3rd person's pov

"Mom? Are you ok?" A young boy said as he cup his mother chin who was laying on the bed and just waking up.

"Hmm~." The woman moan a bit and sat down with a help of the young boy.

"What happened dear?" The woman ask gently.

"Earlier this morning, We found you and appa Vomiting at the toilet until you pass out." The Young boy said in worried. "Are you ok Mom?" The young boy ask very worriedly.

"Yes, I am. Don't worry. " The woman said and smile warmly at her son and pat her son's head.

"Your Appa?" The woman ask again.

"Yeongeuk! Your awake!" A man said as he was on the door way and went near the woman and hug her. He cup her cheek and smile as he look at her. "You ok?" The man ask.

"I'm fine Jungwoon. Just felt a little bit dizzy." Yeongeuk said and smile.

"I was really worried when you pass out earlier this morning." Jungwoon said as he sigh in relief.

"Yeah, I wonder why did I feel something like that." Yeongeuk said and wonder.

"How about we brought Mom to a check up appa, see if she is really ok?" The young boy said.

"Thats a good Idea Yoongi. Go and get ready and we will take your eomma to the hospital. " Jungwoon said and Yoongi smile as he nod and went to his room.

"You don't need to hun, Its ok." Yeonguek said.

"Your safety is always matter my love." Jungwoon said.

Yeonguek smile and lean her head towards her husband's forehead.

"Thank You Jungwoon."

"Anything for my love."

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"Mrs. Jeon Yeonguek?" A nurse called as she walk out of a room.

"Its me." Yeonguek said.

"The doctor is ready to see you, This way pls." The nurse said and show the way inside the room.

Yeongeuk and Jungwoon look at each other in a worry before they stand up and follow the nurse. Yoongi who was 6 years old that time was very, very nervous as to what may result to his mother's health. But he never show his nervousness. Instead you will see a kid with an emotionless, with independent awra.

When they went to the office the doctor offer them a sit infront of the desk and the Doctor look at the documents once more.

"Doc? How's my Wife?" Jungwoon ask.

"Well, Mr. Jeon when was the last time you had intercoursed with your wife?" The Doctor ask.

Yeonheuk blush and Jungwoon just get more nervous. Yoongi didn't understand the question yet.

"About 2 months ago." Jungwoon said.

"Well Mr, Congratulations Your Qife is pregnant for 2 months." The Doctor said as he gave him the ultra sound.

The two were shock.

"Re-Really?" Jungwoon ask and the Doctor nod. Jungwoon smile out of this world.

"Honey!? You heard it! Were finally having a baby!? My god!" Jungwoon said happily.

"I can't believe it too. Thats wonderful." Yeongeuk said happily too.

"Eomma? What are you talking about?" Yoongi ask.

"Well, Yoongi. Your soon gonna be a big brother!" Yeongeuk said cheerfully.

Yoongi smile. "Re-Really!? I'll be having a brother?" Yoongi said. Yoongi admit, that back at home he was lonely. Where they stay is not a house, it was like an Apartment and all their neighbors are someone who don't have kids at his age.

His mother only take him on the park to play once in a while but since his mother is a business woman and his Father too They mostly travell around so Yoongi always left alone.

But now that Yoogi was hearing he will be having a brother. He is happy, very happy.

"Yes dear." Yeongeuk said.

"thats Nice." Yoongi said and smile.

"So lets go home and take care of your eomma ok?" Jungwoon said.

Yoongi nod.

They thank the doctor before going home.

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Soon, During the time when Yeongeuk was washing a plate she suddenly felt pain on her stomach.

"Ugh!" Yeongeuk growl and held her stomach as she crouch down.

"Agh!" Yeonguek groan again.

"Eomma!" Yoongi said as he saw his mother was on the ground clutching her stomcah.

"Eomma! Are you ok?" Yoongi ask worriedly.

"Yo.. Yoon...gi.. Call an... Ambulance Now." Yeongeuk said.

Yoongi nod and immediately called for an ambulance.

When His mother was send to the hospital, Yoongi didn't expect that, That was the last time he will saw his mother again. His mother alive.

He was sad when it happened, but also happy that he will have a brother to take care off.

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3rd person's pov

Jungkook was walking towards the hallway of the school with head down and his face was covering his hoodie. He can see from the corner of his eyes that he saw the students were laugjing, giggling while looking at him with a disgust eyes.

Jungkook wishes that he could hear their giggles, he wish he can hear their laughter, he wishes he can hear something but he can't.

He heard nothing. Which was the one he hated hisself.

Why was he born to this world?

Why was he so Useless?

Why was he so Worthless?

Jungkook keep thinking that and just sigh. He too doesn't know why.

