It was when I was 11 years old. My parents got me admitted in a Boarding school which was under the Central Government but a Popular one. Back then, I was so small and little that people mistook me for an Eight year old kid but yet, my parents left me in an unknown place to live with strangers. ( Even though they did it for my good).

It was a new place for me. A new School, new faces and new things. I was kind of excited but at the same time I was scared. But then, I got to know that a classmate of my previous school was admitted too so I was kind of relieved.

Those beginning days were quite hard for me. I find it embarassing to cry before my seniors and friends so whenever I miss my family I'll cry under the quilt when everyone were asleep. But after 2 or 3 months I was easily able to get adapted there and also made some few new friends. I was very glad.

When it was October I was already behaving like I was there for a few years already. To me, that place was no longer a strange place and those people were already like my old friends.

Then suddenly strange things began to happen.

I received the very first confession in my life, it was from a Senior. He was my senior, a grade above mine.

Back then I knew nothing about things like love and romance. When I heard from others that he liked me I got furious. I shouted at the front hall in front of our classroom saying..

" If he dares to say any more nonsense or spread rumours about me, I'll kick him right in his face"

Now to think of it, I said it so firmly that I might never fall in love 😂 LoL. was i too naive or being hilarious? I can't answer it myself.

That senior was a quiet guy and had a good personality but somehow he never caught my eyes. His name was..... leave it. I will just write a Random name here. Suppose his name was Barlin.

So, unlike other people Barlin didn't pester me or cling on to me instead it was quite confusing cause he never confessed to me but all it happened was to hear his friends teasing me with his name. But then his expression when he hears my name sold him out.

I was quite aggressive to react when it comes to Love and relationships so I never really paid attention to any guy.

I don't like putting on beautiful clothes or make up, I'd rather say I was a girl with too much of an ordinary look ( And still am I).

As I said that I had made many friends so, among them I had two friends who have had Crush on two of our Senior brothers. Harmony had a Crush on Rick and Milly had a Crush on Irvin. Among whom was my FIRST LOVE.

One day Milly came running to me and pulled my arms around her. She suddenly began to talk about how she had a crush on a cute senior brother and insisted on showing me his face. Although I was not interested I had to listen to all her crabs.

" Awe... it's awful", was what I was thinking.

she began to pull me out of our classroom and hiding behind the corner of the door she pointed her finger at him and said..

" Look, isn't he cute? You know what, He is about to become my husband soon"

I wasn't interested in those things at all, I was too bored to react at that time. I pulled out my arm and said..

" You Two look good together. Both of you are tiny and cute."

I gave her a smile and was about to turn and that was when Irvin's and my eyes met and that was when I first noticed him.