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I Don't Know What To Do

How I became an Orphan

I'm staring my day in the loud orphanage children older and younger than me. My name is Haru, I'm 10 years old and I was basically kick out from my home. Well it was more like I was an outcast from the family.

Mom said straight to my face I was a monster to them an let Dad beat me till I couldn't move. I never did anything to stop them, because I believed them. I don't know anything about my past just that they hated me.

But when I was in my room for a week without eating and no time in the sun, I came out and saw it. Both my Mom and Dad hung there in the living room, letting blood drop off their bodies. An that's how I ended up here.

Well the cops found me with others who knew my parents. They all said they wanted me dead or away from my mom and dad. No one took me in so I ended up at this crappy hell of an orphanage. It's comfortable in some ways, but it was turned into what other would call home.

"Haru", the caretaker called from the other room. "Coming", I shouted walking slow to her quarters with no emotions shown on my face. As I make my way down the hall kids younger pass by me, ignoring my presence pushing me to the floor.

"Damn brats", I mumbled to myself as I sat there waiting for the pain to stop. "Are you just going to sit here", a voice came filling my empty head. I look up seeing the caretaker with two kids older than me by her side.

"I'm sorry", I said quietly, I bet she heard me because she smiled. But in my mind anyone other than myself hate my guts. Enough that anyone could make me dissapear with their hateful gaze.

"Well let's head to the kitchen, I have a surprise for you", she said pulling me up softly. I didn't pull back but I still never trusted her, she never looks me straight in the eyes. Yes my eye color is different from other people I met.

That doesn't make you right for judging me before you met me. "We have special friends coming over and I bet they'll want to adopt you", she says as she walks over to boiling pots on the stove. "No one would want a kid like me", I said to myself and she turns the stove off and walks over to me.

"Well a special family would want a special kid", she says tapping my nose. I've noticed this before, when she says special alot. That means she's gotten into trouble and is now putting someone else to pay the price.

"Fine..", I said walking to the dining room with all of the other kids. I'll wait for them to come to me then just kick me out the next.

First Kiss

Sitting here studying the plate of food that was different from everyone else. Yup she is definitely in deep trouble. It wasn't even day time and she gave me breakfast, but her plan is changing me from staying.

"Let us all congratulate Haru's last day here", she says as all the other kids cheer and play around. Some cried into the staff's arms and the babies just laughed it off. "I'm done eating", I said getting up but the caretaker stopped me...

"Haru please go pack your things I'll call you when they're here", as she said this, she turned me around and pushed me to my room. "what are you-", I was cut off with the slamming door.

Mines well just get this over with.

[ 3 hours later]

I've been sitting in this quiet room with no one to talk to. THEN....."Haru come on down", she yells down the hall. I make my way through the halls approaching a group of men with black suits. And one who stands out from the rest.

"Is this him", the guy who is standing infront of me starts talking making me flinch. "yes this is Haru, very kind but quiet", she replies. I looked away not meeting his gaze. He storms over grabbing my face with his large hands.

"Look at me cutie", he says caressing my face. I open my eyes to seeing what could've haunted my nightmares forever. "You have such beautiful eyes, the eyes of a devil", he moves his hand down to my lips.

"You will be mine", he says and I freeze under his words. "Do worry I won't hurt you.....leave us", he calls out to the other men dressed in suits. They leave taking the caretaker with them.

"How old are you", he says breaking the silence. "I'm 10", I say quickly sitting down on the chair clutching my bag in my hand. "Do you know why I came here today", he says looking me in the eyes, while sitting across from me. I shake my head not saying anything to him.

"I heard some rumors about you, so I wanted part of the transaction", he said coming closer to me. "What are you-", he stopped me short and kissed me deeply.

I push him back immediately. "Such a cute reaction", he chuckled at me making me move away from him even more. "Don't run from me little kitten", he says in a seductive manner. It gave me chills down my spine, and I didn't like that feeling. I'm trapped in a corner and he leans down to my neck.

