If anyone don't know who is Ria. Her ID "3%".

Still don't know her? Then fuck off i don't care.

Now let me continue.......

I still remember that day when we first met.

We met in comments...... lol

I was such a huge fan of BL series, YAOI.

I used to have my favorite BL Couples.

Zee and Nunew

I met A girl she posted about Enhypen.

Her username was "Engene girl".

I commented on her post.

That was normal that time.

But after some days passed I checked that Post again and Commented that "sunoo looks like Nunew".

She asked me who is Nunew.

I told her about BL and all.

I followed her and she followed me back.

We were just normal friends.

We used to talk in pc or gc often.

Days passed and I got busy into some family.

At first they were so........ fucking good.

But i always felt kinda toxic around them.

I just used to know "Knight" and his girlfriend "Cutie".

A 13yr old girl "Siya" her username was Crimson.

At first I got to know that she is a BL fan too.

So i started to stay close to her.

They took me into their family.

I never ever wanted to meet A girl "Hareem". That was her name.

But unfortunately we became close even though I didn't wanted to be.

There was a sister too of mine. "Shine".

We were close but not till the end.

She disappeared and came back after many months.

And I welcomed her.

After some days Knight left.

He came from another ID

I asked him why did he left.

He left because of his breakup with Cutie.

I never ever thought that this would happen.

They used to be my favorite couples.

Then I consoled myself a lot.

Cried a lot over something so stupid.

One day, I was just chatting randomly in Hareem's gc.

I just said casually that After breakup Cutie became a bit pervert.

I used to joke randomly and we never took them seriously.

But she came out of nowhere.

And I tried to explain the sarcasm.

But suddenly she brought My brother "Knight" in the matter.

And that moment my mind went blank.

and i abused her and fought with her.

After some minutes of fight.

She came to me and asked to sort out the matter in PC.

I was fucking out of mind.

Like she is splitting nonsense about knight.

How shall I talk to her now!?

I can't forgive.

She left MT after some days.

Everyone was panicking and all.

But I didn't really felt anything.

One day hareem also left.

I was crying to much holding grudge.

I used to cut my fingers that time.

Blood was satisfying for me.

Cried every night and she came back looking happy and all.

Meanwhile I was just so broken........

Not able to tell about that matter to Anyone else 'cause of fear of being hated by people I love.......

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