"What is wrong?" Don't swoon at his gruff voice. Argh that annoying dumbo. "You are unbelievable!" With that I went into the bathroom, picking up my swimming clothes on the way. I showered, brushed my teeth, put on my clothes and went out the bathroom door.
"Y/N can we talk about this?" Blake pleaded with me as soon as I went out. Thank god he was fully clothed or I would smack his face. "No there is nothing we can talk about. You..." I contained myself from calling him a cheater. He was making me side with Lina and that just fueled my anger even more.
I picked up a towel and left the room ignoring his pleas to "talk it out". Annoying prick. Who does he think he is? Who does he think I am? I am not his side chick or whatever. How can these people live with themselves. Freaking unbelievable. Serves me right for idolizing his stupid *** to the point of no return. How will I keep working with him now. Just breathe and don't murder his ***.
By now I was making my way towards the beach. The beach was beautiful, even more so now in the morning. Yes a swim will make me calm down and think of a solution. Taking in the blue that overpowered my surroundings, I felt myself calm down, I felt my breaths even out and my blood come to a controlled simmer instead of the boiling state it was before. Approaching one of the umbrellas prepped up on the beach, I let down my towel in the supporter. I removed my clothes calmly, setting them by my towel. Breathe Min Y/N.
The sand crunched between my toes as I started walking towards the shore. The water came in tiny crystal clear waves that did nothing to disrupt the heaven around, as it timidly kissed the sand. The relaxing waves spread their state towards my being and I felt the water on my toes. The cool of the water made me shiver just a tiny bit. It was cool not cold, but beyond that it was beautiful and serene as my anger just melted away. Sure I was still not okay with Jimin but he is not my problem and I am extracting myself from that situation. Right now I will just enjoy this heavenly place.
Building up some more courage, I take another step into the sea and look down at my toes submerged into water. I do that again and again until I am waist deep into liquid crystal. Looking down I can still see everything. My feet, some tiny fishes, a random seashell and my reflection... that last thing made me frown. A brown haired and brown eyed sad girl stared back at me. When did I become so sad? I tried a smile on. That looked even worse. It was like holding a paper mask of a smile on sad eyes. Eyes do indicate a lot about a person. I dropped the fake smile and stared back at me, the real me who just so happens to feel sad. But maybe that's okay. You cannot expect to be happy all the time and sadness doesn't feel great but it's still an emotion that happens. So why do we try to hide it so often? Because we don't like dealing with things I suppose, because we like lying and saying that we are okay even to ourselves, because we don't want to feel pain. But we do..
Snapping out of my trance I look towards the horizon and take a moment to breathe in deeply. I will figure this out and I know that I can do it, that I can keep respecting my values and myself. Nothing happened and nothing is going to happen because I can handle this shitty situation and I will. Feeling determined I submerge into the water and swim a bit of my frustration out. When I'm done I start heading towards the shore with a newfound sense of certainty.
Heading towards the umbrella where I put my towel and clothes on, I notice a person next to it, realizing it was Jimin and having no other choice but to confront him and get my clothes. Approaching the umbrella I can see frustration and sadness in his face. 'What is he feeling sad about?' I scoff internally.
I wasn't going to be the one talking because I had nothing to say to him. I reached to get my towel, feeling his hand on mine. Without turning towards him, I let go of my towel and slip my hand out of his.His expression fell considerably and his eyes turned stormy.
"Y/N-ah ..."
"Don't call me that." I enunciated each word. "That nickname is reserved for friends."
"Why are you being so hostile?" I could hear the hurt in his voice. Did I care? No, not really.
"Because what you did was a really fucked up thing." I said calmly, but I could feel my fuse about to blow up any minute.
"I am sorry. I honestly was not conscious and whatever happened in the bed never went beyond a hug. I swear to God I am not that kind of guy."
"I am not talking about that." I bit back finally turning to look at him. His expression hit me hard, he really looked like he was miserable. "Even though sleeping like that with a girl who is not your girlfriend is incredibly uncalled for."
"But you said we could share a bed. And I thought-"
"Yes we could share a huge bed, each occupying a side. Not sharing my side of the bed, you snuggling into me like your life depended on it."
As I said that his eyes went wide and his face fell. I could see the hurt portrayed into them and it almost made me take everything back. But then I remembered why I was mad which fueled my stance.
"I'm sorry. I thought you felt differently about me." He finally admitted. I freaking knew it. His lying *** had been flirting with me from the get go. Was I really the one he was interested in or was he just using the fact that we ended up in the same room together?
"Felt about you?" I laughed incredulously. "How dare you even... I honestly pity her. As annoying and confrontational as she may be, she is right because you made her that way. It's such a shame what you're doing to her and I honestly think she is better off without you."
"Who the hell are you talking about?" He asked angrily. Oh so now he was angry huh?
"Lina, your girlfriend, remember?" His face was beyond surprised. "The one you introduced the other day?"
"You mean my ex...?" He said slowly.
"No your girlfriend Lina, the queen bee you have been dating since forever!" I raised my voice a bit and walked closer.
"We are not together anymore. We broke up..." He seemed confused and practically portrayed what I was feeling. Broke up? What... When? But .... Huh?
"What?" I asked incredulously.
"Umm yeah we broke up." He raised one arm, scratching the back of his head. What was it with him and his cartoon-like quirks? "Can we please sit down?"