"You will be mine", he whispers then walks away smiling. My face flushed bright red, as I covered my mouth slowly sliding down the wall. Who can just do that, I thought to myself. I'm ten, not even an adult yet, and my first kiss.

I'm knocked out of my thoughts by a sudden pull to my hand. "If you could come with us, young Master", a guys says picking me up faster than anyone would to a feather. I would be heavy if I ate my whole meal but I decide not to.

I don't trust the caretaker's cooking skills, yes she's in charge but she's easily distracted with other kids. "Young Master please stay in here", the guy says setting me into a limo closing the door. Then as I turn my head...

"I see you didn't run away".....

My face lit up and I completely tried to open the car door but it was blocked from the outside. "Little kitten I told you not to run, I bought you", then he adds, "your body belongs to me". I freeze and look over at him, "what...", was all that came out.

He moves closer, "I didn't stutter, your body is now mine but I won't take it fully until you are of age, so I can wait a few years" he says smiling wider. In this situation all I can think if is him, nothing come to mind when I try not to think about him.

I don't know what to do.....

TO BE CONTINUED......

First Night

"Now we're going to head to my place for tonight, then in the morning grab anything you need from your old house", he says pulling me to sit on his lap. "I...don't remember where ...I live", I stuttered saying to him.

"Don't worry little kitten I've gotten that information already", he replies patting my hair. I didn't k ow what my face looked like but I know that his body is much bigger than me. "You can sleep for now little kitten, it's going to take a while".

I don't know when I fell asleep but a woke up to warm lips kissing me softly. "mmmmn~", left my lips and my eyes shot open. His lustful hand trying to travel my body, I moved away and he began to laugh. "You have a really sensitive body, I can't wait to dominate you" he said open to door of the limo.

I rush out seeing the huge massive building a head of me with millions of people walking about. "I will show you to your room little kitten", he says picking me up with one hand. "This is the first building we'll be staying in, I'll be on the other side working on different materials", he ketp going on and on but my focus stayed on to what he first said.

"We're staying....in the...same room", I finally said. He stopped infront of a room and looked straight into my eyes. "Do you have a problem with that", I ketp quiet because it seemed I angered him. He's just going to punish me, then throw me away.

Tears formed in my eyes and trailed down my face. "Why are you crying, did I hurt you", his question caught me off guard and to that I don't know why I'm crying as well. Then I said, "are....are you...gonna punish ...me". He pulled chin to face him, wiping the tears away....

"I did tell you that I was never going to hurt you, so don't go not trusting me". He says pulling me into the room. I look around seeing...

Everything in this room can pay off anything. The pink caught my attention and it made me look at the man. "You know I just realized that I never told you my name", he said sitting on the sofa.

"My name is James Blackwell and I'm 19 years old", he stops and looks me in the eyes. "Are you nervous", I freeze in place not knowing what to do or say. This situation is awkward and embarrassing.

"I....I don't know what to do", I say quickly. Hoping he heard what I said, "Strip", was all he said with a serious face. "I...can't do that", I say still frozen in place. "Fine", he came over

and I felt my body shift back away from him.

He grabbed my arms pulling me to the bed, "no....please I don't want it.....", I cried out but he didn't stop. "Just do this and I would" he said back starting to taking my pants off.

His fingers slightly touched my skin and...."AHHHHH~", I covered my mouth as soon as I moaned. "Little kitten do you feel good", he says looking up at my face. I shake my head and he smiles, "I want to f.ck you so hard right now", he whispers in my ear.

He pulls both of us on the bed and turns off the lights, we'll talk in the morning. There was no way of getting away from him, so I stopped struggling that night and fell asleep straight away In his arms, he hugged me tightly and I never let go.

This was my first and best night of sleep that I've gotten. Do I really trust this man. James Blackwell, is he a good or bad person in my life.....

to be continued.....

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