While he was hoping someone had trip him that made him kiss the floor. Jungkook groan as he tried to stand up when someone grab him on the hair and slam his back towards the lockers.

Jungkook groan and suddenly felt dizzy, vision getting blured. He suddenly slid down to the floor weakly.

He saw that some of the guys was laughing, how they were smiling as they look at Jungkook and smirk. Jungkook wanted to read their lips as to what their saying, but from their actions They were mocking and teasing Jungkook.

But he can't hear a thing.

He cursed in his mind.

"Why!? Why!? Can't I just hear them!? I'm Really Am Useless!" Jungkook thought as tears threaten to fall from his eyes.

Then he suddenly felt someone had kick his stomach hard. Jungkook gag and clutch his stomach. He groan feeling the pain.

"Ugh!"

Then someone kick him again, Again and again until he felt someone did punch him over and over again until he pass out and felt unconscious.

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The next thing he woke up, everything was white. He then groan feeling pain all over his body when he tried to sat up. But he manage and look around.

"The school Clinic?" Jungkook thought.

"Your awake Jungkook?" The nurse signal him with sign language.

The teachers and the stuff knows What condition did Jungkook have. Jungkook was deaf, so he can't hear a thing. So they use Gestures and mostly sign language to communicate with Jungkook. Jungkook understand them and communicate to them with words.

Jungkook nod at the nurse.

"Jungkook, This is your 5th times you were send here in this Clinic with same injuries. Bruises and heavy gashes. Maybe its time to tell the teachers what you are experiencing." The nurse sign.

Jungkook sigh. "Why would I? They don't do anything anyway. They just gave them detentions and work, then when they were back I'm being a punch bag again. Whats The point." Jungkook look down.

The nurse look at Jungkook with Pity. She then pat Jungkook's Back ever softly.

"I'd call your older brother to pick you up early since your literary sleep the whole day." The nurse sign.

Jungkook look down again. He misses School again. But he wasn't worried about that fact. He knows he can manage to maintain his grades which was good. Maybe he can be the genius in their class.

Its just, Jungkook Can get to be the Top one on the class because he was lack of participation. He can't participate during class because he can't hear what the teacher was saying, so Mostly he perfects the whole written output specially quiz and Exams thats why his grades were high and the teacher notice his talents.

Jungkook wanted to cry currently because he felt useless again. Why can't he just Fight back?

Why does he was so weak?

Why do people always treat him badly?

He doesn't understand his life.

Why would it be full of pain?

Then he heard a knock, he then saw his Older brother was standing there.

Jungkook look down and burry hisself more. Then tears starts falling from his eyes.

He felt so hurt, not for himself.

But for his Older brother.

His older brother always take care of him, even if he was worthless, useless and weak. His a burden.

He felt hurt that he was making His older brother's Life more complicated.

Then he suddenly fell a warm hug, hugged him. He look up and saw his older brother. Jungkook then hug his older brother ever so tightly.

"I'm sorry... Hyung, I'm sorry Yoongi-hyung... I'm sorry That I need to be a burden To you... I'm sorry...That I'm-" Jungkook said as tears keep falling from his eyes.

He was cut off when he felt the hug was broken. Yoongi broke the hug and cup Jungkook's cheek as he wipe those tears away.

"You will and never be a burden to Me Jungkook. Pls don't think it that way. " Yoongi sign and When Jungkook saw that his tears none stop falling.

He knows he wasn't burden for Yoongi, Yoongi won't even said that to him. But Jungkook felt like he was Burden to everyone. He was happy that he had an older brother like Yoongi but, he trust Yoongi and love his brother.

He wasn't sure he love and trust hisself.

Yoongi comfort his Younger brother until he saw him asleep.

Yoongi look at his Younger brother in symphaty.

He was hurt, Hurt forhis younger brother to feel like this.

As such an early age, his older brother already suffers a lot. He should be someone who was having fun and enjoy life, not suffer all kinds of Pain. Yoongi wanted to cry each and every day because he always put his position towards Jungkook's feeling. But he don't let them fall.

He needs to be strong, for Jungkook.

Jungkook needs him and he needed to be there for Jungkook.

He Carry Jungkook bridal Style since Jungkook was very thin, and very light.

He always force Jungkook to eat, but Jungkook always don't like to eat. Jungkook eat full meal on a rare occasions, but mostly Jungkook just eat like 1/8 of the meal that Yoongi prepared and worst that meal last a day.

If You force Jungkook to eat, Jungkook would have a hypersensitivity reaction and He vomit all the food you force him to eat and thats a Total Disaster to Jungkook.

So Yoongi knows how to take care of his Younger brother in a gentle way.

