It was painful, so so painful. I cover my mouth and start caughing, the feeling of needles were prickling my throat. Swallowing hurt, as if I'm taking gulps of broken glass.

I try to stand up only to fall to the floor with no strength to even lift my head.

'Is this... it this how I'm going to die..? From a stupid fever..?'

Those were the last thoughts I had in this world. Only to wake from noise of people screaming and yelling.

"The princess is alive!! She started to breath again, bring the royal healer in!!"

'So noisy.... shut up dammit! There's a sick person here'

She felt a throbbing pain in her head and opened her eyes only to end up shutting them again because of the brightness in the room.

"Too bright..!" She grumbled and tried to move only to have someone hold her shoulder down.

"Princess please! Do not get up, you are still unwell, just wait for the royal healer, he shall be here soon."

A man's voice can be heard saying so.

"Annie, Marybeth go get more damp towels, the princess is covered in sweat, how were you people caring for her before now!!?"

"Please sir, forgive us! We haven't noticed till now!"

"Enough of your excuses, we will speak again about this, when the princess is well, now get out and get the towel!"

'People stop screaming, the pounding headache is killing me!'

Before she could say anything, her mind grew hazy, the last thing she hear was.

"The royal healer has arrived! Do not worry your highness, you shall be well again, I promise y..."

The feeling of someone holding my hand and gently stroking my hair, I fall to another deep slumber. The next time I woke, I regretted opening my eyes again.

'My head~ it's killing me.'

A small groan leaves my lip, shaking my head a bit I raise my hand to press tightly my throbbing headache, only to notice the texture of my hair. It was silky smooth and didn't have the usual messy feel.

"What the...?"

Ignoring the headache I grabbed some of my hair and raised it to my face to look at it, what met my eyes was a beautiful and shining silver gold, the moment the light hits it it gives off a light glow.

"...fuck?"

My voice had a small baby tone to it. The words slurred a bit and my hands definitely smaller that usual, but rather the light tan of my Hispanic lineage, it was a pale porcelain color that looks soft to the touch.

'Who the fuck is this? Did I switch bodies with some doll or something???'

While tilting my head and wondering what the fuck is happening a noise of a door opening is heard. Taking a look away from my hands and hair I turn to the sound and just noticed my surrounding, the room was grand and furnished to match a rich brats room, the bed had a type of canopy with the main color of pink and rose.

'Too pink..' the second thought I had of this room, it's too pink-ish, and I'm not much of a pink or light colored girl.

"Your highness?! You have finally awoken, I'll call for the head butler right now!"

"Wai..." before I can stop her and ask what she meant by "your highness" she already left through the door.

"No seriously, what type of dream is this?"

I ended up muttering to myself.

'This has to be some twisted and realistic dream, its not the first time I had this types of dreams. While thinking that, I remove the covers off of myself and tried to get off the bed, only to dangle down because this bed was too fucking big.

'Who in their right mind let's a brat use this freaking bed man!"

While struggling to get out without looking stupid, I gave up and decided to just let go and fall, there's a rug underneath after all and it doesn't look like it'll hurt.

But while getting preoccupied by my thoughts, I didn't notice the door opening again and swift footsteps.

The moment I let go to fall, I heard a few gasps, and felt a person catching me.

What I saw was a beautiful middle aged man who held me in one hand and pressed tightly my stomach, I was cradled in his hand and looked up at him, his eyes held worry and panic, for some reason I found it funny and laughed at him.

He blinked in surprise but stood straight and held me better, now I was sitting in his arm and had his other hand balance me.

"Your highness, you should have waited for someone to help you." The man was even more beautiful when I looked at him, his eyes a beautiful and clear blue, reminding me of a husky I once saw as a kid, and his hair was a light blue, a sky blue when there's no clouds to cover the sky or pollution.

"Your highness..?" The man looks at me closely and let's go of my side to touch my forehead, I just stiffen and still looked at him and wondered how I can dream of such a beautiful man.

'Man, I must have a great imagination if I can dream of such a man, even if his bit on the older side'.

"Your highness, you seem a bit flushed but don't seem to have a fever, but I believe you need to rest a bit longer, so please do not leave your bed just yet, ok?"

He smiled at me causing me to hold my breath for a sec, but I just nodded a yes and felt him lay me in bed and tuck me in.

"Who..."

The man looks at me when he heard me.

"Who arth you?"

'Damn the undeveloped mouth of a child.'

The man stiffens and looks at me.

"your highness, do you not remember me?" I shook my head no.

"D.. do you remember them?" He points at the two ladies in maid outfits behind him. I again shake my head no.

The man looks in surprise and looked a bit shaken and he quickly turn to one of the maids.

"Annie, watch her highness, I will have to report to the emperor."

While walking away he stops right at the door and turns back, his eyes were a bit cold.

"Make sure to watch her highness and do not let anything happen to her, or else there will be punishment".

The maid bows and assures him she will not allow anything to happen and I'm just laying there thinking he is too pretty, even his glares look wonderful.

'Am I an M? I don't think so, I feel more like and S rather an M'

Letting myself be distracted by off topic thoughts I waved him goodbye, he looked a bit surprised but smiled at me in reassurance.

