Heaven …

A place where god lives… heaven, a place for all the good spirits be … heaven. A place where angels live in happiness.

Can heaven become hell? NO? then, I will say it's wrong. because I live in heaven who thinks of heaven as hell. I m a half angel and half devil. hahaha, won't you believe me? I have white wings like an angel, and a ring over my head at the same time, I have 2 horns at either side of my head, black wings, and a tail like a devil.

don’t worry … they won't be there all the time. when I became super happy or exited my angelic will be let out unconsciously, at the same time if I became super angry or price, my horns, and tail will be let out by me unconsciously …

My mom is an angel. lovely creature, who cant be hated by anyone in this whole world … I m happy to say this. whereas my father … argh, do I need to say about him. okay, fine I will say.

My dad is a devil, yah, by that, I m a half-angel and a half-devil. actually, I don’t like him much. but still, he is my father, cause he married my mother. yet, I don’t know, why my mother loved a person like him … whatever it's their love story. but this is my story. don’t ask about their love story.

*clear throat by coughs*

Now, till my 16, I was lived in heaven, such a lovely place. full of clouds flowers, stars. AAww.it's a place of peace, love, community, etc… but, all these were taken away from me when I turn 16.

my father became the minister of hell, after marrying my mother, so he left us alone and went back to hell. It's my main reason to hate my father.

Yet, my mother always speaks about my father who left us alone. now, my mom sent me to hell, cause till my 16, other angels in heaven thought me to be a complete angel too. but, when I was near my 16, my devil horns were showing up often, that people will suspect me to be a spy from hell. but I m half-angel, it's not fair for me.

So, because of my damn tail and horns, now I m standing in the entrance of hell. the huge black gates, dark clouds, the fire of hell gave me a chill in my back. arg… but the devil inside me is enjoying the view . my father who is seeing his son after 12 years, running to me with excitement. I just gave a cold poker face to him, who wants to live in hell, I mean ‘THE REAL HELL’.

“OHH …at least I came to see my little devil after 12 years” the guy who is said to be my father hugged me tightly without leaving me to breath and whispered in my ears.

"Le - leave me -" I managed to say this . the guy released me. I brushed my clothes to clean the dest which were left by this person on me.

He didn’t have his horns nor tail, I was looking strange at him . he got what I was a thing and said “oh .. we won't have horns and tail for the whole day, it will be let out only when we needed”.

Yeah, that's right, I will use my angel power to hide my horns and tail all their years.

“soo… happy for seeing your father ?” he asked as if I had a huge smile on my face, he..he..he. I m still giving him a cold face. and said …

“Just let me stay here, I don’t need any type of conversation with a devil,” I said and walked further. With the same poker face. The guy behind me asked with confusion “devil ??? who are you ?” the second part of the sentence was more likely to be teasing. yes, I m a half-devil, any problem with him.

“I m not a pure-blood devil and I m nor here with my full interest, I m forced to live here by my mother. Just let me live in my own world” a furious was in my voice. I can see my father is angry with me now. it made me happy a deep down.

“fine … do whatever you want … but you need to wish the king of hell in the first place to live here, follow me to the court of hell,” he said this with the same furiously with the which I used on him. now ‘who the hell is the king of hell’

“Ahh.. troublesome,” I said and walked back to him.

the author here: this story is full of my imagination. I don't represent any religion or community in this world . if I do any wrong, please forgive me...

As I was about to enter the court of hell, my so-called father stopped me in a particular room and throw some clothes on me. the room is more likely to be a changing room as I saw mirrors and clothes everywhere, I got irritated when my dad pushed me into the room.

“Hey…” I yelled at him with an annoyance in my voice. I don’t like it when a pure devil like him who left my mom, touched me.

“ you can't live here with your pure white clothes as you used to wear in heaven… change it into this ..” he said with the same annoyance I used on him while pointing to the clothes he threw me. is the proving me that he is my ‘father; to me.

I don’t want to raise an argument with this man, so I changed into the dress he gave. it was all black with red border lines in it. is this the code of devils here. if you ask a color you hate the most to me. I will say it to be black … but now, I left no choice but wearing it

I neatly folded my white clothes which I bring from heaven and packed it. he dragged me to the court of hell. good, seeing all the devils at the same time. who will get this opportunity? he stopped me in one place and spoke.

“see... I don’t care about what you like are not. but this is hell, and I m one of the ministers here …” he said as if he felt proud for leaving me and my mom behind. I got more and more annoyed with his words when he spoke again.

“ so, better don’t open your mouth as you are a half-angel, or your mother is an angel it will make things difficult for me…” he ended the sentence, I got my blood boiling. he was hiding all these years a big truth, I can't control myself anymore and speak...

“so how many girls you dated behind my mother’s back Mr.Cole,” I asked him with all my anger letting speak before him. I know this will irritate him as I called him by his surname. and I ended up getting a slap from his guy. I was holding my cheeks with my hand. and facing down. I don't want to look like a person who cheated on my mother.

