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Why why?!!

Why did you do this to me?

Why?

Didn't I loved you with all my heart and soul..wasn't it me who was always beside you in every situation..?

It was me everytime not her!!

Then why?

Why didn't you ever looked at me?

Why didn't you feel a little bit of something towards me..but you could do anything and everything for her..why?!!

* She wanted to say all this to the man whom she loved selflessly in all her life..but she couldn't say it..because she doesn't have the energy anymore..*

People are shouting everywhere..

"Kill her"

"**Kill the bitch"

"She is a witch"

"She wanted to kill the saint"

"She doesn't want the king to be blessed with children**"

"**Die"

"Die bitch"

"Daughter of traitors"

"Die**!!"

...hahhh.. I want to die soon as well..

If I had knew this before, I wouldn't have fall in love with you..

hahhh..I don't care anymore..if I got a next life I won't care about the stupid emotion called love..I would live for me..my own choices and my own rules..I would cherish my family more..I would cherish myself more..

The royal knight said something to 'that Man' and he nodded.. Oh I got it!!

Now, Its the time for my death penalty..

So tired..I don't feel anything but exhaustion..wouldn't it be better if I just kill my self..?

I looked at my beloved Man for the last time..as our eyes meet, even with my shabby appearance I smiled my most most beautiful smile..

His eyes shook..haah!

"Goodbye love..Let's not meet again.." 

 I said in a low voice that even I couldn't hear..

His eyes widened.. Did he understand what I just said?

Well whatever..

Don't care anymore.. My life is ending anyway...

With that I stick out my tongue and....urgh!!!

I bit my tongue..damn it hurts!!

But its fine..even with all this I still don't want to die without dignity..I will not let you guys kill me..I won't..

Ugh! It hurts..my eyes are blurry..

..I'm sleepy..my breathes are becoming heavy.. So this is how it feels when you die..now I can die peacefully...

With that being said I slowly died..it felt like a deep sleep..So comfortable..So relaxing..

I don't want to wake up again..it feels so fresh..let me stay like this..cause I don't want to wake up and feel those feelings again..So let me sleep..

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A/N : This is my original work and not a translation of any novel..

This is my first book so there might be a lot of mistakes..Notify me about those mistakes that needs to be taken care of..Thank You.. 🐙

I'll introduce the characters within the story process..

Hope u enjoy it..

Sorry for any grammatical error.. 🚩

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It all started when we were kids..

when I often go the empirial palace with my parents..

My mother was the friend of the empress..so she often took me there and that's how I met him..Egar..

Egar Eckart von Legulas..

The crown Prince of this empire..

He always stick with the mother empress..

Though the empress wasn't his real mother..

Actually his mother was the previous empress..who died during giving birth to Egar..

Then the emperor married to the youngest daughter of viscount..The present empress..

she was a social butterfly.. A kind and lively women..everyone loved her..

When she became the empress she showered the prince with love..

Though Egar was not her biological son, she loved him wholeheartedly.. So did Egar..he also loved the empress so much..

Soon after getting married the empress gave birth to a son..

Everyone thought about the change of the crown Prince or whom to side with..

Because as the first empress died there was a little connection left..tho the first empress was from a marquess family with a strong background but still that was a political marriage..and the emperor cherish the second empress.. So everyone's thoughts were not unnecessary..

But the emperor and empress said that the crown Prince position was and always will be Egar's..

The royal couple loved both of their sons..The second prince was named Evan Eckart von Legulas..

Egar also loved Evan so much..

Whenever Egar got time he would come and play with Evan..

Everyone was happy seeing them growing up happy together as siblings..

But happiness doesn't stay longer...

Some tragedies are bound to happen..

And with those few seconds of tragedies, everything falls apart..everything...

Sometimes I think, if that that tragedy didn't happened, would my ending be any different?

Your life, my life and everyone's life...

I'm really curious..

Never in my life I've been ever thought thought that I'll end up like this..

I've always been a upright person..

The people of the empire belittled me, called me a wicked women...Yet I did not bear any ill wills thowards them..

They wanted me to die...even backlash against my family who had nothing to do with it..I still didn't said anything..

Thinking that, justice might come on its own..but...it didn't...