Yoongi then Thanks the nurse and Carry Jungkook towards the small apartment they were living with. It was suppose to be good for one people, since its small. But they manage to live in this.

Yoongi went towards their shared room and lay Jungkook on the share bed they used. Since the apartment have one room and one bed.

The bed was actually Medium size wnough to fit him and Jungkook. Yoongi then started to look at Jungkook and treated him softly.

Yoongi after that he play with Jungkooks Hair and then Kiss his forehead. "I promise mom, Dad and you To protect you forever." yoongi said before he smile.

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A young boy was hiding behind the couch, terrified. He was on his knees and his whole body was trembling he was covering his ears as his tears were none stop falling.

BANG!

He heard a shot. He was shock and keep crying again.

Suddenly a pair of Arms wrap around him gently.

"Its ok, Its Ok I'm here." The older said.

the young boy cry towards the older when they heard another shot.

"BANG!"

The older saw the door was open but he then peak through the couch to see whats happening so thus the younger.

And Thats what they saw, A Man Was pointing a gun towards the head of the other man and

BANG!

Jungkook's Pov

I woke up with heavy breaths, still shock and my whole body was shivering. I look around and saw it was our room, my brother and My room. I sigh in relief.

But I look down at my hands that are still trembling. Maybe I'm still terrified of that dream, why can't I?

That dream, witnessesing your own Father's death is something heart breaking.

Suddenly I didn't notice tears start to fall from my eyes of all the sudden.

I was thinking why? But I can't stop them.

So I wipe my tears and attempt my self to stop crying.

I look beside me and saw Yoongi-hyung was still sleeping peacefully I smile and start to play with his hair.

I look down at him in concern.

I know he doesn't think that I'm a burden to him, I know I'm no complication to him but.... Thats Not what I think.

I think Myself as Worthless

Stupid

Useless

And Nothing

Nothing but a burden.

Because I always cause Yoongi-hyung trouble. I know we don't have much money, His job is enough to support him. But Since I'm here, the money he earns needed to be budget for me and for him.

The 50% of his salary goes to me, for my meds and to the little Jar he was keeping inside the Cabinet. He said its for me, if ever I'll be in the worst condition again which was always happens.

One time, I was feeling so sick earlier in the morning and start vomiting, next thing I knew I vomit lots of Blood. It was hard for me until Yoongi-hyung was there to assist me.

I can't breath and feeling weak, so My weak body was leaning to Yoongi-hyung who was holding me but my coughing of blood didn't stop until I was send to the hospital and was admitted again.

I sleep for 3 days straight since the doctor said my body is to weak to wake up at that day, and 3 days admitted in the hospital takes a lot of money, maybe its Yoongi-hyung's whole salary.

And It didn't happened once, twice, it happened More than 5 times.

I'm weak and easily getting sick, With just one hit maybe I'll broke down.

The bullies yesterday got me, I'm still feeling the pain in my stomach and the side but I forget about that when I look Yoongi-hyung.

I try to drink my meds all at once, because I knew it will end my life and I'll end Yoongi-hyung's suffering. But... Thats What I thought not realizing that I was about to leave Yoongi-hyung alone in this cruel world.

Thats why when I wake up from the hospital, he cried and ask to me Why would I leave him here alone?

And thats I thought that Yoongi-hyung would be alone when I leave.Thats why I didn't try to kill myself again, even I really wanted to.

I was deep in my thoughts when Yoongi-hyung start to move his head. I snap and look at him trying to lean his head towards my hand who is patting with his hair ever so softly.

I chuckle a bit, How I wish that I could hear my own Chuckle.

"Hyung? Its time to wake up." I told him.

He shook his head.

"Hyung Pls..." I said.

He open his eyes and look at me pouting.

"But I want to stay here and keep patting me." Yoongi hyung sign.

"I know Hyung, But pls your gonna be late for Work and I'm gonna be late to school." I said.

He sigh and Sat up. "Why does this wonderful morning needed to end?" Yoongi Hyung said, I know I can't hear but I often read their lips so that I can determine what are they saying. But Sometimes It doesn't work since They pronounce the word too fast.

But Yoongi-hyung, since I'm his brother I could easily read his lips.

I hug Yoongi-hyung from behind. "Good Morning Hyung." I said and smile at him.

He pinch my cheek. "Your really are cute Just like the bunny " Yoongi Hyung said, as I again read his lips.

I pouted and broke the hug. "I'm.not cute." I told him and he just chuckle. He then sat up and patt my head.

"Get ready, I'm taking you to school and get you later." Hyung sign and I nod.

I then get ready, went to our little bathroom and then took a bath. After that I went towards my clothes and start to wear them.

