Roxanne sobbed silently watching the one she love from afar making out with her so called best friend. She has always suspected there is something going on between the two but she didn't want to destroy the relationship between them as they were her only friends but now it doesn't count anymore because they both didn't worth it. It seems ridiculous no matter how she thinks about it because happiness seems void in her every single moment of her life.

Taking the courage to confront them, she interrupted their sweet moment

You two care to explain what's going on here? She asked

What does it seems like? Her friend, Amelia snapped. Her face no longer showing the fake smile she usually put on

Amelia, calm down. Rex said

I am tired of pretending, Rex is my boyfriend now so stay away from him. Do you think I will really stoop so low to be your friend if not because of Rex. Your existence alone is disgusting and I feel suffocated to whenever I see your annoying face. Amelia said, disdain evident in her voice

Is it all true? Roxanne asked

It was fine toying with you and watching you get toyed with like an idiot. Rex said grabbing Amelia's hand as they walked away

This scene looks familiar and the familiar feeling is back, the feeling of being abandoned. What was she hoping for? To be loved or what? That's a big joke

Abandoned by her own parents at a young age. Her grandma was the only person who took her in and cared for her. Just when she was stable and looking forward to a happy life with her grandma, a fire outbreak occurred causing the death of her grandmother due to the carelessness of another tenant. The only person who has ever showed her with love died just like that and now the person whom she gave all her heart to and loves dearly is now with another girl not just any girl but her best friend without breaking up with her properly.

Betrayal from two most trusted people and as if that was not enough she was diagnosed with a liver problem.

She has been feeling sick in the past years but toughens it out since she had no money and when she felt it's becoming serious she got a big shock

Her lifespan shortened to just two years if she doesn't get a transplant

She knew it, happiness is something she don't dare to have. Love, family are luxury to her that she can't afford. Her life is just as bleak as her heart now, empty and void of

Where is she going to get the money for a liver transplant when she's hardly taking care of herself.She thought regretfully wiping her tears as she went into the administrative office to complete her transfer papers

That's the decision she made, she's moving to another city where no one knows her. Start a new life there and live the rest of the time she has left in peace, far from the accusing fingers of the people, their disdainful gaze at her. Just her living the remaining years without fear of been sidelined. Hopefully

Roxanne, why did you want to quit all of a sudden? Mrs Blake, the owner of the restaurant where she worked asked feeling regretful that her best employee is quitting.

It's personal Mrs Blake. I hope you find another person more better than I am . Roxanne said smiling politely

You are telling me on such short notice, how am I going to find a replacement so soon and who can be as good and dilligent as you. I am sorry it's small, take it as compensation for your hard work. Mrs Blake said stretching two envelopes to her. One containing her salary and the other containing what she called compensation which is almost as fat as her salary

Mrs Blake..... She stuttered finding it hard to believe

C'mon kiddo, just take it and don't make me feel bad. This is the least I can do for you anyway. Take care Roxy.

Thank you Mrs Blake. Roxy bowed slightly

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Far away from city a, Roxanne told in front of a house a bitter smile spread on her lips as she took in the quiet environment which holds so many memories but none of those memories could be cherished. She never thought she would come back here one day. Seeing the shadows of her little self begging her mom not to leave right there at the door and the way she was kicked away. You are a jinx and I'm not your mother.

The words echo in her ears, the memories she tried so hard to bury deep down, they are resurfacing now

When your mother is back to her senses she'll come back for you this trash. I regret being your father. You are just a useless piece of trash. Her father said

Dad please don't leave me too, tell mom to come back. I promise I will be good, I will work hard and become the best student, I will not disturb your work, I will be obedient so please don't leave. Her little self cried begging her father hoping he'll look at her with affectionate eyes and pick her up into his arms and tell her it's okay, it's for e and that everything is just a joke but it's all wishful thinking because she pleaded with them both while waiting in the snowy night incase they come back till she almost freeze to death.

You are 19 not 5 anymore ,they don't worth your tears. She told herself wiping her eyes clean as she packed her stuffs in, ready to settle in and see what kind of life awaits her in this city of where she came to find peace

Sun University

Roxanne strode into the campus, her eyes widened in awe of the environment. It was much better than her former one, not to talk of the buildings carrying a hint of luxury this is far better than Rong City University it's such a pity she won't be able to graduate and enjoy the years in the environment. She thought with a bitter smile on her lips

Her hardwork paid off after all, she doesn't have to pay for the tuition fee for this next two years cause of the scholarship exam she passed which covers the whole tuition.