Dad was always loyal to the throne and always put the royal throne before anything..but in his last moment, because of me he was called a traitor and lost his life..

Why?

If you hated me, wasn't it enough to just kill me?

Why touch my family..

What did they ever do to you..They didn't even know what I was doing..

You clearly knew that but still...why?

Why hate me that much?

I've loved you all my life..

I did everything for you..but why did you chose her and not me?

Why?

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"Ummmmmm"

Why is it so bright? I can also hear bird chirping..

Didn't I..........died...?

Yeah..I remember that I bit my tongue to death in front of everyone.. And I felt heavy pain and dizziness.. And slowly fall into sleep or died I guess.. (︶︿︶)

So am I in heaven now..?

Without opening my eyes I'm thinking of different things..

Should I open my eyes and see how the heaven looks like?

No I'm scared..what if I'm in hell..?

Ow no!!

Ummm..wait..!!

didn't I just heard the birds chirping? And I feel comfy somehow..

I don't think hell would give me those special treatments..

So maybe I'm in heaven!!!

I....I can meet my parents here!!

"Ahhhh..."

As I opened my eyes I couldn't see anything...

"So bright"

Slowly my eyes are clear and I'm getting a clear view...

"Huh?" 

What's wrong with heaven?

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Knock  knock  knock!!

"Young miss! Did you wake up? " 

A maid said from the outside..

"Leah?!!"

"Yes miss, its me..as you wake up so I'm coming in.. "

Said the maid as she opened the door..

"Ahhh..Leah its really you!!!"  

I jump down from the bed and run to Leah and hugged her tightly..

"Ahh! Young miss!! What happened? Are you all right? Did you had a bad dream?"  

Leah asking a bunch of questions as not knowing what to do..

"I knew it!! I knew that you would go to heaven.. Because you were such a good person..I missed you Leah!!

I thought I wouldn't see you ever again..sob sob"  

"Young miss what are you talking about? "

"Hahaa..I never thought god would give me a place similar to my home..everything is possible in heaven, isn't it? "  

What's wrong with me..I'm crying and laughing at the same time..

"Young miss, now you are scaring me! "

"Hahaaa..sob..sob..."  

I looked at Leah.. She looks really concern about me..ahhh..I really missed her..

"Oh!! Leah where are my parents? Father and mother? I haven't seen them for so long..I missed mother so much and......ah...father...I also have to......have to apologize to him.......I really let him down " 

with that thought, again hot tears are falling from my eyes..those are not happy tears like before.. Those are from guilt...my guilt!!

With that I ran out from my room looking for my father..

"Ahh!! Young miss!! Where are you going? Slow down!! " 

Leah is shouting from behind..

Running through the corridor I saw many of our servants..sigh!! I'm glad you guys are also in heaven.. I'm sorry you guys..

I'll aplozise to you guys as well..

But now is not the time..I need to find father..and apologies

Father....Where are you....father.....I'm sorry father..... I need to tell you......I'm sorry..because of me......because.....its all my fault.... Sorry....father.....father!!

I'm running and crying looking for my father...

Leah is still running behind me and saying something..but I can't hear it.. Some of other servants are also running towards me..ahhhhh...those people..

They still love me after what I did to them..

When I ran out of the mansion I can outline father far away..he is getting on the carriage..

Oh no father.... Don't go!! I still haven't apologised...I still haven't..I..........still....father.....sob sob..

I want to shout..I want to stop father..I don't want him to go.....but my voice isn't coming..

Just like in the past....

Father don't go...dad.....I'm scared...

"Daddyyyyyyyy!!!!"   

I collected my last energy and shout..ugh!!

I'm at my limit..I'm dizzy!! Ow no I'm falling.. No! I still have to stop father!!

"Gasp!! Anisha!!! "

"Ah!! Daddy!!! " 

I said and hugged him while crying..

Seems like he heard me..and when I was falling he ran and catched me..

You have always saved me father... Always...

As I'm crying like crazy my father hugged me tightly.. Without saying anything or asking anything..

As I couldn't say anything I kept crying.. Crying until I no longer can..

The warmth..the safe feeling..I don't want to let go of these things..let me stay like this...Please god...let me stay this way...

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