"Nam joon arhh...do you ever heared...

There is love never fallin apart eventhough never framed by wedding..?

If our love is still not expired yet,just let it stayed eternity because there is wont be promise will tarnish it...."

"Jimin arh....do you know...

My love for you is not love left nor is it not love for a moment..

My love for you still remain,eventhough my blood stoped flowing my heart,and my bones melted into dust...."

Thier Love is Unframed Love

Thier love doesnt demand anything

Both of them fallin love so crazilly

Namjoon is breath,Jiemin is heartbeat

But thier love must ruined

Wil there is still founded frame which will framed thier love promises till the death apart them..?

Jiemin tears pooling his eyes,his body trembled when one familiar man walked approuching him.

Jiemin know him well,from his steps,his smell...all of that ...Jiemin waiting for a long time already for this man appreance.

"Jiemin arh..my love..dont runaway from me again...Iam back with the frame....and I'll framed you inside together with me..forever and unseperated again till death apart us.."

"Namjoon arh...my love..please keep this heartbeat just for you only...and dont give up at me like before,please....do you know iam dying for keeping this longing of you..?"

**First sight**

Jiemin parking his motorbike in the basement of the club he is worked for,this is his first day working for this luxury gay club as sexy dancer.

He walks through the door and walked down to little hallway before reached into the man changing room.

Jiemin opening the door and finding one little young man looks on the same age with him, sitting against the dresser.

"Excuse me.."Jiemin says quitely and the young man stared at Jiemin from the mirror of dresser without turn back his head .

"Hai...baby boy..."

That young man turn back to look up direcly into Jiemin now and giggled.

"You are tiny and cute,boy..."

"Yeah...that why i'am too attractive for being ignored...!"

Both of them laughed.

"Well...i'am Jeremiah Kim...and you..?"

"I'am Jiemin park ..."Jiemin replies while smiled to Jeremiah.

" Okay ..boss wanted me to show you around before performing on the stage...do you get any experience before in the gay club...??"

Jiemin shakes his head.

"This is my first time..."Jiemin cheek blushed

Jeremiah smirked while Jiemin walks with him to around the club and introduce him every space in the club.

And now..both of them is standing on front of stage.

"I think you know already thats the dance in this club is dirty dance that will ride the cock harderned ,just lean on the pole,shakes your booty...the more cock harderned because of your fuckin ***,means more money you can earn from them...!!

Jiemin chuckled.

"I will debute tonight...and the new star will raising tonight..." Jiemin says and its enough to stopped Jeremiah steps.

"Sure...you sure fuckin will ,boy..."Jeremiah smiled while patting on Jiemin shoulder.

"I can't wait to seeing your debute..by the way...do you prepared any stage nickname ...??"

"Odette...the white swan...!"

"****...!!"Jeremiah laughed.

"I thought boss should consider and keep you as his asset...!!"

Both of them laughed and back to man changing room.

Jiemin opened his bag and takes out his translucent white shirt.

"Woww...you prepared already,Jiemin arh..!!"

Jiemin grinned

"Yeah...like I told you before..tonight will be my debute as odette..."

Jiemin sat at dresser and begin to prepared himself from make up,he is putting light brown eyeshadow,eyeliner to framed his eyelid,pinky blush on for his cheek along with rose light pink lipstick for his lips.and for the last touches,Jiemin patted gliters shining powder into his face.

Jiemin take off his shirt.and Jeremiah stunned for a moment.

Jiemin got a shinny skin,smooth like a Jade.

When Jiemin finished dressing,he is looking fuckin perfectly....and he is put the right nickname for himself as odette...!

"****....!you are so fuckin perfectly,Jiemin arh....!!"Jeremiah gapping while praising to Jiemin .

Jiemin blushed red and smiled.

Thier changing room door suddenly opened.

"Woahh.....is that you,Jiemin arh...??"

Andrew Kim...the owner of the club looks impressed with Jiemin.he is walks to approuching while stared at Jiemin from head to toe and smiled happily.

"Good...you are pretty good,boy...show me your charming this night...!"Andrew grasping Jiemin jaw,pulls it closer to him,and for a moment his eyes cant get away from Jiemin eyes .and Jiemin hovering his lips just a centimeters from Andrew.

And this view is so alluring Andrew ..!

Jeremiah laughed and its enough to make Andrew wake up from Jiemin charms.

"It's look you are win your first cock before your debut,Jiemin arh..."

"**** you,Jeremy...!!"Andrew sworned Jeremiah while release his hand from Jiemin jaw.

"Do you have your stage nickname already,boy...??"

"Odette...the white swan,sir..."

"Nice name...anyways..you guys are going to be up soon...preparing well...!!"Andrew said while stepped out from the door.he cant hold anymore to stayed around Jiemin..!

"Omoo...Jiemin arh...you are so amazing...you see...your boss is get harderned because of you...!!"Jeremiah smiled and get preparing,undressed himself and changed into his sexy lingerie set

"I'am nervous..."Jiemin says while stared at the dresser mirror,eyeing himself once again to re check his make up and his translucent thin shirt

"Come on...just keepin on your sexy body shakes on the stage,and make all the cock cant get away from you and filled up your stage with money..!!"

"Hmmm....I'll do my best...wish the best for my first debut,Jeremy..."

"Sure...I'll wish you ...!but..Jiemin arh..if you feel overhelmed just claps your hand to the boss vip room..he will viewing our performance over there...and he will get you off from the stage...!!"

"Okay ..I'll keep in my mind about the red codes sign...!"

"Come on...its our time to get show..!!"

Jeremiah pulls Jiemin hand along with him to way up the stage.

Some girls (the shemale) looked at them with condescending eyes.

"Don't look at that bitch,Jiemin arh ..just keep confident on youself..!"

Before up to stage Jiemin walks to approuch the DJ,whispers something to him.the DJ smirked and give him thumb before Jiemin back to Jeremiah

"Do you know the DJ..?"jeremiah asking curiously.

Jiemin grinned to him.

"No...just see on the stage later ...!"

The girls is firstly up to thier stages and starting to dancing and Jiemin with Jeremiah is the firstly up to the man stage.

And Jiemin begin his body to dance in his ways.he is diffrent..he is not just dancing to show off his body but he dance beautiful as art to showing the sexy part of his body.

