Touch Your Soul [Taekook]Completed
Blame
Jk looks at his boyfriend while he lies on the bed.
Wansun
I have to leave now Jk, lets meet later.
Wasun puts on his shoes. Jk sits up on his bed, staring at the back of his boyfriend who doesn't even look at him before leaving.
Jk lays on his bed, tears rolling down his eyes. This is the third time his boyfriend had to leave dissapointed in their relationship of 7 months.
Jungkook
Its my fault! why did you have to be like this?
Like usual Jk started blaming himself again. Maybe if he was normal like others, if he could appreciate touching like others- he wouldn't have to be so miserable.
Jungkook
There is no point in crying now.
Jk gets up from his bed and gets dressed. He needed to rant about this to someone. The only person who appeared in his mind was Avery. He picked up his cellphone and called her.
Jungkook
Hello Avery? Can we meet now?
Change
Jungkook
This is third time Avery! I don't know if I can ever behave like normal.
Jk and Avery sat in their usual cafe.
Avery
Jungkook, don't start blaming yourself now! This two years that I have known you- you always blame yourself in this situations.
Jungkook
I don't know what else to do! Wansun accepted me as his boyfriend though I hate touching and kissing.
Jungkook
Do you expect him to be with me if I can't loosen up now?
Avery
Stop forcing yourself Jungkook! If he love you- he will stay with you no matter what.
Jungkook
You don't know men, Avery. Intimacy is something they would surely crave for.
Jungkook
I cannot lose Wansun. I am afraid that no one will ever accept me.
Avery
You are wrong. You don't need to change yourself. The right person will love you the way you are.
Jungkook
This all seems good in a movie. I don't think anyone can love me the way I am.
Jk sighs out of frustation
Help
Avery
Calm down, by the way how far did you guys go?
Jungkook
W-we cuddled and kissed. It was bearable till the first kiss, but when he tried to deepen it..
Jk covers his mouth with his palms.
Jungkook
It felt so uncomfortable, I was suffocating and we had to stop.
Avery
Thats great! baby steps. You guys cuddled, now don't force yourself into something more.
Jungkook
W-what if he doesn't wait for me? He has his own needs..
Avery
Jungkook I think its high time now that you consult some help.
Jk looks at Avery in disbelief.
Avery
I said you need to find a way to overcome your fears.
Jungkook
You too don't believe me? you think I do this because I want to.
Avery
I am telling you because I know you don't do this because you want to!
Avery
You need to get rid of your fears for yourself, not for someone else.
Avery
Therapy won't hurt you and if you are scared, I will go with you.
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