As a kid i had a lot of friends,I've been talking to everyone because I had nothing to do with the solution. With time I started making friends more often talking to people who got along relatively well, I was embarrassed to say, “Do you want to be friends?”. Little by little I started getting closer to my best friends, around the sixth grade, at that time I knew that when I went to school they'd come to say hello to me. And I think deep down then that's what I wanted... not to be forgotten... To know that my best friends won't leave me then...

In the city I live in there is a special school which apart from the general knowledge we all learn, we also learn music. What school contains more hours in the daily schedule than in other schools, there they do 8-9 hours every day which is practically extremely tiring for everyone, students and teachers. Knowing all this, I wanted to take tests to go and learn music without paying at Conservatories and everything, before the end of the sixth grade I went to take an exam to see if I could make it, and I went to 23 out of 62. Then I was very happy, but I was sorry because I was going to lose every friend I had, the next year I went to music school without knowing anyone, only my big brother who was a second grade at the time.

With my friends from elementary school we were not lost in any way, in fact with one of them my best friend we dated every Sunday, I felt extremely good that our relations had not changed, with school I was making ends meet as the seventh grade seemed easy, only in music lessons I had a hard time because that's when I was taking the bases. About my student life in the classroom I was pretty worried as a lot of the kids in the classroom knew each other before, and that made me want everyone to like me to make friends easier, that of course later didn't help the reputation I had in school because they knew me All because of my brother because he was a model student. Generally in this class, playing dumb helped me back friends, but it diminished me in the eyes of the kids. I did great with the rest of the issues.

Secondary school changed a lot of things in several stages, at the beginning of the school year all I had was because I had built it last year, in good or bad way. About the relationships I had developed were good and there was no other issue and that, with my friends from elementary school we got lost a little out of the way. From one, to him we stopped dating and mostly we went and played basketball or ball.

It all went a little like this before the covid-19 came and makes the years better...They put us in quarantine quarantine, and at that time I started to really think that I was finally alone, watching my friends on Instagram put up a story about having fun and generally having me on the outside, with the good after the school year ended without giving an exam reason covid or their behavior silk changed me. My best friend found out he had a girlfriend and I was very happy for him because I knew he was trying for a long time, but... why did I find out from someone else and he didn't tell me himself?For the first two months, I thought I'd let her enjoy it while I watched, she was having fun... But then I started to feel like he'd forgotten me and I made attempts to get together but he didn't respond because he didn't have time, and he didn't, he had a busy schedule and with his girlfriend he barely got out... after four months I started to think he did forget me even though I wanted to believe On the contrary... now I think he's forgotten me already... it didn't bother me at all that he found a girlfriend, but it bothered me that he never dealt with me again, his friend... I'm hurt by the attitude he's holding even now to me, and I'm beginning to doubt whether my feelings for him were ever reciprocal... My very good friend from the school I'm still in today found a boy from our class who is also my friend, once again I was very happy for her at a time when I heard from her last boyfriend, I sent him very strange messages, didn't know what I was writing for my joy and we went to Fortunately, after a while I found myself I saw I was wrong and we got together, but about my friend we didn't stop talking but I learned it again from someone else and I'm sorry to say this but it gives me doubts about the future...