Hello my name is Makayla  I'm the daughter of the Ming family we have money and a big house but my life isn't so great I live in a villa just at the top of the hill. My life is like a mirror nobody notices me when i walk through the village i see new faces and familiar faces but no one seems to notice me it's like i can see them but they can’t see me like a mirror. It's because i have a personality disorder so i makes it hard for me to talk to or meet people so i makes me feel like i'm by myself. I go to school i'm at the top of my classes. but i don't get recognized for it , the only people who can see me are my mom and dad but sometimes they forget about me i'm an only child so you know sometimes they forget when i was little me and my family went on picnics and horseback riding. when i got older we started to kind of separate they never really notice me not all the time anyways. it's like i was invisible to the human eye and cant be seen in school i always set in the back of the classroom so i wouldn't get distracted. I had no friends i had no social life but i didn't care i knew who i was. one night i went to sleep and dreamed that everything was back to normal i was little again i did picnics with my parents and went horseback riding but soon as i get into a deep sleep my alarm clock goes off

“Ring” “Ring”.morning already i asked myself.i hear a “knock” at my door i asked who is it.it was my mom she comes in and says

“honey time to get up”.ok mom,so i get up to get dressed i was running late to school and almost missed the bus everyday i go to school hoping that i would make new friends or meet new people. I can't even do that make one friend that's all i want to do so i slammed my locker shut and went to class, as always the teacher told us to take out or journals and begin on chapter6-12 Page 482 as i started to do my work i look up and saw people talking and having fun but no one would talk to me. so i went back to doing my work as always i finish first and no one even cared. i set back down at my chair and put my head on the table waiting for the bell to ring. it felt like a lifetime so i took a nap i dreamed that i was popular and i had so many friends but when i woke i realized i was only just a dream “sigh”will i ever be normal like the other kids one day i will i just have to wait

for the rest of the day my face was covered by  my hair as i held my head down as i walked through the hallway to my next class. “ring” “ring” oh no the tardy bell i have to hurry.i was so caught up in thinking about myself i don't see the time i hope i'm not late as i run to my class i see someone i have never seen before a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. he looks at me and my heart stops someone finally noticed me. but i noticed there was another girl who walked into the classroom maybe he didn't see me after all !!  so i sat down and started to do my work we had a group assignment and as always i would probably working alone as always. but the boy comes up to and asks “do you want to be in my group” i had no reply. But he didn't have a partner either so i had no choice. Turns out he was new to the school and had no friends either we talked and talked but the bell rang and we both walked out.Finally someone noticed me and it was a guy i guess i was right i couldn't be ignored forever “laughs”i guess i have a friend now. Soon later after i stopped seeing him and i felt depressed and couldn't get over it and i wonder who that guy was. Soon later i i saw him standing in front of the lockers talking to some of his friends.so i went over to him and said hi he looked at me and asked who are you and is said remember we met the other day. Oh yeah i remember you he said he walked away and at that point i realized that i was ignored it's just like in elementary friends don't last long they always go away and never remember you can't i be like everyone else it isn't fair. One day i was going to gym class we were playing dodgeball and i was sitting on the sidelines waiting to play but i looked up and there was a ball flying right into my face and it hit me i passed out so i had to go to the infirmaryso i had a concussion i had dasvu and couldn't remember anything when i woke up there were people standing over so i stood up for some reason when i stood up i couldn't feel any pain i had a concussion but my head didn't hurt what was wrong i didn't know what was going on I was confused about what happened when I look up there were people standing over my bed I woke up and said “am I dead” the laughed and said no I laugh to they asked doesn't it hurt you fell pretty hard o said no I my have passed out but I didn't feel anything.i didn't know till now until my mom told me I got mad and stormed out I wasn't mad because I had it I was mad because she never told me and I was upset because with what I had I couldn't get close to people and couldn't make friends it was hard for me to do because I had a problem that I couldn't control it wasn't my fault it wasn't her fault maybe I thought for awhile and I realize I was no one's fault i was just made that way and I couldn't do anything about it. But one day I was talking to my friends and it sort of slipped out and I said what I had she overreacted she asked so many questions I couldn't keep up i told her i had,anhidrosis,or cipa for short its when you are unable to feel pain it when some of the nerves that work they don't. But my friend couldn't keep her mouth shut the rumor got out only a few people knew then then whole school knew. That's when i started to get bullied i would get bumped in the hallway or even pushed and they would turn around and say did it hurt.

 will just have to wait for someone to notice me soon, it's not like they can ignore me forever, can they? I hope not. For the rest of the day, my face was covered by my hair as I held my head down as I walked through the hallway to my next class. “ring” “ring”. Oh no the tardy bell, I have to hurry! I was so caught up in thinking about myself I didn't notice the time. I hope I’m not late as I run to my class I see someone I have never seen before. A boy with blonde hair and blue eyes, he looks at me and my heart stops when someone finally notices me. But I noticed there was another girl who walked into the classroom. Maybe he didn't see me after all!! So I sat down and started to do my work. we had a group assignment and as always I would probably be working alone as always. But the boy comes up and asks “do you want to be in my group?" I had no reply. But he didn't have a partner either so I had no choice. Turns out he was new to the school and had no friends either, we talked and talked but the bell rang and we both walked out. Finally, someone noticed me and it was a guy. I guess I was right, I couldn't be ignored forever. I laugh, "guess I have a friend now". Soon later, after I stopped seeing him, I felt depressed and couldn't get over it and I wondered who that guy was. Soon after I saw him standing in front of the lockers talking to some of his friends. So I went over to him and said hi he looked at me and asked: "Who are you?" I said, "Remember we met the other day." "Oh yeah I remember you," he said. He walked away and at that point, I realized that I was ignored.It's just like in elementary. Friends don't last long, they always go away and never remember. Can't I be like everyone else? It isn't fair!! One day I was going to gym class, we were playing dodgeball and I was sitting on the sidelines waiting to play. But I looked up and there was a ball flying right into my face and it hit me. I passed out and I had to go to the infirmary. So I got a concussion. I had dasvu and couldn't remember anything. When I woke up there were people standing over me. So I stood up for some reason when I stood up I couldn't feel any pain. I had a concussion but my head didn't hurt? What was wrong? I didn't know what was going on, I was confused about what happened. When I looked up, there were people standing over my bed. I woke up and said, “Am I dead?" They laughed and said "No". I laughed when they asked. "Doesn't it hurt? You fell pretty hard." I said no I had passed out but I didn't feel anything.