"What am I doing? I'm not like this... I want to end all of this.. I can't take this anymore...even if I leave this world.. is there anyone cry for me..?

I believed you Sasha ... everyone approaches me only for their studies.. of all people I thought you were different... where did it all went wrong...you deceived me!!

AM NOT PRETTY TO BE YOUR FRIEND?

You said you loved me senior Akira... the moment you said I know you are just fooling me.. but why did I believed you? why did u leave me ..

AM NOT PRETTY TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND?

Jay you said it hurts you so much when am crying.. you said Akira is not enough for me.. you asked me to give a chance and you'll be there for me no matter happens.. but what did u do ...?

You broke my heart, my mind,the days I spent with you ... that horrible past.. I am unable to forget it... you it give me pain..what did I do..? that you only left me with pain..?

AM NOT PRETTY TO BE LOVED BY YOU?

I can't take this anymore.. I want to forget it all of it.. Its been 7 years I completed my highschool ... why am not overcome from it..?

I need help.. there's no one for me..i want to tell , I want to cry , I want to forget, but I can't why is this only happening to me..

Why didn't I born pretty? why everyone treats me this way .. I want to leave all of this..

left with little courage I've come this far.. only one step forward ... this deep ocean it'll all be over.. mom,dad I'm sorry. I pretend to be strong Infront of you . I can't bear this. I wish I wasn't born in first myself.

Just one step it'll all be over..

I can't breathe.... I'm a mess I have to do this...then only everyone will be happy... this ocean I'm drowning so deep .. everything will be over...this pain,rage,sadness... I'll be forget

all of this.. I'll sleep happily from now on..

this drowning.. its making me dizzy.. am falling to sleep..im happy and sad.. its wrong I can't leave my mom and dad.. but if I live I'll just a burden .. I have to stop all of this..

I can't breathe... Aaargghhh.. it's so heavy in my chest..it'll all be over go to sleep Amy .. you'll be fine

I'm sleeping happily, WHAT IS IT ..? I'm sleeping on lap.. who is it ?am hearing a voice.. its wiping off my tears.. I can't open my eyes...

it's asking me to make a wish for the last time?

if I have chance to make a wish ..

it'll be

I WANT TO CHANGE MY PAST

I tried to open my eyes..I want to see who it is? it feels familiar...

**WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's it's it's**............