My name is Rd. I am a college going student. 😊

For me life is like a hell.Life means nothing to me.My childhood was a mess.But i didn’t realise it that time. Now i can realise how people treated me that time.Now i find the reason why they treat me like that 😔.

I am not good at study. I am belonging in a low-middle class family. So i have to study hard to gain a good job so i can produce my family with goods.

I have an elder sister Moon. She is studying in medical college. And my father has to pay a lot of money for my sister's study that is almost out of my father's earning range.So i am the only and the last hope of my family 😭.

The truth is my life has no hope. My world is little.I have to face many difficulties. Sometimes our neighbours make our life like a hell.

When i was born my father has his own bisuness.But now he has nothing.My mother has to do hard work to maintain our family. So i decide to be an engineer. I really love physics.But i cant read for a moment.Everytime when i go to my table i have to cry. I have to cry for my families issues.

I want to love myself. I want to love my family. I want to love my world. But depression in me it killing me inside.

But most saddest part of my life is that my height is not enough. I am a tiny girl. Not also that my face look like a little school going baby.I dont know why but everyone thinks that i am a little girl with a childish mind.

When i was kid my classmates saw me as a new born baby.That time i didnt understand what they actually thought about me. But now i can realise that they said those things because i really look like a little baby and i have no adult activities.😩What can i say this my life.I don't why i am telling you a sad stories but i want you to know my sad story because i cant bear it.Everytime i go outside i am insulted by people.They gain wrong idea about me. The most important that i am also an introvert. I dont talk much with people. For this sometimes people think that i am a moody person. But i am not really.

"Rd. Rd!!come to eat quickly.If you're late you gonna miss my delicious dinner" My mom is calling me. I wanted to tell my past stories. But i have to go. If i dont go i will sure miss my mom's magical dinner🍲🥘.I will come next.😁😁.

................ 7.40pm

My diary :My little world😃

Next episode title:I have a secret.

"Love.I am falling in love with him. How??!😳😨""

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Summer morning.

"Oh,🥵it's too hot today. After running in this way i am sweating more. But where is Alaina😒.Why she is not coming quickly. It’s almost 7.30 am.I am sure gonna miss my present today and teacher will be punished me😰😰. "

"Hey!Rd.Over here." Alina running to me.

😡Why you're too late???? You told me yesterday that you would come fast today?What happened ?You know i am waiting for you one hour. You know how embarrassed i was? Now i'm gonna miss my math class too and sure will get punishment. How you can be so careless ???😡😤''

''Stopp!!!Let me take some breathe. Don’t scold me.It’s not my fault. 😞My alarm clock's battery was down but i didn’t know that. So i am late also.''

''What about your phone ?🤨🤨'' -''I said sorry nah i forget about my phone's alarm also. I..i meann... i was enjoying my sleepp..so i miss it tooo..... Please Rd forgive me plzzzz🥺🥺''

''Ok,ok i forgive you. Afterall you are my only one friend and best friend. 😏'''

''Thank you Rd you are my bff😄'' ''Oh,thank god our bus is coming .'' 🚃🚍

''Hurry Alaina get on the bus. Hold my hand.''

''Uff. We made it😂😂'' ''Yeah we made it🤣🤣'' ''Rd !'' ''Hmm'' ''What is this in your bag?!''

😨😨''Oh !this is sis's diary. She forget to take it back😁😥''

'''Ah. But this is your name right?'' ''Oh our bus stop comes. Let's go hurry come on''

''😧😦''

''Today is one of the worst day of my life.Math teacher punished me for being late today.And now i have to do all the maths ! What would happen to Alaina?! Is she okay🤔🤔''

''Rd😭😭,my dear frnd you are also in college. I thought you went back to home without me.'''

''How can you think about that?Do you forget about our cruel math teacher ?I have got punishment 😒'' ''😢😢oh it is sad'' '' Yeah it is .''

'' Hey can i ask you something Rd?''

Doing maths ''Just ask.''