Clearing her head and heading to the principal's office which was deserted with no student around, she clutch her bag to the side tightly with one hand and the other with the paperwork she need to submit.

Darren, I'm sorry about yesterday I didn't expect him to come and make trouble. We just talked and make some things clear. I swear there's nothing between us anymore. I already told him I'm done with him but I don't understand why he can't let go. Please don't get angry at him because of that, I will......

Did I ask for an explanation and what makes you think so highly of yourself in front of me? Move. A good dog doesn't block the way. A cold voice echoed, the depth of it keeping people away and at the same time clear and smooth, pleasant to the ears.

Why are you doing this to me. You know I love you but you kept pushing me away no matter what I do to gain your affection.Is it that difficult for you to love me?

There is no better choice for you than me. My dad is very influential and I'm the most beautiful in the whole school. My mom owns the largest fashion house in the city. You don't have to worry about anything and my family can support you if you need help. The lady's voice came again

You are nothing but a piece of trash to me, a spoilt princess with no brain, a bone that that's been taken and dropped several times. You are no important to me and stop harassing me. This would be the last time I'm giving you face. Don't come near me in the future else I can't guarantee the future of your family. The cold voice came again

Roxanne stood transfixed on the spot sighing before speaking out

Excuse me, you are blocking the way. Her soft gentle voice came breaking the tense and awkward moment between the two.

The lady ran off in embarrassment glaring at her before she took off.

The person named Darren glance at her briefly before looking away as if her existence had no meaning, taking in his lips and wiping his hands with an hanky he left without looking back.

All those rich kids and their drama, she doesn't understand their logic at all. L

Roxanne shook her head remembering the indifferent eyes with which he had looked at her with as if she's of no importance, then chuckle inwardly that because her existence truly had no value and it's going to end soon.

Putting on a smile, she knocked on the door and went in after receiving a response.

Good morning ma'am. She greeted

Oh, you are the scholarship student right?

Yes ma'am

Great, just sign this and this. Be careful who you offend in this school, this is not like your former school don't cause any trouble else the scholarship will be terminated. The principal said

Thank you ma'am.

A poor girl in the midst of wolves, hope she will last a day. The principal mumbled as she (Roxanne) went out of the office

Walking to her new class, she reminded herself not to care about what people say about her and just live like the air, invisible to everyone and live the short year she has left peacefully without much regrets.

The students sat inside the class doing nothing particular , some in groups talking about random topics, some reading and other just there. The attention was diverted towards the person who came in, the once loud environment becoming as silent as a graveyard creating a kind of tension in the atmosphere. The person cleared her throat nervously opening her mouth to speak

Hi, I'm .......

Aren't you the scholarship student! Someone spoke

What? A scholarship student in our class? Is the school joking or what? Another person said in an irritated tone

Insignificant. Another added and with that everyone's attention withdraw from her

I thought it was a joke when it was announced the school is giving out scholarship. Someone said

Now we have to be in the same space with this lowlife. Another frown in disgust

Dd you see those faded jeans and shoes. The stench of poverty all over her makes me sick.

She bit her lips hard to suppress the pain she felt in her heart course of the words as she made her to the empty seat at the back of the class while everyone ignored her as if she doesn't exist.

Just what she wanted right! A peaceful life, invisible to others.

Hey, did you seduced someone to secured the scholarship? I heard people from low background like you can do anything to achieve what they want. Are you here to look for wealthy patrons to satisfy you and take care of you? A guy said causing the whole class to roar in laughter

Meanwhile in another class, a guy was watching the whole scene happening in Roxanne's class through his phone and his aura turn cold making the person sitting next to him to tremble unconsciously.

Let's see how long you can last here newbie. Darren thought closing his peach blossom eyes to take a nap before class begins.

Have you heard, Darren rejected Josephine again this morning. A guy said loudly barging into the class room

Yes, someone uploaded the video on the school forum.

She can stop being all high and mighty now. I wish I was there to see the look on her face.

