Time pass through the air, everything moved and never stop. The pains that I suffered everyday from my stepmother, sister, father and the headmaid, I wish I could end this life and never remember that pain again...

My mother(Eva Alexander Romeo) died when she was protecting me from my stepmother(Mary Clude Canavella), she tried to kill me with a poison sword, so my mother felt sick.

I went and searched a doctor that can cure my mother but no one wants to cure her because of my sister( Julian Alexandra Savella) send knights before I went to the dortor, they told them do not cure the queen Eva because she send to the king blackmail to kill the king, so at that day the romours spreed quickly, so one of the knight told to my stepfather (Alexandra savella) about it so he decided to kill my mother before my mother does , my maid(Rosy) heard about that then immediately she run to my room and told me to take lady Eva far away from the kingdom of Lasavellia.

"How about you? ,"

Rose said she will be here to wait your brother (Zen Alexandra Savella) to come and find you to solve the problems before they find that I'm in your mother side and I truth lady Eva that she didnt send that black mail but lady Mary send that because she want to be the only queen of Lasavellia,  I cried out and run away with my knight (Alexia Simon Gynophobia) and carry my mother with us too.

We run to find a save place to hide, We went through the forest and at that time was raining, fortunately we found a cave  that no one dare to  step that cave accept the one who have the feathers of love, I remember my mother have one of them in her necklace, we entered  that cave safely then I quickly lay her down and tried to warm her up and change her dress with the dress she left in the cave covered by a bag full of flowers.

After I change her dress and warm her up. I went out to search for herbs that could cure my mother,

thanks God, I found the herbs behind the tree that near the cave I quickly feed it to my mother, Alexia said

" its working the temperature back to normal,".

my mother woke up with a bright smile to me and I was very happy and smile back to my mother but after few minutes later, she die!.

I was shocked, Alexia  cries and calling my mother "lady Eva, lady Eva wake up, wake up!", I can't control my emotion so I scream as load as I can with tears that come out from my eyes, then my brother Zen appear  and saw that our mother died, he try to calm me down and made me fall asleep.

He hug me tightly and he was *tribbling then I fell asleep. Before my mom dead, she gave me a the necklace feather she told me

"This feather necklace related to where you and you brother Zen suppose to live with and the feather related to your fiance Ares."

The heavy rain stops, a beautiful morning comes with a bright sun light, the beautiful sounds of birds made me wake up, when I woke up I  found  Alexia stayed beside me the hole night but I dont see my brother, Alexia woke up, Good morning my lady Raeliana,

I can't speak up to answer Alexia, I gave her a sign, she was shock,

" I think your beautiful voice gone while you screaming yesterday"

,I nod to her,

"my lady don't worry I will find out to return your voice back.."

We took a walk direct to the kingdom of Ofebillio,

after few minutes, at our way we found a someone fainted under the tree, we went there and try to give him some medicine that I made last night for my mom

" ,Who are you?! What did you feed me just now?"

He took his sword and pointing us,

" We are from Lasavellia, we are in our way to Ofebillion,"

Are you  one of the princess of Savella?

"No, she is princess Realiana Rustichel  Harrison, she lost her voice last night so I speak up for her,"

"Rustichel?! Then you suppose to be one of the prince Castillo Rustichel family member, then how about you the one you help the princess speak up?"

"I'm her knight Alexia, will you lead us the way to Ofebillion kingdom?,"

"sorry for my rudeness your highness, I'm the one of obellia knight I'm Jourge Khalid"

", Oh my, then your the one My highness Eva *spoken about! "

"Pardon?"

"Yes, lady Eva she said the fiance of my lady Realiana who have one knight beside him his name is Jourge De Alger.."

"Really?! May I  Know, the full name of  lady Eva?",

"her name is Eva Alexan Romeo."

He was shock and tribbling, he cried and said

" finally we found you? The Duke is find her for many years but we couldn't find her, then where is lady Eva I didn't see her beside you?"

we show him with sad face

, "she died last night.."

"Alexia how could that be?! How did she die and where she died? I'm sorry your highness to ask you this question.."

I try to smile at him and give a sign

'"it's Okey, Im fine don't worry about me..."