''That diary was really of your sister ?''

''😳W..whatt..why.. are.. you asking?You don’t believe me ?!!''

''Of course i believe you. But...'' ''But.But what ?''

''But i saw there your name above the diary ! Do you something hiding something from me?''

Alina approach to me. ''🙄Whatt? Let me do my math.'' ''Hmm. Then do your math. I am waiting for you.But i think there is something in that diary. Something is fishy'' ''Why are you mumbling ?''

''Nothing .'''

One hour after.

''Thank you teacher 🙂🙂'' ''Hah finally finished my today's task.Ah!! Why are you looking at me like this. Did i do something wrong ?😒😒''

''Yeah tell me about your crash now. Who is your love?? Tell me Rd. Tell me.. '' '' Wait i will tell you. Ok. I have a crash. i think more than crash. I think i love him. But who will love this tiny short girl. Now you understand....then stop the topic plz..''

I am going home now..'' 😤😤

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"Rd, tell me about your crash.....tell me Rd..'''

''Don't disturb me Alaina.That was my past.'''

''No,please tell me. '' '' No i can't. '' ''Tell about your past please. Ok if you don’t want to tell me then.. then i will also not telling you about my past'' ''😑😑Are you kidding ? We already late.And i have a part time job to do you know that right .''

''So you won't tell me??'' ''Nope. I won't.'' ''Rd actually i read your diary and i know everything about your crash. So if you don’t want to tell me it’s alright 😁😁'' ''Whhaattttt!!!??You read my diary! How dare you Alaina 😱😤😤 Now i am gonna kill you... Don’t run Alaina... I am going to finish you😭😭😭😭....'' ''Rd.. i am sorry....please.. 😆😆...sorry.... ahh...leave me.. Rdd..🤣🤣...stop.... ''

''😭😭😭😭😢''' ''Don't cry Rd. It’s alright. I was just joking. I really didn’t read anything. I just saw your name nothing else. When i tried to open the diary you came outside from teacher's room. So i could not read it. Sorry Rd. '' '' You really didn’t read anything. '' '' Really .'' Hugging best friend.

''Actually i am sorry that i didn’t tell you about my crash. But you.. ,you always tell me everything about your life. You share every crash's story with me. I am sorryyy😭😭😭😭...'' ''It’s Alright .Please don’t cry.Let's go to a perfect place where we can talk. '' ''Okay .''

After some times.Sitting on a bench in front of a river Rd and Alaina enjoy the beautiful view of the river side. ''Today's evening is awesome. Ah fresh air.Now you are alright ,''Alina. ''Yeah. I am alright. '' ''So now tell about your past. ''

''Actually i like him from my childhood. But i realise it after many years .'' ''Who is he??'' ''Ah... you wont laugh right ?.'' ''Why i will laugh! Just tell me who is he.'' '' He is my cousin 😳😔😔😔😞'' ''😄😄What really Rd ''' ''Why are you laughing ??'' ''Sorry . It's really amazing. So you told him about your feelings. '' ''No. I don’t want to tell him about feelings. 😔'' ''😦But why?You love him right. Then...'' ''I love him but he doesn’t. He loves someone else.And he treats me like his little sister.''' ''What? Are you sure that he doesn’t like you?'' ''Of course i am sure. And he doesn’t like any short girl like me. Besides his girlfriend is more beautiful than me.😖'' ''Oh.I feel very sad for you. You make me cry. How can you love that types of boy for twelve years. This is too much. '' ''I know but i can't stop my feelings. What should i do tell me Alaina😭😭😭'' '' I think you should tell him about your feelings or you should avoid him.I have many good looking guys for you my dear. If you want i can fix one for your dating. ''

''You know na i am not that types of girl. '' ''Yes i know you are the best girl in the world that i have ever met😄 and you are my beautiful best friend. '' ''Yeah i know that😌''

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''Hey, Alaina!!'' a boy's voice stop their laughing....

What will happen next.Something interesting 🤨