The sky was the color of rust, heavy with clouds that threatened rain but refused to let go. The air clung to the skin, thick, restless. Navya Sharma shifted her backpack higher on her shoulder, moving faster down the narrow alley that sliced behind her college. She didn’t usually take this route, but she was late for her evening bus, and shortcuts sometimes made sense.
Her sneakers slapped against broken pavement, her chest tight with the worry of missing her ride and her mother’s inevitable phone call if she came home late. She hated making her parents worry; she was the kind of girl who followed rules, got straight A’s, kept her hair neatly tied, and never gave anyone an excuse to question her character.
But rules didn’t mean the world played fair.
The alley smelled of damp cigarettes and spilled beer. A faint hum of music leaked from the old, rundown bar tucked into the corner—a place her classmates whispered about but never dared to enter.
That’s when she saw him.
Leaning against the bar’s cracked brick wall was Aarav Rathore, a name spoken like both a curse and a dare across the college campus. Everyone knew him. Everyone feared him. And, in some strange way, everyone wanted him.
He was the boy mothers warned daughters about, the boy teachers never bothered disciplining because it never worked. The boy with a grin sharp enough to cut, eyes dark enough to drown.
And right now, he was looking straight at her.
Navya froze mid-step, her breath catching. His presence seemed to stretch across the alley, filling every shadow. He flicked the end of his cigarette, sparks raining briefly before the smoke curled upward.
“You’re lost, princess.” His voice was deep, lazy, the kind that carried danger wrapped in velvet.
Her instinct was to ignore him, to keep walking, to vanish before he decided she was worth more of his attention. But her body betrayed her, her feet pausing as if his words had hooked into her.
“I’m not lost,” she managed, her voice steady even though her heart raced. “Just in a hurry.”
He tilted his head, his eyes narrowing, studying her the way someone might study a puzzle they weren’t sure they wanted to solve. “This isn’t your kind of place.”
“And how would you know my kind?”
That made him laugh—low, rough, amused. “Because I’ve seen you. Always in the front row. Always with your books. Always too clean for dirt like this.” He gestured around him with the hand that still held his cigarette, smoke curling between his fingers. “You don’t belong here.”
Her throat tightened. Maybe he was right. She didn’t belong here. But something in his voice, in the way his eyes lingered on her like he could see past the layers she wrapped herself in, made her feel like he wasn’t just talking about alleys and bars.
“You don’t know me,” she said softly.
He stepped forward, and she fought not to flinch. He was taller up close, the sharp lines of his jaw more striking in the dim light, his leather jacket smelling faintly of smoke and rain.
“No,” he admitted. “But I want to.”
Her pulse jumped.
This was Aarav Rathore—bad boy, fighter, rumored dealer, heartbreaker. She should have walked away, should have run if she had to. But his words lodged deep inside her chest, rooting her to the cracked pavement.
“I really need to go,” she whispered, breaking eye contact, desperate for escape.
He leaned down, his mouth near her ear, his voice a dangerous murmur. “You’ll come back. Girls like you always do. You want a taste of what ruins you slowly.”
The words struck like lightning, searing through her. She stumbled back, nearly tripping over a loose stone, and then hurried out of the alley, not daring to look back.
But long after she boarded the bus, long after she made it home, long after she assured her mother she’d eaten dinner, those words repeated in her mind, over and over.
You’ll come back. You want a taste of what ruins you slowly.
Chapter Two – Salt on My Tongue
The morning after the alley, Navya woke as if she’d been pushed into consciousness by a memory she could not shake. Aarav’s words buzzed under her skin like a fever: You want a taste of what ruins you slowly. She rinsed her face with cold water, as if freezing the feeling would dull it. It didn’t. The cold only made the ache more precise — a carved-out space behind her ribs where curiosity and something more dangerous had moved in.
College felt different that day. The corridors hummed with the usual low-grade hurricane of gossip, deadlines, and student politics, but for Navya it was a minefield. She kept her head down, books pressed to her chest, avoiding the goods-and-bads map of the campus where Aarav’s name lived in red and her own in neat, sensible black. People looked at her with a new curiosity that prickled, as if she were marked by proximity to a flame.
“Hey, Nav?” Priya’s voice pulled her into the canteen. Priya, with her loud laugh and dyed hair, was the kind of friend who could make a rainy day feel like a party. She slid into the seat opposite and eyed Navya with a grin that tried to be casual but failed.
“You look like you saw a ghost,” Priya said, fork hovering above a plate of idli.
