I wake up everyday in the same room I’ve been in since I was 11. Only two things are different from then and now. One, I’m 18 now. So my tastes from then have change in many ways . Two I no longer wake up feeling refreshed by the sight. The sight of the freshly painted bamboo and the fresh smell of apricot and citrus . It just dosnr give me the happiness it used to. What doesn’t help awvwn more is this new found build up in my body. These changes I’ve been experiencing it like a sealing of a sort except it not only travels form my dreams but into my wake.

I sat up And rested my head against the cold walll with a sigh.

since I haven’t been able to decorate all these ideas of what my room should look like pops up in my head. I scare the room until I land on the mirror and I remember what Hans happens in my dream last night.

Mirrors and his hands on me

My face flushes and because of such I can only remember waking up hot and bothered. Sad thing is I don’t know who I’m lusting after or why exactly. I had never been the kind of girl to lust after someone yet for the past few weeks I’ve been taught yes by a man and a mirrors I groaned before dead panning into my pillow .

I could put it on a number of things my new found attraction to the international student or even the shift in the environment. The way new found sent could intoxicate me and send me into a frenzy . I didn’t know why but I bwilive it had something to do with the way the earth was reactions to the new experiments being done. It was dying and new thing were being made in its wake

Some might call me crazy but I can feel it and it isn’t getting any better. even way out here in the mountains. I can feel it dying it just a shame that I don’t have it in my to fix it. Even if I could I wouldn’t considering I have “ LIFE “ going on.

“Hey”

“ wake up”

I groan as i rolled over and I stare up at the ceiling .

“ Hey child I know you hear me calling for you. Get you butt up “

“ Right this instant “

I rolled over facing the wall when I heard my door slide open and in she came . She took off her slipper and thre at the back of my head

I groaned in slight pain. It don’t hurt much and it wasn’t the first time . I laughed as she had woken me up like this every day since I came to Japan . My one and only Grandmother.

Okay okay I’m up I stared at her with cocodle tears and a pout

Jeez she said with a big smile

“When are you gonna get used to getting up on time”

“You can’t keep on saying you adjusting to the time difference “

“ I know I know I’m just now good with the whole morning thing”

Truth is I always got up on time but me laying her Gave her a reason to get up

I chuckled befor getting out of bed and handing her the slipper with a laugh

You missed me j smiled

And she glares

“ I won’t miss this time “

She hold the slipper in hand ready to set aim

“No no need I was just joking “

Far away it didn’t hurt but up close it could do some damage.

She laughed as I hurry and go to my clothes .

“ Okay okay ganny I’ll get dressed”

“ Good “ she said putting the slipper down and walking out the room. I stared at the mirror as I was getting dress. Odlly enough it had this twinkle to it. I just marked it off as incoming light . But still I couldn’t keep my yours of the ethereal looking glint it had . Maybe I was just waking up and that’s why. I sighed as I put on my uniform .

“Today would be a good day “I told myself as I walked to the restroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. It was my motto and I truly believed it .

I had to