“ HOW DARE YOU TAKE TO ME LIKE THAT. EVEN I M A DEVIL, I M STILL YOUR ‘FATHER’ …” he said with furious in his voice. I m controlling not to let the demon inside me to reach for me. it is a waste even though I used my demon power towards him, I m just a half-demon. He placed his fingers on his forehead and sighed for a second.

“Follow me inside, donr leave from me, I cant search you the whole day,” he said with some annoyance and walked forward, so again I left no room for argument and covered the redness left by his slap with my angelic powers . ‘what do you think? I can't cure myself’ I thought to my father. I lived 16 years of my life in heaven, if I don’t even know some magic powers of an angel, then there won't be any used for those years …

I walked back him . a huge figure was seated in the thrown, maybe I m too short for that figure, I cant see the king of hell’s face, as there was evil energy surrounded him. but all others are seen. I did not give a glance to them, as there were many gossips in the room about who is me … I can hear them saying me to be a slave toy, pray, etc…

“long live the king of hell” my father leaned and bowed to them and signaled me to bow.

I know if I did nit here him now, the next minute I will be chopped into pieces or fried in the pan, so I better do it.

“ long live ….. the king of ‘hell’ ” I said with no interest in it, but I don’t feel like bad in saying it as I m a half-devil. the king looked well at me, I can feel his gaze at me even I m facing the floor. he finally spoke to my father asking who am I?

my father replied I m one of his sons from a woman in earthly people. how can he compare my mom to an earthly woman, though my mom is not a devil, she is still an angel I grinded my teeth?

There were all gossips surrounded by me, which are heard by me till a tall and a handsome figure enter the court of hell, everyone who was speaking about me, now shut their mouth when that figure entered the court.

The court of hell became silent all of a sudden…

this silence was not even there when the hell king started to speak, all turned towards the gate of the court, there was a tall figure standing in

The entrance, all of the ministers, the devils, and the demons, all stood up from their placed bowed to that figure even the king of hell stood up from his throne what's happening? it confused me. why did the king stand for a person?

I didn’t do anything not even gave a bow. but stood still where I was standing as the figure walked in, it was even clear to be seen when he takes a step forward to me.

it looked like a young man, who had well-structured muscles, and long hair for a man with dark black. these huge black wings were beautiful … wow, even a devil's wings can be beautiful.

He walked straight towards me, like a king If I don’t know who is the king in the first place, I would have said it's him his appearance gave me a shiver in the first place.

I don’t know, why? is it because he is a powerful devil a pure devil. I bowed to him automatically, with a chill in my back

I thought he will walk past me and let his presence before the king but, when did my guess was correct ?, he stood straight before me, as I was bowing to him I can only see his tail and his legs...

I think he signaled the other all devils and demon to be seated in their place as felt the other was seated while I was still ‘bowing’. the guy finally let his words out

“live long the hell’s king” he had a commanding voice to the king of hell, I was known his name to be lucifer, as the king of hell addressed him that. my worries are only at, when will I able to stand erect.

The guy turned to my dad and asked him “ Mr. Cole, who is this young man ?” his tone was not like expecting the answer to my father

“ he is one of my sones, from earthly women, he is also a devil too, so I took him back to hell” I was getting annoyed with the words he used ‘one of my son’, ‘earthy women’ ‘me as a devil’. I can't do anything much than yelling inside my mind. ahhhh…

how many sons and wives does this man have. I hated him, even more, when I came to know he cheated on my mother

“hmm… a devil ?” the guy in front of me questioned me as if my father is lying. I indeed am a half-devil.

“ y--yes, my lord” I answered him, shuttering … I dare you not to shutter when you see this guy first time in your life.

he took my chin in his hand and lifted my head. made me face him, but do you think I dared to see a powerful devil in his eyes. I closed my eyed tightly as I can.

“ Open your eyes …” he ordered, which made me flinch. I don’t have any other go, then doing what he asked for, I opened my eyes slowly. and let him see my eyes, I was terrified by looking at his eyes, he got blood red-colored eyes, his face had a sharp jawline. he had not let his full demon to show up today, as I didn’t see his horns and fangs …

He stunned by looking into my eyes, what does he look in it which made him stunned. I remembered something and pulled back my face from his hand, that if someone had a closer look at my face, they can notice that my right eyes are golden in color, whereas my left eyes are, brown. But, it cant be seen just like that,

As I have both a devil and an angel in me, I got 2 colors of the pupil, my right eyes are golden, whereas my left eyes are blood red.

If I took the angel form, I will have a golden pupil in both the eyes, if I took the devil form, I will have a blood-red pupil in both the eyes ...

Did he notice my golden eye? will he expose me as an angel? only God can save me, oh no its hell, not heaven … I didn’t make eye contact with him after that …