Of course I always wear something that Has a hoodie since I don't like showing my self to all the person in the school. They were all mean and I knew it.

Then As I was done I walk towards the Living room and waited for Hyung to be done. While waiting I turn the TV on and was watching Oggy and the Cockroaches show. I can't hear (But sure Someday I want to hear) but I saw their actions and its enough for me to laugh.

Then Suddenly I felt someone tap my shoulder and saw my Hyung giving me a sandwich. To be exact its an egg sandwich which is I know its delicious but I Don't want to eat currently.

You see, my appetite at eating is not normal. I only eat when I'm hungry, when I can't feel My hunger I don't eat. And My hunger only show Signs maybe every 2-3 days. Something like that, but Yoongi-hyung make sure that I'd eat 3 times a day, even its just one spoon on rice In those 3 times a day.

I sigh and start eating the sandwich he made. Its good and delicious but it didn't turn my hunger. I look at him and smile. "Thank You." I told him.

He smile. "Your welcome." Yoongi Hyung sign.

I continue eating until it was done and decided to shut the T.V and together with Yoongi-hyung we walk in the street towards the school. School and our apartment took 20 minutes of walk, its a bit far but me and Yoongi-hyung manage beside its a good exercise in the morning.

When we arrive at school students start to whisper again while looking at me, laughing, giggling.

I bet you 100% that they were again, teasing me calling me in those bad words that I don't even know because I can't hear.

I sigh and hide my face inside my hoodie while walking and Yoongi-hyung is still with me.

He look ever so scary, and cold currently and I'm still worried.

I was surprise that he walk me towards the principal office and their Yoongi-hyung talks to the principal while I was sitting in one of the chairs there while looking down. I can't read their lips while talking since they were too fast, but From Hyung's expression he is very angry and The Principal was very having a serious Expression. The principal then look at me and I flinch.

He signals me to come forward and start to sign.

"Is It true that you were bullied Physically yesterday?" He sign.

I was shock and look at Yoongi Hyung who gave me an assuring look. I then gaze the principal and nod.

He sigh again.

"How bad is it?" He sign.

I look down and start to become anxious. Suddenly I yelp when Yoongi hyung grab my sweater and raise it up. The principal widen his eyes when ge saw some purple big bruises in my side.

"And thats just some part of him, His arms had many too " Yoongi hyung said This Time I manage to read them.

Then the principal manage to talk to Yoongi which I didn't quite get it, but then the principal pointed me and start to

sign.

"Can You describe to me who are this students who did this to you?" He sign.

I shook my head. "It begun, Someone had trip me. My face almost landed on the floor, but when I try to get up someone grab my head and slam my back towards the locker. So By the time I look at them, my vision was blurry unfocused so I didn't saw them." I explains.

He sigh in frustration again and Yoongi Hyung look like he like a cold assassin ready to kill. I gulp.

The principal manage to talk to Yoongi hyung some more before we existed his office. He then assist me towards my class.

"Hyung? Why do you look so angry?" I ask Yoongi Hyung since he does look very angry.

He sigh and calm himself. He look at me

"Its Just I'm mad. Those people who did this to you doesn't have any rights. Its just, I don't understand why the world is cruel enough. I'm angry to those people who did this to you is just.... Too cruel. And I hate it." Yoongi hyung sign.

I smile at him and hug him. Then broke it.

"Its ok Hyung, Thank you for your concern and worries. I got the best Hyung in the whole World!" I exclaim and maybe shouted since I can't really hear my own voice.

I saw Yoongi Hyung chuckle and pat my head. "I am. Now go to your class and text me if Something happens to you again. I'll come in fast as a lighting." Yoongi said and smile.

I nod and wave goodbye. I walk in towards the class and the happiness Infelt earlier was being replace by anxious feeling since all of them were looking at me.

Some glaring, others were smirking, others look at me in disgust.

I just look down, and Ignore them as I walk towards my sit from afar.

You know, If I was normal. If I wasn't deaf , can I really be a normal person too? A person who has many friends, a person who can go out freely and a person who can explore?

I wonder what is like to be... Normal.

Because From my perception, I'm not normal.

I'm just abnormal,

But Hyung was told me that I'm special.

Special than I think, But what special that I see in me?

I saw nothing but worthless.

I sigh and just stared at my desk boringly.

I hope this day won't be like yesterday.

By the way if your wondering, how can I talk in a normal way of voice were as I'm deaf. My father thought me how to, even I was deaf with the help of my Hyung. So thats why I can talk in a normal conversation even I can't hear but Sometimes I lost control and end up rasing my voice since I can't literary Hear.

I hear nothing,

How I wish I can hear something.

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