All the hungries man sudden looks at man stage and cant get away thier eyes from this tiny young boy..!

Jiemin walks to the pole stage and begin to moves on erotism,shakes his hips to right and left,lean down the booty before pump and pump it against the floor and up again while his hands begin to stripe off his pants,just leaving the G string and the transcendent shirt on his body .

"Big big booty..what you got a big booty..big..big booty..what's you got a big booty ...."

He is stand sideway holding the pole with his left legs stomping into the floor, shaking his sexy hips along booty.his cheek booty shakes along his legs stomping into floor following the rhythm of music.

The stage atsmosphere is changing boisterous at once and hotter,while all the audience throwing the money through the stage.

"****...he is damn hot..!!"one matured gray haired man mumbled.

Andrew was laughing with that man,his ex classmate,Kim nam Joon,and he is the owner of this club too but he is never involved,just leave it all to Andrew Kim .

"Yeah...and I must get my solo just by touching his skin and his lips so tempting for kissed...!"Andrew said while smirked at his freind.

And both of them laughed over loud.

"Keep him for a month for me..!"Namjoon sudden says to Andrew.

"List your price ...I don't want anyone touches him..!he can show in the stage but keep your eyes from anyone who is want to touches his body..!"

Andrew rounded his eyes disbelief.

"Are you crazy man...??

Its his birthday give him what he is ask for...

(let's me show you how to do it...)

Big ..big booty...what you got a big booty...big big booty...

Jiemin stand back against pole and begin to shakin his hips along his booty while pat it hardly.

The stage atmosphere burning hotter while Jiemin turned up and swiping his booty along the pole and sighs out the pleasure from his microphone.

"****..he is really show how to do it.."

Namjoon smirked while sip whiskey from his glass and his eyes can't get away from the stage while to hold himself from erection by seeing Jiemin performance in stage.

Namjoon take out his cell phone and glance to Andrew.

"How much..of keep him as mine for a month..??"

Andrew gapping for a while.Kim nam joon is not playing with his words.

"Hei man...this club is yours too..He is our new money seeker...you cant keep him just for you only..!!"

Namjoon grinned.

"That's why I asked you how much I must pay for him as mine for a month..??"

"You are really monsta fucker,Joon arh...!you got your taste already...??"Andrew winks to teasingly Namjoon.

"But remember..as mine..don't ever let anyone touches him even his hairs...!"

"Okay man...!"Andrew looks excited and smiled happily of his asset working so well done just in one night.

Jiemin was noticed that matured grey haired man eyeing him in every shakes he had made...and Jiemin must admitting this guy is alluring him..

He is handsome,with a dimple showed when grinned for every minutes thier eyes to eyes contact.

That man smiled to Jiemin with his eyes still keep stared intimidating at Jiemin ..but swear...its enough to make Jiemin body shudders just by his eyes...its damm hot as hell..!

"****...!!he is so damm hot..."Jiemin mumbled while bitting his lower lips.

Jiemin keeps dancing again before the music end up he is twirling to the pole,and grinding on it,sticking his *** on it before shaking it.

All the audience throwing money through Jiemin stage.Jiemin save the money from his stage before he was get the sign from Andrew .

Andrew claps his hands to Jiemin.

"Let's get off,Jiemin arh...boss asking you comes to VVIP room...!!"Jeremiah whispers into Jiemin earslobe.

Jiemin nods while leave the stage.

Jiemin knocking the door of VVIP and hearing Andrew hums to welcoming Jiemin come in.

Jiemin looks excited because that grey haired man is sitting besides Andrew.

"Come over here,my sexy Odette..."Andrew said while snapped his fingers at Jiemin to get closer to him.

"Yes sir...what can I do for you..??"

Andrew chuckled and grabs Jiemin waist to sitting at his lap.

"You see this guy in front of you Jiemin arh...??"

"Yes sir...I see him well from the stage.."

That man smiled and showing his dimple to Jiemin.

Andrew laughed.He can seeing well that is Jiemin is so excited with Namjoon.

"Do you mind if this man keep you for a month...??"

Jiemin rounded his eyes while stared at Andrew.try to make sure what just he has hearing now.

Andrew giggled and raised up his eyes brow.

"I need to asking you,because you have told me that's you got interesting on dancing only,not in serving guest..."

Jiemin stared back to that grey haired man.

"May I know your reason for keeping me for a month,sir..??"

He is stand up to approuching that man.

When Jiemin comes near him,that big arms grabs his waist,in a minute Jiemin was falling into his lap.

Namjoon trails his fingers along Jiemin cheek and lips then smiled to him.

"Because...I have promised to myself to makes this lips smiled to me forever at very first time seeing you.."

Jiemin laughed.

"You are so poetic,sir..."

"Well...your name is Jiemin right..??"

Jiemin nods and smiled to him

"How about you,sir..??"Jiemin asking while hovering up his lips just a centimeters from that man.

"I'am Raymond..,Kim nam joon..."Namjoon replies while grabs Jiemin chin with his thumb.

"Call me daddy..."

Jiemin smirked.

" Sure..daddy..."

Namjoon pulls Jiemin body more closer to him.the lust is burning thier eyes,without wasting any longer time Namjoon pulls Jiemin nape and kisses his lips deeply.

"This time..I dont want to lost you again,baby..."

Jiemin move closer into Namjoon to let Namjoon **** in,twist and sucking hard on his tongue.

Jiemin hums in pleasure.this the first time he was meet someone who can pleased him like this way.

"Hei..**** man...!here is not you two only this room !!"Andrew sneers at them.

Jiemin tapping his tiny fist at Namjoon chest,asking for more some fresh air.Namjoon parted his lips from Jiemin and smiled to him

"Be a good boy for Daddy....you can asked Andrew for money if you needed something to buy...i'll prepared it for you..but .."

Namjoon stopped his words while his hand take his whiskey glass and sip a little bit liquid from the glass.

"I don't like your body being touches by anyone...even your hairs is included...!!"

Jiemin grinned and feel so excited .

This man so gentleman.and Jiemin feel warmed by him even this is thier first time,it is Jiemin was fallin for the first sight with this man..?

"You such a possesive,daddy..."

Namjoon smirked.Sudden his cell phone rang.

