Hi I am Sese and this is my story

It was my first time meeting him,He ran in the rain looking for a shelter to avoid getting more wet.He stood near me under the bus shade, his eyes met my eyes, and I felt like my heart skipped a bit.He went away leaving me in a daze."Aaaah.....you probably won't meet him again,.." I mumbled to myself.

"Lay.....lay..." my friend screamed at someone,Lay said "Hi Shirley "as he waved at my friend.Little did I know Lay was walking with someone I was familiar with...He said "This is my brother Trey.." We exchanged greetings and I headed back home.

I excitedly jumped onto my bed and wrote his name "TREY".I tossed and turned through out the night,I kept thinking about him wondering if he could still remember me even though it was for a short moment. "Should I try talk to him tomorrow??" I asked myself, and didn't realize how I fell asleep thinking about a boy I met for only a few minutes.!

The following morning I asked Lay what subjects Trey liked and he said.."My brother enjoys music classes the most." Even though I was so bad at it I still enrolled for music classes cause it was the only way I could see Trey everyday in school.Shirley was shocked and said,"Sese aren't you bad at music?,why would you choose something that you are bad at..? I giggled and said,"I will do my best."

I felt motivated just by thinking about how I was going to meet Trey in every music class. I thought to myself,"I just moved an inch closer to Trey", and thought of how lucky I was to be in the same class with him. I looked through the window and saw Trey again.I was so lost in my world staring at him again.Trey turned to my side and caught me staring at him."Will he think I am weird," I asked myself feeling embarrassed.

I wished I could hide myself cause I felt so embarrassed but that didn't stop me from fanning Trey.I followed him everywhere cause I liked it,I like watching him play volleyball with his friends.I ran round the school field just to see him a little longer before we went home.Shirley asked,"Sese since when did you run round the field during physical activity classes?" I giggled and kept on running.I went home so tired and sore and asked myself if all that I was doing was worth it for a guy who didn't pay attention to me.

I was really dissapointed that Trey didn't try talk to me even though he caught me staring at him for some days.But still I wished he could notice me the next day.

Will he talk to me?? Will he think I am annoying?? I keep asking myself..!!😞

It finally reached the beauty contest,unlike everyone I wasn't excited to be chosen as the class beauty.But I still enrolled for the competition."Why?" asked Shirley,I told her I just wanted to confirm something."I want to confirm if Trey is going to vote,"I thought to myself.

"We are now going to vote."the teacher told the class as the voting box went round the class for all the boys to vote."We have no interest in such boring contest,right Trey?",said Lay as the voting box reached Trey.Lay dropped his jaw open for he was shocked that Trey had put a voting card with a name in it.Trey smiled slightly and ignored Lay."Who did you vote for?",Lay asked Trey curiously. Trey smiled and went out of the class hurriedly.

Later after the beauty contest ended I asked Lay,"who do you think Trey voted for?."He said he was clueless,I had the intrusiveness to know his choice.It was just my imagination and fantasy that Trey may have chosen me.I later gave up everything to do with him but my heart still couldn't let go without making a progress.

Finals were coming in the next week,I decided to study hard so as to join the same class as Trey.I thought if I could be in the same class as him I would make a progress in knowing him."There's still five minutes remaining to end the test,said the homeroom teacher."The test results are almost, I am excited but afraid of the outcome. "Did I fail? or Did I pass? Will I be enrolled in the same class as Trey?",I thought to myself continuously.

"CONGRATULATIONS,"Shirley screamed emphatically.I asked her excitedly but still worried,"What happened?"she then gave me good news and told me that I scored top five.All I could ask her was did Trey make it to the top five,"Of course,he is our class genius",she said it sarcastically.I was full of the joys of spring,because I was sure I was going to be in the same class with Trey.

Class officially started a week later,my desk was placed beside Trey's,I was over the moon "did I succeed in making a first step?,will I be able to take a bigger step than this?"I thought to myself.I shook my head and said,"Sese it's about time you stop fantasizing alot,you may get disappointed." What are getting disappointment on?"said a voice at the corner of my right hand. "What's your business with my thoughts,?"......I said recklessly only to turn to see Trey close to me.I was shocked and screamed "Aaaaaaah.....what are you doing?"

"Did I startle you he said gently?"I was struck dumb and couldn't talk back to him.I ran out of the class room running as fast as I can. "Where you going?"Shirley shouted at me.I just wished I could hide out of embarrassment so I didn't bother answering her,I then realized that the man I wished to talk to and go everywhere with had talked to me but I destroyed my opportunity to even say "hi" to him......"What did I do?" I thought to myself while knocking my head against the wall....😵

"Did I lose my last opportunity to make a kick off in my one-sided crush.?"..."Is it the end of my love story before I even had a start?"

*On a rainy evening,as I was coming home from school,I ran* *as fast as I could to get shelter under the bus stage shelter.I was in a bad mood so I was listening to music but that day music didn't make me lose my temper easily unlike every other day.Upon reaching the bus stage shelter,I found a the most beautiful girl staring at me,I felt embarrassed that she kept staring at me,"do I have something on my face? am I that shabby?" I asked myself. I turned and walked away from her and thought I was to shabby to talk to such an elegant and beautiful girl.

I kept thinking that maybe I won't find her again once I am good enough to be presented in front of such a girl.She was the most innocent and pure girl I ever say in the last eighteen years of my life. I erased everything that happened that day from my mind said"Trey let's just take it as a good memory and forget about her."

The following day I went to school with my brother Lay,and forgot about that girl.A girl started screaming calling my brother's name,as we turned back I was shocked to see who I just saw next to girl named Shirley."is it her? could it really be her? Is she a doppelganger?"I thought to myself. "This is Trey"...said my brother to Shirley and her friend and they headed back home.As I reached home I realized how stupid I was,"I didn't get to know her name.How could my brother not even bother asking his friend what that girl's name was.."I tossed and I sadly went back to sleep.

The next day I unwilling went for music classes,I was disappointed that I didn't get to know her name. Upon reaching the class I was surprised on what my eyes caught on in the music classroom." What is she doing here?" I asked myself as I peeked at her outside the classroom.I was happy and excited that she was also taking the same class with me. "Is she good at music? Does she enjoy music?" I thought to myself maybe because I was curious about her,but I couldn't bring myself to ask her such questions.

Although I felt comfortable and satisfied that I could just stare at her through out the music class,I found her lost in thoughts staring at a blank space."What is she thinking about that could make her space out like that?",I asked myself. Soon enough it was time to play volleyball with my friends.As I was playing it I noticed that girl was running round the field with the friend Shirley." Sese since when did you like running?"Shirley shouted at that girl.

"So her name is Sese,"I thought to myself and couldn't help smiling. I felt like I had a achieved something big in my life cause I finally knew her name. Many girls were fanning at the guys they liked as they played volleyball. I wished that if only Sese knew me personally would she sit there and cheer at me while playing volleyball. I wanted to look like a cool guy in front of Sese."Is it possible? I thought to myself."I slowly realized Sese was also staring at the volleyball game,Was she looking at me as I was playing? Did she think I am cool while playing volleyball?"

"Was she looking at me,Was she impressed?,"I thought to myself.Will she join the music classes tomorrow......"I was curious of something that was still yet to happen..!!