“Just tired,” Navya lied. Her mouth tasted like pennies. The alley, the cigarette smoke, the way he’d smelled of rain and leather — it clung to her imagination.
Priya fiddled with her phone. “Heard Rathore got into a fight last night. Corner of Jhandewalan. Someone said he broke a guy’s nose and then left like he owned the street.” She laughed, but there was a shadow under it.
Navya’s stomach dropped. She should have felt vindicated — the rumors, the danger, the proof that he was only what everyone said. Instead, a strange relief washed through her. If he was violent, if he walked on the edge of tanks and knives, then maybe he was the place she had no business stepping into. The rational part of her brain clung to that thought like rescue.
“Why do you care?” Priya asked, softening. “You barely know him.”
“Because he looked at me,” Navya said, louder than she meant to. Heads turned. She felt exposed, as if she’d confessed to something shameful. Priya’s expression softened further, like someone watching a bird with a broken wing.
“He looked at me too,” Priya said, surprising her. “From the rooftops once, during ragging week. Creepy. Don’t go near him. He’s trouble.”
Navya nodded, the pieces falling into place: everyone’s warnings, their sideways glances, the way he’d said princess in that knowing tone. The path ahead should’ve been clear. Avoid. Steer away. Keep the neat life intact.
But life didn’t always take directions you gave it. Sometimes it pushed and pulled until you slipped into something you never meant to touch.
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Aarav woke with a headache that felt like someone had wrapped his skull in wire. His world was always after the night: the fights, the music, the deals (if deals was the right word); it left stains. He liked the stains. They were honest. He slammed his fist into the mattress once just to feel something sharp and real.
He thought about the girl with the tied hair and the neat backpack all through the night. Not in any sentimental way — he didn’t do sentiment. He thought about how she froze in the alley, how she’d tried to be brave and failed, as everyone did when faced with something raw. There was a softness to her that would make any man want to break a rule to know her. He tasted the memory like salt: clean, sharp, impossible to swallow correctly.
He moved through the morning like a ghost who had learned to ignore his own footsteps. The college was a predictable beat in his life, a place full of people pretending they were more than their mistakes. He didn’t belong there, and he liked it that way. But the universe — or some cruel joke of his own — had put both of them on the same path more than once. Small crossings. A glance through the chemistry lab window. A shared parking slot near the auditorium. Coincidences that piled into a pattern.
That afternoon, he saw her again. Not by design. Not by plan. She stood by the notice board, scanning scholarship lists and seminars with the intense concentration of someone making lists and crossing out what they couldn’t have. Aarav leaned against a pillar, cigarette forgotten between his fingers, watching her as if studying a painting that had been left in the rain.
She was more beautiful up close, he thought, and the thought pricked at him — not in a soft way, but like a splinter pushed deeper. When she looked up, their eyes met and something electric tightened between them. He stepped forward.
“Still running?” he asked, voice low.
Navya’s lips pressed into a line. “I’m not running.”
“You were last time.” He took another drag and squinted at her. “You’re brave when you’re hiding behind books.”
“And you’re cruel when you’re bored,” she said, fists tightening around her folder.
He smiled, no warmth in it. “You could be nice — the kind of nice that makes people trust you even when they shouldn’t. Dangerous.”
“Don’t tell me what I am,” she snapped. It surprised both of them. Her voice wasn’t the timid whisper he’d expected. It had an edge now, a blade she’d sharpened in the quiet.
He liked that. He liked the fact that she could bite back. He had never been easily satisfied by easy prey. He wanted the fight. He wanted the unpretentious honesty of someone who might make him feel naked.
“Fine,” he said. “I won’t. Tell me instead — what’s your name? Or is your name one of those things you put on application forms and never claim?”
“Navya Sharma,” she said.
“A name with rules,” he mused. He flicked ash and watched it fall like a tiny surrender. “I’m Aarav Rathore. Try not to make me regret introducing myself.”
She looked at his name and then at him, as if tasting it mentally. “I won’t.”
He could have left. He could have walked away and let the curiosity that pulled at him remain a dull ache. But Aarav didn’t do that either. Instead, he surprised himself by asking, “Coffee. Tonight. Midnight. Corner café. Say yes, and I’ll let you go in peace. Say no, and I’ll still ask again.”
Her jaw worked. The whole world narrowed to the motion of her lips. She could have said no. She should have said no. Logic, family, future — all of them buzzed in her head like fluorescent lights.
She said yes.