"Do not worry your highness, I as the head butler of the Eternity empire swears to get you well again."

"Eter-nity empi...re?"

'That name... that name is familiar, is this a dream I had based on it? But where the hell have I heard of it? Eternity... Eternity.. et... Eternity empire!!??'

I stood up quickly and let out a shout.

The maid Annie jumped in shock and ran to my side.

"your highness, are you unwell?!"

I ignored the question and asked her

"my namth, wath is my namth?"

She looks at me and answers, albeit a bit confused.

"You forgot your name as well? Oh this is truly not good. I should tell the head butler."

She starts to frett and starts to walk away only to stop when I called out to her.

"Waith, he told you noth to leavth my sith. Buth you can go ifth you tell me my namth"

Reminding her what the head butler said, she stops her movement and stands right back next to me.

"Thank you for reminding me your highness. I apologize for leaving you and I will not try again, and to answer her highness, you are the first and only princess's of this empire, the only child of the emperor of the Eternity empire, her highness Sakura Serenity".

The moment that name hits my ears, I ended up fainting right there in the bed. The last I heard was the maid calling out my name again.

I ended up waking up after a few minutes, mostly because of the sound of crying and shouting.

"I leave the princess with you for only 15 minutes and she already fainted?! How have you people cared for her when I'm not around!?!"

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!I'm sorry!! I.. I- we.."

"Enough! If you don't wish to end up in the execution platform, I suggest you leave this room now or else I will get rid of you all myself!!"

'Damn, ain't that one cold motherfucker'

I let out a groan from trying to lift myself up.

'I gotta get up, all this screaming won't let me stay unconscious for long.'

"You highness!? please wait, I'll help you"

I open my eyes to see the butler holding my hand and supporting me to sit up with the other.

'Man, seeing him again and I still get surprised by how beautiful he looks'

"Pwetty..."

'Fuck! Did I say that out loud!?'

I ended up looking away from his face and tried to distract myself by looking at my hand in his, only to notice how long and beautiful his hand looks.

'Shit, his hands are beautiful too!? Yo it feels a bit rough but I love how they look, I can't look away'

I kept touching it with great gusto, I forgot the situation I'm in and just took advantage of how much I loved his hand, I felt that with just one hand isn't enough so I used both of my hands to feel his hand.

"Cough, cough... princess... please stop for a minute."

The hand I was holding was slipping away and I wanted to grab it but stopped myself, because his reminder made me remember the important thing, and that is; I'm inside a stupid ass romance game, one I played when I would get bored.

I looked up at the man and right away knew who he was, he was a friend of my "father" the man who is the emperor of the Eternity Empire.

The emperor was cold to those who mean little to him, but was warm to his people and those who were called family and friends.

'But damn... he was so forgiving to that women who drugged him and had his child in secret, that he made her a concubine just to give a title to the heroine.'

While thinking that I just found he was too stupid in some parts that it makes me wonder how he was the wise and strict emperor that lead his empire to prosperity.

.... I felt like tsking at the memories of the stories progress. But let's go back to the present, shall we?

I look at the man and remember he was first an Adventurer who then became a knight and lastly became the high position butler of this empire, he is "father's" most trusted friend, "brother in arms", "brothers of another mother" type of friends.

He was called Raphael Lavender, he was a beautiful man, should be 5 years older than the emperor, so in his 30s, since the emperor is 25 or 26 something.

'Never paid much attention to those details, and I regret it now though... But damn, he is a looker with those eyes, their blue yet a clear crystal blue.... like a husky'.

While distracted by my thought he placed his hand on my forehead, checking the temperature.

"Worm..."

'Warm you fool!!!' This damn mouth is useless for talking since it still hasn't matured.'

"Your highness... you don't seem to have a fever, but I brought the royal healer to check just in case, so please be patient."

While he finished his sentence I finally noticed the man behind him, he has a white robe on, with gold designed woven in them, they seem delicate yet gave a strong impression.

I look up at the man and was surprised he was quite young, around in his yearly 20's.

'Ah... it's this guy...'

When thinking that I see his white or silver hair with a ting of blond in it and his eyes, the color of golden beryl, a type of gemstone in my world.

He was an ambiguous man, can't tell if he's a man or women.

'But I can because I know this character, he was the teacher of the hooker, ah... I mean heroine, with another guy, who specializes in defense or barrier magic.'

"Hello your highness,I'm the royal healer, Uriel Sunflower, I will do a quick checkup, do forgive it."

His voice had that soothing tone to it, adding to the mystery of; is he a man or women?

He has a pale complexion that adds to his feminine charm, he is shorter that Raphael, but taller than the maid's by a inch or two, his hair is passing his shoulders, and when he is reaching our to check my temperature or health, I'm able to see his hands, they show those of soft porcelain, yet obvious that they belong to a man, long fingers, with a more manly feel.

'... do I have some type of hand fetish or something???'

While contemplating my bizarre taste, his hand was just halted inches away from my forehead, and I glanced up at it and felt a type of warmth spread from my head to my body.

'So this is... magic?'

This was in a way, a revelation that I wasn't in my world anymore, while thinking that, I ended up closing my eyes and let out a big sigh.

"Phoku.."

Can't even say fuck right...

Sigh~ why me.