At that he fixed up a towel on the sand and we quietly sat in front of each other cross-legged. He seemed somewhat nervous and quiet which was incredibly unlike him. I always associate him with positive emotions, which makes this situation so much more out of the ordinary.
"We were having some hard times, just fighting and being on each-others throat. She never really trusted me around anyone as you witnessed the other day. She will get jealous about anyone I come into contact with and finding out I was working with a girl and especially that that girl would be you, really tipped her over the edge." He finished slowly.
"What do you mean by 'especially you'?" I asked confused but at the same time much calmer.
"Well, you are not that ugly." He joked, making me punch him lightly which made us laugh together. Realizing the sense of yearning I felt towards that feeling truly caught me by surprise. Our laugh died down to a peaceful smile.
"You my dear Y/N are truly beautiful - if I am allowed to call you that." He chuckled a bit. "And me and my tenth grade crush working together was apparently too big of a threat to my ex." Wait...Did he say crush?
"So we decided that our relationship had become unhealthy and we broke up. All of this happened the day she blew up on you, after I ran after her." He finished.
"How does that make you feel?" Did he miss her? Did he still like me? God I am so dumb for judging him so quickly.
He gave me an almost radiant smile that made me all fuzzy inside. I fought back my grin just to fail miserably. God we were so sappy.
"I have to say I am finally unafraid to truly be myself." He confessed. "I can talk to people without looking over my shoulder, I can wear something else besides button downs and most importantly I can finally follow my heart and go after this really great girl that I have been infatuated with for quite some time." He finished with an excited glint on his eyes.
My face fell and I didn't try to cover it up. He was already into another girl...But I thought that-
"What are you thinking about?" He asked me earnestly.
"Huh?"
"You always run off mentally into your own world and you get so lost in your thoughts." He pointed out. "Where are you running off to? What are you overthinking? Just please tell me."
I was incredibly baffled. In the midst of my mental war -whether I should let him know if I am hurt he is interested in another girl and that I want to try make us work- I feel his big warm hands cover my own. Looking at them and then back up at him, I caught the glint in his eyes.
"You know the girl I was talking about is you right?" My jaw dropped figuratively and literally which made him chuckle. "Judging by your expression I am going to say that you didn't. You have always been a little unobservant haven't you Y/N?"
I just nodded my head in awe at him which again made him laugh.
"You are too fucking cute for your own good." He said as he started diminishing the space between us. His face up close was a true work of art and it reminded me of the morning situation. His breath fanned my face and his scent conquered my senses. How can someone smell so good and comforting?
"Now what?" He asked when he was just a hair-width away from me, lips just lightly brushing over my own as he spoke. My breathing hitched in my throat, realizing he was waiting for me to make a decision.
"Shut up." I whispered back and brushed my lips against his, feeling his lips move against mine. After sharing some light kisses, I moved over his lap, straddling his hips, trying to feel him closer, placing my hands around his well-built shoulders. He appreciated that as he placed one of his hands on my neck and the other on my thigh and teased my bottom lip, making me repay the favor.
Soon we were giving long haphazard kisses as I felt his tongue tease my lower lip, asking for permission. I let him properly taste me, feeling his open lips against my own, trying to get as close to that fluttering feeling in my chest as I could. Eventually we had to breathe so we pulled away and I hid my face into his bare shoulder as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
Huh, he seemed to like my waist a lot. We really were under-dressed as far as first kisses go, considering I was still in my swimming suit and he was in a tank top and swimming trunks. That did nothing to calm down my tomato-red cheeks. Did he feel the same way?
I pulled away from his chest to look at his face. His face was a depiction of happiness as his eyes were full of glee, dimples on full show and a smile stretched on his full kissable red puffy lips. I am assuming mine were the same. Involuntarily my expression mirrored his, as we burst in a fit of laughter, me still straddling him... I really should get off but he was so comfortable.
Out of the blue he wraps his arms around me and lies back, pulling me on top of his very swoon-worthy frame. I let out a squeal that soon turned into a giggle.
"Still too fucking cute." He said with contented look on his face. I sat my hands on his chest, letting my chin rest on top of them, just looking at his gorgeous face.
"What?" He asked somewhat consciously but still happy. I loved that emotion on him.
"I really like you too." That made his smile fully blow out. "And I am sorry for the way I acted. I honestly thought the worst."
At that he rolled us until I was laid on my back, him on top of me and in between my legs.
"I should have clarified everything beforehand." He smiled down at me. And then his face took up a devilish look, one that made him extremely dangerous and very desirable. My oh my. "But I also have to admit I love the position in which everything fell into place."
Damn his teasing and the effect it has on me. Yes weirdly enough when the guy you have been pinning after for two years, confesses to you, kisses you and then teases you via innuendos is on top of you, you tend to get a little hot and bothered.
"**** I love it when your eyes darken like that." He snaps me out of my daydreaming. "But we gotta go, the activities will start in an hour."
"Just a little bit more." I whine.
"Don't ... " He whispers. But I ignore him and pull him towards my lips, taking full advantage of his kissing skills, something that he doesn't seem to mind and is willing to share with me. Being the quick learner that I most certainly am, I make sure to repay everything I learn. But you can never have too many study sessions, am I right?
"Don't ..." I whisper which she ignores and pulls me towards her. How could I ever not get tempted by her?
THE END.
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