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My Pain

THE HEAT

hearts beating, blood's pumping,

folks not knowing what's going on.

Is this what we came for,

there isn't much to work with, not much to do,

why? you ask

well, we are in a freaking cycle, rest 😂

Been confused lately you know,

stress has become my strong suit,

boredom is my home,

knowing what I know

I DON'T LIKE THIS

can I count on me to be me, no

can I count on you to be you, no

why??

Well, we shouldn't expect anything from anyone.

For what it's worth you have no right to choose for anyone.

It's personal whatever he/she does with their will,

not to mention their minds have been soaked with

the wiles and constructions of a world

where one can't even feel himself to the fullest.

These a the words of a mad one,

thorn by the society,

broken by family,

hated by friends,

pressured by enemies,

and battered by self.

Is this worth going into?

One should warn future generations not to come,

for there's sadness everywhere.

What have you seen, felt, or held?...

Is it up to half of the time spent on creating a thought? 😅

Well, guess you shouldn't bother.

Thoughts ha

The mind wow

The brain ugh!

Not a fun place to be when you have seen what is not meant to be seen.

Have you dreamed dreams

Have you heard prophecies

Have you sung songs

******Rejoice For He Is King****** 👑

Rejoice for he has come

Rejoice for his kingdom will last

till the end of days!!!

I am in love 😍

but this love isn't real

I can't even feel it.

how is that possible ?😂

Can you ??

what is fun about where you are?

or where you will be

why do you care

why do you still feel

what do you have to gain

after all, you might not make it.

This heat Is much

I can't bear it any longer

what do I do?

I'm caged in my mind,

puzzled by my thoughts,

confused by my wits,

drained by my strength.

Have you found my heart?

for this in me isn't doing the job...

Run now for you won't make it

Breath fast for the moment is coming.

How boastful are you?

You can't even create a cell,

yet you claim the world.

You can't even count the hairs on you,

yet you people's lives.

Have you seen that girl?

she's is beautiful BUT...

What does beauty have to do with CHARACTER?

if only I fight a little bit longer,

I know it's going to make me stronger.

I'll just keep holding on to what I believe...

What I believe is you.

Give me the strength to fight,

when it's hard to believe in YOU

in other words...

this isn't my stop,

it's my beginning,

my start and I'll reach the end.

Cuz in the end,

THE HEAT won't hurt me 😊

THE PLOT

are there ways to decide who is who

or do we just expect the unexpected

for what words do you have to give

to a cajoled heart ❤️

there isn't much to see

neither is there much to say

can we find more to do

or do we stay as we are?

moments pass by

we cannot see 🙈

statements made

we cannot hear 🙉

what do you mean by that ?🙄

may I know you?

no!

ok

!!!

why can't it be that way

well of course

it won't be interesting 😅

can I be?

no

can I go?

no

may they come ???

no

why

a dumb reason of course 🤨

what's the purpose of our being ?🧐

what's the use of our thoughts

when it's already been decided 🤔

are there probably words to describe how

intriguing a personality can be 🤨

well I guess not

for how can we know who we are

when we don't know our own

are there ways to understand the importance of the situation

or are they just trying to be neutral

isn't believing the point

or is doubt a close friend

can't hope be a brother

or is faith an enemy

we all lose face once in a while

that's why we don't know what we need

or who we are

but we do know that we got life

pasts mixing

futures condensing

present a gift

for we know not where we go

or from whence we came

for the suckling, it's a joy 😹

for the adolescent it's pain 😔

for the adult it's hate 😡

for the old, it's a dream 😪

mighty are HIS works

great are HIS miracles

beautiful are HIS wonders

magnificent are HIS creatures

but why do we choose the lifeless

what is the purpose of the handmade

when it's HANDMADE??

why give thanks to it

when it does nothing

why exalt it when it's dead

do we choose our fates

well it's your choice

but for the young, it's a sentence ❌

why do we rejoice over a lie

and why do we dread the truth

isn't it worth the time

peace neglected

war a commercial

love rejected

hate praised

sin practised

discipline shunned

isn't our hope of being

based on want ?? 😐

wait for what 😂

what's beyond this life we see

inquiring minds want to know

but we have no way

to check

what's beauty 😍

what's love ❤️

whats joy 😝

have you experienced it? 😳

I guess not 🤕

have we come to play 🏵️

or have we come to be a jurisdiction

have we come to participate in

world conferences that have no

concrete meaning towards life

if being is this

then I'd rather die free

than be bound by

unsure laws

made by presumptuous bastards

to give all you have and get nothing in return

to practice good and get bad on the return

to be holy and be beaten for it

to be safe and drawn to war

this is THE PLOT

A thought

a mind is a powerful place what you feed it can affect it

NF

It's fleeting to know how you would act

it's fun to predict how you would speak

it's silly to think it's all the same

Haven't there been enough

or isn't the best saved for last

can there be more to what we know

well! YES 🤣

so we call out to it

but we don't follow the rules

we call it our own

but don't understand what it's meant for

we say we know what it is

but we don't know how to use it

it's futile to think

it's vain to know

it's useless to be

what has not to be decided by the upper hand

knowledge is power 😌

knowledge is gained 🤗

knowledge is lonely 🥺

knowledge is dangerous 😈

to know more is to want more

to want more is to be more

to be more is to be full 🌝

having said that about him

who is all-knowing

isn't it best to know than

to be known

or is it the thought that counts (scoffs)🙄

for all reasoning and for

knowledge how can one

manage what has been what

has not been seen

or is it just the cycle

we love

can we be more specific about what we want

or is it the thought of joy that drives us?

countless times have you been wounded

but yet you go back to it 🥺

has it been placed at a level not to be reached

or are we just too lazy to reach it 🥱

why do we care about who is right or wrong

when we don't know the difference between

the two sides 😓

is it strange to think outside the box🥱

or is gullible of you to feel safe in it 😊

isn't this about worship 🙏

or has praise been abandoned😳

we seem to feel comfortable

with having regard for someone

who isn't there than who is

to want more from the real

but please the fake

is like wanting a car

when the need is food

has our desires grown so large

that we devour whatever is given

or has our minds become so vulnerable

that we fall prey to clumsy thoughts

maybe we want pleasure

maybe we want to be praised

but we do not understand that

in this case, we are not made for such

seeing is fleeting 😥

knowing is awesome 🙂

doing is crazy 😫

and yes it's a risk 😓

I have been masked

with pride for so long

that I can't seem to know

who is who 😕

is it a place Yes

Does it have a ruler

well Yes

but is it ruled with balance

It hasn't forgotten

neither can It be removed

what has been done

by the mind

it's beautiful

it's ugly

says the one who sees

but doesn't understand

the gravity of such compliments

how can one wish to know more

when it's vanity

how one wishes to have more

when it's falsely claimed

to be or not to be

to know or not to know

can only be decided

by the one who resides within

as it is in one's MIND

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