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The café was a dirty half-lunchroom that came alive at night with the college crowd and the loners who preferred the hum of neon to the muttered lies at home. Aarav liked it because it was honest. People here traded comfort for truth, and truth was a commodity he dealt in.
Navya arrived with a wary breath, each step measured. She could’ve been dressed for a library: a simple kurta, jeans, hair twisted into a practical bun. She looked fragile and fierce all at once, like a candle in a wind tunnel.
He was already there, a corner seat guarding him like a throne. He stood when she came in, casual, as if standing to greet her was no big thing. It was a small gesture, but it mattered.
“You came,” he said, and there was no surprise, only an observation.
“You asked,” she replied. Her fingers were wrapped around the rim of her cup like it was an anchor.
They talked at first like two strangers tasting the edges of one another. Small things: professors they hated, tuition fees, the oppressive smell of summer in the lecture halls. Then the conversation turned, subtly, into shards. Aarav spoke in fragments about the city at night, about fights, about music that made him feel human. Navya listened, sometimes filling in the silence with a shy quip or a question that made him watch her face more than hear his own words.
Hours passed and the café thinned. The waiter, tired and indifferent, wiped the table beside them like he was erasing a scene from a play.
At some point, the talk slowed and the air between them settled into stillness. Navya’s hand lay near his on the table — not touching, not daring — and it felt like two tectonic plates nearly shifting.
“You don’t belong in my world,” she said suddenly. It was a whisper, but it trembled with something close to fear.
“And you don’t belong in mine,” he countered. “But boundaries are overrated.”
She looked at him, eyes wide and troubled. “I have plans. I have—”
“You have plans,” he finished. He set his palm flat on the table. The distance between them so small it was maddening. “Plans change.”
The threat in his voice was as soft as a caress. Navya’s breath hitched. For the first time, the words you ruin me slowly were not only from his mouth in the alley, but they pulsed in the room as promise and warning both.
She stood up, not because she had to, but because standing felt safer than staying. “I should go,” she said.
He didn’t move to stop her. He didn’t need to. She stopped at the door and turned back once, only once.
“Don’t say I didn’t warn you,” he said. The smile he offered was both dangerous and rueful.
Her reply was almost inaudible. “I like storms.” She stepped out into the night.
He watched her go — the small, brave figure in the doorway — and felt something in his chest contract with the first stitch of want. It was a shape that might become affection, or it might become ruin. Either way, it would be interesting.
As the café light swallowed her, Aarav crushed his cigarette under the heel of his shoe and left. The rain had started by then, soft at first, then harder, as if the sky had decided to sweep away whatever small illusions the night had promised.
Navya walked home through streets glistening with rain, the city reflecting neon like broken stained glass. Her phone vibrated with messages from her mother — simple check-ins — but the alley’s words circled in her head and wouldn’t leave. You’ll come back. You want a taste. She had come back. She had tasted.
And the taste lingered like salt on her tongue.
The rain had not stopped. It came in sheets the next morning, rattling against the classroom windows as if the world outside was demanding to be heard. Navya sat in her usual seat at the front, books neatly stacked, pen poised as the economics professor droned about market structures. But her mind wasn’t on curves and graphs. It was replaying every second from the night before.
The way Aarav had leaned back, so sure of himself. The way his eyes had caught the dim café lights and turned them into something sharp, dangerous. The way her own heart had betrayed her, racing not with fear, but with a thrill she couldn’t name.
She chewed on the end of her pen, a nervous habit she thought she’d broken years ago. Why did I go? she asked herself for the hundredth time. Why didn’t I say no?
But the answer was simple and cruel: because part of her had wanted to.
“Navya?” The professor’s voice cracked like a whip. Her head jerked up, heart lurching. He was staring at her, chalk paused mid-equation on the board. “Would you care to explain this diagram?”
She swallowed, blinking rapidly at the board as her classmates turned, smirks on their faces. Heat crept up her neck. Normally, she knew the answers before the questions were finished. Normally, she was composed. But today, her mind was fog.
“I—” she stammered, but before she could recover, a low chuckle drifted from the back of the room.
Her eyes flicked instinctively to him.
Aarav.
Slouched in his chair as if the rules of the world didn’t apply to him. His black hoodie shadowed half his face, but the smirk was visible — amused, knowing, cruel. He hadn’t even bothered to bring a notebook. And yet, somehow, his presence swallowed the room whole.
“Focus, Miss Sharma,” the professor snapped, irritation cutting deep. “If you want to daydream, do it after class.”