After look at the incoming number,he pick it up and hums to answer it as he was understand of something.

After ending his call,Namjoon was thrusting his cellphone towards Jiemin.

"Dial down your number..!"Namjoon simply asked and Jiemin nods understand to what Namjoon want is his number.

Jiemin dial his number and saved his number in Namjoon cellphone.

"Write down your name as baby...!"

Oh ****...he is so sweet...

Jiemin smiled happily and do what Namjoon asked him for.

"Okay baby...i'll come to see you tommorow...but remember what I have told you before..starts on tommorow till one months ahead...!"

Namjoon said while patting lightly on Jiemin legs asking for him to get off from his lap.

"I have to go now...good night baby.."Namjoon says while peck a kisses on Jiemin lips.

"Good night too..daddy.."

Jiemin blushed red for being sweet treaten by someone.and Jiemin was realized his daddy is tallest than him with broad shoulders and slender tummy,looks so fuckin sexy..!

Namjoon giggled while taps Jiemin sexy bootie before walks away.

"He is away already,baby...!!"Andrew laughed while dispersing Jiemin.

Jiemin smiled shyly.

"So begin from tommorow..your jobdesk just performance as odette on the stage..!because your daddy is keep attention on you..!"

Jiemin nods happily.

"Yes sir..can I leave now...?"

Andrews nods to him.

Jiemin walks away from VVIP room and back to his changing room.

Jeremiah runs to him while Jiemin opened the door..

"That grey haires man like you,Jiemin arh ..?"Jeremiah looks enthusiascally asked

Jiemin nods while smiled.

"Shittt...you are so lucky,Jiemin arh..!!"

"Why...??"Jiemin asked curiously.

"He is Raymond kim,right.. ??he is very chossy...so far no one can pleased him...you are the first...!!"

Jiemin rounded his eyes disbelief.

"Really...???"Jiemin says enthusiasly

"What about his background...you know about it...?"

"I dont know well...but so far I know he was a obstetricians...! And he is close to Andrew...they were ex classmate in Korea...!"

"Ohh...I see.."Jiemin says while changing his costume into his shirt and pants.

"How much money you earned from the stage,Jiemin arh...??"

"Its around 3000 dollars...not bad...!"

Jeremiah rounded his eyes

"What the ****...its fantastic...!you are amazinggg....!!"

Jiemin smiles.

"But ...Andrew will collect tax from us,right...??"

After talked for a while,Jiemin preapring himself to back home after the club was closed.its 3 a.m already..!

Jiemin walks to parking lot and starts the motorbike engine.

Jiemin sighs for a moment if must back home right now.its like back go hell...!

Thats why Jiemin was so happy when Andrew accepted him as dancer in this club.

Jiemin want to earned more money to walks out from his husband mansion.

The mansion is hot as hell...!!

Jiemin parked his motorbike in the garage and walks into his bedroom.

And he is hearing the fuckin sighs of pleasure from his husband bedroom.

And like usuall viewed his husband **** **** with his lover..!

Jiemin looked sneers and walks to his bedroom to take his rest over there.

This view is happen around one years already after he is marry to his husband,and since the miscarriage accident his husband brings his lover stay together after moving from Korea to States to revenge on Jiemin.

Since his married,Jiemin life is in verge of collaps...not have any desire at all..but starts from today...that grey haired man is lift him up again,it seems like feel his breath and  heartbeat again...

Jiemin laid on the bed and his mind back to thinking about that grey haired man who's named Kim nam joon..and without realizing by himself,he is smiled when thinking about him..!

Flashback...

"No...I said no...to this fuckin idea and fuckin wedding....!!"Tian growled angrily while glaring at Jiemin.

"You know..where is my heart going on Jiemin...!!"

Jiemin stunned when seeing his prospective husband which is arrangement by his parents.

Jiemin know well who is he,he is Augustian,his childhood friend.

But Jiemin never thought Tian (Augustian nick name) will get mad like this way.And both of them never meet each other around six years already since Tian going to States for studying.

"We have arrange it already,Tian....!!so there is no rebuttal..!!"Tian fathers says angrily in tones

"Forget your girlfreind,and marry Jiemin as soon for our two family big business deal...!"

"Iam not gay...!how comes you asks me to **** this kind of man...??"Tian shouted furious by pointing his index fingers in front of Jiemin.

In that minute,the tears drezzing down from Jiemin eyes.

He was shocked,that Tian will hurt him like this way,by looked him so lowly.

How comes he must hearing this kind of words from someone he is fallin for,someone he called first love..

That is for being gay is sin...???

"Tiannnn....!!!your words is too over...!!"Tian fathers yelled at his son while seeing Jiemin teary eyes.

"It's okay ,uncle Lee...if there is nothing to talk again,i'll leave.."

Jiemin stand up and walks out from Tian fathers office.

Before leaving,Tian cellphone is rang and Tian pick it up quickly.

Jiemin know..it must be Selena...Tian girlfreind.

"Yes,baby...I'll be there in fifteen minutes...."

Tian rushed to the door to go ahead of Jiemin and pushed him aside and Jiemin was blown backwards at the urge.

"Tiann...!!you such a bastrad...!!"Tian fathers yelled at his son again.

"Are you okay Jiemin...??"

Jiemin nods.

"It's fine....but uncle...can we cancel this business deal...??"

"No Jiemin....!!"Tian father exclaimed firmly.

"We have arranged it already...dont spoil it...!!"

"Why...???I dont want Tian blame and looked down me like this way...meanwhile I dont know what the fuckin fabolous thats you and my father agreeing with..!!"Jiemin shouted frustared.

"Hei kid...your father company is collaps...and he is oweeing my money to saved it..and I need your father brilliant brain...so to tied your father...I  thought to marry Tian with you is the best way..soon or late this company will be yours and Tian..!"

Jiemin rounded his eyes disbelief.

His father collaps..??

Jiemin walks out from Tian father office,calling his father to make sure about it.

And at laeast Jiemin was shocked that's his father agreeing it with marry him with Tian.

"Just do it,Jiemin arh...appa do it for all the best for you and this family..!!"

"****...!!!this is not the best for me..but the best for your fuckin business..!!"Jiemin yelled angrily with his father.