Girls talked in groups about Josephine's misfortune

At least I was able to tell him how I felt, get close to him, get to hear his voice and even make him talk to me. Do you dare to get close to him not to talk of talking to him? Josephine said confronting the girls

We didn't mean it that way Josephine, we are just sympathizing with you. One of the girls said nervously trying to avoid Josephine's wrath since it was well-known on the campus that anyone who dares to cross her will not have a good end.

Yes, Josephine, this is a misunderstanding. We are sorry for making you misunderstand us. The other girl added

Don't worry, Darren will fall for you one day. The third girl flattered

Hahaha, don't tell me you believed that nonsense she's spewing. An elegant voice came and the owner of the voice catwalk towards Josephine with a smug smile on her lips.

Awn, our goddess is back.

Elsa is looking more beautiful.

Gosh, my idol is looking good

Angel Elsa, put her in her place.

I'm so happy Elsa is back, the only person worthy of our Darren is Elsa and not some ridiculous fella who doesn't know her place.

Different voices echoed making Josephine's beautiful face turn red in anger as she glared at her love rival and arch-enemy murderously.

Are you worthy of Darren? Elsa asked

If I'm not, then are you? Josephine retort

Maybe I am, maybe I'm not you know the answer. At least I'm not as cheap as you. Elsa said smiling

And that is not for you to decide, Elsa Knights. I really want to tear off your stupid face and let people see how fake you are. Josephine said

Feel free to do so, after all your reputation will become more worst than before while I remain the white flower in their eyes. Elsa countered

Are they going to fight again?

It doesn't end well once these two meets.

I really want to see my goddess Elsa tear apart that spoilt princess

Students murmured obviously enjoying the show

Do you hear that? You are such a loser. Elsa smiled

He will never fall for you no matter what you do, fake bitch. Josephine retort bumping shoulders with her as she walked out of the classroom

Elsa Knights, age 21, third year, heiress of the Knights family, daughter of the famous actress Synedy Knights, a famous singer herself with an excellent business man as a father. Their family been one of the four major families in the city. Hates Josephine with every fiber in her body

Josephine Davis, age 21, third year also, last child of the Davis family. Her father owns a large company, also one of the major families, an internet influencer. Her mom owns the largest fashion house in the country. Hates Elsa's gut like hell

And Darren , just Darren, age 22. The name that is respected in the whole school. No one knows his background, the principal respects him so who dares not to respect him. His aloofness is one of a kind, always alone, no friends, just him alone in his world. His face attractive and enchanting but his character shutting people out. His unknown background makes him even more mysterious and charming. The top student in his department and best student in the school. Don't get on his bad side , the last person who did didn't have a good ending.

It was free period and Roxanne walked around the campus aimlessly before settling down under a tree, in a quiet area, plunging in her earpiece lost in her own world

How was the evaluation of the students you supervised today. The principal asked cautiously

When has it become the business of the students as for whom the school gives admission to? Darren's cold voice came

When did the school also start giving out scholarship? He asked

It's the decision of the board, the chairman thought it would be good to help some students who cannot afford this kind of education and also to improve the image of the school. Only one candidate passed and was admitted . The principal responded

Fire all the teachers who were absent today for no tangible reason. We are not paying so they can slack off. He said walking out with his long legs and the principal sigh in relief

He's too scary for a young man. She thought calming her nerves

Free period was over and Roxanne walked back to class but was shocked by what she saw. Her books was ripped into pieces, her bag in the trash bin. The table and chair ruined with markers containing dirty words like "sl*t", low life get out of our school, stop contaminating the air around us, lowlife like you don't belong her

Her eyes turned red with unshed tears as she took her bag out of the trash bin and walk back to her seat without a word

See, I told you that beggars like them can do anything to achieve their goal. A girl said

She didn't even says word or cry. Such a fool. Another said throwing her a disdainful eyes

Don't lower yourself to her level. A guy said

Who knows who she would spread her legs for so she can buy another book and bag? A girl snickered

Roxanne bowed her head, their words echoing in her ears but she just bite her lips as she was already used to such worlds

It will be over soon. She told herself

And thus, it continued for the whole week but after not getting a reaction from her despite all they did, they got bored and just treated her like air