After that we take a long walk until we reach the kingdom of Ofebillion where my fiance lived..

Once I arrive to ofebillion, everybody smiling at us and greeting us.

It's was really peaceful place, full of kindness people and loves, it's my first time being outside the castle, I wondering and look around, then suddenly a little girl appeared and give me a beautiful flower,

"Sister, this flower special for you it's called Raihanah(lavender)"

it's look like a feather shape"  I give her a sign

"I loved it, thank you"

Alexia saw me and I was smiling for the first time..

I looked at her,

"Nothing my lady, I just smell something made you happy"

We continue walking until two carriages arrived. The first carriage with silver color, I think it's special carriage and the second carriage was normal not that special.

A man came down and everyone said

"welcome back Duke Obelia,"

everyone band down and said that accept me the Duke walked toward me,

"Jourge? Where were you been? And who this ladies you bought with?"

He said it with a cold voice, his black eyes stare at me. He whispered to Duke Ares, but no reaction comes on his face,

"Come in".

Jourge took Alexia hand to the white carriage and I was just standing don't know what to do I just follow Alexia,

"where are you going? Do you wait me to wait you out there standing like you dummy?"

I signed..

"me?"

"Yes, who else I talked to?"

The Duke come and carried me to the carriage

"you don't know even how to go in the carriage, hha?

I feel so warm,it made me remember my mom huges, suddenly, my tear came out,,

Then Ares give me his handkerchief to wipe my tear, I reply him by writing a sign in his hand,,,

" Thank you, I will give it back to you when I washed and iron it,,,"

A quit beautiful night, with bright full moon, the freash cold air made me fell asleep during our way,,..

The Duke stare at me, and cover me with his warm coat,, "

After few hours, we reached the palace but he didn't wake me up, he carried me to the guest room,

The bed and the blanket was warm and soft made me feel more comfortable to have a long sleep,

He said me a word with a low voice,,

" Have a nice dream"

then he get up to turn off the light and went to his office immediately,

The Duke ask Jourge,,,

"Who is that ladies you were with? Do you know them?"

"Not for sure about the lady the was with me but the lady that was with you her name is" Raeliana Rustichel  Harrison" she the daughter of Queen Eva Alexan Romeo but unfortunately shes dead..."

"So the lady that was with me, she's my fiance?!"

"yes, your highness Ares"

"Jourge, search more information about the princess how she lived and how could queen Eva dead.."

The Duke mind when blind, and then when to his room to have a shower. I wake up and found myself in the room the maid saw me,

"My lady, how are you?" let me help you to have a shower,,

The maid start to wipe my back side, she saw my back with many scratches , she asked me about it,,

But I couldn't answer,, she tear up then she wipe her tear so I couldn't see her crying,,

The maid help me get dressed, and lead me to the dinning room to have a dinner with the Duke,,

The food was delicious its was my first time,, I asked the maid to reach out her hand to ask,,

"what is this?"

The maids were shocked

"It's delicious, it's more tasty than the bread and milk,,"

" The maid said, this are meats with soya sauce on it, do you want to it more? "

"I just want milk before I get back to sleep"

The Duke done eating,he went back to his office, and I went back to sleep,,

The maid checked me wether I fell asleep or not then she turned off the light,,

Jourge when to the office to report what he found,,

"Duke Ares, I found a horrible information about them,,

After the last day queen Eva promised to meet you in that place, something was happening,

Her father was about to die because someone poisoning him, the queen Eva worried, she couldn't find any potion that can save the his husband so she when to the king of lasavella to help her but he gave her a one condition,, he asked her to marry him, leave the kingdom after and get divorce his husband,,

Queen Eva doesn't have other choices to accept his condition because Eva really love Rustichel and don't want him to die so she agreed,

He gave her the potion,, he get back to normal,, then she asked him to divorce her,, but she couldn't give a reason,, Rustichel was really disappointed and get angry so they get divorce,, after the queen get married with the king, Rustichel died,, Eva cried and screamed at the king,, why you lied to me??! What's you propose to me??!.. The king said its, actually the potion is working but it couldn't work because you made him feel disappointed and nervous,,

She leave the palace with out telling prince Castillo

The queen never lived the palace so no one could ever find her.