"Why you hate me that much,appa..??..you know how much pain I must hold because of this...??"

"This is your duty as eldest son...!.you want to see your mother and sister live in suffer...?my company is collaps already...!"

"If like that appa should ask Ji Eun marry him,why must I marry  Tian..!!"Jiemin growled angrily

"I am just twenty two years old.,I'll working hard in your company to getting back what you lost..and..I don't want mylife is ruin because of marrying Tian ..!!"

"Your life is ruin already since you were admit yourself as gay..!!you should thanks me to marry you with Tian...you like him right...??"

"Appaaaa.......!!!"Jiemin yelled frustared.

"Shutt uppp ..!!!the wedding date is settled already next month...!!"Jiemin father said angrily in tones.

"I'am sick and nausea to seeing your face...!!i'am so disgraced to having son as gay like you, ...and don't so hypocrital rejecting this wedding...!"

What's the ****...??Why should his parents hurt him like this way...?

"I'am so fuckin sick too to seeing appa like you..!!!"

Jiemin father walks towards him and slapped Jiemin.

"You should keep your manner with your appa...!!how dare you disrespecting your appa...??"

Jiemin sneers bitterly while wiped the blood from the corner of his lips with his thumb.

"All right...I'll fulfill your last wish for the sake of this family...after that I'll leave this fuckin family...!!"Jiemin growled angrily and walks out from his father office.

"Am I such a disgrace to them..??why everybody hates me and Tian included...!because I am a gay..?what have I ever done to them to deserve this...?"

Jiemin was sitting at the park alone..until the snow flakes fallin into his nose..!

Yes,tommorow is Christmas eve already..

Jiemin smirked bitterly

"Should I sent letter for you again,Santa...??why you never reading my letter for you ...??"

The tears is drezzling down from Jiemin eyes.

When the snow started fallin harder,and the skies goin dark,Jiemin back to his home.

He is arrived already in front of his house,pressed the door bell,waited for someone opened the door for him.but there is no one come out to opened the door,and Jiemin begin to get colder and his body quivers to against the cold.

Jiemin walks to the back side of his house.

"Eomma....Ji Eun arh...open the door ..!"Jiemin shouted but no one respone him...so he is jump into the gate and peeked through the window.

All of his member of family is sitting in dinner room and laughing while eating.

His heart is like sliced and bleeding by knifing.its too hurt ..all family dumped him and leave him standing outside in the cold freezing ...are they even considered him as family...??

Never...the answer is never...

Jiemin still tried to knocking the window.his father take alook over him but sneers to him.

"Let him freeze to death outside...so he can felt it is the consequences of rejecting his wedding with Tian...!!"Jiemin father says sarcastically in loudly tones so enough for Jiemin to hearing what just his father says.

"Appa..its not too over to let oppa freeze to death outside..."Ji Eun begin worried now.

Jiemin tears is drezzling again,his lips quivers to against the cold.

"No...this is your oppa punishment .. he is deserves it...!!"Eomma said to cut Jie Eun words.

Jiemin squatting against the wall of window.closed his eyes while against the freeze over his body now.his body quivers.

Jiemin mumbled along with his drezzling tears.

Dear santa ..

"This is my fifteen letter to you,santa..I hope this letter could be my last letter for you...

Give me someone who can lend me his shoulder to lean on...I really tired already..."

Two hours later Jie Eun quitely crept out from the house and walks approuching his oppa.

"Oppa....oppa....open your eyes..."Jie Eun slapped his brother cheek lightly as she chokes a sobs.

"Oppa..can you hear me...??"

Jiemin slowly opened his eyelids,his lips going pale and his body quivers to hold the freeze.

"Jii..jii..Eun arhh.."Jiemin hisses weakly

Jie Eun blanket Jiemin body while hugging his oppa body tightly.

"Open your mouth,oppa...drink this hot milk first..."Jie Eun said while feeding the hot milk from thermos into Jiemin mouth carefully.

"Thank..you..Jie Eun arh..."Jiemin says weakly.

"Oppa....don't be stubborn against appa...I know its unfair for you...but.."

"Don't worry ,Ji Eun arh...oppa will marry Tian for the sake of this family.."Jiemin whispers while cupped his sister jaw,rubbed his nose into Ji Eun's.

"Oppa will not let you live in suffering.."

One month later...

Today is the wedding day of Jiemin and Tian.

"**** ...I cant believe i'am married with Tian...!"

After take his bath and wearing his black tuxedo,Jiemin sitting onn the chair to let make up artist do his face and hairs make up .

"Oppa...you looks pretty...."Jie Eun says excited.

Jiemin smiled to her.

"Your oppa is namja....you should says handsome,baby...!"

Ji Eun gigled while hugging Jiemin shoulder from behind.

"Congrats of your wedding,oppa...I'll treasuring your sacrifice for my whole life time..."Ji Eun whispers as she chokes a sob into Jiemin earlobe.

The tears beaming behind Jiemin eyes.

Jiemins nods sadly while tapping his sisters arms which is still hang on at his shoulder.

"I wish you happiness ever after..."

"Thank you,my pretty dongseang...,oppa will remembering this moment too for my whole  lifetime.."

"Okay boy...its time to get ready...!" The wedding planner coming into the room.

"You will gonna walk down that aisle with your appa..don't get any nervous..??"

Jiemin nods and walks out with Ji Eun.

Jiemin and Jie Eun find thier appa is waiting for them already at the aisle which will connecting to the ballroom.

"Good...take an hold on your appa arms and walks along this aisle till the ballroom...your groom is waited you already..."the wedding planner saya while smiled to Jiemin.

"Show your smiles boy...you are looks quite pretty...prettiest than women..!"

Jiemin laughed and hang on his hand on his appa arms eventhough he hates it..but no choices..!

"Ready...3,2,1..go...!".the wedding planner says and the hall door is open.

Jiemin take a deep breaths and walks along the aisle with his appa without saying any words,but still holding his appa arms until reached the hall.

Jiemin tried to smiles but there is still hidden sadness in his smiles ,and all eyes stared him with amazed.

And for the first time,Tian stunned for Jiemin charming,how comes he is changed so much...?pretty as hell..!!

But Tian was aware thats ,Jiemin smiles is fake...both of them spent together thier childhood and he is know well how Jiemin sincere smiles.

