"Wooooooohooooo"

"Iam Yoongi"

"Iam so happy today"

I was screaming at the top of my lungs. This was the most happiest moment of my life. I would cherish it until I die. With my bestfriend beside me, I felt like I could do anything. My heart was beating fast.My face was hurting due to my nonstopping smile. Everything felt so good. The cold weather didn't bother me. Nothing else mattered right now. This felt so unreal.

"Look kookie , look at that beauty. We did it."

I was panting so hard. But I didn't care.I heard a gasp from Kookie. I turned around suddenly I felt very dizzy. Jeongguk was running towards me. I tried to smile so he could know that everything was okay. But i started seeing dark spots. Suddenly everything went dark.

.......................................................................

I was twelve when I heard screaming and fighting coming from our livingroom. My curiosity led me to see what's happening. I sat at the staircase and silently watched my parents fighting.

Mom was crying and dad looked so angry that I didn't dare move from my place. Atlast My dad took the suitcase beside him and went out of the house. I ran to my room and opened my window. I saw my dad leaving in his car.

At that time I didn't realize that he would never come back.

I heard my mom coming to my room so I jumped on my bed and pretended to sleep.

She was silently crying. Her shivering hands petted my head. She pecked my head with her tear stained lips. Her lips were so cold that i shivered.My mom went and closed the window and laid beside me. I turned and hugged her still pretending to sleep.

I still don't know if she knew that I was awake.

He never cameback but I saw him again. There was a woman and a kid who almost looked my age.He looked so happy. My little heart was hurting. Did he really don't want me. What did I do wrong? I always thought my dad loved me the most. But no, he loves someone else the most.

Is this the reason he left us. How could he hurt us like that. That was day I saw my father for the last time. I was thirteen then. 

I met jeongguk when I was 10. He was the new student in the school and the space next to me was the only empty seat in the whole class. So he came and sat with me giving me that bunny smile. Unknowingly forming an smile on my face.

After that we sat together at every class. Sat together at lunch.And within few days he became my bestfriend. I was so happy, I finally got someone whom I could call my bestfriend. I wasn't really friendly to everyone neither I had a lot of friends. I used to have a friend named Jimin. But he went another city.

Me and Junkook were always together. We started to hang out im eachothers houses. Mostly at my house as my father was out most of the time.

I told everything about me to him. He told me that he lives with his dad and step mom. When he was 6 his dad died by a car accident. Then when he was 10 his mom married his step dad. That's how he came to my school. Whenever i was sad i went to him and would cuddle me.

ting tong....ting tong. I rang the bell of his house. Much to my luck Junkook opened the door. I wasn't in the mood to explain to his parents why Iam at their doorstep crying my eyes out.

I saw how Junkook's face morphed into that of concern. He pulled me inside and hugged me.

"Yoongi what happened. Why are you crying?"

"I..I(hiccup)saw h..him."

Kookie took me to his room.He made me sit down in his bed and sat beside me.I hugged him tightly.He didn't pull away.Instead he started talking.

"Now tell me what happened. Who did you saw?"

I took a deep breath. I wiped my face with my hands but it became wet again with the nonstopping tears.

"Him. My d..d...dad. I saw him."

"Oh. And did you talk to him."

Again I took a deep breath. He made drink some water. Now my hiccups lessened.

"No there was a women and a kid with him. I wanted to talk to him, hug him and never let him go. But he was happy, so happy that I was afraid to go near him. I was afraid he would ignore me."

"yoongi"

"I think he left us for them. kookah, was Iam that bad that he wanted another son. Why did he leave me. Why doesn't he love me."

I started crying hard again.His hold on me tightened.

" Yoongi listen to me. You are not bad. You don't need love from someone like him."

"Then who is there to love me. No one loves me."

"That's not true.You can't say that. Your mom loves you and.....

"I love you too......"

That moment so many things changed. We became more close if it was even possible as we were already so close. And maybe my love for him changed into something else. Another kind of love

Junkook and I are sitting in the library. He is teaching me for the upcoming test on Wednesday. You see he is very good at studying while me not much.I never fail any subject but Iam not top of the class like Junkook.

He looked so handsome. His cheeks , doe eyes, smile everything made me feel something strange in my heart. A fluttering feeling that made me smile ,that made me happy and also that made me sad.

Sad ,because I know he doesn't feel that way. I will always be his bestfriend.That made my heart ache.

"......Yoongi..."

"Huh.. yeah yea "

"were you even listening what I was talking about. Don't you know how important is the test on Wednesday."

" Sorry Kook, I got distracted.I promise I would not get distracted again. Please continue"

I gave him a sweet smile.He looked angry but that didn't bother me as he can't stay angry at me for that long.

"So I was saying....."

"Hey , Jungkook"

Junkook was interrupted by Lisa.She is the popular girl in our school.

"Hey Junkook, are you coming to my house this evening."

"Yes, I already told you."

"I was just confirming it. Let's go together after school."

"Ahh, No I can't. I always leaves with yoongi."

"Ohh,It's just for one day.Beside we could complete it earlier.Then maybe talk for a little while."

I was getting uncomfortable here. What the hell is happening.

"okay,but I am busy right now"

Lisa left after that.Not before giving me a nasty look.Maybe she saw me making angry eyes at her.

Wait why is he going to her house.

"earth to yoongi"

"huh...ohh..kookah"

"hmm"

"why are you going to Lisa's house."

"Iam paired with her for the assignment that we got from Mr.Parker."

"Ohhh.."

"How about you .Have you started on your assignment. "

"Hmm..a little bit to complete. But I don't need to go to my partner's house to complete it. Then why you have to? Can't you just complete alone."

"We have a lot to complete so I can't do it alone.Why are you so upset about this."

" uhh, who said Iam upset. Iam absolutely fine with it. In fact I don't even care".

"Whatever let's continue "

I groaned tiredly.I couldn't concentrate the rest of the tutoring as I was thinking about Jungkook and Lisa.

After the School Junkook left with Lisa in her car.And I walked to home alone.

After taking a shower I decided to just study other than thinking stupid things. Eventhough focusing on studying was hard (as my mind kept going somewhere else ),I think I did a good job.

I looked at the clock It was 11 pm.I thought about calling junkook but then dropped the idea and went to sleep.

I was eating my breakfast when Junkook came.He sat beside me.

I wanted to bombard him with questions but I stayed silent.

After I ate breakfast we walked together to school.

"**Hey Kook "

"Hmm"

"Did you complete your assignment "

"Yeah"

"Hmm"

"What did you do at her house"

"huh, studying what else?"

"hmm**"

What I don't understand is that why Lisa kept clinging on Junkook the whole.

Did he even notice me burning with jealousy.