After giving birth Raeliana a years,, the queen get pregnant his Son(Zen) and then the king get married with Lady Mary Clude Canavella,,

At that year, where the painful life started,,

Everyone abounded the queen and not giving them foods accept Bread and milk,, and never when out of the castle,, they treat them as a maids,, and the imprisoned them for 6 months accept Zen, they sended him to study a board and Mary get pregnant twins, but the king does know about this,

, so before the king come back to palace the took them out of the prison and get them dressed as they have been treated them nicely,,

This pains still continued until the princess Raeliana turned 18,,the year that the king started not to trust Queen Eva,, so Marry and Julian planning to blackmailed the king by using them,, before that..

Mary tried to kill Raeliana with a poison sword, but the queen protected her so she felt sick.,,

Raeliana hurried up when to search a doctor that can cure the queen but no one wants to cure her because of the lady Julian send knights before Raeliana went to the dortor, they told them do not cure the queen Eva because she send to the king blackmail to kill the king, to have a revenge so at that day the romours spreed quickly, so one of the knight told to the king about it so he decided to kill my mother before the queen Eva does.. Then they immediately escaped out t far away from the kingdom of Lasavellia. At that day the Queen died,, "

The duke couldn't give any response, he asked Jourge to have a rest,,..

The Duke send a female doctor to check up the princess,,..she gave a potion herbs to her that she could speak but still in a process,,

" The doctor said what's happening to you? Could you speak up now?!"

The lady cried and said..

"it's my painful memories "

After few days,,

I Learned many new things that I try,,it's thanks to Duke Ares, I have found out that he is my fiance so we will get get marry after a month,,

But I still feel afraid and I couldn't smile even once, people around me in the palace feel scare whenever they saw me going anywhere,, but only few people understand me. Sometime, they misunderstood when ever I talked something so I keep quiet all the time,,

One day, a beautiful night with many stars in the sky and the weather was very cold,,, Duke Ares asked me to have a walk with him in the garden,,

So I agreed him,,

Well its was very fun to have a walk but I feel sad at that moment because I couldn't speak to anyone what I feel,,

It was so quiet night,,, so I couldn't asked anything to Ares what I wanted to tell him,I started at him, his eye was bright and he stay quiet...

Suddenly...

"Why are you staring at ME, are there something you want to say?"

"hmm, I'm sorry,, well yes, but I'm afraid that you would misunderstand about it,,"

The Duke don't give any reaction in his face just keep walking,,

"it's fine, I won't misunderstanding you, I'll try to understand,,just take it easy,,,

"well, hmm,,"

I saw a flower over there so I walked toward it,, it's was a beautiful Raihanah flower its just look like a Feather, I try to speak up everything that inside my heart unfortunately I couldn't, but suddenly I speak up as I feel that I was lonely..

"I feel like people hate to see me whenever I go towards them, people don't trust me even once,,

Oneday, I met a maid try to talk with me, she was very kind and lovely she talked to me everyday,,

I trusted her that she won't leave me and never make me disappointed,, but the trust have break into pieces,so I started not to trust anyone again accept my mother, Alexia, Zen and my maid Rose,,

Only them who I trusted with, they love me and protecting me wherever I go,,

Mom and Rose died and I don't know what happen to Zen now, People think me as an evil,,

But I get to used it,I have suffered that kind,,

I alway wondering when will I die? I want to end these life, I want to become stronger to fight back what I suppose to have in my life,,"

Ares didn't give any answer, he was just staying quite and listening every words I said, suddenly I feel that I was too far with the Duke,

" oh I'm sorry, I was feel that I was lonely so I couldn't stop talking about.... "

We sit down under the tree we stay quiet, I afraid he will punish me,,..

" Raeliana,... "

" Hmm, yes"

The Duke stay quiet again,, I feel sleepy so I fell asleep, that I couldn't hear his words to me..

", I won't leave you and always protecting you wherever you choose you path, I trust what you choose is better for you,, ,,

I will fight for you and make you smile again,,

No matter who you are, the faith of this world shouldn't have to rest on your shoulders alone,

"whenever, you are in dangerous......"

He cover me again with his coat,, ...

" Trust your instincts "