It was dark inside.As soon as I opened my eyes I saw the operation table.My mother was lying on it. I was silent for sometime little did I know what was about to happen in the further future I would have prepared myself and at some point maybe would never had come to this world in the first place.

The doctor said," Congratulations! It's a baby girl!" The room was overjoyed as they heard about my arrival as the doctor slapped tightly on my ass to check if I was alive or dead. But, "Voilla!" I cried , it confirmed that I was alive.…

Couple of days later I was bought home and there I was my home where my elder brother , "Saad Hussain " , my mother "Amaal Hussain " and my father "Akram Hussain" was waiting for me . The house felt nice it was warm as it was winter season.

But, the most warmest feeling of all is the warmth of family.

From then on my life had begun which in the further future will bring lots of twists, turns, heartbreaks,sadness, joy, happiness and whatnot.

Oh! I forgot to tell you, my name is Alizah Hussain

A week later…

I was shivering in cold.My ma she was cooking in the kitchen,My pa was at work,my brother was at school and I was in my bed all wrapped.Suddenly I start crying due to all the pain that I felt for the running fever all over my body.Ma couldn't do much rather than just trying to coz me up and checking my temperature.At night when pa came he said it was probably as if anything was ame and small,"Don't worry it's just a normal fever." By night it started growing and growing not wanting to reduce. my ma got worried and woke my pa up explaining the situation. At first he got a little angry but then he cooled and took me to the hospital there I was bathed in ice cold water in the masjid nearby. While taking ack in the hospital a religious person named me "Afia" . From then on my ame became "Afia " ."Afia Akhter."

At first I thought everything would be all rainbows and colors in my life but, from then onwards I knew nothing was this sort of . It was all fake . All those things were baseless. But, I always wished and hoped that everything will change for betterment and otill b according to my will. Little did I know it's gonna be real hard in the future .

My birth had made a new discovery for the people who I call my world, my universe. I was born planned by my parents but, I feel I became a burden for my elder brother who was their only son before me . His life was already a mess to begin with but, I was just another log dragging him down.

Before coming to this world I had prayed and begged to Allah to send me on earth and as soon as I landed it I regretted it . I only wonde wat awaits for me in the future.

To be continued...........