"Sorry ,Jiemin arh..for hurting you.."

Jiemin is stand in the altar now with Tian against him.

And thier eyes is meeting each others now.

Tian cant stop his heartbeat now ,but Jiemin looks cool as ice.

"Okay...I'll begin the ceremony...hmm..we are all gathered here as the witness of Augustian Lee hyung sik and Park jie min wedding..."the Priest speak out but Jiemin looks zoned out from his mind.

"I should be happy...if when our first meet he is not looked down me so lowest as gay...its so heartbreaking if..someone who is your first love hurting you like this way .."

"Hmm...Jiemin arh..."Tian cleared his throat and makes Jiemin back to his senses.

Today in the God blessing...Mr Augustian Lee Hyung Sik..do you accept Mr Park jie min as your partner in good or bad time,in healty or sickness..till the death do apart you...?"

"Yes...I do..till the death apart us..."Tian said while encircling his simple diamond ring into Jiemin ring finger.

"And you Mr Park jie min..do you accept Mr Lee Hyung Sik as your partner in good or bad time,in healty or sickness till the death do apart you..?"

Jiemin take a deep breath to repelling his tension.

"Yes..I do..till the death apart us..!"Jiemin said while encircling his simple diamond ring into Tian  ring finger.

"In the God blessing,I pronounce you as husband and husband..."the Priest said while smiled to them.

"You can kiss your pretty groom, Tian..."

And before Jiemin back to his sense,Tian is crushing into him and kisses his lips...

Jiemin was surprised..!

His first kiss..!he should be happy right...because his first love kisses him...but why ..Jiemin lost that desire now...??

All the invited guest clapped thier hand as they kissed..!

Tian was wrapped Jiemin waist to get closer to him,trying to slipped his tongue in,but Jiemin pulled it away

No..not him...not him..

"Stop it Tian...if you are not desire to kisses a gay like me..I know where is your heart belong to..."Jiemin hisses sadly in thier kisses.

Tian locked his eyes into Jiemin's... that eyes showing the sadness,and Tian knows he did it to Jiemin before in thier first meet after six years never meet each others.

After that Jiemin parted his body from Tian arms and tried to smiles elegant to all the guests.

Tian was regret it...Jiemin is innocent why should hurt him..all is setting well already by thier parents..and eventhough he is not love Jiemin...he should treat Jiemin well as freind..!

Not long after thier ceremony,Selena is coming all sudden in thier wedding.

"You cant do this to me,Tian...!!i'am pregnant your baby now...!!"Selena shouted and enough to attracted all the guests.

Tian parents shocked and asked the bodyguard to get rid of her from the party hall.

Tian runs to Selena and grabs her hands to avoiding all the cameras.

Jiemin smiled bitterly.its not surprised him.he is ready for this already...!

"Dear...what are you doing here..? I told you already this wedding is just business setting..I have only love you..!!"Tian said frustared while hugging Selena into his arms

"No...you are liar,Tian...!!I see you kissed him...!"Selena shouthed angrily while strunggles in Tian arms.

For a moment Tian was stunned.

Yes...all sudden Jiemin changed so attractive to being ignored ..and he kissed him..

"I'am sorry dear...all is fake...okay..."

"Liar..liar...!!"Selena yelled like crazy and runs out from the buildings.

Tian was chased her till outside the road.

In her anger..without any seeing there is one car runs in high speed as fast as she crossed the way.

In a minute the car hitting her body..and she is bounces on the road.

The blood pooling the road.

Tian screamed loudly.

"Selena.....!!!!!"

At hospital..

The ambulance sirens rang loudly while arrived in front of ER.

Thier car arrived in the front of Hope hospital ER .The Triage already wait for them.

The Triage team looks helped paramedics to moved Selena body into stretcher from car.

Tian  run fastly to Selena stretcher.

"She is vaginal massive bleeding with head bleeding,decreased conciousness,cito....!!" the paramedics report to the Triage.

"Check the blood pressurre first....!"

"Its 60/40..!with weak pulse irregular 100...!!"

dr Lee Dong Hun appears and starting to check Selena condition while one nurse  inserting an IV needle to Selena  hand and put an oxygen mask into Selena nose.

"Call dr Kim nam joon ...she is massive vaginal bleeding...!she must be pregnant...!"dr Lee dong hun inform the nurse to call the obstetrician.

dr Lee dong hun looks busy to check Selena head wound,strilized and hecting it..its not dangreous..the most dangerous one is her vaginal bleeding..!

dr Kim nam joon arrived after ten minutes the nurse called him.

"She is vaginal massive bleeding,docter...the blood pressure is

Its 60/40..!with weak pulse irregular 100...!!"

Dr Kim nam joon nods.

And he is going to check the vaginal area,wearing his hand scone and asking the nurse to widden Selena legs.

He is inserting his finger into the vaginal area.

"Abortus inkompletus...!!"dr Kim nam joon said after examined Selena

"Where is her husband...?he need to sign form informed consern for D&C (dillatation and curretage)surgery...his wife miscarriage pregnancy..!"

Tian is standing worried in front of ER.the nurse is calling him to met dr Kim nam joon .

"Sir...your wife is miscarriage pregnancy during her accident...so we need to removed the tissue of pregnancy which is still remaining in the neck of uterin,to stopped the massive bleeding and another risked for her..."dr Kim nam joon explained to Tian.

"All right...do the best for my wife,docter..."Tian says trembled in voices with teary eyes.

"If like that you can sign the informed consern first,sir..."

dr Kim nam joon back to ER and ordered the paramedics to removed Selena to Gynaecology and Obstetricians surgery room.

After being anesthetic,dr Kim nam joon comes into the surgery room.the nurse is standby already.

dr kim place wearing his hand scone and mask already.

He is sitting in front against the patient and placed the speculum into the vagina,a tenaculum is clampped to the lip of cervix and the canulla is inserted into the uterus.

All the tissue of pregnancy is suctioned through the cannula into jar.

Then dr Kim nam joon scrapped the uterine cavity by using currete to determaine whatever significant amount of tissue remaine.

And around twenty minutes,dr Kim finishing the proceeding.

When he is walks out he is seeing patient husband is fighting with one tiny man in the aisle of surgery room.

