well... to start off with... an eerie situation and surroundings i was in.

i hv literally seen my self in a deep hole-like thing.. i pretty much dont know it.. but could only feel the coldest gorund i have ever felt in my life

i was 17,when i realized i am destroying my life with my own hands.. i used to drink, sleep with many guys, but literally loved only one person with all my heart.. but still.. the thing i had been doing is a wrong one.. i used to attend the church above my house, lead by my uncle. Hes the sweetest person after my mom.. he used to warn me for all my behaviour.. bt as u know.. i was a serious hypocrite.. i used to act soooo humble at my house, before my relatives.. bt the other side of MY coin, only God knows my story.

i was baptized at the age of 17.. it wasnt a forceful one.. bt even after all the promises and love God has given me... i still wanted to go off wandering into the world and later come to God to excuse me.. i was raised by a single mom.. my dad left us when i was 12.. it was really hard for us to sustain the living.. although we were wealthy enough to feed our bellies.. but still, theres a lot of lack of peace and love in our hearts.. i used to search for THAT love within my friends, boyfriends, never with my family i wanted to spend. my life was literally in a mess.. i was shooing my consciousness from all the regretful behavior.. i dnt wanna be guilty of what i am doing.. i always supported myself that i was doing it because i dint have any enough love from any one of my family.

i have completed my bachelors with a good grades.. i was engraving myself into a hole lyk pit.. i was very worried about my future..

its the tym for me to realize Gods plan.. one fine day.. i have decided to give upon everything and go to God, the Saviour, Jesus Christ. i wanted to find all the first love he has given me , which i have lost it. "God speak with me, the sinner", was almost the only line i spoke with Him everyday. i wanted Him to talk to me, give me a lot of peace.. i have waited, waited and waited... He is the one who doesnt leave His child alone.. He had been talking to me since the very first day i have looked unto Him... but i never wanted to listen due to my wreckedness.. i kept blabbering all my wishes and pain upon Him.. finally i was QUIET, then i was able to clearly listen to His wishes.. he pulled me back onto the shore from the drowning seas, he pulled me back onto the firm ground from the coldest pit. that was the most BEAUTIFUL day i ever had in my life.. he rescued, redeemed me from all sorts of sorrows..i was filled with lots of happiness, such that i have been crying for hours together, . i felt like i was really married to MY lover..

no other things in the world gave me such happiness.. there used to be only few hours or days of happy mood.. later on.. i used to sink down to the bottom which crushed my heart

i wanted to tell and share my rescue story.. where i was saved by my HERO, JESUS.. if u wanted to be rescued from all the bondages in your life, all the wavering decisions, staggering happiness, all the filthiness which you are unsettled with, the only way is to.... JUST try Jesus, my LOVE, for a bit,... just taste and see.. that MY lord is good... His words are delicious than any other food you have eaten.. His strength is more than all the armies bound together.. He is the only Almighty, Omnipotent, Creator, Lovable, Trustful and many many many more... there's a lot of excitement when am doing this paper.. my Jesus loves me... and so do i

who ever you are.. whatever you might be in... dont forget that... your REAL, ETERNAL lover is waiting for you.. he wanted you to become his beautiful well-made stunning pot which is useful for many ways.. as well he wanted to take you as a gorgeous bride to His place... the only thing you have to do is.... shout out His mighty name and say.... "I LOVE YOU"... and look, wooow!!!THERE HE COMES WITH A BEAUTIFUL GOLDEN CLOUD CHARIOT WITH A TROOP OF SOLDIERS AND MANY ANGELS TO TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ALL THE SORROW OF THE WORLD..

God says, "Those who wail and run for the worldly riches will have a dreadful death and so, cry and intercede in my presence for my kingdom and seek the righteousness so you shall be redeemed and will be given eternal hope of life".