Laughter rippled across the room. Navya forced her eyes back to the board, scraped together enough logic to mumble an answer, and prayed for the ground to open up beneath her.
When the bell finally rang, she bolted, clutching her books like armor. She nearly made it out of the corridor before a hand snagged her wrist.
“You really do space out when you’re thinking about me,” Aarav drawled, stepping into her path.
Her skin burned where he touched her. She yanked her hand free, glaring. “You think everything’s about you, don’t you?”
He leaned close, his breath warm against her ear. “Last night was about me. And you.”
Her chest tightened. She hated how easily his words cut through her defenses. She hated more that some traitorous part of her liked it.
“I’m not like your other…girls,” she whispered.
“You’re right,” he said softly, eyes darkening. “You’re worse. Because you’re the one I can’t stop thinking about.”
The words landed like a spark on dry leaves. She turned quickly, pushing past him, her pulse a wild drumbeat in her ears.
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Later That Day
Navya sat in the library, trying to bury herself in notes. The quiet should have soothed her, but every page blurred with the same face — his face. She hated how he slipped under her skin like ink in water, spreading until he was everywhere.
Her phone buzzed. An unknown number.
Midnight. Same place.
Her throat tightened. She should block him. Delete the message. Pretend none of this had ever happened. But her fingers hovered, trembling.
Instead of deleting, she typed: I can’t.
Seconds later, another reply: You will.
Her heart stuttered. She shoved the phone into her bag and pressed her palms into her temples, as if she could push him out of her head.
But deep down, she already knew she’d go.
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Midnight Again
The café was louder this time, crowded with students escaping the rain. Aarav sat in the same corner, smoke curling around him like a crown. He didn’t look up when she walked in; he didn’t need to. He knew she’d come.
“You’re late,” he said as she slid into the seat opposite.
“I wasn’t coming at all,” she shot back.
His lips curved into that infuriating smirk. “And yet you’re here. You can lie to yourself, princess, but don’t lie to me.”
The nickname sent a shiver through her, equal parts irritation and strange delight. She folded her arms. “Why me? You don’t even know me.”
“I know enough,” he said, eyes burning into hers. “You’re the kind of girl who wants control. Good grades, good reputation, good family. But under all that, you’re dying to burn. And you don’t even realize it.”
Her breath caught. He couldn’t know that. He shouldn’t know that. And yet, the way he said it, like he could see straight into her soul, left her shaking.
“You think you understand me?” she whispered.
“I don’t think,” he said. “I do.”
They stared at each other, the noise of the café fading until there was only the thrum of tension between them. Navya’s chest rose and fell too quickly. Aarav leaned across the table, lowering his voice to a velvet rasp.
“Tell me to stop, and I will. But if you don’t, princess… you’ll find out exactly how dangerous wanting me can be.”
Her lips parted, but no words came. She should say it. Stop. She should end this before it became something she couldn’t undo.
But she didn’t.
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The Walk Home
The rain had slowed to a drizzle. They walked side by side down the deserted street, neon lights reflecting off puddles. His hand brushed hers once, twice, before finally catching it. She should have pulled away. She didn’t.
“You’re shaking,” he murmured.
“It’s cold,” she lied.
“No,” he said, tugging her closer. “It’s me.”
Her breath hitched as he stopped under the awning of a closed shop, his body angled toward hers. The night hummed around them, heavy with unspoken things.
“This is a bad idea,” she whispered.
“Good,” he said, lowering his head until his lips hovered a breath from hers. “Bad ideas are the only ones worth having.”
Her heart thundered. She closed her eyes.
And then his mouth was on hers.
It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t sweet. It was heat and fire and storm, rough and consuming, like he was claiming her and daring her to resist. She clutched his jacket, torn between pushing him away and pulling him closer. The world dissolved until there was nothing but the taste of smoke and rain and him.
When he finally pulled back, her lips were swollen, her breath ragged.
“You’ll ruin me,” she whispered, dazed.
His eyes burned into hers. “No, princess. You’ll ruin me.”
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Back at Home
Navya crept into her room past midnight, soaked and trembling. She pressed her fingers to her lips, still tingling from his kiss. Guilt gnawed at her — guilt for wanting him, for letting him past every line she’d drawn. But beneath the guilt was something stronger, something terrifying: desire.
She lay awake long into the night, staring at the ceiling, his words echoing in her skull.
You’ll ruin me.
Maybe she already had.
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