"Are you happy now...??"Tian yelled angrily when seeing his parents comes with Jiemin.

"If something happen to Selena..i'll not forgive you..!!"

Jiemin was so hurted until he is speechless to answers it even its not his false at all.

"If like that..you still have chance to canceled marriage...!!"Jiemin said with teary eyes.

"****....!!canceled the marriage..??I will not let you live so easily after causes all this messy...!!"Tian shouted while his hands choking Jiemin neck and roughly pushed him against the wall.

Jiemin gapping as choked by Tian muscles arms,while the tears drezzling down from his eyes.

Jiemin looks limp into the floor after Tian release him.

Tian walks away leaving him alone in the aisle.

Jiemin get coughed.

dr Kim nam joon walks to approuching that tiny man.

He felt so angrily for unfair treatment by the patients husband to this tiny man.

Jiemin stared at the tallest man,muscle builded body,masked with surgery suits who is standing in front of him.

"Are you okay...??"that man asking worried to Jiemin.

"Yes..i'am fine..."Jiemin said and tried to stand up.in a minute that man helped him to stand up by grabbing Jiemin hands into his hands.

"Thank you.."Jiemin said still on teary eyes and parted his hands from that man while walks away from the aisle.

"Pretty...he is quite pretty..."dr Kim nam joon mumbled silently.

And dr Kim nam joon know that tiny man must be hurted so much.

"Suppose you will be mine...I'll promised to make you happy..."

Flasback....

Since Selena getting well..,Tian and Jiemin signed the agreement of marriage.

And one of thier point is Jiemin can working to feed up his life during in States.

Everyday Tian and Selena treat Jiemin so bad,sometimes just give him dinner only.

Jiemin was confused how to pass hislife in this place..without any relatives and freinds.its like live in the cage.and Tian do it to revenge of losing his baby! all is Jiemin mistakes..its sound ridicolous!

Today Selena back to her country in Ubekiztan because her mother is pass away,she is back alone without Tian.

Jiemin ventured himself to borrow money from Tian,however he must go out for looking jobs.

"Ti...tian...can I borrow some money...??I want go out looking for some part time job..."Jiemin says in bricky voices in front of Tian bedroom.

Tian turn back his head and stared at Jiemin.

Honestly,Tian feel so sorry by treaten Jiemin like this way..but he hates it when keep remembering of losing his baby.

He want to treat Jiemin well,but he is afraid it will hurt Selena.its like two sides of difficult choices...!

But now,Selena is not here,just leaving him and Jiemin.

Jiemin is look pretty ,and so intteractive to being ignored with his plum lips.

Tian walks towards Jiemin and touches his face.

Jiemin was shocked and stay back in a minute to avoiding Tian.

"You want money,hmm...??"Tian asking while keep towards Jiemin again,till Jiemin stopped walked back and against the wall.

Tian closed him by lean back his arms in the right and left sides of Jiemin head.there is no distance between them now.

Jiemin was scared and hoverings his lips just a centimeters from Tian.and its so alluring Tian now.

That plum lips..

"Let me go,Tian..if you dont have any plan to borrow me money..!"

Tian keep stared at Jiemin eyes,grapping Jiemin jaw tightly.

"Wha...whats..do..you ..want,Tian..??"

"I want to taste how good of you..."Tian hisses satcastically.

"Do your job as good husband now..."

Jiemin shooks his head.

"No..please..Tian.."

Tian begin kisses and nipped Jiemin lips hardly.he is never thought that's Jiemin lips can be soft like this.and he is waiting for this moment for very first time they were married.

Jiemin tried to pulls Tian chest away and parted his lips

"Don't destroyed me,Tian...I thought I have suffering enough tied in this fuckin married with you..!!"

"Ssttt...dont be so rudely,baby...."Tian whispers,his eyes focusing on Jiemin lips and letting his thumb trail it slowly.he is burning in lust now

"Aren't you disgusted with gay like me..so let me go,please..."Jiemin hisses in teary eyes.

"But I changed my mind now,Jiemin arh...don't you know, you are so fuckin alluring me..?"Tian locked both Jiemin hands up over his head with his one powerfull muscle arms and his another hand is eagerly clawed Jiemin shirt and began to unbotton it,yanking it down without breaking his kisses on Jiemin lips as his roams Jiemin smooths skin with his fingers.

****...he is perfect alluring...!

Jiemin tried to against,but he is really powerless.

Tian looks amazed with Jiemin body from top till bottom.

"**** you,Tian ...!!Iam not your Selena,your slutty *****,...!!"Jiemin shouted angrily,stare hatred at Tian

Tian chuckled.

"Yeah .. You are my husband...you should pleasure me as your duty to me.,Jiemin arh.."

"You should do this at our very first time,Tian..but you breaking me until I can't find that desire with you already..."Jiemin says,the tears is drezzling down from his eyes

"I don't care..!!you are mine,Jiemin arh..so stop to rejecting me.. or I'll end up fuckin you against this wall!..."Tian growls and trails his lip down to Jiemin chest,letting his tongue whirl Jiemin around nipples which make Jiemin moan to the shots of pleasure striking his body.

His head was taken aback,his hands grasping tightly at Tian hand which is tied his hand over his head.

"Stop it...I beg you...pleasee...!!"Jiemin mumbled desperately,when Tian pulls his body into the his bed,grabs his tie to tied up together both of Jiemin hands on headboard.

"Hmm..what are you talkin about pretty .?"Tian laughed while trails his hand to grasp Jiemin length hardly.

Jiemin eyes snapped open as he look down to see Tian tear his pants down ,included boxer and threwed it away.leaving him bare and exposed it right in front of him.

"No..stopp it..!"Jiemin hissing in tears while Tian opened his legs.

This the first time for Tian with man.and he is never thought thats Jiemin can make his length harderned like this .

Tian begin to trails his fingers jerking off Jiemin,thrusting his fingers hard and faster inside Jiemin roughly,like Jiemin is sex doll only,its shocked and make Jiemin feel immense pain.

"Ss...stopp..it..please....,Tian...!!"Jiemin whimpered while bitting his lower lips hardly

"You are so fuckin alluring baby..!!"Tian growls while lead his head to Jiemin enterence.without any preparing he was slammed his length inside Jiemin.

"Arghhhhh....."Jiemin screaming out his pain.its hurt raw.Jiemin shudders along with his tears drezzling down from his eyes.

"You are so tight baby.. !"Tian sighs in pleasures as he ****** grew more and more agrressive,his hands clinging on Jiemin hips eventhough he felt something wetness pouring out from Jiemin enterence.it was blood...Jiemin was bleeding..!

Tian smirked.its like breaking into women virginity and its drive him so crazy.

"****...you are as like as ****** baby...more alluring than Selena..."

Tian kisses Jiemin lips,feeling his built up sensation at his pit of length as he ****** harder inside Jiemin when he felt about to *** as well.He trails his hands to choking at Jiemin neck,squezzed it hardly,it makes Jiemin was choked and breathlessy.

"Fuckk....!!"Tian sighs in pleasure when Jiemin enterence massaging his length tightly its make him ****** Jiemin roughly without caring about Jiemin was bleeding and dying now.

Tian ****** his length as *** burst filled up inside Jiemin.the blood and *** is spilled out until Jiemin thigh.

Jiemin collaps but Tian still keep jerking off Jiemin unconscious body to final his release inside Jiemin.

Tian pulls out Him's from Jiemin,stand up from bed and release Jiemin from tied.

After three hours,Jiemin awakes and felt hurt and pain in his body,and he find out the *** and blood mix together from his enterence until his thigh and still *****.

Jiemin cries,feeling so bad with his fate.being raped by his husband so bad in way.

Jiemin tried to wake up and sit at the edge of bed.sudden Tian comes into the room.

Jiemin stared hatred at Tian

"Don't come near by me..!!"

Tian stunned for awhile and smirked to Jiemin.

"Why..we are couple in front of God and legal...!why I can't come nearing you..??"

"**** you,Tian....don't act like nothing happen...!!i'am not your *****...!!"Jiemin growled angrily,the tears streaming behind his eyes while stared hatred at Tian.

"Of course you are not...so..you want me treat you well..??so stopping for rejecting me starts from now...!"

Jiemin sneering bitterly.

"If like that dump out your *****..!!"

Jiemin says sarcastically.

"You cant do that,right...??"

Tian gritten his teeth to hold his anger.

He is walks to approuching Jiemin and slapped him,and choking his neck hardly.

Jiemin feel choked and breathlessy .

"How dare you give me a choices...??who do you think you are,huh...****...!!"Tian growled angrily

"Jj...just..k..kill...me...!!"Jiemin hisses weakly along his tears drezzling down to his cheek.

"Y..you..such..aa...ss..son..of...bit..bitchh...!!'

Without any hesistassion Tian slapped Jiemin cheek again while pushed Jiemin laid on the bed,pull of his length and stuffing it into Jiemin mouth.

"Better you eat up this **** with your sexy lips than keep sworning me...!!"Tian shouted annoyed and starts to choking Jiemin roughy with his length.Jiemin trying to pushed it away by tapping on Tian thigh for having some air..but Tian looks simply pushed Jiemin head deeper until his throat,and sounding any couple of choked sound.

"**** ..even your mouth is so adorable,bitch..!"Tian moans while filled up Jiemin mouth with his ***.

Jiemin vomitting all the *** and falls limp into bed.

Tian get off from the bed and throwing five bills of one hundred dollars into Jiemin limp ***** body

"Here is your money for serving well,bitch..!!"Tian sneers to Jiemin

"I'll treat you bad,if you still keep rejecting me,Jiemin arh.. !!"

Jiemin tritten his fist to hold his anger.

"I'll make you pay all of it one day,bastrad...!!"Jiemin growled furiously.

With his strength,Jiemin wake up again and walking limps to the bathroom for dressed up without cleaned up the evidance on his body.before dressed up,he has camera capturing himself which is still full of *** and blood on the pit of his anal area. his swollen cheek ,with the dried blood from the tips of his lips.

Jiemin watching Tian went out with his car.this is his change to go out too.

Jiemin planning going to hospital ,looking for sexual assault forensic examiner to have autopsy check of sexual violence on his body.

At hospital...

The nurses in ER shook thier head to concerned about Jiemin condition now.

The standby docter named dr Jung ho seok is the first person who walks into Jiemin ward and give him first aid after Jiemin report to examiner.

"Are you korean too,Jiemin sshii...??"

Jiemin nods to him.

"Ne...bagsa'nim..."

"I will give you preventative medication from sexually transmitted infection...and some anti drepressant.."

Jiemin nods.

After that dr Jung injected antibiotics,some medication of sexuallity infections into Jiemin IV,and cured his anal area with some medication.

"Please collect his blood serum sample for STIs test..."

The nurse nods.

dr Jung ho seok stared at Jiemin for a while with pittyness.

"You can have your rest now...if you needed something..you can call me,Jiemin sshi..."

"Thanks...docter..."Jiemin says weakly.

dr Jung Hoseok walks away from Jiemin ward and back to docter room to signing the patients boards.

"Seokkie arh...let's have some lunch together...!!"Hoseok turned back his head to the sound direction.

Hoseok rounded his eyes disbelief for his best friends coming.

"Namjoonie.....!!what a surprise mann....???"Hoseok shouted happily while stand up and hugging his old pals.

"How many days already you stayed here,Joonie..??"

"Two days already...."Namjoon smiles.

"I have something to discuss with you...!lets have lunch first..."

"Wait....let me finishing my patient report first to forensic devision.."

Namjoon was surprised.

"Forensic...???is the patient pragnosist is black already..or the victim of attemped murder...??"Namjoon asking curiously.

"He is almost black...!he is the victim of sexually violence...!"Hoseok sigh desperately.

"I'am so pity with his condition.."

"Its seems you looks interested with him..."Namjoon says teasingly Hoseok.

"****....so where I must hidden my donkey...??"

Both of them burst into laugh.the donkey nickname is for Hoseok boyfreind,Andrew Kim...who is owned the Sohokim's club with Namjoon.

"So how about his condition now..??"

"Ermm..he is still need some rest to avoid panic attack .."Hoseok says

"Interested to seeing him...??"

"Okay..."Namjoon said while wearing his mask and following Hoseok into the wards.

Hoseok stopped his step around one meters from Jiemin wards and peeked him from the backwards of curtain.

Jiemin is fallin asleep.

"Here is he..."Hoseok whispers.

Namjoon was stunned.

it is him...?

"Who hurt him till like this...?the strangers or...?"

"His husband....!"

Namjoon starled.

"Is it him...?"Namjoon mumbled.

Namjoon walks towards Jiemin bedside while pay attention on his face.

From his eyes,nose and lips..Namjoon still keep remembering well,and his tears because of treaten so bad by his husband... his husband hurt him again...??

Without any realizing,Namjoon trails his fingers along that man face.

Jiemin whimps for a while to feel someone touches his cheek so gently.

Slowly Jiemin opened his eyes even still blurr,Jiemin can see that man is masked..like someone who is helped him after Tian treat him so bad in the hospital in the day Selena got accident.in his married day..!

"Joonie...!!!!are you crazy....????"Hoseok shierked under his breath and pulls Namjoon arms.

"No...Iam looking for him for along time already...it must be him....!!"

Hoseok shook his head and pulls Namjoon hand while walks away from ER.

Three hours later ..

Jiemin wakes up and whimpering,trying to sit down on the bed.one nurse comes to approuching him.

"Need any help,sir...??"

"Can you help me to prepared well my report documents...?I want to going home before my husband home..."

The nurse shocked and stared disbelief with Jiemin.

"You dont afraid thats your husband will hurt you again,sir...??"

Jiemin smiled bittery to her.

"Its okay...I just need this evident as my shield to fighthing him....I got my plans..."Jiemin said weakly and tried to shows his smiles

"But..thanks for your consern,ma'am.."

The nurse smiled back and going out to prepared all what Jiemin asking for.

Not long after that the nurse is coming back and pulls out Jiemin IV.

"If something bad happen to you,please come back to here..."the nurse said.

" I dont understand why your husband can treat you so badly eventhough you are look like an angel..."

Jiemin smiled.

"Thank you ma'am.."Jiemin smiled before walks out from ER .

****

Namjoon back to ER to found that man again.

"Are you crazy,Joonie....?dont get so involved with that man....!his husband must be paranoid...!!"Hoseok says worried.

"This is not his first time being treaten like this..I must help him..!"

"Joonie......!!back to your sense,please....!!"

"No,Seokkie arh...even its sound ridiculous...but I want him as mine..and I dont want to lost that chance again...!!"Namjoon said while keep running back to ER.

Hoseok runs after Namjoon too..,tried to stopped his freind madness.

"Where is him...?"Namjoon asked the nurse who is cleared the Jiemin ward bed.

"Ohh...he just leaving..he said must back before his husband home.."the nurse answered.

Hoseok and Namjoon starled for a moment

"What the ****...??"Namjoon growled angrily for losing that man again.

"Is he dumb...??he could be killed...!"

"The dumb one is you,Joonie arh...!!!forget him...!"Hoseok sighs desperately even he feel sorry for that man.

"If you have been ever in love so silly with someone once time,you will understand what i'am feel now,Seookie arh.."

Jiemin walks from hospital to the bus station .the skies is going dark already.

Jiemin eyes looks amazed with the bars,club along his paths in the road.

Jiemin stopped his eyes into one club,and there is a job vacancy as dancer is available.

"Sohokim club"

The club looks luxury with the highest class service.

Without considering,Jiemin opened the club door,and finding the receipsionist.

"Hai...sorry...the dancer vacancy is available..??"Jiemin asks the sexy women who is sitting in the receipsionist desk

The women smiles to him.

"Yes..still available....you can apply it,boy..!you can bring your curriclum vitae,and performance your dancing but as long as you know...this club is gay club...so if you are interested you can apply it...!"

Jiemin nods understand.

"Okay ...I'll back tommorow for interview...thank you..."

Jiemin walks back to bus station to going back home.the bus is waiting already and Jiemin go into the bus.

"I must ending this fuckin marriage..and get back my family company ...!"Jiemin mumbled desperately.

When he is home,Tian is waiting for him already.

"Where are you going..??"Tian asking angrily in tones.

Jiemin sneers bitterly to him

"It's not your business...!!"

"What the **** ..??" Tian growled while grabs Jiemin wrist roughly

"Don't touch me...!!or I'll sue you..!!"Jiemin hisses sarcastically

"Sue me... ???wow .. "

Tian laughed

Jiemin throw up the document of sexually violence report on the table

Tian stunned for a moment and read the documents

"Just wait my lawyer comes to sue you...Lee Hyung Sik...!!"

"**** ...!!!what are you planning for,huhh...??"Tian yelled furiously.

"Yes....let's deal for our marriage agreeing..!!or I'll show this sexually violence in public...and I'll sue back my family company from your father..!!"Jiemin sneers while stared hatred at Tian.

"Considering it with your sense,Lee Hyung Sik sshi...!!"

Jiemin walks away from Tian .

And with the sexually violence threaten ,Jiemin have half of his freedom back.

And he is apply as dancer in Sohokim club.

Andrew kim smiled happily after seeing the dance performance from the new candidates names Park jie min.

"Okay...since you know this club is gay club and your jobdesk is entartaint on the stage..I will evaluate you in a week during your trainee time.."the boss said while smiled to Jiiemin.

"You can start it tommorow night...!"

Jiemin nods happily

"But you cant serve the guests too who is dare to pay you...you can company them for drinks..or...something..like..one night stand..but of course the highest fee.."

Jiemin smiled.

"I'll consider about that sir...but I really got intresting at dancing only.."

"Okay...I'll cherish your decision..."

Andrew Kim stand up and shakes Jiemin hand.

"Welcome to Sohokim club ,Park jie min ..."

Jiemin smiled happily.

"Thank you sir..."

Jiemin walks out from his boss room and leave the club.

Even this job is not the best one...but he can begin to restoring ruins of hislife,and get back his freedom.

Jiemin walk along the boutique along the road and look at himself from the mirror of storefront.

" Jiemin arh...you are so pathetic..its time to walked bravely out from your patheticness .."Jiemin mumbled bittery while smiled at himself at the mirror.

Not long of that,Jiemin walks to the bus station waiting for the bus which can brings him home.

"Don't hold on for something you cant stand anymore..because the ending is you will hurted and hurt even more.."